[Comprehensive] Yes, this is a university

The small river soaked under the feet is under the warm sunshine, and the water splashed on the bank hits the fern grass, and the light dripping down makes it shine.The whitish sunlight floated above his head in dots, his cheeks were hot from the sun, and the cool water wrapped around his body, making him curl up his toes involuntarily.

The clouds in the sky showed a monotonous color like snowflakes. At this moment, the man lying in the mud in large characters lowered his eyes slightly, and moved the pupils that were originally looking directly at the sun to the bottom of the field of vision, where there was a still unclear figure——

Daiqing's long hair stuck to her back wet after being soaked in water, and her soft neck was exposed after being pulled aside. The man was also looking down at him, with bangs covering half of his face, and his fresh lips One by one, it seems to be telling something in a soft voice, which can't be heard clearly.

Osamu Dazai silently pulled his upper body out of the mud, and the still clear water splashed down from his body. He wiped his face with his hands, his eyes were full of pure and innocent light, and he held his head high. Nodding, waiting for someone to repeat the words again.

"My friend, aren't you very happy when you skin it?"

Staring blankly at the girl's figure, the young man made a single sound as if he didn't understand: "Ah?"

"The water level of this small broken river in our school is at most knee-high, and you can only get a face of mud if you jump down. Or do you want to catch crayfish for fun when summer comes?"

"..."

I squinted my eyes and looked at the man lying in the river carefully. Before, I felt familiar from a distance, but now I took a closer look. Isn’t this the suicidal madman Osamu Dazai who we wrote in the basics last semester? ? !

Excuse me. Excuse me.

"Forget it, when I didn't say anything just now, even though it's the beginning of June, you'll catch a cold after soaking in cold water for a long time." Stretched out a hand to grab the man's arm, pulled him up forcefully, and patted the man by the way. Drop the dead grass leaves from his hair.

The black-haired young man stood up, tilted his head and looked at the girl in front of him. After thinking for a few seconds, he came to a conclusion and suddenly realized: "Ah, classmate Baili, right?"

"Ah."

"Before I heard Mr. Sakata say that he has a favorite student, and seeing him today really deserves his reputation. It's very natural to do such a brave thing... Well, in short, suicide is a clean and vigorous suicide. The one that troubles you It's my fault from now on, what do you need help with, girl?"

"As long as it is suicide, it will cause trouble for others. You'd better wipe off the mud on your face first." I drooped my dead fish eyes, turned my head away in a little disgust and twisted the corner of my clothes.

Osamu Dazai bent his eyes, and a wet light flashed through his brown eyes: "No problem."

He probably knows.

The young man deliberately spread his hands and looked at me meaninglessly, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, like a snake that tempted Eve and Adam to commit a crime: "So, do you want to die in love with me?"

"……what?"

"Sacrificing for love is the act of committing suicide for love."

Three black lines fell on the top of my head, and I waved my hands weakly: "Let's not mention that you just said convincingly that I am the favorite student of that silver-haired student. Just because of [love] is not enough."

"What is the criterion for judging [love]?" He seemed to be talking about something of interest, and asked curiously, raising his eyebrows.

"Maybe they are deceiving each other, but somehow they are not hurt? But it seems doubtful whether human beings have the ability [to love]..." I rubbed my chin and fell into deep thought, not noticing the change in the eyes of the person next to me.

"Pfft, hahahahaha."

The man suddenly laughed out loud, as if he had heard some horrifying joke.He bent down deeply, hugged his stomach exaggeratedly and trembled, and wiped his tears while laughing: "Interesting, such remarks are really surprising."

It wasn't until he had laughed enough that he slowly straightened up, the corners of his lips were pursed into a flat line, and there was even a tendency to droop. The young man's eyelids cast some indistinct double images, and his half-closed eyes seemed to be half-open.

[Love]: Obviously don't know each other at all, wrongly see each other, but regard each other as unique.

[Friendship]: Contempt each other but communicate with each other, and make self-deprecation together.

[Family]: Even my own parents can't fully understand.

Even if there is any idea of ​​appealing to others, I am afraid that it will only be repeatedly persuaded by the common sense in the mouth of the world, which is purely futile.But the girl in front of him had the same point of view, and this wonderful sense of commonality made him feel a little novel.

"In this case, let's introduce myself again. I am Dazai, Osamu Dazai."

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After returning the bicycle, I went back to the dormitory and changed my clothes. I stroked my wet hair and sighed long, lying on the table and flipping through "Chunqin Copy".

The first time I read this book was in junior high school. At that time, I was ignorant about the relationship between Sasuke Onjing and Haruko Koya, and I couldn’t understand many things, including why Haruko didn’t recognize the child, didn’t want to get married, and why Sasuke stabbed his eyes blind .

"Oh, love, human beings!" I groaned as I collapsed on the table.

"Why is Baili going crazy again? By the way, when you came back a few days ago, you looked like you were drained. Let me know about Liuwei Dihuang Wan?" Miss Lin Xiaosa was lying carelessly in her lazy chair watching online dramas. , without looking back, he threw a sharp complaint.

"You're the one who needs to invigorate the kidney, bastard!" Resisting the urge to twitch my face, I tilted my legs and smiled shamelessly, "I think you need not only Liuwei Dihuang Wan, but also the time-delay spray Indian God Oil Guilu Wan Xianrong Tablet Compound Xuanju Haima Morinda officinalis Seven Whip Rejuvenation Capsule."

"..." Damn this guy is really an old driver!

"Hey, read more books, my friend. I feel ashamed to say that we share a dormitory."

……

After being beaten up, I felt refreshed. While I was going downstairs to throw out the trash, I picked up a few drying racks that were about to fall. After thinking about it, I sent Qingxian a message asking her to help me in drama class in the afternoon. arrive.

At this point, all preparations are complete.

I carried the bag on my back and embarked on a long journey without saying a word. I defeated the Four Emperors and the Qi Xingzhong to find the big secret treasure onepiece, entered the Dark Continent, obtained the new Kazuko and became the first detective of Mihua Town... Of course I was joking, the real destination is W City Central Hospital.In the morning, someone sent a WeChat message saying that grandma was hospitalized, so I had to go there both emotionally and rationally.

As for the two old people in my mother's house, they were the first and fourth relatives who were borrowed, so some memories are a little blurred.The general scene is the thick dictionary on the small wooden table, the green blackout lamp, the newspaper under the glass plate, the smell of stuffy green peppers, the folk song of Liu Sanjie on the TV, and the cold mahogany chair.

"Student Baili?"

"……Eh?"

As the last person in the carpool, I didn't look around after getting in the car, but just obediently looked at the scenery with my chin on my back. I didn't expect that the guy sitting in front turned out to be a boy I hadn't seen for a long time.

"Long time no see, Heizi!" I waved politely, but I was muttering in my heart.The boy with short water-blue hair turned his head silently, his big round eyes were unblinking, and his face looked weak.Although he looks handsome, he has no sense of presence in the eyes of passers-by, and he will be ignored from time to time.

"Student Baili going out to play alone?"

"That's it."

"Eh……"

Scratching my face helplessly, I stopped talking after a few sneers, and planned to stay away from this alumnus after getting off the car.However, things were not right today, whether it was the bus or the subway, every time I changed trains, he would appear next to me without saying a word, like a ghost.

"...It's the fifth time, Heizi, you didn't do it on purpose, did you?"

The young man pursed his lips, his face was paralyzed without fluctuation, only his slender and long brows were slightly raised, and he asked innocently, "What's on purpose?"

I waved my hand and let the situation develop at will, with a nonsensical expression on my face: "I'm going to the Central People's Hospital."

"Well, me too, what a coincidence."

"...Okay, that's just on the way, are you going to visit the patient?"

"Yes."

"It's such a coincidence that we can even buy flowers together." I could vaguely hear myself grinding my teeth.

"Ah."

Ah, God, if you give me another chance, I won't be flirting with Lin Qingxian, I won't go out at three o'clock in the afternoon, and I won't step into that taxi... So it's all about her wrong? !

Hei Zizhe also caught a glimpse of the bitter and bitter expression of the girl beside her, her brows were even knotted, and her translucent black pupils exuded a sense of indifference to life and death, and then she held her forehead and let out a long, weak voice. .

The boy thought it was a bit funny, but he didn't show it. Instead, he uttered a sentence with a blank face: "It seems that classmate Baili doesn't want to see me, is he hated?"

Terrible, terrible, this man!

How did he manage to ask such a question seriously? ? ?

I took a deep breath and almost choked myself. After coughing a few times, I said righteously: "Why? I hate my friends who don't hate anyone, right?"

"Oh my friend."

"Yes!" I patted my chest and vowed.

The boy looked at me silently, and smiled kindly: "Then Baili took me and Momoi out of the club photo before, and it was because of friends that he did such a thing, right?"

"..." My smile froze.

Hei Zizhe also shifted his gaze slightly, and sighed softly: "I can probably guess who asked you to help, so don't follow me next time."

I wanted to ask something else, but seeing his expression, I was too embarrassed to approach him with a smirk, so I nodded obediently.

#On the embarrassment of being discovered by the person involved in doing bad things

#Basketball players are all natural black

#Heizi, no wonder you are called Heizi

After arriving at the entrance of the hospital, I went into a flower shop with this friend and bought a handful of lilies. I counted and found 14 lilies... This is too unlucky!

"Heizi, how many flowers do you have over there?"

"20."

"Can you give me one flower? I didn't look carefully just now. It's not good to send 14 flowers to the patient."

"Ah."

As he spoke, the young man took out one of the lilies in his hand, bent slightly to help insert the flower into the package, his blue eyes reflecting the sky shone with tiny light, and the sunlight slid across the graceful curve of his neck.How should I put it, it is true that people all over the world like beautiful things, which make people feel relaxed and happy.

I was going to the third floor, so I said goodbye to Heizi in the elevator.The air was filled with the smell of disinfectant and the vague bitter smell of medicines. The long white corridor was empty, except for the nurse at the front desk who briefly glanced at me and continued on duty.The electric fan above the head was spinning rapidly, making a whirring sound of piercing the air, and the cold air came out one by one from the desktop air conditioner in the corner, making goose bumps appear on the body.

Holding his arms tightly, he passed through the wards with his head raised, and finally stopped at the door of 318.Because the corridor was extremely quiet, the conversation inside the door was extremely clear. My fingers that were holding the doorknob flinched for a moment, and then slowly let go, hanging down by my side again.

——"I'm most worried about your children..."

——"We will take care of Xiaofeng, so don't worry, Mom."

——"It's not this one...the other one, that little girl, who will help us buy vegetables and carry newspapers for the old man..."

——"...Xiao Xi?"

——"Thinking about it now, I feel regretful, such a small child, in order not to be hated by us, did everything...Mingtao, is she still alone now?"

Without listening any more, I lowered my head and tidied up the wrapping paper of the bouquet, then squatted down and gently placed it on the ground at the door of the ward.There is a dark brown line sandwiched between the lanceolate tender white petals of the lily, and the pink at the bottom and the golden buds reflect each other, like citrine in white marble.

There is no need to go in anymore.

# # # # # #

Lin Qingxian felt that today was a bad day.

It's okay to be bullied by my roommate named Baili every day, and I have to clean up her mess from time to time, but this guy doesn't say anything every time.It's like disappearing suddenly in the afternoon, who knows what she was doing.

The number of students in the class on Friday is the least, so the teacher must roll the roll, and there will always be a lot of answers in fancy dialects in the class.

"Zhang Xiaojing."

"To!"

"Lee Min Woo."

"exist!"

"Liu Min."

"Ok!"

"Zhang Yu."

"Hey here!"

Looking at a certain classmate whom he called out for four people in succession, Lin Qingxian twitched the corners of his mouth and quietly rolled his eyes.

"Chicken Zhang."

"Hey here it is!"

"Lin Qingxian."

"It's here!"

"Zhao Wenxuan."

"I'm here!"

"He Xiaojun."

"Eh!"

"Bailixi."

"Ha ha!"

……

"Very good, all 43 students in the class are here today."

What nonsense are you talking about, teacher, you should open your eyes and see that there are only a few scattered people sitting in the classroom, you can count them with two hands, don't deceive yourself anymore!

Miss Chic chuckled, hiding her achievements and fame.

As a result, on the way back to the dormitory, it suddenly started to rain heavily, and it fell down like splashing water.Lin, who was defenseless, was completely drenched, and turned into a little yellow duck that looked like it had just been salvaged from the river.

After walking to the door of 345 and wiping the water on her face, the girl secretly remembered the idiot Bailixi, and vowed to beat him up again when she came back, and she would never tolerate it.

"Honey, why are you so wet, hurry up and take a bath!"

Lin Qingxian tilted his head slightly and saw his girlfriend Weiwei in the aisle, so her facial expression immediately softened, and the expression of itching teeth at the thought of a certain unsatisfactory roommate of hers just now disappeared immediately: "Okay , I'll wash right away."

The dormitory was quiet, and it seemed that the two remaining people hadn't come back yet.Miss Chic let out a foul breath, clasped the cover of the drama book in her hand and threw it aside rudely, a faint gleam flashed imperceptibly in her eyes, but it was fleeting.

She slowly began to undress, but out of the corner of her eye, she accidentally caught a glimpse of a pile of postcards scattered under the table opposite her, and there was an overturned iron box on the floor mat.

"What's the matter with that guy, throwing my things everywhere..." The girl shook her head and sighed, with a sense of helplessness in her dark eyes, and at the same time squatted down to pick up the things left by her careless roommate——

[Not a postcard]

While thinking this way, she kept moving her hands, and easily arranged all the photos with the backs facing up, forming a thick stack in her hands.Although I disdain to pry into my friend's secrets, I still inevitably see some things I didn't want to know.

For example, the photo of Baili with someone.

This is the case in the photo at the top. A black-haired girl is sitting on a brown sofa with her knees hugged. Beside her is a boy with pink hair. The green goggles and the lollipop shape on top of her head are slightly weird. He looks ordinary, but he also has an unlovable expression.

[what the hell]

Lin Qingxian frowned, lowered his eyelids in confusion to cover his complex gaze, silently apologized in his heart, and turned to the second picture——

It's still Baili and the boy, this time the scene is outdoors, probably in a coffee shop or dessert stand.At this time, the black-haired girl was resting her chin with one hand, and holding a fork in the other hand to cut the matcha mille-feuille on the table. The baby's fat face was pressed so fleshy by the palm.The boy sitting opposite looked at her with his lips pursed, his expression was very serious, but there was a kind of tenderness in his eyes that even the client himself hadn't noticed.

And so on.

"Damn, Baili wouldn't..." A bold guess gradually emerged in Miss Lin Xiaosa's mind.