[Comprehensive] Yes, this is a university
Chapter 66 Self-help and Rescue
I've always regretted not saving a single person.
Regardless of whether the subsequent self-salvation was influenced by other people, or separated from Orihara Rin, I realized the limitations of this law of survival.At least choose to save others. It should be said that all my subsequent passive rescues started from here.
In the second year of junior high school, Chen Cheng was bullied on campus because of being confessed by her seniors.And I, after witnessing everything, squatted aside after being threatened by my senior because I was too timid.
It is the last and the first origin.
I will not find reasons for myself, saying that there is a psychological shadow of domestic violence, that a girl is just incapable of doing anything and so on.
I wouldn't say that.
Not daring is not daring, it is pure fear.
He is clearly a friend but he has not fulfilled the responsibility of a friend at all.
Of course, I can also feel my conscience and confess that before the age of 14, all acts of love, including helping the grandmother cross the road, adopting kittens and puppies, and sending lost children home... These are all voluntary.
You can tell others with your chest high and your head high that there is no persecution, and no one makes such a request. It is all wishful thinking.In the beginning, Bailixi was such a kind and stupid girl.
Immediately after that, such nature began to change.
It may be because of guilt and remorse, or because he wants to prove to someone that he is not a cowardly coward.So I just force myself to do things that I can't do or don't want to do.
Gradually, this feeling became a habit.
I regard saving others as an obligation that must be fulfilled, thinking, ah, if I can’t do it, everyone will laugh at me.
Strangers on the street need to give a helping hand, and they are responsive to the needs of those around them, and friends are even more heart-wrenching.
In this way, more and more people will gather around me, and they will no longer abandon me, no quarrels, no disputes, perfect, too perfect, it’s nice to have friends.
In this way, Chen Cheng will come back, and maybe Wu Yue will come back too.
The three of us are still so good.
……
"I ate well and slept well."
"I also learned to take care of others."
"And made a lot of friends."
"Science subjects are always difficult to learn alone, but I will work hard."
"I laugh every day, and I talk a lot with my friends."
"Don't be willful, don't be cowardly."
"If someone is being bullied, I will rush to protect him."
"I'm a veritable hero now."
"I really, work very hard every day..."
The voice trembled more and more.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, but I can't say the apology... Actually I was wrong, I shouldn't lose face... Please, I can't live alone..."
"So, so...can you come back?"
The dream I had in the hospital is still vivid.
Impossible.
As the years went by, everyone started to move forward without turning back and without looking back.
Wait for me.
Don't race, okay, don't run anymore, it's very tiring, it's okay to take a break.There is no need for specialties and hobbies, and no one will stick with me anymore.
Made new friends, learned hip-hop, and ate cake today...
Don't show me these things! ! !
My understanding of you is still at the age of 14 and you dare not move. How dare you... How dare you grow up secretly in a place I don't know. Obviously... it's done...
[Baili, be polite, you should say hello to elders when you see them]
[Girls can't eat cold during special period... Fuck, put down the smoothie for the old lady! ]
[Smiling needs more practice, look in the mirror, the corners of the lips on both sides are drawn up... that's it, well done, obviously you can still smile]
"Obviously you taught me to be kind, gentle, sunny and tolerant. I have become such a person now, but why! You want to look at me like this!"
……
I figured it out, it was punishment.
Not because I listened so easily to others, forced myself to change, and cheated too many people.
It was my punishment for convincing myself to help others and constantly lying to myself.Overdraft other people's feelings, enjoy the momentary joy of being a savior, turn other people's worries and self-blame into a sense of accomplishment, and water out countless enchanting flowers.
# # # # # # #
"Chen Cheng, I'm sorry." I squatted down, hugged this former friend tightly, and hugged with all my strength.
"I really, really like you, and I once thought about being a lifelong friend. It seems that I can't pay back the apology I owe you, but I know that now, if I pretend not to see it, The rest of your life will be destroyed."
"sorry."
The chestnut-haired girl suddenly raised her head, still a little unconscious. She had a mouth with bloodshot eyes from biting my arm: "What are you going to do! I'm warning you, Bailixi, if you dare to tell others, I will I will never forgive you in my life! Absolutely!"
I suddenly felt that everything before was just a dream, and I couldn't tell whether it was a long dream or a nightmare.
So, from this moment on, I swore to myself that I would never deceive myself again and live honestly.
It's time to wake up from the dream.
"I know that if I advise you to go to a drug rehabilitation center, you will definitely not go to it. You may agree to it, but you will commit it again later. After all, you have been such a girl who has always been stuck on the same math problem since junior high school. .”
Chen Cheng nervously buckled up the mat on the ground, and his attention had shifted to the tin foil on the table.
"So, sorry, thank you."
I directly picked up the mobile phone on my desk, dialed 110, my fingers did not tremble, and my tone of voice was normal, as if I was doing something very ordinary.
After making the phone call, I walked out of 115 and closed the bedroom door.As if taking off all the heavy responsibilities on his shoulders, he leaned lazily on the surface of the iron gate and yawned big.
As soon as he lowered his head, he saw the little white cat.
It sat upright within sight of me, and when it saw me coming out, it immediately walked over gracefully, with its snow-white tail circling.
I knelt down and held out my hand.
"Meow--"
It jumped up along its knees and nestled obediently in its lap.I hugged the cat and stood up and touched its little head. I was so surprised that I didn't hide.
"I'm so tired."
The white cat turned around and stared straight at my face.
"Oh, it's so hard to be a good person."
# # # # # # #
Saiki Kusuo knew it a long time ago, in fact, he discovered it when he first met her.
The girl has a strong sense of disobedience.
He obviously looked like he was about to cry.
But every day is perfectly normal, and he is surprisingly courageous, as if he is not afraid of anything, and dares to risk his life for strangers, he is the most stupid kind of person.
But the more it is like this, the more obvious the undercurrent hidden under the appearance is.
Bailixi is a contradictory person.
Unconditionally agreeing to all excessive requests, forcing myself to forget sad things, and even adjusting myself too quickly, the mask of indifference just flashed by, reluctantly doing things that I can't do at all, treating people around me like grabbing The last straw.
He suddenly felt helpless.
Why do I know all the guys like this?
Trouble, so troublesome.
Fortunately, the super power of my animal conversion is more convenient than before, otherwise this time would probably be very embarrassing.
# # # # # # #
I still kept holding the cat, muttering about a series of bad things that happened today, feeling depressed and frustrated.
"Ahhh, I don't want to save the world anymore, this kind of task should be handed over to the protagonist in JUMP, I quit, let whoever loves do it."
Before I finished speaking, the cat in my hand suddenly broke away from my hand and jumped into the air. The next second, it turned into a tall and thin figure standing in front of me against the light.The neat short pink hair has grown a little recently, the purple pupils are hidden behind the green goggles, and the mood is unknown.
"...I'll go! What's going on!"
I was dumbfounded, stared at the boy with a paralyzed face in horror and confusion, and rubbed my eyes tremblingly.
"Yevsky is you... Xiaobai is also you..."
A drop of sweat dripped down Saiki Kusuo's forehead, please, these two names are obviously the same cat, okay?Don't talk like a shadow clone!
The boy with peach pink hair sighed a long time, stretched out his hand and hugged my shoulder as if reluctantly, pressed on his chest, and patted my back.
"It won't happen in the future?" A word without thinking.
I was taken aback, sniffed, and then laughed: "Ah, I won't do it in the future."
"Speaking of which, you turned into a cat and lied to me before the winter vacation! I even took you to sleep with me! Qi Mu, you are a pervert with a paralyzed face and a wretched heart!"
"……To shut up!"
"Your face is so red."
"..."
The author has something to say:
Because a baby asked why Brother Xi called 110, I seriously discussed this issue with my roommate, Ms. Lin Xiaosa:
1. Chen Cheng privately pretends to be a rebellious girl with divorced parents like Brother Xi. She is usually the kind of girl who is very sloppy. Changing boyfriends is like changing clothes?Pretty much that feeling.
2. Because she was a junior high school classmate and had a very good relationship at the time, Brother Xi knew that Chen Cheng would not be willing to go to a drug rehabilitation center. She is the kind of child who does not obey discipline, and her willpower is extremely weak, so she will definitely recover. suck.
3. Usually when someone around her takes #drugs, the first thing she should do is to tell her parents, but Chen Cheng's parents have long since ignored her.The most important thing is that her current state is close to insanity, her body is about to collapse, and she has aggressive behavior towards the people around her, which is so serious that it is useless to warn her.
4. If the normal procedure is followed, her guardian will definitely feel ashamed and will lock her up at home forcibly quitting, which is even worse.
5. To be honest, generally as long as you get a little bit of drugs, you will not be able to quit for life, and the addiction in your heart will be very big. The girl Chen Cheng is ruined.
that's all.
Regardless of whether the subsequent self-salvation was influenced by other people, or separated from Orihara Rin, I realized the limitations of this law of survival.At least choose to save others. It should be said that all my subsequent passive rescues started from here.
In the second year of junior high school, Chen Cheng was bullied on campus because of being confessed by her seniors.And I, after witnessing everything, squatted aside after being threatened by my senior because I was too timid.
It is the last and the first origin.
I will not find reasons for myself, saying that there is a psychological shadow of domestic violence, that a girl is just incapable of doing anything and so on.
I wouldn't say that.
Not daring is not daring, it is pure fear.
He is clearly a friend but he has not fulfilled the responsibility of a friend at all.
Of course, I can also feel my conscience and confess that before the age of 14, all acts of love, including helping the grandmother cross the road, adopting kittens and puppies, and sending lost children home... These are all voluntary.
You can tell others with your chest high and your head high that there is no persecution, and no one makes such a request. It is all wishful thinking.In the beginning, Bailixi was such a kind and stupid girl.
Immediately after that, such nature began to change.
It may be because of guilt and remorse, or because he wants to prove to someone that he is not a cowardly coward.So I just force myself to do things that I can't do or don't want to do.
Gradually, this feeling became a habit.
I regard saving others as an obligation that must be fulfilled, thinking, ah, if I can’t do it, everyone will laugh at me.
Strangers on the street need to give a helping hand, and they are responsive to the needs of those around them, and friends are even more heart-wrenching.
In this way, more and more people will gather around me, and they will no longer abandon me, no quarrels, no disputes, perfect, too perfect, it’s nice to have friends.
In this way, Chen Cheng will come back, and maybe Wu Yue will come back too.
The three of us are still so good.
……
"I ate well and slept well."
"I also learned to take care of others."
"And made a lot of friends."
"Science subjects are always difficult to learn alone, but I will work hard."
"I laugh every day, and I talk a lot with my friends."
"Don't be willful, don't be cowardly."
"If someone is being bullied, I will rush to protect him."
"I'm a veritable hero now."
"I really, work very hard every day..."
The voice trembled more and more.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, but I can't say the apology... Actually I was wrong, I shouldn't lose face... Please, I can't live alone..."
"So, so...can you come back?"
The dream I had in the hospital is still vivid.
Impossible.
As the years went by, everyone started to move forward without turning back and without looking back.
Wait for me.
Don't race, okay, don't run anymore, it's very tiring, it's okay to take a break.There is no need for specialties and hobbies, and no one will stick with me anymore.
Made new friends, learned hip-hop, and ate cake today...
Don't show me these things! ! !
My understanding of you is still at the age of 14 and you dare not move. How dare you... How dare you grow up secretly in a place I don't know. Obviously... it's done...
[Baili, be polite, you should say hello to elders when you see them]
[Girls can't eat cold during special period... Fuck, put down the smoothie for the old lady! ]
[Smiling needs more practice, look in the mirror, the corners of the lips on both sides are drawn up... that's it, well done, obviously you can still smile]
"Obviously you taught me to be kind, gentle, sunny and tolerant. I have become such a person now, but why! You want to look at me like this!"
……
I figured it out, it was punishment.
Not because I listened so easily to others, forced myself to change, and cheated too many people.
It was my punishment for convincing myself to help others and constantly lying to myself.Overdraft other people's feelings, enjoy the momentary joy of being a savior, turn other people's worries and self-blame into a sense of accomplishment, and water out countless enchanting flowers.
# # # # # # #
"Chen Cheng, I'm sorry." I squatted down, hugged this former friend tightly, and hugged with all my strength.
"I really, really like you, and I once thought about being a lifelong friend. It seems that I can't pay back the apology I owe you, but I know that now, if I pretend not to see it, The rest of your life will be destroyed."
"sorry."
The chestnut-haired girl suddenly raised her head, still a little unconscious. She had a mouth with bloodshot eyes from biting my arm: "What are you going to do! I'm warning you, Bailixi, if you dare to tell others, I will I will never forgive you in my life! Absolutely!"
I suddenly felt that everything before was just a dream, and I couldn't tell whether it was a long dream or a nightmare.
So, from this moment on, I swore to myself that I would never deceive myself again and live honestly.
It's time to wake up from the dream.
"I know that if I advise you to go to a drug rehabilitation center, you will definitely not go to it. You may agree to it, but you will commit it again later. After all, you have been such a girl who has always been stuck on the same math problem since junior high school. .”
Chen Cheng nervously buckled up the mat on the ground, and his attention had shifted to the tin foil on the table.
"So, sorry, thank you."
I directly picked up the mobile phone on my desk, dialed 110, my fingers did not tremble, and my tone of voice was normal, as if I was doing something very ordinary.
After making the phone call, I walked out of 115 and closed the bedroom door.As if taking off all the heavy responsibilities on his shoulders, he leaned lazily on the surface of the iron gate and yawned big.
As soon as he lowered his head, he saw the little white cat.
It sat upright within sight of me, and when it saw me coming out, it immediately walked over gracefully, with its snow-white tail circling.
I knelt down and held out my hand.
"Meow--"
It jumped up along its knees and nestled obediently in its lap.I hugged the cat and stood up and touched its little head. I was so surprised that I didn't hide.
"I'm so tired."
The white cat turned around and stared straight at my face.
"Oh, it's so hard to be a good person."
# # # # # # #
Saiki Kusuo knew it a long time ago, in fact, he discovered it when he first met her.
The girl has a strong sense of disobedience.
He obviously looked like he was about to cry.
But every day is perfectly normal, and he is surprisingly courageous, as if he is not afraid of anything, and dares to risk his life for strangers, he is the most stupid kind of person.
But the more it is like this, the more obvious the undercurrent hidden under the appearance is.
Bailixi is a contradictory person.
Unconditionally agreeing to all excessive requests, forcing myself to forget sad things, and even adjusting myself too quickly, the mask of indifference just flashed by, reluctantly doing things that I can't do at all, treating people around me like grabbing The last straw.
He suddenly felt helpless.
Why do I know all the guys like this?
Trouble, so troublesome.
Fortunately, the super power of my animal conversion is more convenient than before, otherwise this time would probably be very embarrassing.
# # # # # # #
I still kept holding the cat, muttering about a series of bad things that happened today, feeling depressed and frustrated.
"Ahhh, I don't want to save the world anymore, this kind of task should be handed over to the protagonist in JUMP, I quit, let whoever loves do it."
Before I finished speaking, the cat in my hand suddenly broke away from my hand and jumped into the air. The next second, it turned into a tall and thin figure standing in front of me against the light.The neat short pink hair has grown a little recently, the purple pupils are hidden behind the green goggles, and the mood is unknown.
"...I'll go! What's going on!"
I was dumbfounded, stared at the boy with a paralyzed face in horror and confusion, and rubbed my eyes tremblingly.
"Yevsky is you... Xiaobai is also you..."
A drop of sweat dripped down Saiki Kusuo's forehead, please, these two names are obviously the same cat, okay?Don't talk like a shadow clone!
The boy with peach pink hair sighed a long time, stretched out his hand and hugged my shoulder as if reluctantly, pressed on his chest, and patted my back.
"It won't happen in the future?" A word without thinking.
I was taken aback, sniffed, and then laughed: "Ah, I won't do it in the future."
"Speaking of which, you turned into a cat and lied to me before the winter vacation! I even took you to sleep with me! Qi Mu, you are a pervert with a paralyzed face and a wretched heart!"
"……To shut up!"
"Your face is so red."
"..."
The author has something to say:
Because a baby asked why Brother Xi called 110, I seriously discussed this issue with my roommate, Ms. Lin Xiaosa:
1. Chen Cheng privately pretends to be a rebellious girl with divorced parents like Brother Xi. She is usually the kind of girl who is very sloppy. Changing boyfriends is like changing clothes?Pretty much that feeling.
2. Because she was a junior high school classmate and had a very good relationship at the time, Brother Xi knew that Chen Cheng would not be willing to go to a drug rehabilitation center. She is the kind of child who does not obey discipline, and her willpower is extremely weak, so she will definitely recover. suck.
3. Usually when someone around her takes #drugs, the first thing she should do is to tell her parents, but Chen Cheng's parents have long since ignored her.The most important thing is that her current state is close to insanity, her body is about to collapse, and she has aggressive behavior towards the people around her, which is so serious that it is useless to warn her.
4. If the normal procedure is followed, her guardian will definitely feel ashamed and will lock her up at home forcibly quitting, which is even worse.
5. To be honest, generally as long as you get a little bit of drugs, you will not be able to quit for life, and the addiction in your heart will be very big. The girl Chen Cheng is ruined.
that's all.
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