[Comprehensive] Yes, this is a university

Natsume Takashi has been thinking about one thing.

Because everyone is different, so the world seems to have its own advantages and disadvantages.Even if the sea is blue, if someone keeps calling it red, then to that person the color of the sea is red.

In other words, human beings have always been wearing a pair of glasses called "self", which cannot be taken off, and then each of them takes what they see as distorted, clear, or red sea water as a matter of course.

And die like this.

Everyone is just seeing the world from their own perspective.If you can see the world with other people's eyes, you should be able to see extremely different scenery, such as reversed light and dark, color conversion, and left and right.Life would be very different too.

——What is that girl thinking?

She lowered her head slightly, unable to see her expression clearly, she just calmly held the letter paper and box in the time capsule, and did not even glance at the distant forest path.

Natsume Takashi said that he could see monsters when he was young.

Half the class thought he was out of his mind, that he was crazy, neurotic, and playing pranks.The other half don't care about anything, just don't care or are constantly afraid.

—I saw it.

Whenever he said such things, everyone started to make noise, some cried in fear, some called him a liar, and occasionally caused a big commotion, alerting teachers and parents to deal with it.Later, he seemed to be called to train for a long time, and then he seemed to ask for leave again, changed schools, and nothing changed.

He is isolated.People who believe in ghosts are afraid and stay away from him. Those who don't believe in ghosts regard him as an idiot and a liar, and look down on him to the point of bullying.

Later he learned to ignore and live from the perspective of ordinary people.It's the same as taking off the glasses, even if his world is different from other people's, as long as he sees it with other people's eyes.

— what did you see?

——What kind of world do you see?Is it in color?Will there be monsters too?

Everyone is different, so the world is also different.Then what she saw must be a world he couldn't see.

The girl's attitude was very calm.She seems to have chosen a black and white standpoint, the most incredible path between hatred and forgiveness, and this is the way she believes the world is.

That being the case, there is no room for others to comment.

Natsume suddenly felt a little regretful, but also a little surprised.Because in past experience, guys like him who see things that are different from ordinary people will be immediately excluded, and the same is true for most people. As long as they feel that they are a little different from others, they will immediately hide the difference.

[But maybe this is my rare belated rebellious period against my parents]

Isn't this kind of thing more vague and ambiguous than monsters?

He suddenly wanted to take off his pair of glasses.

I want to see the world through her eyes——

Untimely, he remembered something from his college days.

It was a summer night, he and Baili were outside the school, the sky was full of stars.That chance encounter, but the two of them were still walking and chatting, he accidentally talked to each other about monsters, after all, they could both see these things.

Baili seemed very interested. She held a glass of Coke and asked, "Do you think there are other monsters and ghosts in the alien world?"

He replied that he didn't know, he always felt that many things were fake, but he couldn't say with complete certainty that they didn't exist.

"As you said, the world in everyone's eyes is different, so we may not even be aware of each other's existence. There are some things that humans cannot prove, such as natural phenomena that take hundreds of millions of years to happen, and passing through the earth only once in tens of thousands of years comets, these have only happened once or twice for us, so it becomes a coincidence.”

She said solemnly: "Assuming that every [-] million years, a star monster appears in this sky, um... like Seafood King, he will poke his head out of the clouds and dye the sky purple. Everyone in the world has seen it, and there must be some people who will regard him as a hallucination."

That can only be verified by people from other eras.He agreed with a smile.

Looking up, the sky is full of stars twinkling.

"So you can see Coke, you can see trees and stars, but you can't see star monsters, because you have to pretend you can't. You can only see what everyone can see, and what you don't."

What does that sentence mean?

He blended into the crowd, pretending that he couldn't see anything, yes, there were no monsters in the world.But what if you could see the monster?

——He couldn't bear to have to take off his glasses to see the world.

"Have you lost sight?" she asked.

He didn't understand it back then.

But now, the clear sky was bright, and the girl calmly watched her biological mother leave. He tried to imagine what a star monster would look like, but it didn't go well.Maybe his imagination is not enough, just when he thought that he was still as stupid as five years ago——

The black-haired girl suddenly smiled.

Yes, she was not sad, nor did she cry, but showed a relieved smile.In her eyes, it really reflects the true appearance of everything.

The entire clear sky turned purple in an instant, and the stars and monsters poked their heads out.

He saw five hundred million years.

……

Asano Xuexiu once made up his mind to become cunning.

Because in the education I received since I was young, honest behavior will not be rewarded. No matter how much I adapt to the atmosphere and become upright, stupid people are still stupid. Therefore, those who win will always be those who are smart, talented, good at dancing and slick. guy.In this sense, father's education is by no means meaningless.

But is it good to be cunning?Certainly not, he just wanted to win, to be number one.

But—compared to these—

What he really wanted—

There is nothing wrong with being great.It's not wrong that better people get more criticism.In fact, Asano himself also understands, but...

"Aren't you reconciled?"

Someone said so.

"Obviously Akashi is as high-profile as you, and the same... Should I say "cunning"? In short, you are obviously very similar, but he has so many friends and companions. He is praised by others, but you are different. Isn't it ?"

The voice in my ear kept making noise, it was annoying to death.

No one looked at Asano, he had a stinky face and thought everyone was stupid.

In fact, he is not reconciled, nor does he want friends, but a little unbalanced—even though we are so similar, you can always get what I don't have.

Asano Xuexiu has no concept of personal hedonism, he can't even explain his hobbies, unless in public places, he will show his tendencies in accordance with the scene.

To say that the most outrageous and outrageous thing he has done in the past 20 years is probably when he brought a big trouble to the family.Originally, he was just curious about what kind of person could make his opponent lose his usual calmness, but in the end he got mixed up and became a bit serious when he was playing - after all, even if it was a game, he didn't want to lose.

Of course, it's not about developing something with that girl.

This idea must be the consensus of many people.It's just an unfinished performance in youth, like a thorn stuck in the throat, causing many people to wait so many years to meet again, many people are a bit too eager.

They are probably just not reconciled.

In this way, the girl named Baili is actually quite pitiful.She must have noticed this, that's why she didn't say anything, didn't accept anyone's kindness, and waited for the last moment to come.

She used to be like that.At that time, changing the cold towel for his fever all night seemed like a trivial matter, and I didn't even mention it later.That's right, she's also a member of Sly.

——Why can someone treat another person without expecting anything in return?

Honest and stupid fools cannot survive in this world.

"Why don't you smile?"

The girl's voice overlapped with someone else's.At that time, she looked at him strangely, trying to find something to talk about, "What do you like to do? Shall we watch a movie together? Or should I play chess with you?"

Asano Gakushuu shook his head boredly.He is not interested and does not trust others easily.The other party's efforts to build a good relationship with him must have other purposes.

Yes, that's what he thought at first.

Back to the present, the black-haired girl in the center of the field of vision opened the letter paper she had written, chatted with her friends about the past time and space capsule, and laughed.

"Would you believe it, in high school I wrote something like 'I want to make a hundred friends'. She poked Zhang Yunmu's arm, as if feeling nostalgic and amusing, with a smile on her lips, "But it's normal even if you don't have friends. Some people like to make many friends, and some people don't hang out with people they can't get along with. It is a personal choice, no one is more noble than another. "

what……

He suddenly remembered.

That time, he asked her maliciously if she had such an attitude because she was dependent on others, and he might have scolded him hundreds of times in his heart.

But she was not angry, but looked at him strangely: "Why did you scold you? I don't hate you."

There really is no one more stupid than her.

"Everyone sees the world differently. There's no need to cater to other people's views. There's nothing wrong with arrogance and arrogance in the world. Just think like that. Those who don't agree with each other should stay away from me!" The girl spoke righteously.

Is it okay to be mean?

"So what, no one stipulates which way of living is correct."

That's right.

He doesn't want to change, and he doesn't want to be the "follow the crowd" or "upright person" that everyone calls. Compared to finding so-called friends and companions, what he really wants is——

Someone can express willful approval of the life path he insists on.

……

The other guy was talking all the time, it was so loud.

The others looked at him with terrified eyes.

Seijuro Akashi could always hear another person's voice in high school, usually in a movie or TV show, which is the classic opening of a suspense genre.

He felt voices, movements—in short, more and more times like this, he couldn't figure out whether it was a dream or cranky thinking, and in the end it became the norm.In other words, he was regarded as a trivial matter and was driven to the corner of daily life.

Occasionally, when he was sitting at the table with his face propped up, he heard voices like "Ahhh" at the moment when he was facing some troubles and difficulties.Like a sigh.

He's not the type to talk to himself, so he thinks there must be something close to him.

--what is that?

--Who is that?

Is it... a human-like thing?No, what he saw was a face.Eyes, nose and mouth are all available, it is a face.It was flattened in the air and twisted subtly. The skin was like that of a human being. The eyes, perhaps because they were very dark, seemed to be all golden pupils, and the mouth was securely closed.

Is it a doll?

But the thing blinked twice.It can move, it is alive, but it is a person, right?

"what do you……?"

Once you strike up a conversation with it, you lose.

"Who are you?"

This is his second sentence.

There was no answer, and the other party was paralyzed there motionless.He also didn't think about telling his father that this was not a very pleasant situation, so he began to live with this strange face unconsciously.

He plays basketball and studies as always, and his daily life has not changed.

Everyone else is afraid of him.This is normal, excellent people are outliers in the crowd everywhere.

Occasionally, there will be sounds from the human face, such as breathing and coughing.Its thoughts are also very noisy, and it always has strange thoughts, and sometimes it will whimper and cry, which makes people very concerned.

He tried to grab it hard, but couldn't touch anything.Maybe it doesn't want to come out.He let go of his fingers, retracted his hands, and propped up his body: "You just stay there forever."

Then it did disappear for a while.During that time, he lost the game, but he got closer to his former teammates, so the face disappeared unconsciously, and he spent a few years of stability.He didn't mention it to anyone, even if someone noticed, they didn't ask, everyone kept silent, and went to the university like this.

"Is this the guy you like, so ordinary."

It's still there.

Can't get used to it.

No... What's more, he suspected that he might be quite abnormal for being able to deal with this situation calmly?He began to try to talk to it: "Why not?"

"No matter how you look at it, it's so-so, what do you like about her?"

He didn't answer, just looked at it.The other party looked at the girl with those golden pupils again, with a tough and arrogant attitude, and occasionally tried to get her attention noisily.

A month later, Baili seemed to be able to see it too.The evidence is that every time a face pops up, she stops talking and watches it quietly, but unlike the others, she doesn't look at it with scared eyes.

The man's face changed from the domineering expression before, and he sat there with his knees hugged, looking very sad.

"Are you sad?" she asked.

He didn't know how to answer.He didn't know much about the face.

Then the girl wants to make it laugh, make faces, tell jokes, and play with it.Because she missed the middle school days when the human face appeared, she was not familiar with it, and even forgot her memory about him, even when she was a child.

The face was crying again, terribly loud.He thought that it must have been crying when he wasn't paying attention, and the evidence was that he could always hear the sobbing sound through the pillow, the sheet, and the air.

"sorry."

She was also very sad, looking into the golden eyes: "It would be great if we could meet sooner, I will always be with you."

Surprisingly, it stopped chattering.He was also a little surprised, because no one had ever said such a worrying sentence, even he himself didn't take it seriously, and most of his other friends looked at it with vigilance or surrender.

So he slowly stretched out his hand, the surroundings suddenly became quiet, and his fingertips touched——

own face.

……

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The first part of the finale√