He looked at me as if he was watching spring when violets were in full bloom.

Those emotions flooded into the eyes like a tide, as if the black eyes illuminated by the blue light sunk deeply, revealing a light and shallow light.

The warming city is full of moonlight and stars, and the old-fashioned fabric lampshades on the celadon walls are mottled, and the dim light looks like a peaceful old man sitting in a rocking chair.The thin and dense rays of light fell from the endless sky and fell into the unblinking eyes of the young man.

In the days of forgetting the past, for a while, I couldn't hear anything.The silence of the world flashed back countless times. Whether it was hell or heaven, it seemed to be deathly numb. Those wandering souls passed by one by one, and finally disappeared in the darkness.Sitting in the field of snapdragon grass, I can't feel the passage of time. I often fall asleep looking at the sun in the sky, and then wake up, hugging my knees and looking up to find the assistant officer of hell who came here with a mace.

The world is choked by the throat, silently.

Year after year, day after day like this, and then one day I suddenly found a small white flower blooming in the ruins of the dream, like the warmth of early spring suddenly breaking out of a barren land.

The white flowers are swaying, as if they can make a crisp sound like a silver bell when touched.

In the dream, the blurred figure stood with his back against the golden sun. I looked up at him, my long hair fluttering, the road full of ginkgoes stretched endlessly, and the fallen leaves hovered in the air.

That is probably when everything is not over, and everything has not yet begun.It is the crystallization watered by countless years, the only cinnabar that the heart and the heart eulogize, and the last scar left by the deletion of all memories.

I wonder who that is.

……

"Mr. Skylark." I blinked, and focused again. My eyes jumped from his shoulders to my cheeks. "If you mention Ginkgo... where would you think of?"

The young man lowered his eyes and stared at me for a while: "Your university? There are ginkgo trees on both sides of the main road."

"What's it called?" I asked.

Hibari Kyouya was obviously stunned for a moment, he squinted his eyes and looked me up and down inquiringly, and then said a few words lightly: "Are you asking about the name of the university?"

"Ah."

"... Big C."

"I want to go there and have a look."

I hear my own voice.

The air was silent for a long time, maybe a few seconds, maybe a few minutes, in short, during this time, neither of us spoke again.

There are several smoking youths standing at the back door of the bar tens of meters away. They talk loudly, tease each other loudly, and hold beer bottles in their hands. The faint electronic music comes from the brightly lit bar, and the light and shadow are mixed on them. , as if immersed in an unknown song.

"Then go."

Hibari Kyouya spoke.

For some reason, my hanging heart slowly let go, and I unconsciously pulled up a very obvious smile: "Sure enough, Mr. Skylark is a very good person, and I always have a feeling of peace of mind for you, oh, maybe in the future I will Will be the president of your support team, the kind of super fan who is always on call... Haha, it doesn't sound bad."

As I was talking, I was amused by my own words, and I smirked to myself, so I missed the young man's eyes that softened suddenly, he secretly raised the corner of his mouth, and then pressed it down again.

"Stupid." His expression was cold and his tone disgusted, "I don't want such a stupid little brother, what's the use? As a mascot?"

I:"……"

The hour hand of the electronic clock on the display screen of the building in the distance crossed the number eleven, and a clear and low-pitched reminder sounded. I immediately reacted and said, "I forgot to tell my parents that I was going to be late!"

"Parent?"

Hibari Kyouya saw that the black-haired girl was not talking, just smiling.Her eyes were full of light, so he knew that she was thinking of a very special person, and that yearning expression could not be deceived.

—he would rather not know.

I took out Sue's business card from my wallet and stuffed it to the young man in front of me. There were contact information and company address on it: "Call or send a message if you have anything to do, I really, really have to leave."

This time he didn't stop me, he just leaned against the wall with a motionless expression, but the tightly clenched fingers in his trousers pockets loosened.The quiet street was caressed by the night wind, his black hair was gently raised, revealing a calm face.

When I left the alley, I turned my head unintentionally, and saw him still standing there, with the halo of the dim yellow street lamp dancing on his broken hair, staring at my leaving back earnestly and for a long time, until he disappeared from the field of vision.

# # # # # #

When I returned to the meeting room on the top floor of the company with the sushi in hand, I found Mr. Asano leaning on the chair and looking out the window indifferently. His cold purple eyes reflected the slender reflection of the glass window, which seemed a little unnatural .

Looking down again, the gray rabbit I picked up during the day huddled up on my seat. It shook its long ears when it heard the door opening, then opened its eyes and looked at me. For a moment, pure dark purple only existed. After a few seconds, it was quickly mixed with bright red.Wind Energy Envoy No. [-] jumped up suddenly, ran to my feet with short legs, and then jumped into my arms with ease.

At this moment, Asano Xuexiu also looked away. He propped his head with one hand and looked me up and down on his face for a while, then said uncertainly: "...Where have you been wandering around, your face is swollen?"

I silently raised my hand to touch the flesh on my cheek, and found that it was really painful, so I fell into a deeper silence: "..."

"Still—" he changed his tone, raised his eyebrows, and said in a strange tone, "going on a date with some messed up person."

Resisting the urge to twitch the corners of my eyes, I sighed with drooping dead fish eyes, stretched my arms while holding the sushi box, and said casually, "Your portion."

"Then thank you first?" The orange-haired youth accepted the food without any thanks, as if he had done this action thousands of times.He shrugged, stopped looking here, and lowered his head to unpack the package: "By the way, Suede came here just now. He said that he had to go to the Risk and Compliance Department in advance, and he will pick you up later."

"……Oh."

I lowered my head to look at the rabbit, and found that it was also looking back at me, with round eyes open and a calm expression.The room became quiet, I turned off the laptop and projector, leaving only a soft golden ceiling light, and then covered my mouth and yawned silently.

Sleepy.

Suddenly there was a clear sound of piercing the sky, and a gorgeous firework exploded in the silent black sky, shining brightly, and the sparks scattered around with their tails, and then disappeared again.The half-closed curtains are completely opened, and colorful fireworks are burning in front of the high-rise hotel in the distance.

"Bam—"

The bursting fireworks turned into a huge flame through the floor-to-ceiling windows. I put my arms around Rabbit Two Hundred Five... no, it was Wind Energy Messenger No. [-], and I stood in front of the window and raised my head.

"Someone is getting married." The young man behind said suddenly.

"seems like it."

One withered and one bloomed again, and golden debris fell from the sky like the scales of the sun.

Asano Xuexiu looked away indifferently: "These people like to make exaggerated and high-profile, boring."

I didn't answer, just stared out the window in a daze.

This is the first time I've seen fireworks in this world, but somehow, the scene in front of me overlapped with something else, flashing a strange light like a flash in the pan.

"Did I... raise white ones..." The sentence that blurted out became softer, barely stopped the conversation, and I closed my mouth.

Moved by the furry touch on the bottom of his hand, Gray Rabbit silently changed his position in his arm, and cast a focused gaze with his sparkling purple eyes.

"What did you raise?" Asano didn't hear clearly and asked.

I turned my back to him and shook my head: "No, I'm just lamenting the fireworks. This kind of thing that pollutes the atmosphere is so beautiful."

——This kind of thing that pollutes the air is so beautiful... When I was a child... So... standing next to it... If...

Who is that?

Who ever swore to make a promise, thought about apologizing to his friends, lowered his head and hung his heart tremblingly, who smiled and said that he was fearless with iron, who bought so many fireworks and squatted on the ground to burn paper money, who likes to run and jump high , standing under the flagpole holding the trophy and laughing like a hopeless fool...

"Ahem, today's work is over, Mr. Asano, don't you want to stay in our company!" I turned my head and stared at him with a perverted expression, "You are such a person! What's going on with the teenagers!"

Asano Xuexiu: "..."

"Didn't you ask me to wait for you here?!" The young man felt aggrieved, he twitched the corner of his mouth, "Otherwise I would have left long ago."

"Oh, yes." I suddenly realized.

"Okay, let's end then."

He closed the computer, sorted out the folders, and tidied up the materials.Then I stood up, stretched out my hand and patted my head, and told me very casually: "You just wait here for him."

"it is good."

The orange-haired boy took a few steps towards the door, as if thinking of something, he paused when he pressed the doorknob, then turned around: "Don't run around alone!"

"Am I that childish person?!"

"Hehe." He said.

"..."

"Anyway, remember to call me if you encounter anything."

"Oh, don't be so nervous, anyway, I have my own secrets... Bah, the wind energy messenger is omnipotent, and the brain value is perfect."

The door is closed.

I stopped waving my hands with a smile on my face, my pursed lips straightened, and then my shoulders drooped.

After a while, I held the rabbit and took a deep breath, shouting loudly: "It's okay! Then it will be settled happily!"

Deciding not to worry about memory anymore, I yawned again and started to walk towards the seat, then accidentally caught a glimpse of the big cardboard box in the corner, and took a few more glances.

I don’t know when the old cardboard box that stayed there was still covered by SF Express. It seems that it has been there for several years.

Putting the rabbit down, I walked over, squatted next to the box and looked inside, and saw several unknown swords with scabbards stuffed on the side, and under them was a dark musical instrument box, probably a flute.On the other side are stacked books, countless postcards, long and short brushes, picture albums, and comic books.

The most eye-catching thing is the hard-shell notebook placed above everything. There is a pink dial combination lock, but it has been opened by someone, and the whole notebook is half-closed.

I stretched out my hand, wiped off the dust on it, and opened the book.

X year X month X day

I am so happy, my second aunt gave me a diary today!Although I always write every few days, it can also be used to record life and create memories!

I decided to like Xiaojie for three seconds!

X year X month X day

Wow, today is really unlucky, the living expenses were stolen, and it was hidden in the pencil case, so how could it be stolen if it was so secretive?It seems that I have to change the place next time. Damn it, what should I do in one week?

Forget it, anyway, I'm so smart, I'll get through it, tomorrow is another day!

X year X month X day

I got spanked again today, it hurts so much, I don’t know if a woman’s butt is not allowed to spank casually!They must be jealous that I can recite Tang poetry better than their daughter!

Hmph, don't underestimate me, this little thing is nothing, tomorrow will be better!

X year X month X day

Accidentally broke my aunt's perfume, Xiaojie went to inform me, I didn't eat dinner, and I will be fined to kneel until tomorrow morning.Alas, I got used to kneeling and kneeling. In fact, I might be able to practice the Invincible King Kong Knee in the future. My future hero title will be called Super Universe Xuanhuang King Kong.

X year X month X day

My mother's old clothes hidden in the schoolbag were found by my deskmate, and he and Zhang Yu poured ink on them. These boys are so annoying. What the hell, a classmate even said that my mother would never come back to pick me up again. I beat him up.

Tomorrow is a new beginning!

X year X month X day

My hair is too long. I cut it myself today. After all, I have to move to my uncle's house again. I can't let them think I'm a messy kid.I am simply a haircutting genius, I may consider opening a barbershop in the future hahahaha.

X year X month X day

Damn it, when I went to the convenience store today, a few children secretly stuffed unpaid things into my schoolbag, and they were stopped by the security guard and scolded, and even called the police to watch the surveillance.

I swear I will never carry this bag again, nor will I go to that supermarket again!Continue to look for sunflower seeds tomorrow!

X year X month X day

Today my uncle said he was too busy and asked me to go to my third aunt's house.

I'm going to start saving money, and save money to find my mother.

X year X month X day

Met two friends today!so happy!Played games with them in the game hall, and gave me a cat keychain!I am so happy.

X year X month X day

I invited Li Jia and the others to have a drink. It was raining today. I invited them to play at my third aunt's house, but my third uncle scolded them.

He must have slept too much so he wasn't awake, and he still had a good day.

X year X month X day

Li Jia gave me a garnet, she said it could keep me safe!

I think she is really nice.

X year X month X day

My goodness, I'm lucky I'm fast.

Li Jia was beaten up by the gangsters in the community, but she deserved it, she actually stole something and blamed me, this traitor.

Also, the garnet was plastic and I threw it away.

X year X month X day

Went to the library today to read "Spring Snow"

I think I like this book and will definitely buy it when I have money.

X year X month X day

My uncle gave me a box of colored pencils. Today is Christmas, and yogurt is on sale. I waited until twelve o'clock at the entrance of the supermarket to get half price.

The weather is getting colder and colder, and life will be better and better.

X year X month X day

Oops, I seem to have a little fever today, so I won't write for now.

X year X month X day

My uncle gave me the address of my aunt’s house. It’s snowing today, so I need to find it sooner. Now I’m sitting on a bench in the park, feeling dizzy.

X year X month X day

I'm so angry that a homeless man snatched my coat last night. He did this while I was cold!It was too much, but fortunately he still had a little conscience. He gave me his own clothes. Although the smell was not good, he survived the night anyway, and we will continue to find our way today.

X year X month X day

My cold is getting worse, I'm coughing non-stop now, and all the money I have on me has been spent on train tickets, but today the aunt on the opposite side of the carriage gave me two cold medicines.

It should be fine tomorrow.

X year X month X day

Who knew that the cold medicine turned out to be fake, the aunt was a human trafficker, luckily I didn't take it yesterday, I saw her and a man looking for me in the carriage, now I am hiding in the toilet to write a diary.

X year X month X day

The train finally arrived at the station. I am now hoarse and can't make a sound, but I still found my aunt's house correctly.There are two small children in her family.

Today is the day I finally go to bed, happy!

X year X month X day

Today I ate bean paste buns and drank pork rib soup.

If only it could be done every day.

My little uncle always drinks at home, and I'm a little afraid of him.

tomorrow is a new day!

X year X month X day

I just found out that my uncle can beat people!He seems to be insane, my head is swollen from the faucet, he must be jealous of my beauty!I need to popularize legal knowledge!

X year X month X day

I called the police today because my uncle hit my aunt on the head with a wine bottle, but the police uncle came and left, and my uncle started beating people again. I hid in the closet and wrote a diary.

Tomorrow will definitely be better!

X year X month X day

My cold is finally gone!

My little uncle didn’t drink alcohol today, he was fine when he was normal, he bought me a new dress, now I don’t have to be laughed at at the new school.My aunt also put her scarf around me, I like red, I love today!This is the first time the world has shown kindness to me!

X year X month X day

I was wrong, it turned out that my aunt wanted to secretly throw me to the orphanage, no wonder she suddenly went to my room in the dark in the middle of the night.Fortunately, I was smart, ran to the train station, and bought a ticket to my father's house with the remaining money.

It's three o'clock at night, I can't sleep, I'm so happy to see my dad tomorrow!

X year X month X day

Saw Dad today!He is really good and can make cool models with computers!I waited downstairs in his unit for five hours, and the security guard gave me tea. Now I sleep in my father's rental house. The sofa bed is really soft, and I will buy one in the future.

Dad said that I can go to the new school to report tomorrow!I am so happy, I am the happiest child in the world hahaha!

X year X month X day

I went to a new school today, there is still a painting of Luffy on the wall of this elementary school hahahaha, the new class teacher takes good care of me.I like her.

X year X month X day

I'm already a big kid, and today is my ninth birthday!

It's okay that Dad doesn't know, he's too busy, I'm waiting for him to come back in the rental house.

X year X month X day

Today my father said that he will be on a business trip for three months, so I can only go back to my grandfather's house.But my grandfather's house is very close, so there is no need to transfer schools.

Another good day tomorrow!

……

……

……

Instead of turning back page by page, I jumped directly to the last sheet of paper, and saw a small smiling face drawn in the blank space in the lower right corner, and at the very edge was a pencil writing the full name of the owner of the diary in immature handwriting ——

[Baili Xi]

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