[Comprehensive] Yes, this is a university

"I was alone as a tunnel.

Birds fly away from me, and night overtakes me with its mighty attack.But the time for revenge has come, and I love you. "

……

Years have passed, and I still vaguely remember those nights when I was flipping through poetry collections, staying up until the wee hours of the morning, scraping together and writing poems I thought were touching, deliberating word by word, just to read them to the boys I like.

—and I love you.

At that time, I didn't understand anything, so I talked about love, shocked the world, and told him.

Then the black-haired young man turned around and smiled, simply raising the corners of his lips, his voice was like shining on the clear sky where the broken ice melted in winter, standing in a black and white alleyway.He withdrew his dangerous temperament, narrowed his poisonous snake-like red eyes slightly, as if he had heard something interesting, and turned his face slightly dotingly.

At that moment, it seemed that all the perceptions disappeared, only the sound of the heart beating like a drum remained.The blood was clamoring, boiling hot, flowing like a clockwork, and circulating rapidly.

……

"Baili, what are you thinking?"

Asano Xuexiu suddenly interrupted my trance, he stopped the exchange with the boy, stood not far or near the side of the hospital bed, and looked at him from a distance across the bookshelf.

When I was in a daze, I noticed the "Asuka Collection" stuffed in the corner.The cover was spotless, but the side was yellowed and old. I was stunned for a moment, and looked up slowly from the bottom to the top. There was an indentation between pages 13-14 of the book, and Neruda's love poem was written in the middle.

"It was left by the last person." The little boy Ji Bei confirmed, he reached out and took Tagore's masterpiece handed down from generation to generation and pondered, "Maybe we can find something."

Looking up, I stared at the bookshelf in the corner of Ward 1702, frowned, and began to mutter: "If 13 represents the third book in the first row, and 14 represents the fourth book in the first row, then... "Fang Siqi's First Love Paradise" and "Lolita."

"Speaking of which, do you know that someone died in 1702?" the boy suddenly asked.

"Eh?"

"It seems that he committed suicide at the window three months ago."

I heard about this incident from the nurse who changed the water, and it seemed that there was a lot of trouble at the time. The girl who committed suicide didn't even leave a suicide note. She died as soon as she said she was dead without any warning.

Asano Xuexiu glanced at him coldly: "What are you talking about now?"

"The carotid artery was punctured with a knife, and she lost too much blood to death. I can't understand a girl who is usually optimistic and cheerful." Ji Bei ignored his cousin's words and pressed his lips tightly. "There must be something else hidden."

Now it was Asano who frowned, his purple pupils turned slightly, sporadic sparks shot out from his deep eyes, and he said in a statement tone: "Is this why you jumped off the second floor on purpose?"

The boy paused and didn't answer.

"Bailixi."

He suddenly looked at me and spread his hands: "Bring the desk lamp here."

I roughly guessed the cause and effect, and it was not easy to judge, so I had to let the children in junior high school flip through the poetry collection.Asano Xuexiu didn't look very happy, but he didn't speak, so it's not clear what he was thinking.

"I was alone as a tunnel.

Birds fly away from me, and night overtakes me with its mighty attack.But the time for revenge has come, and I love you. "

The boy with a milk voice read the love poem word by word, and the content that did not match the voice seemed extremely inconsistent.He thought for a while, then turned his head and asked me again: "Bailixi, when will you say "I love you" to someone? "

"Probably... when I was not sensible." I recalled the scene just now, lowered my eyelashes, and took a long time to exhale slowly, "Ji Bei."

"Ok?"

"Your sister, I mean, can you confirm her handwriting?"

Finally, the fact that everyone present knew well was brought to light.The boy's body froze for a moment, and his hand that turned the book stopped in place, his fingertips slowly tightened, and he pinched a crescent-shaped mark on the page.

"She is my senior sister."

He put down "Flying Birds", covered his eyes and lowered his head: "Just the day before, I promised to come to the hospital to see her."

"Does she look normal?"

"It's exactly the same as before! That's why I feel strange! Why did she commit suicide, maybe it was murdered and then forged..."

Asano Xuexiu interrupted: "The case has been closed."

"I don't believe that conclusion."

Seeing the two boys who were suddenly arguing again, I turned around and looked away, trying to get the other two books on the shelf. "Fang Siqi" is very old, it is all dusty, even the lines engraved on the cover are blurred, although it is still uneven to the touch.

……etc!line?

"Ji Bei, look at this!" I yelled, and pulled out two dusty books, and because of too much force, a lot of particles were raised, and I sucked it into my nose, causing me to cough a few times.

The surface of "Lo" is also full of bumps and pits. If you touch it carefully, it looks like someone carved it with a key.Along the circle around the cover, it is densely filled.

Combination of dots and lines, usually, people will use percussion to represent, long and short, or to distinguish between pauses.Ji Bei, a boy living in 1702, used this method to convey messages by knocking on the wall, calling me to come over and help him get his notebook.

And it has a familiar name - Morse code.

.....-..-.-..-.--..-..-....---.

Hera/pedme

The truth came out.

But no one liked the ending.

The blood on Ji Bei's face disappeared in an instant, and his pale face made him look crumbling.He gripped "Fang Siqi's First Love Paradise" tightly, his sad expression approaching the breaking point, as if it would pour out in the next second.

Oh, he sure likes her, it's too bad.

"Come on... calm down, okay?"

"I should have found out a long time ago." He picked the cover and tightly covered his eyes, "Her doctor in charge appeared too often, and always at inappropriate timing. She was so obvious, why didn't I understand at the beginning?" ?”

"It's not your fault." I said dryly some sentences that I couldn't convince myself, and I wanted to comfort him.

"Obviously you have had it too, don't you blame the inaction of those bystanders?! Facing the excessive intimacy of strange men will cause serious symptoms of vigilance, nausea and even nausea, rubbing your thumb against the ring knuckle. I used to be left-handed, and I am sensitive to sex-organs. Fear, hearing key words such as obscene-obscenity will frowned conditionedly, and the palms of the hands will be pressed tightly to the clothes. Judging from the resistance of the person involved, it is at least ten years ago. After all, he can’t even remember the other person’s face. Scars, evidence of self-mutilation. The eye rolls down, avoiding and defending, must be forced to do it..." As he spoke, he suddenly stopped, as if he had just returned to reality in a trance.

The air was stale.

After a long time, the boy opened his mouth, his voice hoarse: "I'm sorry."

I lowered my head and looked at my left hand. I remembered the sound of the curtain being drawn, and I twitched my mouth: "It doesn't matter, it's just a fact."

This sentence was said very naturally, as if he didn't care about anything.Asano Xuexiu raised his eyes to look at her, noticed the girl's small movements, he bit his lip, and then unnaturally took off his coat.

"It's a bit cold to wear at night." She turned her head stiffly and handed it over with one hand.

I froze for a moment: "Thank you."

Clothes that still had the body temperature of a teenager were draped over them, but I didn't feel disgusted unexpectedly. I attribute this to the fact that we spent a long time together during the summer vacation.

The orange-haired boy glanced at me carefully, as if he was afraid of touching some minefield: "You..." The question he originally wanted to ask was swallowed into his throat and disappeared, and he brought up another topic again, "I don't mind, No, anyway..."

It was rare to see Asano Xuexiu flustered, and I patted him on the shoulder dumbfounded: "It's okay, really."

Ji Bei seemed to want to say something to me, but was interrupted by a sudden ringtone, the phone screen lit up, and the contact showed "Little Sun".

the little sun?

I reacted, pointed to the phone, and signaled that I would go out for a while.

"Do you want me to accompany you?" Asano Xuexiu asked.

Shaking my head, I turned and walked out of 1702.

It's dark outside, really dark, and you can hardly see your fingers.Only the ceiling lamp at the end of the corridor was still on, emitting a light yellow halo, barely illuminating a small floor tile.I stood under the lamp and answered the phone without saying a word.

The other party's shallow breathing came through the optical fiber, clearly audible.

"Barry."

"Ah."

"What did I do wrong?" he asked me.

"No."

"You blocked me." Complaint.

"Yes."

"..."

The other party choked: "I promised my classmate to help her get editing software, so I'm a bit busy, and I may not have seen the news."

"no problem."

"What’s wrong with you?"

I took a deep breath: "Is it convenient to come to the hospital now? It only takes 10 minutes."

"it is good."

The other party hung up the phone.

I lowered my arms, thinking about everything that had happened in the past year.The electric lights flickered, and the light and shadow overlapped, and then a familiar figure appeared in front of him.

The young man stood propped against the wall, still wearing pajamas, with a tired look on his sleepy face.

——"Bailixi, do you treat other people as backup?"

His expressionless face was exactly the same as that of the first encounter, with the unshakable and indifferent expression.It was suddenly cold, so I wrapped Asano's coat tightly.

——"Do you think you are some kind of reverse harem heroine, if you see one and love the other, you won't be scolded for being flirtatious."

The deep purple pupils with the goggles off were calm and calm, as if nothing could really shake him.The young man lowered his eyes to look at me with pure doubt and incomprehension in his eyes.

—— "Please stay away from Qi Mu, don't you think you have caused him enough trouble?"

I raised my head and looked at him for a moment.What comes to my mind is the scene when I officially met him for the first time, outside the gymnasium of the welcome party of C University, leaning against the wall, seeing the boy who fell from the sky.

——"He has no obligation to take care of you for the rest of his life."

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"Let's do it."

The sentence of the suspected breakup scene appeared in the inpatient department late at night.

The black-haired girl smiled brightly, the corners of her lips curled up, her black pupils glistened with spring light, and her clear and clean voice sounded again: "You are gentle to everyone, but I mistakenly thought that this kind of specialness only belonged to me alone. , and approached unsuspectingly."

He opened his mouth, but no sound came out.

"I don't want to see you again." She showed a very cheerful smile, raised the corners of her eyes as if relieved, but said intermittently with a trembling tone, "Central air conditioner, Liar, scumbag... Just continue to be your god, and then maintain an incompatible personality, and grow old alone."

This is a bit of an exaggeration.

The girl also knew herself. She paused, turned her face away and sniffed: "Huh——after scolding, it really feels better. I'm sorry, what I said just now was a joke."

Saiki Kusuo looked at her at a loss, a rare panic appeared on his expressionless face.

"I am super ordinary, so soon you will meet hundreds of me, as long as you are willing to get close to the people around you..." The black-haired girl tried to put on a smiling face, "But there will be extraordinary girls appearing , willful and coquettish, she must be very beautiful, with a warm smile, prepare a scarf for you, and make coffee jelly by herself."

At this point, she paused for a while, probably feeling a little funny, and couldn't help laughing twice, and then continued: "Then you have been together forever, until a long time later."

The pink-haired boy took a step forward, hurriedly trying to explain something, his purple eyes showed obvious panic: "Wait..."

"So!" She loudly interrupted the unfinished sentence of the superhuman, not giving him a chance to refute, "I won't allow you to like me either!"

Saiki Kusuo's eyes widened in disbelief, he heard the sound of his heart beating faster due to nervousness, the words on his lips receded like the tide at that moment, and the bright colors in his eyes dimmed like falling stars.

He hasn't let her know that he has planned all the plans for the future, and he has her name every year.

He hasn't finished collecting her favorite postcards yet, he's just preparing to order the birthday present he's looking for, and he's just drafted the beginning of the confession he's thinking about.

He hadn't had time to tell her how much he liked her.

……

"I'm not allowed!" He yelled subconsciously, and hastily stretched out his hand to pinch her shoulder, forgetting to control his strength, "I said before that I like me, how can I give up halfway, this is cheating! You broke your promise!"

I didn't expect to see such fluctuations in the facial paralyzed face in my lifetime. The girl thought it was funny but also a little sad, "Then let me go back on my word, I've made up my mind..."

At first she regarded him as her own sun and light, but later she realized that this behavior was actually very irresponsible and wishful thinking.

She took a deep breath and smiled as easily as when she first met: "I don't like you anymore."

……

Ahhh.

He regretted it.

At the turn of autumn and winter in 2017, Saiki Kusuo met Baili Xi at the entrance of the gymnasium. Falling leaves in 2018, she said goodbye to him.

Exactly the time it takes for the earth to revolve around the sun once.

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……hateful!Hurry up and get her back, you idiot! ! ! !