[Comprehensive] The Bankruptcy Routine of a Retired Savior

Sawada sound fell asleep, and another day passed.

Sawada Yin remembered that she hadn't slept for such a long time for a long time, and she hadn't been this weak for a long time.

She doesn't like herself weak.But this is not because her persecution paranoia is too severe and she cannot tolerate a little slack, but because whenever she is weak, she will not be able to control her dreams, so she repeatedly dreams about things that happened a long time ago... But Those were not pleasant experiences.

Sawada sound is not a person who can not face the past.

But if they could, who would want to revisit those hells smeared with demons and plots over and over again?

However, the dream this time did not seem to be so difficult for her to accept.

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"Hey... Shirou, let me ask you. You who want to be a partner of justice, why do you want to save me?"

That night, the dark clouds cleared, and there was a rare and beautiful moonlight in the sky. Even the girl-like monster seemed to soften under the moonlight.

"I'm a demon," the demon asked curiously, "Aren't you afraid of me?"

The young man was sitting in front of the bonfire, cooking a pot of soup seriously: the soup is very simple, the main body is just a few pieces of dry food and some wild vegetables, but it is unexpectedly fragrant, as if it was cast by a fairy godmother Like magic.

Hearing the demon's words, the young man didn't lift his head, and sighed: "I really shouldn't have told you... Please understand my feelings a little bit, I will feel embarrassed if I always say such things."

The demon asked strangely: "Why are you embarrassed? Do you think it is an embarrassing thing to want to be a partner of justice?"

"It's not that this matter is embarrassing...it's that you...well, forget it." The young man sighed again, "What complicated things did I say to a child."

The demon frowned, and said unhappily: "I'm not a child! Human, I've only been turned into this temporarily!!"

"Okay, okay..."

The young man was perfunctory, stirring the soup on his own, and when the demon was about to get angry, he neatly poured out a bowl of soup and handed it to the demon.

The monster's eyes widened, and it vacillated for three seconds between scolding the young man's perfunctory and accepting the young man's bribe, and finally chose to take the bowl of soup.

"Don't think that you can get rid of me like this! You cunning guy!!" The demon snorted.

The young man showed a smiling face, he didn't care about the monster's stare, and stroked the top of the monster's hair.

"Sure enough... you've always been like this."

The demon was suspicious: "What are you talking about?!"

"No, it's nothing." The young man said, "I'm just praising you for being cute."

The demon stopped eating the soup and glared at the young man. After a while, he couldn't stand the temptation of the soup, and planned to finish the soup first and then deal with this guy.

"So, are you still refusing to tell me your name?" the young man asked.

The monster didn't raise its head: "Asakami Fujino."

The young man flatly denied: "It's a lie."

"...Hmph!" The demon said disdainfully, "I will never tell humans my real name!"

The young man nodded: "Well, it doesn't matter anyway."

The demon, who had a lot to say, was blocked by this sentence, and his face turned red.

If the young man continued to ask, the demon would of course have thousands of words waiting to ridicule him, but he said, "It doesn't matter anyway"...

Size doesn't matter!

It's super important! !

The demon was so angry that he akimbo.

Asshole Emiya Shiro! !

someday...

One day I will beat you to tears! !

hateful! !

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In a daze, Sawada Yin felt that someone helped her up and fed her some water and medicine.

But when the man finally stuffed her into the quilt and was about to leave, Sawada Yin subconsciously grabbed the man's sleeve.

"Shirou..."

"What's wrong? Is it still uncomfortable?" The man leaned over and touched Sawada Yin's hot forehead.

"I'm so worried about you..."

Sawada's voice was so small that she could hardly hear it.

"Shirou... are you really doing what you like?"

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"Is what you are now, what you always wanted to be?"

The demon who hid his figure followed behind the young man, watching him force himself time and time again in order to save others, and watched with cold eyes.

However, when the young man could not get the understanding of others every time, and was treated coldly by the people who had been helped every time, the demon finally couldn't bear it and asked this question.

"Saving these guys who are neither grateful nor grateful, is that what you want to do?!" The demon said harshly, "It's extremely stupid! Even parents want to get psychological or material rewards when they treat their children, but What are you? A saint of unconditional dedication? Ridiculous! If it weren't for your recovery power comparable to that of a demon, a stupid guy like you would have died hundreds of times already!"

At this time, the young man was applying medicine to his injured left hand—this was his reward for saving a dying rebel army—he was not angry after hearing the demon’s words, but seemed to be standing in the perspective of God , commented pertinently: "Ah, there is no way to do it... After all, I have never explained my thoughts to anyone. They don't understand me, so they can't talk about trust. From their point of view, I It's just a lonely weirdo, so it's normal to do something to me under vigilance."

The demon laughed angrily, and said: "So is it normal for you to put yourself in such a situation?! The premise of helping others is to protect yourself, right? Abandoning your own safety, but going through life and death for others, and being stabbed back Yidao is still defending from the opponent's point of view... Emiya Shirou, I really want to pry open your head to see if the contents inside are not tofu!"

"I didn't say anything at all..." The young man sighed and said helplessly, "I was just talking about how this happened. Why are you so angry?"

Why are you so angry?

Yeah, why is she so angry?

Even if this idiot tortured himself to death, what does it have to do with her?

But she... is still angry...

very angry……

For a moment she was so angry that she wanted to kill the guy so he would never do something stupid that made her angry.

But in the end, the monster was silent for a long time, and said: "Shiro Emiya, let me ask you... what you are doing... is it really what you want to do from the bottom of your heart? You really will never... Do you regret what you are now?"

"Is what you are now the person you always wanted to be in your heart? Are you really... at any time, sure that you are right?"

The young man smiled and did not answer.

But his look had already given her the answer.

The demon was silent for a long time, and finally made a decision.

"Then let's... make a promise, Emiya Shirou."

……

——I am not overpowering myself and want to make the world free from disputes. I only hope to save the people I see in front of me.

——Is this your justice?

— This is my justice.

—I see... If this is what you want to do...then I will never stop you...

but……

……

"Shirou Emiya, if one day, when you come to the end of your ideal, you find that the justice you pursue is no longer the justice you want..."

"Then... call my name."

At that time, no matter where she is, no matter what status she is...she will definitely come here to fulfill his wish.

The idea that they can't be compatible, they are destined to be unable to walk together.

But when he wants to turn back, she is willing to be his eternal retreat.

This is the decision made by the demon named Qiyin.

……

The young man was startled by such a solemn agreement made by the demon.

But soon, he laughed.

"I'm very happy." The young man said happily, "Although Xiaoyin can't understand me, but saying such words, does it mean that I am very important to Xiaoyin?"

The demon seriously said: "No, it's someone who is so stupid that I can't rest assured. A guy like you, without my help, would definitely die very quickly, right? Then there is no way, I still like to eat you Cooked food..."

"Protecting your own cook is the responsibility you should have as a big monster! So don't worry, let me protect you in the future!"

The young man laughed loudly, pressed his warm palm on the monster's head, and said, "I'm really grateful, Xiaoyin."

"Then as a return gift, I will give you an important thing on my body."

The demon said: "Is it the pendant that you have been hiding and refusing to show me? Huh! I don't care about it! Don't think I don't know, isn't there a weird card in the pendant!"

"You bastard, you really did sneak a look at it when I wasn't looking! Ah, forget it!" The young man sighed, "Anyway, this isn't what I'm going to give you."

"what is that?"

"It's a magic engraving. Xiaoyin has always been troubled by eye problems, right? In this case, I will give you the magic engraving. Its characteristics, even if you don't know how to use it, can help you control your eyes well... Actually Ah, I should have given it to you a long time ago, but I have been hesitating about certain things... But now, I have no regrets after hearing such touching words from Xiao Yin."

"What nonsense are you talking about, cook! It's like saying your last words." The demon frowned, "Besides, you said that the magic seal is very important, why did you give it to me?! You are not afraid of your father's pain Beat you up?!"

"My father didn't leave this to me." The young man smiled and rolled up his sleeves, revealing the intricate magic seal on his arm. "That's why he doesn't care about it!"

"That's impossible!" The demon still shook his head, "There is no way to transplant something like a magic seal to someone other than blood relatives?!"

"No, it's possible." The young man said softly, "At the beginning, this magic engraving was... transplanted to me, so it must be fine."

The demon frowned strangely, and said in amazement, "What? Besides you, would there be another idiot who would transplant something like a magic seal to a non-blood relative?!"

The young man suppressed a smile and said, "Yes...Xiaoyin is right, she is indeed an idiot."

"So... Xiaoyin will accept it."

"This gift from a fool."

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On a snowy night, a bell rang out from nowhere and struck twelve.

Faint cheers sounded in this residential area, making the cold snowy night a little warmer... But none of these seemed to have anything to do with this narrow single-family house.

Under the dim light, Emiya Shirou, who was forced to sit by the bed and turn the pages of the book bored by Sawada Yin's sleeves, suddenly felt his sleeves move.

He turned his head to look, but saw Sawada Yin woke up at some point, and smiled at him.

"There seems to be some excitement outside, Shirou." Sawada Ono said in a sleepy voice, "Are they celebrating something?"

"It's Christmas." Emiya Shirou smiled slightly, "Today is Christmas."

"Christmas? Today... is Christmas?" Sawada Yin asked in surprise.

Emiya Shirou nodded: "That's right."

Sawada Yin tilted his head and thought for a while: "Then..."

"Merry Christmas, Shirou." Sawada Ono laughed, very cute.

Emiya Shirou was stunned, his expression suddenly dodged.

"That... uh..."

Emiya Shirou hesitated, a little hesitant.

"Xiaoyin...I...I want to say..." Emiya Shirou seemed to be making some difficult decision, "This time, can you stay..."

Emiya Shirou couldn't finish speaking.

Because the next moment, the figure of Sawada Yin on the bed suddenly rippled like water, faded away, and disappeared...

Just like three years ago, he left without warning and without sound.

Emiya Shirou was silent for a moment, and the book in his hand fell to the ground unknowingly.He didn't realize it, and he was stunned. After a long time, he sighed.

"Sure enough..."

Facing the empty bed, Emiya Shirou murmured.

"So……"

"Merry Christmas, Xiaoyin."