Pregnant with his cub before he became famous

That family is also ordinary people, even if they can be regarded as a well-off family, but Mu Jingling has the nerve to ask for their money.He himself had done good deeds unintentionally, but because of his special status, he insisted on accepting this gift, and he didn't want to.

After sending Pengpeng's family away, Mu Jingling looked at Jiang Xunliu and said, "Brother, I have communicated with the police. They will report information to the outside and will try their best to conceal my information and use me as a pseudonym. I didn’t really come here for the limelight, even if there were social news, I would still feel uneasy. Let’s just treat it as an ordinary person’s job, so there will be less disputes.”

"Well, I understand your choice." Which one of them is really doing it for their dreams.It's just that other people are more vain and exaggerated, but how many people with a clean foundation are there when they step in, Mu Jingling is different from normal people.

Regarding Mu Jingling, there are too many mysteries about him, if Jiang Xunliu really wants to let go of all his guard against him, if he doesn't ask clearly, how will the two of them have a future.Taking advantage of the fact that the police let Mu Jingling rest today, he decided to have a good chat with him.

For example, what was Liang Shengxi's personality when he was a child.

He poured himself a cup of tea, sat on the edge of the bed and listened quietly.

Mu Jingling said that they only lived for a year, because Liang Shengxi had a competitive personality when he was a child, and because he was older than Mu Da, he always liked to squeeze his things, and then turned around and complained to Mu Weicheng, saying that Mu Weicheng Jing Ling detested him and refused to let him live with him.

The children were playing around for a while, but Mu Weicheng didn't really believe it at first, and always kept his words vague.Until an irreversible thing happened, Mu Weicheng took Liang Shengxi away.He thought that the child would be restrained by separating the two of them, but what Liang Sheng liked to hate was not Mu Jingling, he hated everyone.

First of all, this deformed and terrifying home. Liang Shengxi's father died in extreme weather during an inspection. Liang Mengrou said a few words to a few men during the month of vigil, and the rumors were spread by her in-laws. The family was finally kicked out.Liang Shengxi's hatred is not without reason, but a kind of paranoid crime has been produced invisibly.

That's why he was getting more and more crooked, even after his mother married into Jiang's family, she was imagining that Jiang Xunliu would squeeze her out.

This is why he hated Jiang Xunliu again. During school, he told many people that Jiang Xunliu scolded his mother and made his mother into a bullied stepmother.In fact, at the beginning Jiang Xunliu didn't exclude her, but rejected her and didn't accept it, but he never really scolded Liang Mengrou.

After entering high school, Jiang Xunliu separated from his father and stepmother, where did the rumors come from?

After the two chatted for a long time, Jiang Xunliu suddenly felt that his heart was a little out of breath.They are sick and sympathetic to each other, and they are played by fate, but in this situation, can they really cherish each other regardless of past animosities?He found that he also had some psychological problems.

Jiang Xunliu said to Mu Jingling to have a good rest, then got up to leave.

Lying on the bed, Mu Jingling was afraid of where he was going, so she grabbed her wrist and asked nervously, "Where are you going? Are you coming back?"

"It's almost seven or eight o'clock, I'm going out to buy some daily necessities, and I'll stay here at night. Otherwise, I don't even have a cup towel for brushing my teeth, how can you let me accompany you?" Jiang Xunliu comforted him, "Don't be too impatient, I won't go."

He got up to go out, stretched out his palms to look at the sweat on his palms, and finally left the ward in silence.Jiang Xunliu drove directly to Lin Ren's company. The other party hadn't finished get off work yet, and this one was working overtime.

Jiang Xunliu asked the secretary to open the door and sit on the sofa bluntly, and poured himself a glass of milk.

He had just sat on the sofa, and Lin Ren, who was buried in writing files, leaned out, and when he saw him, he fell silent.Lin Ren didn't even look at Jiang Xunliu, he just clicked and stared at the keyboard when he was typing, as if he had a grudge against the keyboard.

However, Lin Ren's college education was also related to these things. Every time he came here, he wanted to laugh when he saw that posture.

Jiang Xunliu patiently drank a glass of milk, and when Lin Ren finished typing on the keyboard, he stretched and got up from the office chair: "Your little Mu is still in the hospital in such a miserable situation, you will return if you don't accompany him." Are you free to come out and find me?"

In the office, he strode to the water dispenser to make a new cup of tea, and when he turned around, he saw that what Jiang Xunliu was drinking was milk, so he simply put it back in a cup.Sitting across from him, he was a little curious when he saw Jiang Xunliu's frowning face: "What's wrong with you, there's no blood on your face?"

"No." Jiang Xunliu sighed. He touched his forehead and found that his head and temples were painful.

It is obviously such a simple matter, but at that moment, how can there be a dilemma?Jiang Xunliu was silent for a while, then looked at Lin Ren: "We have been playing together for so long, have you ever felt that I am sick?"

"Pfft——" Lin Ren's tongue was almost flashed by this sip of hot tea.

He quickly wiped his splashed trousers with a paper towel, one head and two big: "I feel really sick when you say this now, you're fine, why are you mentioning these?"

"It's not a physical illness, but a problem that I only thought about after I separated from Mu Jingling." Jiang Xunliu had already taken care of those things, but today Mu Jingling's overly clingy made him think back.

Jiang Xunliu carefully recalled some of his behaviors when he was young, and found that those are actually traceable: "The original family will affect a person. I have never really believed in love since I was a child. I don't believe that there is love in this world. Forever. In fact, during the period with Zhu Yu, the two of us could only hold hands. But then Mu Jingling desensitized me, but then I knew what he did, and I couldn’t help thinking of my mother’s situation. Later When I went to Melbourne, I knew about my aunt, and I realized that I was afraid of marriage."

Fear of marriage...?

Never heard of it.

However, when he mentioned this, Lin Ren seemed to have reacted from somewhere, and nodded in a daze: "Actually, you really don't trust this kind of relationship, so at the moment of disillusionment, you will feel unforgivable. Originally Mu Jingling desensitized you, but his behavior later stimulated this mentality, so today he still resists when he refuses to let you go? Is this the reason?"

This explanation made sense, and Jiang Xunliu agreed.He nodded hastily, and then scratched his hair: "When did you get so fucked up? I found out that Mu Jingling had a very strange reaction to PTSD. He said that he could only overcome it if I was by his side. But he also said, But I dare not and fear, is this also a kind of disease?"

"Actually, if this is the case, I suggest that you two should separate for a while." Lin Ren sighed, "Since both of you have been tortured, it proves that the two of you have not completely settled down. With the speed of your reconciliation, next time you will The problem will quarrel even more fiercely. Anyway, you are not married, so he can't tie your thoughts."

"But I'm worried that he is real." Jiang Xunliu said.

"I think both of you are sick, and the sickness is not serious. The reason is that you have been separated for three years. The three-year gap can't be explained clearly. Really, listen to my advice, don't let it go completely, otherwise you will not be tortured. By yourself." Lin Ren could only persuade him like this, and patted Jiang Xunliu on the back.

The two looked at each other, and Jiang Xunliu thought that maybe the person who saw the doctor might be himself.The trauma on Mu Jingling's body was not caused by him, and she felt that if she responded in such a state, it would be hypocritical.He didn't regret it, but was curious about how subtle the relationship between the two was.

They have not formally confirmed the reconciliation relationship, which is irresponsible to themselves.

Jiang Xunliu left the company building, drove back to the supermarket downstairs of the hospital, and bought some daily necessities for himself.He didn't refuse to take care of Mu Jingling, but he was afraid of hearing some long-term vows from Mu Jingling's ears, otherwise he would lose confidence.

Jiang Xunliu didn't know how to overcome this mentality.

After he went back, he put down all his things, Mu Jingling was hanging water again, maybe he was a little drowsy because of the medicine.Taking advantage of Mu Jingling's unconsciousness, the doctor who investigated him took a look at Jiang Xunliu, waved his hand and led Jiang Xunliu out.

The doctor obviously had something to say, Jiang Xunliu closed the door quietly, and stood in the corridor talking with the doctor.

The doctor is about 50 years old, and he speaks steadily and clearly. He pointed out Mu Jingling's problems: "He has serious psychological trauma, and physical pain can't solve all problems. If this kind of disease is not treated If you do, you may be in danger of restlessness and depression in the future.”

"How to treat it?" Jiang Xunliu was a little afraid that Mu Jingling's condition would worsen.

The doctor introduced a person to him. That is the entire structure of the hospital written on the wall. There is a psychiatric department on the tenth floor and a place called the psychological consultation room.Jiang Xunliu looked at that place, and the hollow place in his heart seemed to be awakened.

"The psychological counselor inside came back from abroad not long ago. You can ask him. In addition, psychological counseling is inevitable. After staying in that kind of place for a night, it may be a difficult hurdle to pass without counseling. I It is also recommended that another family go, including family members should also go to talk, for safety reasons."

"Well, I'll think about it."

After chatting with the doctor, Jiang Xunliu said thank you, and he turned around and walked into the ward slowly.Mu Jingling was still asleep, frowning tightly, Jiang Xunliu glanced at him, not knowing what to say to him when he woke up.

The psychological counseling room closes at nine o'clock in the evening.

Jiang Xunliu called the doctor to make an appointment at 08:30, he took this opportunity to make dinner for Mu Jingling, and the two of them sat on the hospital bed and chatted.

Mu Jingling's state is actually not very good, and I don't know if he will be able to face the fans in a perfect state after his comeback.Jiang Xunliu was worried and silent again.

At around seven o'clock in the evening, Mu Jingling took a shower in the bathroom, and when she came out, her shirt was not completely tied.From the slightly exposed angle, Jiang Xunliu could see the bandaged wound on his ribs.

The more he saw this, the more sad he became, then he walked over wordlessly and asked Mu Jingling to lie back on the bed again, and then turned on the TV, but unfortunately Mu Jingling didn't mean it.He put his hand on Jiang Xunliu's fingertips, looked at him and said, "Brother, why are you so depressed after you go out?"

"Huh? No." Jiang Xunliu was a little stubborn.

"Don't be stupid, I can tell." Mu Jingling thought about it carefully, "Could it be that the doctor said I have some incurable disease..."

"You're thinking too much, why don't you go to sleep." Jiang Xunliu couldn't help but want to knock him on the head, but felt that it was meaningless to talk to him.Mu Jingling still likes to call him brother, which sounds weird.

Was it changed by him, or Jiang Xunliu himself became hypocritical.

He hasn't seen Ranran for a day now, and he doesn't know how Ranran is there. After Jiang Xunliu finished talking to him, he wondered if he had really been changed. After the child was born, he seemed to have really lost love and love. .

He thought about it speechlessly, and finally tiptoed out of the ward while Mu Jingling was resting.Jiang Xunliu pressed the tenth floor, and the elevator went up quickly.In the few steps that came in from the outside, Jiang Xunliu was very afraid of hearing the psychiatrist say something harsh to him.

Slowly pushing the door open, the doctor inside smiled when he saw him come in, stood up and shook hands with him.This doctor is handsome at a glance, and his height seems to be only a little lower than Mu Jingling's, but when he stands up, he has a very strong aura.

In this atmosphere, Jiang Xunliu couldn't help but feel a little cautious.

"I'm here now mainly to talk about my own problems," he asked.

The doctor introduced himself: "My surname is Lu, you can call me Doctor Lu."

In fact, Jiang Xunliu only made an appointment for half an hour, but he stayed there for almost an hour before he knew it.After communicating with the doctor, Jiang Xunliu also realized that he really has a serious tendency to reverse thinking. In addition, he was originally afraid of marriage, and his current state is that he would resist even ordinary love.

The doctor said that this was originally a normal tendency in society, but because Jiang Xunliu had been traumatized, his tendency was slightly serious. In summary, he would still have various distrusts and be more suspicious.

In the end, the doctor’s advice to him was: “I suggest that you two should be separated for a period of time, so that he will no longer be destructively dependent on you, and you should also adjust your mentality. You can have appropriate contact, but it’s best not to Being together from the beginning is like living apart."

In fact, the doctor also said a lot, roughly meaning that they can separate first, and then get together for a short time.Because both of their illnesses are already in an uncontrollable state, which will affect their lives.

Jiang Xunliu could only say hello.

In fact, he agrees with such a solution, but how can he tell Mu Jingling about this solution?In his current state, I'm afraid he won't be able to listen.Jiang Xunliu wanted to overcome himself, he didn't want to completely abandon Mu Jingling.

The author has something to say: It feels like they may have been like this from the beginning. Jiang Xunliu was originally a mental cleanser, and Mu Jingling was hiding her scheming at the beginning + a bit white and black.Let’s separate and combine, I feel that we have to solve everything to be together perfectly... Hey, I will work hard to write, and I will try to write more and more a day in the future. Today is [-] words. Let’s see if I can write a [-]-word stable update tomorrow. ... [Remember not to fatten up for too long, I will update soon! ! ! 】