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Bian Lu didn't answer, but just looked at the other party deeply, as if he wanted to take every expression and every detail of the other party's face into his eyes.

The beautiful face was even more amazing because of the smile, and the eyes were shining, full of rare cunning, and asked again: "What if you come back to me after a year and I ignore you?"

How could Bian Li not have thought about this question, he was even ready to pursue it again.Holding him in his arms again, resting his chin on his head: "Even if I stalk you again, I will chase you back."

That's enough, it's enough to get this answer.

Bian Lu sighed softly, Ji Yige blinked his eyes, and hugged the other party tightly with his hands back. The sighs he heard today were more than all the sum of all he had known the other party for so long.

"Do you blame me?"

one day,

For a whole day, from the moment Bian Lu saw the other party, he wanted to ask this question.

blame him?

Blame him for leaving without saying goodbye?Blame him for not hearing from him for nearly a year?Blame him for the possibility of never appearing again?Blame him for wanting to die?

Ji Yige broke free from his arms, eyes met, serious but with a slight smile: "I don't blame you, no matter what you do, I don't blame you."

Bian Lv almost blurted out: "Why?"

What is he capable of?

Ji Yige held the other's hand, and leaned his head lightly on the other's shoulder: "Before, when we were just together, you always thought that I didn't care enough for you. I didn't understand it at the time. Until this time you After leaving, I realized that I was afraid that you would be hurt more by me. The most important thing is," I couldn't help but smile when I thought of this: "every time something happens with Mr. Zuo, you will be caught. I'm mad at me, but I still have to act like nothing happened, it must be hard."

Bian Lv's answer was: "I'm sorry."

Ji Yige was stunned for a second, and instantly understood why the other party apologized, for the many misunderstandings and misunderstandings in the past.

But he shouldn't be the one who should apologize. Instead, he didn't consider the other party's mood at that time.In other words, I have never been in a relationship before, so I have never even considered this behavior that most misunderstood my lover.Now it's the other party apologizing, the two of them, after going around for a while, fortunately, they came back again.

"Don't say sorry," Ji Yige said softly, "If you want to say sorry, then I have to say sorry for the rest of the time."

"You." Another sigh.

Bian Lv gently pulled off the mask tightly covered by the other party, leaned over and kissed it, a shallow kiss, no lips and tongues intertwined, and breathing did not become heavy, just two lips touching, but let each other's hearts It's getting warmer.

The cold wind blows gently outside the tent, the aurora is still spinning and jumping at high speed, and another bird flies by.

"Let's go home."

"it is good."

After getting off the plane, Bian Lu once again set foot on this land, suddenly feeling like a world away.In a year, Yunzhou City has not changed much, and it is still as it is in memory.

But looking through Bian Lv's eyes, he feels that everything here is strange, and he is like a foreigner, even the air seems to reject him.

There was a moment of dizziness, Ji Yige quickly supported him: "What's the matter?" He also joked: "Is it because I am used to inhaling pure oxygen abroad, but I am not used to it after returning to China?"

Bian Lu smiled and glanced at the other party: "I haven't seen you for a year, but it's a lot more humorous."

"After staying with Yuran Beilin for a long time, I can naturally learn something."

The two talked for a while, and Bian Lu's anxiety gradually calmed down. Anyway, he came back.

Just like in Sweden, Ji Yige completely entrusted himself to the other party and let the other party take him away, now Bian Lu also completely entrusts the choice to the people around him.

For him, after his master passed away, Yunzhou City no longer had any relatives, and it was the same wherever he went.

Although he had already expected that the other party would probably take him home, but when he saw that he was being taken directly to his parents' house, Bian Lu was still taken aback for a moment.

Ji Yige asked a little uneasy: "You don't mind, do you? My parents have always been worried about you, so I want to take you home directly and let them feel at ease."

Rather than minding, Bian Lu was more embarrassed. After all, he said he had been away for nearly a year, so he felt a little sorry for Ji Yige. Now that he came back to see his parents directly, he was somewhat uncomfortable.

But everyone has already arrived here, and what should be faced is always faced, and he touched his hand comfortingly: "Go in."

After opening the door, Ji Yige just opened the door and walked in when he heard a voice from inside: "You're back."

Ji Yige smiled, and pushed Bian Lv into the living room: "Mom and Dad, I'm back with Bian Lv."

Xu Huining smiled brightly, and there seemed to be faint tears in his eyes. He hurriedly stepped forward and squeezed Bian Lu's arm, frowning slightly: "Why are you so thin?"

Bian Lv showed a little apology, and smiled slightly: "It's just that I look thinner, and I'm worrying my aunt."

"It's all about the family talking about these outsiders. Well, you two have been on the plane for so long, so go and put your luggage, pack up and prepare for dinner."

"Okay." Turning his head to the other side, he said, "Uncle, let's go up first."

Ji Zhun just nodded his head and said "hmm".

When the two of them were finished and went downstairs, Xu Huining had already gone to work in the kitchen, Bian Lu took Ji Yige's hand, sat in the living room respectfully, and called, "Uncle."

Ji Zhun raised his eyes and looked at the two people sitting across from him. Although he was a little angry at Bian Lu's leaving without saying goodbye, the other party had experienced those things again, so he couldn't blame him. I have heard that you are also a man, these things are over, and you should let go."

Hearing that the tone was a bit unfriendly, Ji Yige said anxiously: "Dad..."

Bian Lv squeezed his hand, told him not to be impulsive, and smiled lightly: "Uncle taught me that no matter what happened, I should let it go in a year. I only came back this time. , please forgive me for the previous matter."

Ji Zhun stared at him fixedly, then lowered his eyes after a long time, took a sip from his teacup, and said leisurely, "What's your plan when you come back this time?"

Bian Lu really didn't think about this question, so he shook his head honestly: "Not yet, I just think about taking one step at a time."

Ji Zhun didn't make things difficult for him anymore, he just casually said: "Stay here for the New Year," and added: "You go to the kitchen and help Hui Ning, I'll have a chat with Yi Ge alone."

"Okay, uncle, let's talk slowly."

Bian Lu nodded respectfully, got up and walked towards the kitchen.

Seeing him, Xu Huining called him over while making dumplings: "Xiao Lu, do you know how to make dumplings? If so, wash your hands and come make dumplings with me."

Bian Lu smiled and went to the side to wash his hands: "I know a little bit, if you don't wrap it well, don't dislike me, Auntie."

Xu Huining didn't care: "Hey, dumplings, aren't they just skin and meat, you can make them whatever you want, even meatballs can be eaten."

Bian Lv didn't answer any more, and obediently wiped off his hands and walked aside. The two of them were quiet for less than a minute, then Xu Huining sighed and said, "Yi Ge is very sad these days when you left."

Bian Lv's hands paused, he didn't speak, and listened quietly.