The strongest Omega Corps commander in history
Chapter 129 Extra Chapter: Chongqingyan & Helan Jingkun
When he returned to this room again, Zhong Qingyan couldn't help but think of what happened when he left Helan's house. It has been ten years in a flash, and he has met Helan Jingkun several times in the ten years, but not Go back to Helan's house once.
He thought that he would change when he came back to this time again, and he could bravely tell Helan Jingkun that if he didn't like me, please divorce me, but the result was,? He still couldn't say it, and Helanjing Kun also became more difficult.
Yes,? Difficult.
In the past, Zhong Qingyan never thought that this word could be used on Helan Jingkun, but now he feels that there is no word more appropriate than this.
Yesterday, at the engagement banquet between He Lanfeng and Fu Yuan, he met Miss Pei after a long time, and he was always impressed by this woman. Perhaps it was because of the other party's original sentence "he is just obsessed with your pheromone",? Or Is it because the existence of the other party is always in sharp contrast with his own? Even if he only met once,? He can always remember the appearance of the other party.
Ms. Pei and He Lan Jingkun are considered golden boys and girls in the upper class. Although they are the product of political marriage, they are a good match. Chong Qingyan has never known how He Lan Jingkun thinks of Miss Pei, but he really did not expect He Lan Jingkun Lan Jingkun would introduce himself like this in front of so many people.
"This is your sister-in-law."
"The one I've spent my whole life with."
Chong Qingyan took a deep breath, and raised his hand to suppress his beating heart. For ten years, his heart, which was always affected by Helan Jingkun, had not changed at all. He gradually accepted his fate, 100 Maybe the % pheromone match is not as simple as being infatuated with each other's pheromones,? They are naturally attracted to each other, other than that, there is no other explanation.
But he doesn't want to go back to the old way. He Lanfeng will return to San Tilan soon. He doesn't want to be left alone. Life in the imperial capital is like a nightmare to him. Once He Lanfeng leaves, he will There is no hope at all.
Because he had experienced it once, he was even more afraid that he would go down the old path.
The door opened, and He Lan Jingkun pushed the door open and came in, his clear eyes fell on him, "Why did you ask me to come?"
"Don't come here yet," Chong Qingyan stopped him from approaching, worried that once the distance between the two got closer, it would become the same as before.
Helan Jingkun really stopped in his tracks. He knew that Qingyan had been wanting to divorce him recently. Although he had made a lot of efforts and thought he had made his thoughts clear, the situation between the two of them hadn't eased much. So he has been very restrained recently, for fear of offending this wife.
The other party's scorching gaze made Chong Qingyan couldn't help turning her head away, "I've already made up my mind, if you don't want to accept the divorce before, you can postpone it, but in a few days I will go back to San Tilan with Commander He Lan. "
Helan Jingkun's eyes sank, "Why? There is no war in San Tilan, and Qing Ning no longer needs your care. If you want to do research, the emperor has allowed you to enter the National Research Institute of the Huahe Empire , if you don't like it there, I can also prepare a research room for you."
Chong Qingyan lowered his head, "It has nothing to do with those, I just don't get used to the life here, so I want to go back to San Tilan."
"I don't understand what you mean by not adapting. In my opinion, there is no difference between San Tiran and the Imperial Capital except for the weather."
Chong Qingyan resented Helan Jingkun's words, which made him feel that the other party didn't understand him at all. He said aggressively, "But in my opinion, it's very different! I can be myself in Santila, but in But here I can't do it! Because my words and deeds not only represent myself, but also represent Helan Jingkun's wife! I don't want to make myself look so out of place, and I don't want you to be the laughing stock of others because of me! Father Both my mother and I are very good to me, they never mention my past, and they will not restrain me, but this makes me feel sorry for them! Because of my existence, maybe even they will be ridiculed, if that is the case, I would rather disappear In front of everyone!"
He Lan Jingkun frowned, "Who told you that I became the laughing stock of others because of you?"
Chong Qingyan was at a loss for words for a while, he never mentioned to He Lan Jingkun what happened at the birthday banquet ten years ago, "It's just some shameless people."
"Since you know, you shouldn't take their words to heart, let alone care about other people's opinions."
Chong Qingyan said angrily, "If I was only representing myself, of course I wouldn't care what others think of me! But they are laughing at you and your parents because of me! If I wasn't your wife, I would have...! "
He didn't say anything later, so he shut up.
But Helan Jingkun refused to let it go, "How have you been?"
"It's nothing, you won't understand anyway."
He muttered to himself and suddenly heard footsteps, and when he raised his head, He Lan Jingkun had already walked to his side, and he was grabbed by the other party before he even had a chance to panic and back away.
"Before, I did feel that I already knew you, but then I realized that what I knew about you was just the tip of the iceberg. I don't know how many sides you have, but you don't need to suppress yourself because of being 'my wife', I hope this identity brings you joy and happiness, not pain."
Helan Jingkun's voice came to his ears word by word, and Chong Qingyan's heart trembled. He couldn't help thinking that Helan Jingkun actually wanted to bring him joy and happiness, but he soon realized that It doesn't prove that the other party likes him. It is very likely that for He Lan Jingkun, it is the husband's responsibility to make his wife happy.
Helan Jingkun is someone who can do this kind of thing. Compared with loving someone, he is better at playing the role of husband. Even when facing his biological parents, his attitude is always full of politeness and alienation.
I have already mentioned divorce, if he really loves me, he should have panicked by now!But in fact, Helan Jingkun was still very calm, and even argued with him rationally, analyzing the pros and cons.
Thinking of it this way, he really couldn't stop feeling wronged in his heart. It's been ten years, what is it for him to be by Helan Jingkun's side like this?The pride he built up every time was gone when he stood beside this man.
"Let's forget it." He said softly, "I don't want to live that kind of life anymore, I want a space of my own."
Helan Jingkun was silent, and said after two or three seconds, "I understand."
Chong Qingyan closed her eyes, and suddenly felt that she and He Lan Jingkun had come to an end like this, even if the other party was not willing to divorce her for the time being, as long as they kept living apart like this, they would get bored sooner or later.
"Helan's house has other annexes, so we'll move out."
What the other party said next caught Qing Qingyan off guard, he immediately raised his head, and saw He Lan Jingkun's gaze was extremely firm, obviously having made up his mind.
"What are you doing? I didn't mean that!"
He quickly explained that He Lanfeng was away all the year round, and that although He Lan Jingkun was an adult, he still chose to stay with his mother in order to accompany his mother. What if the mother loses her son again? !
Helan Jingkun said calmly, "Since the presence of other people will make you feel uncomfortable, then go to a place where there are only the two of us. I should have moved out long ago after I have been married for so long. If there is only the two of us You can let me know your hidden side without worrying about other people!"
Chong Qingyan was a little anxious, he knew that He Lan Jingkun was a man of one word and one word, he would definitely move if he said he wanted to move, even if Commander He Lan and his wife stopped him!
"I said I didn't mean that! Commander Helan usually stays in San Tilan, mother, he needs you very much, you can't leave!"
But Helan Jingkun had made up his mind, "I will come back to visit him often. We have been married for ten years. He should have been mentally prepared for this."
"No!" Chong Qingyan hurriedly pulled him back, "I really don't understand why you are so persistent about this matter! What if we move out? The problems between us can't be solved like this! Let me go back Isn't Saint Tillane any good?"
"Do not."
This time it was Helan Jingkun who refused him, he held his hand tightly, "I don't want to be separated from you for so long, to be precise, I don't want to be separated from you for a second."
Chong Qingyan took a deep breath.
It seemed that he couldn't take his eyes off Helan Jingkun. Why did this man always say things that misunderstood him?Why can't I help but be distracted even though I know it clearly?
It would be great if he could say that he loves me.
If only he said all these things because he loves me.
At that moment, Chong Qingyan suddenly felt that if Helan Jingkun really loved him, he would also have the courage to face all criticisms, all strange looks, and all those who despise him.
"You... like..."
Before he could finish speaking, he was suddenly interrupted by a knock on the door. He Lan Jingkun turned around and opened the door. Standing outside was He Lanfeng. Lan Jingkun even told He Lanfeng that they were going to move out, even disregarding his own obstruction.
Chong Qingyan couldn't hold his head up, he was worried that He Lanfeng would think that he encouraged He Lan Jingkun to do this, but fortunately He Lanfeng didn't say anything, he just asked He Lan Jingkun and said a few words before walking in and talking to him Talk things out by yourself.
They all watched the selection video of Sheng Tilan's new batch of soldiers, and expressed their opinions. When working, he was always very confident. He thought that this matter would be over, but He Lanfeng took the initiative to chat with him about He Lan About Jing Kun.
He Lanfeng seldom mentioned Helan Jingkun to him, maybe he thought it was his own private matter, even he should not interfere too much, this attitude gave Chong Qingyan extra respect, but he also understood that when He Lanfeng asked When he is, he must not be able to lie.
"I thought you liked brother, that's why I persuaded you to marry him. But I don't seem to have heard you call brother by name."
Chong Qingyan lowered her head amidst these sharp words, "I just think that my liking may be a burden to him, and he may not treat me like I treat him. The longer we are together, the more this feeling will become. Strong, he never said he likes me, maybe it is his responsibility to take care of me..."
He Lanfeng didn't speak, his silent appearance seemed to recall other things.
"My brother is just not good at expressing. You should also know that he may..."
"Maybe he thinks it doesn't matter whether he says it or not." This was the first time Chong Qingyan interrupted him, and the light in his eyes also surprised He Lanfeng. But Chong Qingyan didn’t notice it himself, he looked out of the window more like muttering to himself, “I also thought about this possibility, and then realized that it’s scary, if you really love someone, confess I can’t help but blurt out, if he doesn’t even care about this, it proves that he doesn’t want to spend too much time and thought on me.”
Yes, that's scary.
Chong Qingyan murmured in her heart, the possibility that He Lan Jingkun would like him is too small, and how long can a marriage supported by pheromones last?
作者有话要说:感谢在2021-07-21?20:33:22~2021-07-23?19:54:50期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of seven points; 1 bottle of strange meow;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
He thought that he would change when he came back to this time again, and he could bravely tell Helan Jingkun that if he didn't like me, please divorce me, but the result was,? He still couldn't say it, and Helanjing Kun also became more difficult.
Yes,? Difficult.
In the past, Zhong Qingyan never thought that this word could be used on Helan Jingkun, but now he feels that there is no word more appropriate than this.
Yesterday, at the engagement banquet between He Lanfeng and Fu Yuan, he met Miss Pei after a long time, and he was always impressed by this woman. Perhaps it was because of the other party's original sentence "he is just obsessed with your pheromone",? Or Is it because the existence of the other party is always in sharp contrast with his own? Even if he only met once,? He can always remember the appearance of the other party.
Ms. Pei and He Lan Jingkun are considered golden boys and girls in the upper class. Although they are the product of political marriage, they are a good match. Chong Qingyan has never known how He Lan Jingkun thinks of Miss Pei, but he really did not expect He Lan Jingkun Lan Jingkun would introduce himself like this in front of so many people.
"This is your sister-in-law."
"The one I've spent my whole life with."
Chong Qingyan took a deep breath, and raised his hand to suppress his beating heart. For ten years, his heart, which was always affected by Helan Jingkun, had not changed at all. He gradually accepted his fate, 100 Maybe the % pheromone match is not as simple as being infatuated with each other's pheromones,? They are naturally attracted to each other, other than that, there is no other explanation.
But he doesn't want to go back to the old way. He Lanfeng will return to San Tilan soon. He doesn't want to be left alone. Life in the imperial capital is like a nightmare to him. Once He Lanfeng leaves, he will There is no hope at all.
Because he had experienced it once, he was even more afraid that he would go down the old path.
The door opened, and He Lan Jingkun pushed the door open and came in, his clear eyes fell on him, "Why did you ask me to come?"
"Don't come here yet," Chong Qingyan stopped him from approaching, worried that once the distance between the two got closer, it would become the same as before.
Helan Jingkun really stopped in his tracks. He knew that Qingyan had been wanting to divorce him recently. Although he had made a lot of efforts and thought he had made his thoughts clear, the situation between the two of them hadn't eased much. So he has been very restrained recently, for fear of offending this wife.
The other party's scorching gaze made Chong Qingyan couldn't help turning her head away, "I've already made up my mind, if you don't want to accept the divorce before, you can postpone it, but in a few days I will go back to San Tilan with Commander He Lan. "
Helan Jingkun's eyes sank, "Why? There is no war in San Tilan, and Qing Ning no longer needs your care. If you want to do research, the emperor has allowed you to enter the National Research Institute of the Huahe Empire , if you don't like it there, I can also prepare a research room for you."
Chong Qingyan lowered his head, "It has nothing to do with those, I just don't get used to the life here, so I want to go back to San Tilan."
"I don't understand what you mean by not adapting. In my opinion, there is no difference between San Tiran and the Imperial Capital except for the weather."
Chong Qingyan resented Helan Jingkun's words, which made him feel that the other party didn't understand him at all. He said aggressively, "But in my opinion, it's very different! I can be myself in Santila, but in But here I can't do it! Because my words and deeds not only represent myself, but also represent Helan Jingkun's wife! I don't want to make myself look so out of place, and I don't want you to be the laughing stock of others because of me! Father Both my mother and I are very good to me, they never mention my past, and they will not restrain me, but this makes me feel sorry for them! Because of my existence, maybe even they will be ridiculed, if that is the case, I would rather disappear In front of everyone!"
He Lan Jingkun frowned, "Who told you that I became the laughing stock of others because of you?"
Chong Qingyan was at a loss for words for a while, he never mentioned to He Lan Jingkun what happened at the birthday banquet ten years ago, "It's just some shameless people."
"Since you know, you shouldn't take their words to heart, let alone care about other people's opinions."
Chong Qingyan said angrily, "If I was only representing myself, of course I wouldn't care what others think of me! But they are laughing at you and your parents because of me! If I wasn't your wife, I would have...! "
He didn't say anything later, so he shut up.
But Helan Jingkun refused to let it go, "How have you been?"
"It's nothing, you won't understand anyway."
He muttered to himself and suddenly heard footsteps, and when he raised his head, He Lan Jingkun had already walked to his side, and he was grabbed by the other party before he even had a chance to panic and back away.
"Before, I did feel that I already knew you, but then I realized that what I knew about you was just the tip of the iceberg. I don't know how many sides you have, but you don't need to suppress yourself because of being 'my wife', I hope this identity brings you joy and happiness, not pain."
Helan Jingkun's voice came to his ears word by word, and Chong Qingyan's heart trembled. He couldn't help thinking that Helan Jingkun actually wanted to bring him joy and happiness, but he soon realized that It doesn't prove that the other party likes him. It is very likely that for He Lan Jingkun, it is the husband's responsibility to make his wife happy.
Helan Jingkun is someone who can do this kind of thing. Compared with loving someone, he is better at playing the role of husband. Even when facing his biological parents, his attitude is always full of politeness and alienation.
I have already mentioned divorce, if he really loves me, he should have panicked by now!But in fact, Helan Jingkun was still very calm, and even argued with him rationally, analyzing the pros and cons.
Thinking of it this way, he really couldn't stop feeling wronged in his heart. It's been ten years, what is it for him to be by Helan Jingkun's side like this?The pride he built up every time was gone when he stood beside this man.
"Let's forget it." He said softly, "I don't want to live that kind of life anymore, I want a space of my own."
Helan Jingkun was silent, and said after two or three seconds, "I understand."
Chong Qingyan closed her eyes, and suddenly felt that she and He Lan Jingkun had come to an end like this, even if the other party was not willing to divorce her for the time being, as long as they kept living apart like this, they would get bored sooner or later.
"Helan's house has other annexes, so we'll move out."
What the other party said next caught Qing Qingyan off guard, he immediately raised his head, and saw He Lan Jingkun's gaze was extremely firm, obviously having made up his mind.
"What are you doing? I didn't mean that!"
He quickly explained that He Lanfeng was away all the year round, and that although He Lan Jingkun was an adult, he still chose to stay with his mother in order to accompany his mother. What if the mother loses her son again? !
Helan Jingkun said calmly, "Since the presence of other people will make you feel uncomfortable, then go to a place where there are only the two of us. I should have moved out long ago after I have been married for so long. If there is only the two of us You can let me know your hidden side without worrying about other people!"
Chong Qingyan was a little anxious, he knew that He Lan Jingkun was a man of one word and one word, he would definitely move if he said he wanted to move, even if Commander He Lan and his wife stopped him!
"I said I didn't mean that! Commander Helan usually stays in San Tilan, mother, he needs you very much, you can't leave!"
But Helan Jingkun had made up his mind, "I will come back to visit him often. We have been married for ten years. He should have been mentally prepared for this."
"No!" Chong Qingyan hurriedly pulled him back, "I really don't understand why you are so persistent about this matter! What if we move out? The problems between us can't be solved like this! Let me go back Isn't Saint Tillane any good?"
"Do not."
This time it was Helan Jingkun who refused him, he held his hand tightly, "I don't want to be separated from you for so long, to be precise, I don't want to be separated from you for a second."
Chong Qingyan took a deep breath.
It seemed that he couldn't take his eyes off Helan Jingkun. Why did this man always say things that misunderstood him?Why can't I help but be distracted even though I know it clearly?
It would be great if he could say that he loves me.
If only he said all these things because he loves me.
At that moment, Chong Qingyan suddenly felt that if Helan Jingkun really loved him, he would also have the courage to face all criticisms, all strange looks, and all those who despise him.
"You... like..."
Before he could finish speaking, he was suddenly interrupted by a knock on the door. He Lan Jingkun turned around and opened the door. Standing outside was He Lanfeng. Lan Jingkun even told He Lanfeng that they were going to move out, even disregarding his own obstruction.
Chong Qingyan couldn't hold his head up, he was worried that He Lanfeng would think that he encouraged He Lan Jingkun to do this, but fortunately He Lanfeng didn't say anything, he just asked He Lan Jingkun and said a few words before walking in and talking to him Talk things out by yourself.
They all watched the selection video of Sheng Tilan's new batch of soldiers, and expressed their opinions. When working, he was always very confident. He thought that this matter would be over, but He Lanfeng took the initiative to chat with him about He Lan About Jing Kun.
He Lanfeng seldom mentioned Helan Jingkun to him, maybe he thought it was his own private matter, even he should not interfere too much, this attitude gave Chong Qingyan extra respect, but he also understood that when He Lanfeng asked When he is, he must not be able to lie.
"I thought you liked brother, that's why I persuaded you to marry him. But I don't seem to have heard you call brother by name."
Chong Qingyan lowered her head amidst these sharp words, "I just think that my liking may be a burden to him, and he may not treat me like I treat him. The longer we are together, the more this feeling will become. Strong, he never said he likes me, maybe it is his responsibility to take care of me..."
He Lanfeng didn't speak, his silent appearance seemed to recall other things.
"My brother is just not good at expressing. You should also know that he may..."
"Maybe he thinks it doesn't matter whether he says it or not." This was the first time Chong Qingyan interrupted him, and the light in his eyes also surprised He Lanfeng. But Chong Qingyan didn’t notice it himself, he looked out of the window more like muttering to himself, “I also thought about this possibility, and then realized that it’s scary, if you really love someone, confess I can’t help but blurt out, if he doesn’t even care about this, it proves that he doesn’t want to spend too much time and thought on me.”
Yes, that's scary.
Chong Qingyan murmured in her heart, the possibility that He Lan Jingkun would like him is too small, and how long can a marriage supported by pheromones last?
作者有话要说:感谢在2021-07-21?20:33:22~2021-07-23?19:54:50期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of seven points; 1 bottle of strange meow;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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