[entertainment circle] little star

But let him go, he still can't make up his mind happily, he can't do it at all, too much care and worry, fear and confusion about the future...

"No, aunt, I'm leaving, what about the money my mother owes...I..."

"Xu Xi, I..." Ren Haili was choked up for a long time, and it took a lot of strength to speak out: "I really can't bear it, I will tell you everything, Xu Xi, you, you don't know, your mother owes you money I have already paid off the money, you have paid off everything, you can go. I will take good care of Xiaochen, don’t worry about it... The demolition agreement has been signed, and the new house has a large area and is worth With a lot of money, you don’t have to worry about our future life at all.”

"But, but I can't... I'm afraid, I've never left here... I really..." Xu Xi shook her head indiscriminately, constantly finding reasons for her denial.

Ren Haili firmly grabbed Xu Xi's shoulders, looked into his eyes and said, "Xu Xi, don't be afraid...don't be afraid, you have skills to support yourself, it's the same wherever you go. Xu Xi, I beg you , you are gone, don’t add to my sins any more, live for yourself.”

Xu Xi was still shaking his head, his mind seemed to be in a mess, he couldn't make any decisions at all, but everyone seemed to be forcing him.

Seeing this, Ren Haili suddenly became anxious, patted Xu Xi's arm hard, and said loudly: "Xu Xi, wake me up! Let me tell you, stop treating us as your indispensable family members, we are not you My family! I, I ask you, do you still remember that man five years ago? That second child Chen?"

The sudden blow at this moment made Xu Xi fall into the ice cellar, goosebumps all over his body, and cold sweat was seeping from every pore.

For many years, he thought he had forgotten it long ago, but in fact he just hid it in a deeper place in his heart, and he never dared to face it squarely.But as long as someone mentions it, he will immediately put together the fragments of those memories, the bright sun, the man's grinning face, Xu Xi's scream... Then Ren Haili who rushed in suddenly... crying, calling for help, and There, many people flocked in to watch the excitement.

In that horrible afternoon, Xu Xi didn't suffer any substantial harm, but the marks left on his heart could never be erased.

Xu Xi felt chills all over in an instant, and he was completely stunned, unable to respond to Ren Haili's wailing.

Ren Haili continued to sob, and big tears fell on the back of Xu Xi's hand. She couldn't make a sound, and told the past intermittently: "Xu Xi, I am sorry for you...I dare not tell you...that is Haiming Ah, he wants to sell you. The longer you grow, the more you look like your mother... He, he hates you! If I didn't suddenly find out that day...you might have been bullied by that man...I'm very scared, I didn't want to tell you these things in my whole life... But you child, how can you be so stubborn, if you don't leave, he will sell you again...Xu Xi...I..."

What is she saying?Gradually, Xu Xi couldn't hear any sound, his soul seemed to be pulled out of his body, floating in the air, watching Ren Haili confess and cry.He felt as if he had returned to that sunny afternoon many years ago. The man roughly tore his clothes and kept laughing ferociously. The face was a little bit blurred and then gradually became clear. Sheng Huaijin.

Sheng Huaijin tied him up, entered him roughly, and then imprisoned him. No one appeared to save him from that nightmare. Xu Xi's memory began to appear chaotic, and he couldn't distinguish between the past and the present.He felt all the air around him gain weight, pressing towards him, making him unable to breathe. He hugged his head, as if he was about to faint, his face pale and terrifying.

No matter how Ren Haili called him, he didn't respond.Ren Haili was frightened, she kept waving her hands in front of Xu Xi's dull eyes, and kept calling his name.

"Xu Xi! Xu Xi, wake up, what's wrong with you? Xu Xi, don't do this, don't scare me!"

Xu Xi still didn't respond, so Ren Haili couldn't help shaking Xu Xi's shoulders, and said loudly, "Xu Xi, don't do this, don't scare me!"

This sound woke up Ren Xiaochen who was still asleep.He sat up abruptly, and when he turned around, he saw Xu Xi who looked like a walking dead.He was terrified, and immediately threw off the quilt and got out of bed, ran to Xu Xi, threw himself into Xu Xi's arms, and shouted, "Brother, what's wrong with you? Auntie, what's wrong with him?"

Xu Xi finally had some reaction, he turned his head and looked at Ren Xiaochen stiffly.

At this moment, Xu Xi felt that all previous beliefs and hopes had collapsed.

Once, Xu Xi thought she was lucky.Even though he is different from ordinary people, even if he is stupid, even if his biological mother doesn't want him anymore, but he is lucky, he still has family members, he met Sheng Huaijin who cherishes him, he thought life was full of sunshine and hope.

But tearing away this beautiful appearance, the reality is so cruel and ugly, no one really cares about him, loves him, it is all use and lies.

Xu Xi felt that his life had lost all light. He fell into a bottomless abyss, surrounded by darkness and fog. He could no longer see the way forward, and could only die gradually in the lonely darkness.

Neither Ren Xiaochen's cry nor Ren Haili's cry could reach Xu Xi's ears, he couldn't hear them anymore.

At this moment, the door of the bedroom was suddenly opened, Ren Haiming appeared with a gloomy face, and said to the few people: "It's early in the morning and weeping again, what are you doing? Xiaochen, put on your clothes and go out to eat. No more trouble."

"But bro..."

Before Ren Xiaochen could say anything, he was interrupted by Ren Haiming. He impatiently ordered Ren Haili to dress Ren Xiaochen quickly, and then sent the two of them out of the bedroom, showing a flattering smile in front of Xu Xi who was still in a daze.

Xu Xi panted heavily and looked at Ren Haiming, like looking at a monster.

Ren Haiming didn't notice Xu Xi's abnormality at all, he was completely immersed in the joy of the windfall.His attitude towards Xu Xi was particularly good today, he persuaded Xu Xi earnestly, and quickly told Sheng Huaijin that they could move into the house prepared by Sheng Huaijin today.

The more Xu Xi listened to Ren Haiming's words, the paler his face became, and his heart sank more and more into the abyss.He secretly put his hand under the pillow and grabbed the business card tightly.

He had never had such a strong desire that he should leave.

However, no one from Ren Haiming talked for a long time in front of Xu Xi. After a while, Sheng Huaijin came back from the outside after making a phone call. Ren Haiming immediately stopped talking and walked out of the bedroom with interest.

Sheng Huaijin stood at the door with a gentlemanly smile and said, "Xiaoxi, are you awake? Can I come in?"

Xu Xi just glanced at him hastily, then hurriedly lowered her head and closed her eyes.

Sheng Huaijin's face overlapped with the grinning face in memory, making Xu Xi dazed for a moment.

Sheng Huaijin still waited patiently for Xu Xi's answer. The two of them remained silent for as long as a lifetime. Xu Xicai finally spoke and stammered: "You, you go out. I need to change my clothes."

"Okay, I'll go out now." Sheng Huaijin obediently walked out of the bedroom immediately, and closed the door behind her.

Xu Xi slowly adjusted his unsmooth breathing, and took out the business card and money from under the pillow.Then rummage through to find a sports coat.

The clothes had a big pocket, and the money could not be seen in it.Xu Xi changed into clothes and hid the money and business card.

In this short process, at some point, Xu Xi's tears crawled all over her cheeks.

It was the first time that Xu Xi began to seriously face up to this problem. He was determined to leave, to leave Beijing, and to leave behind everything in the past.He wasn't ready, but the fear and incomparable impulse he suffered today overwhelmed all other emotions, and he couldn't control that much anymore, only the instinctive fear of danger told him to run away, far away.

After that, several people huddled together at the small dining table and had breakfast.No one found anything unusual about Xu Xi, or to be precise, he has been in an abnormal situation recently and has never been normal, so the silence at this time does not seem so weird.

Sheng Huaijin has already started discussing with Ren Haiming about when to move, and the issue of house transfer.

Xu Xi held his business card tightly in his hand, and didn't listen to what they were saying at all.

After breakfast, Sheng Huaijin took Xu Xi back to the apartment.As the car gradually drove towards the apartment, Xu Xi became more and more anxious and anxious.He knew that once he entered that house, he would be imprisoned again.He's leaving...can't wait a moment.

There was some misty light rain pattering from the sky.There are not many people on the street on the weekend morning, and the street is rarely quiet. This is such a peaceful and beautiful morning, which makes people feel comfortable physically and mentally.

Sheng Huaijin didn't say much, but turned her head to look quietly at Xu Xi's profile from time to time.It doesn't matter if he doesn't talk, just being with him makes Sheng Huaijin feel comfortable, and he doesn't want Xu Xi to talk to him so greedily.

But he didn't expect that when they passed by a very famous pastry shop, Xu Xi suddenly spoke.

"Huaijin...wait a minute..."

Sheng Huaijin couldn't believe his ears. He stepped on the brakes and turned to look at Xu Xi in a daze.

Xu Xibie breathed heavily, and said softly, "I, I want to eat peach cake."

"What did you say?"

Xu Xi clenched her fist fiercely, and said, "I want to eat... peach cake."

Sheng Huaijin immediately showed a bright smile, and she didn't know where to put her excited hands.

They all like to eat the pastries of this pastry shop.But the business here is very good, and sometimes there will be a long queue and you may not be able to eat.There were two times in the past when Sheng Huaijin had nothing to do, she would dress up in disguise, bring big sunglasses and a mask to accompany Xu Xi in line to buy peach cake.

Sheng Huaijin didn't dare to forget a single bit, and it seemed that Xu Xi didn't forget either.Xu Xi began to improve little by little, let him approach, talked to him, and even called his name after a long absence.

too long.It's been so long that Sheng Huaijin wanted to cry, that soft voice, full of coquettishness and attachment, called his name over and over again. He thought it would be a long time before he heard it, but now it suddenly gave him a surprise.His perseverance has paid off, Xu Xi, who loves him, admires him, and cannot do without him, will finally come back slowly.

"Okay...Xiaoxi, you, you wait in the car, I'll go buy it for you."

Sheng Huaijin finished speaking in one breath and quickly parked the car on the side of the road, then unbuckled the seat belt, patted Xu Xi's cheek gently sideways, and said, "It's raining outside. Don't walk around, just wait in the car." Look at me. It may take a while, you see, the line is a bit long."