[entertainment circle] little star

"Xiao Xi, don't be afraid, I... I won't hurt you again..."

Xu Xi continued to hide in panic, and muffled cries and broken words came from under the quilt.

Sheng Huaijin moved a little closer, and finally heard what Xu Xi was mumbling.

"Don't...don't..."

Sheng Huaijin felt his mind explode, and what he was most worried about happened. Xu Xi was afraid of him, and regarded him as a devil who would hurt him. Everything they had before was ruined overnight.He was heartbroken, he repented, and he swore he would never hurt Xu Xi like this again, but he also deeply understood that he had planted the seeds of fear in Xu Xi's heart, which could never be removed. , will not show those beautiful smiles to him.

He was afraid, he regretted it, he felt his eyes were sour, and he was almost about to cry.

"Xiaoxi, don't do this, it's all my fault...it's me, I'm confused, I shouldn't...Xiaoxi, can you see me?" Sheng Huaijin apologized to Xu Xi incoherently, he He didn't know what language to use to express the guilt and anxiety in his heart, and he didn't know what effect it would have.But other than that, he didn't know what else he could do.

In fact, Xu Xi didn't dare to make too much movement at all, because the pain made him convulse all over his body, but the fear in his heart had already overwhelmed the pain in his body, as long as Sheng Huaijin wanted to continue touching him, he would instinctively want to touch him. escape.Xu Xi covered her head with the quilt, but Sheng Huaijin's voice kept coming, and every word he said was like a knife cutting Xu Xi's heart.

too painful……

Sheng Huaijin's eyes flickered, and he finally gave up on continuing to approach Xu Xi, and he didn't speak anymore. He just stood there, looking deeply at Xu Xi's trembling body.

After a long time, Xu Xi didn't seem to feel Sheng Huaijin approaching, and finally calmed down slowly, but Sheng Huaijin suddenly saw Xu Xi holding the bottle hanging on top of his head, the liquid couldn't flow down, and Start to return blood.

Sheng Huaijin became anxious for a moment, and while pulling Xu Xi's hand, she said softly: "Xiao Xi, put your hand down, and the blood has returned."

"Don't!" Xiaoxi hid under the quilt, making a weak voice, and the emotions that had finally calmed down began to agitate again.

Sheng Huaijin froze again, and suddenly withdrew her hand.

Xu Xi was still repeating those two simple words mechanically, still hugging herself tightly.

This was the only protection he had left for himself, Sheng Huaijin really didn't dare to provoke Xu Xi easily.So, he had no choice but to turn around and walk out of the ward, took a deep breath at the door, and temporarily suppressed his emotions.Xu Xi is already like this now, if he collapses again, all possibilities between them will be cut off.

Sheng Huaijin called a nurse to help, while she stood watching from a distance.

The nurses in this senior hospital are very patient. The two middle-aged women coaxed Xu Xi like a child, their voices were soft and nice. With Sheng Huaijin's complete resistance, the two of them guided him little by little, and after a long time, he finally adjusted his hanging bottle and continued the infusion.

Now Xu Xi can accept other people's touch, but even looking at Sheng Huaijin will tremble with fear.Sheng Huaijin didn't know what to do, he couldn't breathe due to the oppression in the ward, so he asked the two nurses to look at Xu Xi more, and he ran out of the bedroom as if fleeing.

Sheng Huaijin didn't go too far, she just sat on the stairs for a while, and then went back.When the two nurses saw Sheng Huaijin coming back, they greeted each other and went out.

Xu Xi lay in the pure white sheets and fell asleep peacefully, his body was white and soft like a pure angel.He was very tired, so he was comforted by two well-meaning nurses, and then fell into sleep with fear and anxiety. He might not be able to sleep peacefully at all, and his face was still pale.

Sheng Huaijin approached cautiously, caressing Xu Xi's cheek tenderly, not daring to touch it too hard, for fear that if she was not careful, Xu Xi would be awakened.

In the following days, Xu Xi hardly said a word. In fact, he was sleeping most of the time. He seemed to be less anxious only in his dreams. As long as he was awake, as long as Sheng Huaijin tried to approach him, He can't stop trembling and raving.Sheng Huaijin could only look at Xu Xi from a safe distance, talk to him, and try to smile at him.

But apart from panic, Xu Xi didn't give him any more reactions.

Sheng Huaijin knew that Xu Xi was really scared.But no matter how uncomfortable he is, he can't turn back time, the damage has already happened, and he can only try his best to make up for it.

After staying for a week, the doctor suggested to leave the hospital. Xu Xi's physical injuries have completely healed, but the trauma in her heart cannot be erased so easily.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Sheng Huaijin had a difficult time taking Xu Xi back to the apartment. As soon as he approached, Xu Xi wanted to escape, so he had to find someone to help.Originally, he wanted to find Ren Haili, but he thought that Ren Haili was still a patient, and coming here would only be a burden, so he gave up and found Lin Juntong.He didn't call more people, and Xu Xi would not want more people to see his embarrassing side.

When Lin Juntong arrived at the hospital, the first time she saw Xu Xi, tears came out instantly.

"Xixi..." Lin Juntong's voice choked up.

There was no news from Xu Xi for a whole week. Lin Juntong thought that he had finally figured it out and left with the money he gave him, but he didn't expect that Sheng Huaijin made a phone call and let him see Xu Xi like this.

So skinny, a gust of wind could knock him down.Of course, the weakness of the body is secondary, it seems that his spirit has completely collapsed, the former Xu Xi, the always pure and happy Xu Xi, is withering from the inside out, bit by bit.

"Xixi, look at me..." Lin Juntong held Xu Xi's face in his hands, tears were about to fall.

Xu Xi stared blankly at Lin Juntong, and hoarsely called his name: "Brother Juntong..."

Lin Juntong couldn't take it anymore, she turned to Sheng Huaijin and asked, "What's wrong with him!"

When Sheng Huaijin was restless, she didn't bother to ask about Lin Juntong's attitude, so she replied directly: "Don't ask so many questions, I'll go down and drive first, and you bring him here."

After Sheng Huaijin left, Lin Juntong held Xu Xi's hand distressedly. He was about to ask what was going on, but he saw the scab on Xu Xi's wrist, which was obviously a sign of being tied up. With Sheng Huaijin's attitude of avoiding snakes and scorpions, Lin Juntong suddenly had a terrible guess in her heart...

This thought really made him unbelievable, how much he wished that he had thought too much, Xu Xi had just accidentally suffered a little trauma, but the answer was clearly in front of him.He strongly regretted, why didn't he let Xu Xi run away at the very beginning?Or he has always had a little bit of expectation that Sheng Huaijin has some sincere feelings for Xu Xi.

But it's useless to say anything now, what can he do now?Sheng Huaijin's obsession with Xu Xi has reached this point. Is there any hope for Xu Xi's future?

There was nothing Lin Juntong could do, so he could only temporarily suppress those complicated and chaotic emotions.Anyway, Xu Xi needed to take good care of her body, so he half-coaxed and half-persuaded Xu Xi to the parking lot and got into Sheng Huaijin's car.

Sheng Huaijin was driving, and Lin Juntong and Xu Xi were sitting in the back seat. He kept wanting to talk and joke with Xu Xi, but Xu Xi didn't respond the whole time, and he didn't know where his thoughts were.

As the distance increased, the street scenes along the way became more and more familiar, and Xu Xi became more and more nervous until the car drove back to the community.

Xu Xi fell into the ice cellar, but he finally did, and was brought back to this hell.

He looked like a walking corpse without a soul, his face was pale and his eyes were always looking in the same direction. Lin Juntong was really worried, so he stayed with him for a long time, and did not leave until Xu Xi was lulled to sleep.

Sheng Huaijin was smoking a cigarette alone on the balcony on the first floor, with a very stern expression on his side face.Lin Juntong really didn't know what kind of expression he should use to face this man. For a moment, he suddenly felt that Sheng Huaijin was pitiful. While he was torturing Xu Xi, he was also torturing himself. He was exhausting himself physically and mentally for Xu Xi. Looking up is also in a state of embarrassment, and the decadent breath can't be concealed.

"President Sheng..."

"Stop talking." Sheng Huaijin interrupted him as soon as he opened his mouth, and said, "I know what you want to say, but I can't let him go. I know I did something wrong. I'm a fucking beast, but I really am. Too uncomfortable, too angry, he... Forget it, I don't want to mention those things again, I will treat him well in the future, and I can use my whole life to make up for him. In short, I can't let him go, I have to live not go down."

"But have you ever thought about it, you can survive, so what will he do! You will torture him to death! Are you crazy!" Lin Juntong really didn't care who the person in front of him was, and he didn't care whether the person was there or not. Fierce, he just couldn't bear it, his face flushed red with anger, these words that had been held back for a long time finally burst out.

"Yes, I'm fucking crazy! I'm torturing myself!" Sheng Huaijin threw the cigarette butt on the ground forcefully, closed his eyes and took a deep breath for a long time before calming down, saying: "I can treat him well for the rest of my life, I I didn't think about many things clearly before, but now... no matter how much he hates me and is afraid of me, it's fine. If I let him go, I can't forgive myself. He is a soft-hearted person, as long as I keep treating him Well, he will always... always forgive me..."

Sheng Huaijin didn't have the confidence to say the last sentence.

Lin Juntong didn't know what to say, he was speechless, but he was very tired of all this.He opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't say anything, turned around and left with a gloomy face.