The correct way to deal with multiple personalities

01.

God, please tell me the truth.

In the tidy house, the teenagers with black hair and black eyes prayed silently.

02.

"Seriously, you guys have to understand me," I said to myself—hey, to myself?I'm obviously talking to another me! - "It couldn't be more boring."

Countless vehicles were moving forward on the extremely busy road, but no one could be seen, no voice could be heard, not even birdsong.

In my eyes, there are only dead things in this world, and no one is alive.

But in fact, my heart is clear, people are everywhere, but I can't see it——I see a group of unmanned cars running around in my eyes.

It looks like the object is moving by itself. I have never been sure whether others can see me, because if I stand on the road for less than 2 minutes, I will definitely be hit, so people probably can't see me.

What would that look like?Maybe when my brother is eating a hot dog, someone will suddenly point to the hot dog in my hand, "Hey, watch the hot dog fly up and disappear by itself!" Is that what you say?

But I really haven't seen anything floating up, it often changes its position in the blink of an eye, and I don't even feel anyone passing me by.

…Actually, all the other things I said were just neurological problems, no supernatural events happened, and humans should be able to see me.

But my brother is not a human being but an evil, charming, crazy, cool and handsome monster, this thing is supernatural enough.

I tried my best to climb to the top of the tallest building that I could see. This building is very famous. I once saw a photo of an empty armor in a newspaper. With my super tall IQ guesses that this place should have been a face - associated with this building, the property of Tony Stark, a (supposedly handsome and smart) local tyrant.

I guessed that no one could really see me, so I took the elevator up to the highest floor, and then climbed to the top of the building with a lot of effort after turning out the window.

The views here are simply stunning and the building is super futuristic.

Brother just stood unsteadily on the edge, looking at the scenery that might make people with fear of heights incontinent, inhaled and exhaled fiercely, and opened his arms to welcome the setting sun.

Then stand on tiptoe a little.

Lean your body forward.

He jumped headfirst along the tallest building.

03.

When the teenager opened his eyes, he saw a large expanse of pure white.

He looked around vigilantly, but there was only a large area of ​​pure white.

Even the place where the foot is stepped on is white, and there is no real sense of landing.

【I answered your prayer. ] God told him.

Is this a dream?The teenager looked at the fairy tale with poor-quality graffiti in his hand, and his head was overwhelmed by a sense of absurdity.

On the cover of the fairy tale, a boy drawn in stick figures is holding a girl, with the same face, the same expression and the same movements, with two pairs of painted black eyes open.

He turned over page by page, and finally his fingertips rested on the corner of the girl's mouth with pure red—the only color in the black and white fairy tale.

I killed her?

...it was a dream.

【That's it. 】The god whispered softly, 【Your sister traded her soul for beauty and love, and then another soul took her body. 】【In the end you killed her. 】

Is my life actually an inferior fairytale?What kind of fairy tales are so negative.

The boy originally just wanted to ask God to restore her sister to her original state, but only then did she realize that the sister who suddenly became gentle and lovely has been changed.

[This fairy tale will not have such an ending. 】God calmly announced, 【The soul that occupies your sister's body has read this fairy tale. 】——【You can't kill her, you can't take back your sister's soul. 】The young man's face was pale, his breathing was rapid, but he didn't say a word.

[If you give me your soul, I can let the soul leave your sister. 】Then, his dear little sister, a cute and rebellious little guy, will die like this after all.

【You came with amazing willpower from birth, so I answered your call. 】The voice of God carries temptation.

[You don’t need to hand over your soul, just give me your reason, and I will give you enough power—but you have to kill her yourself, your twin sister. 】【Twins are born with split souls, and her emotional soul and your rational soul can only return to hell by remixing. 】……

The young man opened his dull eyes, pure black eyes.

I—I will kill the soul that occupies my sister's body with my own hands.

I will give you my sanity, and I will live a long time, and my sister's soul will go to hell until I die.

04.

In summary, brother must live for a long time.

But my brother has become mentally ill, looking at this world is like watching a movie a few years ago, all of which are fictional.

In the end, everyone around me disappeared one by one.

05.

Facing the mirror that was moving down rapidly, I smiled, and then it felt as if time had stopped.

Of course, it doesn't really stop time, it's just a nodule like Tucao in Ultimate Spider-Man.

When the speed of thinking is adjusted to the fastest, it feels like time slows down.

I can see my many personalities reflected in the mirror of the beautiful building, counting and including my brother, there are thirteen in total.

Awesome numbers, right?

Awesome-world, right.

We are all the ink and wash text of this annoying fairy tale.

06.

Having said that, I don't really feel [-] guilty about killing her.

It may also be because my brother's guilt has been assigned to other personalities.

Brother is the main personality of this body and has the most emotions—the remaining twelve sub-personalities should have been working for Brother, sharing the work so that the power from God would not gather together and blow up Brother's brain.

But—my brother accidentally became a snake spirit.

I always feel like I'm living in a movie, and the people next to me are all movie characters—maybe a mix of comics and TV shows? ——It directly leads to a kind of mysterious familiarity and disgust when looking at everyone.

I always feel that my world view has been refreshed because of that dream (Mo Jun: Please don’t deceive yourself. Me: Shut up.), and then the refreshed world view leads to over-development of the brain and superpowers?Whatever—there's nothing important about shredding and recycling those boring scientific theories or something—it's not something important, and I don't have any ideas that I have to figure out, maybe one of my personalities does?Hey, if the main character said it was not there, delete it for me even if it was there!

(Ana: Tyrant.

Eve: ——What a pity.

Lucia: ...Those are fine, but are you sure you want to drag us to death? ! )

Bitch shut up.

Oh, dear readers, you know it's super tiring to bicker with a bunch of ducks every day, so most of the time, I don't want to respond to them at all, unless it's annoying to death.

(Mo Jun: You are going to die now.)

You also shut up.

...I am very proud of being alive with twelve people making noise every day.

In fact, as long as I let my mind be quiet for a while, I may become ten times more gentleman.

Although some personalities never speak, some personalities can speak up to a hundred.

(Eve: Seriously? Don't you realize that the one that counts a hundred is yourself?)

This is the privilege of the protagonist, and I believe readers will prefer the protagonist to speak, after all, do you really expect that any normal person will memorize a dozen names in one go after reading a novel?

(Lucia: I would, if the novel was interesting.)

Oh come on sweetheart, not everyone is as sweet and wonderful as you, and as a paranoid, you're not fucking normal at all.

07.

Where did the topic go?

Oh, I think this brain-damaged author must write novels in this way of '07.' because it can bring back the topic very well (she must not have thought that I can even pronounce '.' correctly), the pit of the author's brain About my age.

(Eve: Enough, not everyone likes metafiction.)

08.

I like looking in mirrors (but not because my brother is a narcissistic personality), but I don't like plural mirrors.

Only the mirror can remind me what I look like now, and once there are multiple mirrors, the secondary personalities will rush out and cannot be erased.

My sub-personality has a different look, because if I have the same face—even with a different expression—brother will unconsciously forget one or two, and the result of forgetting may be that these two personalities disappear and the energy returns to me This messy main personality made my brain explode until several personalities split out.

You have to know that my brother took so much effort to come up with a name, I almost don't know what my name is.

09.

Hey, to be honest, I don't want to do it anymore.

Oh, don't put on that surprised expression, I know you guessed it, because I didn't hear your refutation.

I will do an experiment in my head, if I just pretend to fall and fall into a pulp, will I be brain dead or will I lose my memory and go back to the time when I didn't want to die?

Brother didn't do what he wanted to do in this life at all—being involved in trying to survive, being involved in the blood that cannot be forgotten, being involved in the mess of pain-well, I know, the pain is all Mo Jun's pain.

Brother is a high-end liberal admirer.

Dude hates being restrained, even this physical restraint that only changes with my thoughts.

I can always feel that the other half of my soul is calling me, I believe that she is definitely not as dull as this world, and I will definitely jump up and beat my brother on the head because I went to find her so quickly.

oops, you found it.

I'm going to find my angel.

That angel who is arrogant and stubborn, cute and nagging, but also in love with brother.

10.

(Mo Jun: He can no longer hear us.)

(Eve: The younger sister controls one, and the identification is complete.)

(Lucia: ...I never knew her death hit him so hard.)

(Mo Jun: No way, anyone who asks him to raise his hand can remember that he killed his twin sister.)

(Ratt: Why don't you say that he cut off his own left arm and joined his sister's arm?)

(Ana: Abnormal.)

(Bechoni: Be good, don't laugh at yourself.)

(Mo Jun: The main character is really out of touch, I will leave it to you, Joshua.)

(Joshua: God bless.)

11.

The bewildered young man blinked, and then turned into a comprehensive firmness and calmness.

He looked at the eleven personalities reflected on the glass of the twelve windows. There was a mirror reflecting sunlight. Under the glare of the sunlight, the main personalities were sleeping with their eyes closed.

He glanced at the personalities with different appearances and costumes one by one. They were uncharacteristically silent at the same time, almost calmly sharing the fatigue and pain of the main character.

The reason why it is split into so many personalities is also because, no matter how terrible it is, the pain that can overwhelm a human being, if it is shared among many personalities, it will be powerless.

With his slowly calming heartbeat, the glass began to move downward, faster and faster.

God:

I look at these people;

Not all are good and beautiful;

But because existence is true,

And because this pain pleases you;

I pray to you to perpetuate this fragile life.

In his personality's eyes, it's a normal, crowded New York City, and someone spots him falling at high speed, points at him and screams.

It's just that all the screaming people turned into demons.

12.

People come from demons, faith makes people good, and people without faith will degenerate into demons.

Joshua couldn't help wanting to slay the demon and make the world clean.

He closed his eyes quietly, not wanting to look directly at the devil's distorted face.

Then he made a sign of the cross on his chest—but he didn't realize that he was just doing something against God.

May God bless his followers.

13.

He stopped before landing and disappeared from the sight of the crowd almost instantly.

At the same time, there was a passer-by in the crowd, as if he had been standing there, but he didn't stay with the crowd who were exclaiming and holding cellphone video recordings, but quickly lowered his eyes and left the crowd.

Oh, the damn unclean thing.

After his vision blurred for a while, he looked at the crowded streets of New York and was really at a loss.

(Mo Jun: Joshua, you are really not suitable to be in charge of the body. The master personality is awake.)

(Me: Uh, seriously - are you really not going to explain what I missed?)

(Sub-personalities: ShutUp!)

The author has something to say:

Me: Master personality, I like to call myself brother, real age is 23 (collapse degree 9), after amnesia is 16 (collapse degree 1), the shapeshifter is set from "Evil Force", and it will shed its skin when it looks like someone else, touch Silver items can burn.

Mo Jun: The personality that suppresses pain will come out for more than an hour when injured, and other personalities have no pain response to the injury (in fact, it will still hurt when the injury is still there, but you can’t feel it anymore), like smoking and alcohol , but only when one person smokes, extremely avoiding harm to others.The degree of collapse is 0.