Rebirth of the Merry Warrior

Chapter 50 Why bother

Shen Chengqian was still hesitating whether Long Chenyu would be at Zhaonu's place, but then remembered that Yun'er had mentioned to him that after Princess Zhaonu and Long Chenyu got a marriage gift from the Wuling King that day, they followed the Guijiang rules, each living in one place.Until the engagement ceremony, we will never see each other again.

In this way, it is also peace of mind.

Shen Chengqian left the residence, and went straight to the west building where Long Chenyu lived.

It took half an hour to walk from the wing room to the west building where Long Chenyu lived, and it was snowing again today, making it extremely difficult to walk.Shen Chengqian wrapped himself in a down jacket and walked against the wind and snow.When the wind and snow are the biggest, I can't wait to take one step forward and take two steps back.After walking like this for nearly an hour, he finally arrived at Long Chenyu's residence.

For some reason, compared with the place where I live, the West Building is more luxurious, but also more deserted.When I entered the yard, I didn't see anyone. I don't know where all the serving girls are.

Passing through the corridor, Shen Chengqian saw the door was closed tightly and the bolt was fastened on the inside from a long distance, as if no one was there.Even so, Shen Chengqian still knocked on the door vigorously.

Fingers clasped on the multicolored glass decorated on the door panel, stiff and cold.

Shen Chengqian knocked quietly for a while, but there was still no answer.He lowered his head and rubbed his hands, breathing hard to keep warm.Walking all the way, his hands were red from the cold, swollen and numb, as if they were about to crack and bleed out in an instant.

Shen Chengqian waited for a while, but there was still no response at all.

Oh, it seems that I came here by accident, but no one is there.

It's a waste of time to go, and after a while, I have to brave the wind and snow for an hour to go back.

Shen Chengqian sighed on the spot, put on the fox fur hood and prepared to leave.He has already stepped forward, but he still turns around unwillingly and takes a look.He just walked a few steps like this, but bumped into someone's arms unexpectedly.

Shen Chengqian was taken aback, and turned his head quickly. After seeing who was coming, he quickly lowered his head again, and muttered: "General..."

That person is Long Chenyu.

At this moment, he had just returned from outside the city, and the long shirt and jacket on his body were still covered with snow.The pitch-black hair was also dyed a little, and it was shining white.

Long Chenyu lowered his head slightly, looked at Shen Chengqian's pale face, and said softly, "Why did Mr. Shen come here?"

What a Mr. Shen.

The call was lukewarm.

Shen Chengqian only laughed at himself in his heart, he and Long Chenyu may have no past, no yesterday.

However, the entanglement in his heart never showed on his face, he just replied softly: "I have something to tell the general, that's why I came to the general."

"Really." Long Chenyu looked at him and smiled lightly. "Exactly, I also have something to ask Mr. Shen."

Shen Cheng's face blushed, his heart felt hot, and he lowered his head deeply.

Why is it like this, it is agreed to take advantage of the wine to come here to make a big fuss in the west building, accusing Long Chenyu of being unkind and unrighteous?

It's a pity that the energy of the hot wine seems to have been lost in the wind and snow.

At this moment, when he saw Long Chenyu, he didn't know what to say.

Long Chenyu untied the jacket on his body, put it on Shen Chengqian's body, and whispered in his ear: "It's freezing outside here, Mr. Shen, don't freeze your body, go inside first."

Shen Chengqian nodded, and followed Long Chenyu into the west building.

As soon as he entered the lobby, Shen Chengqian felt even more puzzled.It stands to reason that now Long Chenyu is the son-in-law of Guijiang, and his status is precious, why is there not half a maid around him to serve him.There is a pot of charcoal fire in the hall, but it has been extinguished. I don't know when it was put here.

But he didn't know that it was because of Long Chenyu's extremely uneasy mood that he never let those maids get close.

Yes, how can Long Chenyu feel at ease?When he came back from outside the city yesterday and today, he really learned from Lu Chun that he and Shen Chengqian should be close friends who lived and died together.

However, up to now, he doesn't remember Shen Chengqian at all.

This situation is too weird and terrifying.Even if it was him, Long Chenyu also felt a chill in his heart, and began to be afraid of everyone around him.

Who is not afraid.

The part that should have been full in my heart was suddenly dug out for some reason, leaving a bloody wound, neither itchy nor painful, only glaringly red there.

It felt dull, it would be better to let him feel the pain directly.

Long Chenyu asked Shen Chengqian to sit down at the table, and poured tea for him by himself.He took the teapot, but found that there was no water in the pot, so he had no choice but to give up.He walked to the table and sat down beside Shen Chengqian.

Shen Cheng didn't even raise his head, but said softly: "The general will now marry Princess Zhaonu and become the son-in-law of Guijiang. Shen has not had time to congratulate her in the future."

Long Chenyu only looked at him and said congratulations, but from Shen Cheng's shallow face, he couldn't see the slightest joy, only full of sadness and bitterness.

"Thank you Master Shen." Long Chenyu replied.

After saying this, there was another long silence between the two of them.

Later, Shen Chengqian broke the deadlock again and asked softly, "General...General, do you love Princess Zhaonu very much?"

Long Chenyu tilted his head, only said: "I don't know either."

Shen Chengqian didn't want him to answer like this, and was immediately taken aback: "How do you say that?"

"I like Zhao Nu, maybe I like it, but I also like it..." Long Chenyu said. "But that love is empty, it hangs in my heart, but it is unreal." He paused, and added: "It's like a dream, I don't even know if it's real."

When Shen Chengqian heard this, he frowned.

like a dream?

Could it be that what Long Chenyu meant was that Princess Zhaonu was the lover of his dreams, and now she was actually given a marriage by the Wu Ling King, so she was flattered and thought that her dream had come true?

Shen Chengqian lowered his head and did not speak.

In his heart, he only resented himself for being useless, if he agreed to grab it back, if he agreed to grab it back?Two days later, the man in front of me will become someone else's husband, even if that's the case, doesn't he care?

But he was terrified.

That night, that fatal knife in the small building seemed to really cut a gap between himself and Long Chenyu.

How not to be afraid?If it wasn't for the divine jade that Bai Yu bestowed upon him, he would have died in Long Chenyu's hands long ago, so there would be no today.

Shen Cheng lowered his head slightly and frowned.

But if he doesn't fight, he will have no chance.

Could it be that he really wants to surrender Long Chenyu to others?

He can't do it.

So, he took a deep breath, raised his head, looked at Long Chenyu, and said softly: "General."

"Ok?"

"I have something to say."

Long Chenyu squinted at him, with a half-smile: "Say."

"A long, long time ago, I was loved by someone, and then I was abandoned and deceived. And I myself was also sad and desperate."

"Because of that incident, I discovered that the deeper I love someone, the more difficult the sadness and sentimentality will be when that love turns into nothingness. Therefore, I would rather never fall in love with someone again."

"But later, the sky failed to fulfill my wish, and I met another person who made my heart fall in love."

"That person didn't like me at first, but he is a real gentleman. He is very responsible to people and the country. When I was confused, I followed his back, walking, walking..."

Shen Cheng paused, and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his sleeve.

"I never thought it would be such a happy thing that the person I like also likes me. I suddenly began to believe again, and prayed for myself with good intentions."

"However, God just didn't do what I wanted."

Shen Cheng lowered his head and said softly.

"When we finally drew such beautiful memories to recall and cherish, we suddenly discovered that there is nothing we used to do." He said. "There's nothing more to come."

Long Chenyu didn't say a word, just looked at him and listened quietly.

Shen Chengqian still lowered his eyes, and said in a trembling voice: "I don't know if I am too greedy. I am a sinner and want everything. But in the end, nothing belongs to me, and I still have nothing." No."

"If it was the previous incident, I still have memories to pay homage to. This time, I have nothing."

Long Chenyu frowned and looked at him for a while, then put his hand on his shoulder to comfort him.

However, as soon as he put his hand on it, Shen Chengqian cried even harder.

Crying and crying, his voice was thin and weak, trembling uncontrollably:

"If I had known this, I should have liked you less." Shen Cheng said shallowly. "If you know today, why should you be so close at the beginning, it will only make you sad."

Long Chenyu was suddenly stunned after hearing him say this.

In my mind, fragments passed one by one.

The beauty's night sickness, he obviously didn't want to worry about it, but for some reason, seeing that person's sad appearance made him so sad.

When the class teacher returns to court, he always quietly checks the appearance of the person beside him.On the vast plain, beauties ride horses, the beauty is so dazzling.

The fire burned Fenghua, and at that moment, he didn't even care about how many soldiers and horses he had lost.Even if the whole army was slaughtered, he didn't want that person to be hurt even a little bit.

The enemy camp feigned surrender, and the man single-handedly surrendered to Xuanyi for the sake of the overall situation.While he was in the camp, he almost broke his heart with worry.

At the end of the road, the man was imprisoned.He even wished to disobey the laws of heaven, disobey Dalun, disobey the court guidelines, and bear the eternal infamy of being disloyal and unfilial, just to save that person from going out.

One by one, one by one...

Long Chenyu, oh Long Chenyu, how could you have forgotten all of this?

How can you not remember who he is?

He is the person you once swore to yourself, to love him, and ignore him for the rest of your life.

Long Chenyu closed his eyes tightly, he suddenly felt something surging out of his heart and mind, the distance was as clear as before, but only a layer of window paper remained.

Just that last step.

However, at this moment, Long Chenyu couldn't hold back anymore, he stood up, pulled Shen Chengqian into his arms, lowered his head and bit his lip hard.

Yes, that's how it feels.

too familiar.

Even if that memory is lost for some reason, the body still remembers it honestly.

After the kiss, Shen Chengqian fell into Long Chenyu's arms, almost unable to utter a complete sentence.He hesitated, he didn't know if Long Chenyu remembered it.

Long Chenyu looked down at him, and said softly: "I still can't remember who you are."

Shen Chengqian lowered his head, before his eyes dimmed, he was kissed hard again.

"However, I have fallen in love with you again."

The author has something to say: This chapter is a sweet one!There is sugar at the end!