Deviance of Rebirth

"Are you okay?" Looking at Shi Junzuo's red-stained clothes and his indifferent face, Lai Jinsheng, who had been uneasy since receiving the call, finally put his mind back.

"It's okay, just bandage me up." Although his face was cold, Shi Junzuo's tone was gentle. Seeing the unconcealed concern in Lai Jinsheng's eyes, his heart warmed.

He sat straight on the sofa, and with a vigorous hand, he tore off his clothes.It doesn't look like someone who has just been stabbed by a knife.

Seeing this situation, Lai Jin smiled angrily.

The feelings I have been worrying about here for a long time are all vain!

I thought it was serious, but... Seeing the bloody and tender wound on Shi Junzuo's abdomen, for some reason, I suddenly felt that it would be better if the injury was a little bit worse!

But angry, Lai Jinsheng resigned himself to finding out the medical kit at home, resisted the idea of ​​strangling him and bandaged his wound. If you don't count the "inadvertent" poking of the wound, the action is still very It's crisp and neat, and it can be seen that it is often done.

"Where are the clothes?" Jun Zuo asked with a frown before Lai Jinsheng put down the bandage and looked at the lumpy clothes.

When he just came back, he planned to go directly to the hospital, but in the end Jun Zuo decided to come to Lai Jinsheng's house.Not for anything else but to prevent Shi Wuhe from seeing her injured self.

Looking at the righteous man, Lai Jinsheng felt powerless in his heart, and stood up resignedly, thinking that only you can move me like this in the belly of his heart.

Walking slowly to the door, he brought in those casually placed bags, and after throwing them to Shi Junzuo, Lai Jinsheng silently ran to the bar next door to pour himself a glass of red wine, and drank like bored.Meanwhile, Shi Junzuo changed his clothes neatly, without any clue that this was a person who had just been chopped off.

Neither of them spoke, except for the sound of clothes rubbing against people and bodies, the rest of the sounds disappeared.

turn around...

Maybe it's because the loneliness in his eyes is too deep, maybe it's because the night is too quiet, for some reason, Jun Zuo felt uncomfortable heart palpitations.

"Why didn't you bring him back?" With an indifferent face and an indifferent tone, but unfortunately, there was a hint of confusion and entanglement coming from the depths of those deep eyes, just like a child who doesn't know the world, innocent It's terrifying, but stubborn and incomprehensible.

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Gracefully shaking the cup in his hand, the appearance just now seemed to be subverted. Lai Jinsheng took a sip of the wine, tasting the unique bitterness in the wine, then put down the cup, and asked in a hoarse voice: "How do you bring it back?"

Looking at the bitter person, he opened his mouth, and Shi Junzuo found that he didn't know what to say.

Looking at the lonely and indescribable person, a trace of fear surfaced in my heart...

long time…………

"this life."

"Ah."

"Do you think maybe I should let go?" Shi Junzuo smiled bitterly, thinking of what happened these days, things that should have been certain seemed to have become less certain.

"Do whatever you want!" Lai Jinsheng, who looked confused, did not answer but said a meaningful sentence.

Lowering his hands, Shi Junzuo lowered his head, and his tight lips showed that he was thinking intensely now.

"I am leaving."

"Let's go, let's go.", waving his hand, Lai Jinsheng didn't care about Shi Junzuo any more, instead he concentrated all his energy on the wine, with a kind of arrogance that he was drunk this morning, but only he knew, This seems to be far-fetched, what kind of heart is there under the seemingly heroic appearance.

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"Xiao Yu, have you really decided?" Shen Lingling was already sitting in the ward just after dawn.

"Well, wouldn't it be nice to change to a new environment?" Shi Wuyu said with a relaxed face, thinking of meeting Li Gaoshan a few days ago, he had the idea of ​​living in a foreign country.

Originally thought that after the matter was decided, I would be more entangled and anxious, but the facts proved that after the matter was settled, Shi Wuhe felt relieved like a heavy burden.Thinking of those scenes in later generations, Shi Wu and his original anxiety were diluted several times. After all, although there are very few people going abroad now, will there be fewer people going abroad in the next few decades?Although I am useless, those years were not in vain. Even if I can't become a rich man, at least I can be a well-off man, right?Although the country to be mixed is the United States.Thinking of this, Shi Wuhe felt that his decision was too clear.

Looking at the relaxed person, Shen Lingling felt a little helpless. It is true to say so, but...

"Have you thought about Shi Junzuo? Do you think he can let you go, especially when you have his child with you?"

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"I will come back in five years.", Shi Junzuo's name is like a curse, Shi Wuhe feels uncomfortable every time he mentions this name.

A few days ago when Shi Wuhe woke up in the morning, he found such a letter on his pillow. Although there was no word on the white cover, Shi Wuyu knew that it was a letter left by Shi Junzuo.But why did he leave a letter?With indescribable emotions, he opened it tremblingly, but there were only a few short lines on the large piece of paper,

[Xiao Yu, I made a difficult decision after thinking for a long time yesterday—I can let you go now, but you must come back in five years, if you don’t come back, I will pick you up, don’t think you can escape That's it - Shi Junzuo]

Seeing Shi Wu and silence here, he knew that such a domineering tone was definitely written by Shi Junzuo.

And there are some faint handwritings on the text in other blank places - that's Shi Junzuo's handwriting.So Shi Wu and knew that Shi Junzuo wanted to tell him more than just a few dozen words on the paper... But so what?Although it was his plan for 5 years, he can leave now, can't he?Since this is the case, do you still care about other things?

Shen Lingling was very surprised, she was stunned for a long time before asking: "Your agreement? I thought that if you leave, you will never come back."

Hearing this, Shi Wuyu was not annoyed, but just asked indifferently: "He still can't do me to give up my country for him? Give up this place where I was born and raised?"

Shen Lingling raised her eyebrows, but she wisely didn't answer.

Shi Wuhe looked at his son who was about to wake up, and shook it gently. Seeing that he looked more and more like Shi Junzuo, the indescribable knot in Shi Wuhe's heart slowly disappeared.

"Xiaofu, Dad will take you to see the outside world. When you grow up, you won't be like Dad." The same ignorance, the same cowardice.After speaking, he gently kissed the child's immature eyelids that were still slightly closed.

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One month later - airport

A strange scene appeared in the noisy airport.

The two women and a young man holding a child were "talking" together, and the loud conversations from time to time were even more eye-catching.

"Look at this quality." A middle-aged man cast a contemptuous glance at the three people who looked like country bumpkins, and after he finished speaking disdainfully, he left in a hurry, as if he was insulting himself by staying for a moment longer.

But it is also true that airplanes are rare in this era, so for people to fly, it is a great thing.

Ordinary people don't step into the airport easily, not only because they don't need it, but also because they are timid, and feel that they are not as good as those who look like elite and rich people in the airport.So this kind of train-like parting scene is really a bit...

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Shen Lingling and Su Kong chatted with Shi Wuyu for the last time, and they didn't care what people passing by said.Especially Su Kong, in the face of other people's surprised eyes, he just hugged Shi Wu and burst into tears, with tears and snot flowing down his face.

"Xiao Yu, you still have to remember us when you get there." Su Kong couldn't help but feel sad when he thought that he would never see Shi Wuyu in the future. The sadness that was originally only a little bit was now tense, and his voice choked up. endlessly.

"Don't be so empty, I will write to you, and I will miss you too. Of course, Xiao Fu will miss you too."

"Da da da."

Wiping away his tears, Su Kong finally smiled when he saw the excited child turning his head around, but the reluctance in his heart became heavier and heavier.

"Then you remember to write to me, at least one letter per month, and I want my son's photo, don't forget, I also want..."

"Okay, okay, Xiaoyu is going to board the plane, Su Kong, you have said these words for countless times last night, and Xiaoyu knows everything that should be known." The air is gone, Shen Lingling said that having such a gay friend is really powerless, okay? ! ! ! !

"Aren't I anxious? I'm afraid he'll forget it." With his shoulders down, Su Kong stopped talking.In the end, he turned around unhappily and took out an envelope from his bag, handed it to Shi Wuyu, took a look at Shen Lingling calmly and said: "This is a letter written to you by me and your sister Lingling, you go to the United States You can take it when you want to read it, and if you want us, remember to write to us!"

The boarding announcement came again, Shi Wuhe knew that he had to go, so he did not pretend, nodded solemnly, hugged them a few times, and then said with firm eyes: "I know, I will always give you Write a letter." After speaking, he picked up Xiaofu and left slowly and firmly.

Looking at the back of him leaving, Su Kong couldn't help but shed tears again, but this time he was happy, happy that his younger brother was finally able to leave this place of right and wrong, but he was very worried in his heart, for fear that after he left here Being bullied in places you don't know.

Staring blankly at Shi Wuyu's back, Su Kong and Shen Lingling didn't leave until Shi Wuyu's back completely disappeared.

Before leaving, Shen Lingling's heart trembled, and she took a vigilant and unobtrusive glance at a place not far away. When she saw the person still standing behind the pillar, she felt relieved.In my heart, I felt that I deserved it, but after all, I couldn't help sighing when I saw the tightly grasping hand...

It's really... If I knew today, why did I do it at the beginning?

The author has something to say: Thank you for the dear friend who threw mine into me. I haven’t seen the lazy author again for a long time. Now it’s the final exam period, so the text is updated from time to time, and there are many uncertainties. The only thing that is certain is that the text will not cheat , will be completed in early July.