Deviance of Rebirth

Darkness enveloped the entire earth, and the sky was covered with dark clouds, covering the originally bright moon.

At the end of February, Nanjing was still under the control of the cold, and there were snowflakes floating in the dark sky, beautiful but freezing.But at the moment where the snowflakes fell were those houses with dim lights. The slight yellow added a little warmth and popularity to the lonely atmosphere.

But there is one place where the lights are bright and the room is fully heated, but the atmosphere is colder than the cold outside.

"Did anyone find it?", with blood-red eyes fixed on the subordinate who bowed his head in front of him, Shi Junzuo felt that he was on the verge of losing control.Why is everyone lying to themselves?Thinking of Li Na and his mother, Shi Junzuo finally couldn't help but smashed his hands on the table hard, and the powerful force made the teacup on the table make a "boom" sound.

When the people below saw Shi Junzuo in anger, their bodies trembled slightly in fear, and they smiled wryly at their own bad luck, that they would be sent to do such a thankless job.The timid person lowered his head and didn't even dare to take a sneak peek, but secretly begged him to let him leave quickly. This kind of low-pressure atmosphere is really unbearable.

"Ring, ring, ring...", the big brother on the table made a piercing ring, but the piercing sound seemed like a life-saver in the eyes of a person with his head down. When he heard the phone ring, his face The smile just stops, there is nothing wrong with me here, right?

really--

"You go down first. Check again. If you still can't find anything, you..." He glanced at him faintly. Shi Junzuo didn't finish his sentence, but the man seemed to know everything, shaking his head hard Lighted up, and then left under his gaze with one hand and one foot, not even daring to make a sound of footsteps.

Glancing at the phone that was still ringing in disgust, he used all his strength to control himself from dropping the phone.Ignoring the ear-piercing voice, picking up the report from his subordinates, his mind was moving at an unprecedented speed.

Without the help of those modern electronic communications, Shi Junzuo found out that Shi Wuyu had just gone to the imperial capital with great effort.But now that the imperial capital is about to be rummaged by him, and he still hasn't found any traces, Shi Junzuo will be a fool if he doesn't know that it is a cover-up.But it was too late to find someone again.

I went to the imperial capital personally, and found out that on the day he left, there were too many trains from the imperial capital to other places, there were more than a dozen places.Someone below mentioned a few places with high possibility for him, and he immediately sent people there, but he was afraid of missing other places, so he also sent people there, but not many people went there.

But several days passed, either there was no news, or when I went there excitedly, I found that the person was not him at all, and my mood changed from the anger I wanted to catch him and I must teach him a lesson His meal made him dare not leave again, and it became as long as he came back.

Shi Junzuo smiled wryly, and had to admit that he fell, this time he really fell, a little joke made by God, which made him carry it all his life.

"Boom..."

The door of the study room was opened, and there appeared two women that Shi Junzuo least wanted to see now—Li Na and Shi Mu.

As soon as she opened the door, Shi's mother saw her haggard son sitting on a chair in a daze with a photo, and her heart ached beyond measure.Looking at her son's blood-red eyes, at this moment, even she herself was not sure if what she did was really right.

"Junzuo, mother is here." Seeing her son ignoring her, Shi's mother sighed and walked straight to her son. When she saw the photo of the person in his son's hand, she felt a bit of resentment in her heart .So she didn't know that her son had developed disgust towards her, and she said in a dissatisfied tone: "Don't look at it, others don't like you, so don't continue to think about him. Mom helped you find one, okay?" Zhou Ziqing Softly coaxed.The person who never thought his son was serious spoke very lightly, but the contempt in his tone seemed so harsh at this moment.

It was so harsh that the originally quiet person suddenly reacted loudly.

"Pa...", these days the checks in his pockets had been dropped on the table, looking at Shimu who was worried about him, he couldn't make the move to throw things on her body.

Raising his head, Shi Junzuo's eyes, which had been standing still, suddenly became active. There were too many emotions in his eyes, but they erupted like a quiet volcano, which was unbearable.

"Did he leave by himself? Mom, did you tell me that he left by himself?", Shi Junzuo asked angrily, and Shi Junzuo slammed his fist in front of Shimu, staring at her angrily. Like an outbreak.

But it was true, Shi Junzuo knew that his mother had always favored him, and although she could not accept what she did, she could barely understand it.Thinking of his mother's love and care for the past 19 years, he endured it, even if it was so painful that he wanted to die, he endured it, and endured it so that he would not hurt her.But what about now?Shi Junzuo didn't understand why his mother would say things that hurt him like nothing happened, he really didn't understand.

After being stunned for a long time, when she came back to her senses, the mother looked sadly at the little son she had been favoring since childhood.Her eyes were full of disbelief, she tremblingly picked up the check and glanced at it, the corners of her mouth slowly pulled out to reveal a sneer.

"What do you want to say? Do you want to say that I forced him away?" Zhou Ziqing has never been so embarrassed, being questioned by his son?She never thought that holding that check, she smiled, but her eyes were so sad.

"Isn't it? You dare to say that you have never come to my place, and you have never forced him to leave." After saying these words, a sneer rose from the corner of Shi Junzuo's mouth. The anxious person these days finally broke with his mother calming mask.

"You, you...", I did force him, but Zhou Ziqing felt wronged by his son, why did he do it?Not for you?Thinking of being misunderstood by her son, Zhou Ziqing wanted to explain, but looking at his mocking eyes, she didn't know where to start.

Looking around in a daze, when she caught sight of the meaningful Li Na, Shi's mother got angry, pointed at the door and yelled at her: "Go out, we mother and son are talking, what are you doing here, an outsider? "Although the tone was blunt, it was still full of aristocratic temperament.

Li Na was taken aback, but under Shi Mu's gaze, she had to leave reluctantly.

"Hehe!", looking at the obedient person who walked out, Shi Junzuo let out a creepy laugh impatiently.

"That's how you are. If it doesn't suit you, you'll make it work until it suits you." Looking at Li Na, Shi Junzuo's eyes turned cold.

"It's so hard that mother is such a person in your heart?", said in disbelief, is this really the son I have spoiled for more than ten years?Zhou Ziqing's heart was sour, and tears almost came out of her eyes.

"It's just a plaything, is it worth you to treat your mother like this? Could it be that in your heart, your mother is no better than a plaything of yours?" Now facing Shi Wuyu, Shi's mother lost even the previous goodwill, and her words were both inside and outside. is a mockery of a plaything.

"A plaything? A plaything?" Shi Junzuo immediately stood up, facing Shi Mu with a wooden face, and said silently and absently: "The plaything you are talking about is still pregnant with my child, your grandson, Your first grandson, he's not a plaything, he's my wife. He's my wife!" Having said that, there was a sad smile on his pale face.The man who muttered to himself looked so vulnerable at the moment.

As if hearing something funny, Shimu couldn't help laughing, with tears streaming down her face: "Your wife? Do you think anyone will think she is your wife? Will your father agree? Does your grandfather agree? He can't be your wife, it's impossible. Your wife can only be a normal person, and our family can't marry such a person." After speaking, Zhou Ziqing wiped the tears from his face, hugged his son, and put the The child who was crying silently hugged him, just like he was unhappy when he was a child, then touched his head, and whispered in his ear: "Jun Zuo, don't be self-willed, it's fine for him to leave, otherwise, your father Even my mother doesn't know what your grandpa will do. Our family can't afford such a person, and we can't afford such a child. Just be good, listen to your mother, marry Li Na, and forget about it. Forget this person, okay? Okay?" Touching her son's emaciated body, thinking of what happened during this period, Shi's mother couldn't help sobbing in a low voice, begging the person in her arms to forget this person and return to her to "The Right Way".

"No, I won't give up, Mom, I can find him, I will definitely find him, can you help me, can you help me?" The man with dim eyes that suddenly brightened held his mother tightly, It's like a drowning man clinging to the last straw.Now I am too weak to fight with my father and grandfather, but my mother can!My mother can, as long as my mother helps me, I can be with him.People who don't want to face reality are still dreaming that their mother can help them.At this moment, Jun Zuo thought: as long as his mother is willing to help, he can forget what she has done, and he can do anything for her.

but--

Pulling away her son's hand, Shi's mother shook her head. She knew that her son, who seemed strong, would hit her husband and father-in-law with an egg, so she showed weakness to herself when she knew she was the culprit who forced that person away.She looked distressed...but—more than anyone else, she hoped that her son could be separated from that person, forever, so that her son could be a normal person instead of a mental illness in the eyes of others.But she completely forgot that the person who was forced to separate might hate her for the rest of her life.

Seeing the person who walked away without mercy, Shi Junzuo let out a "haha" laugh like crazy, waved his body, and everything that could be smashed in the study was smashed to the ground.

Finally tired, he collapsed on the ground, unconsciously making a "hehe" sound, but he was laughing at himself in his heart.

Shi Junzuo, you are an incompetent person, what do you have left in the home you left?Hahaha?What's left?What capital do you have to fight against your family members, what capital do you have to protect your lover, hahaha...

He closed his eyes and stretched out his arms to cover them, but tears kept flowing along with the laughter.But at this moment, the faith in his heart became stronger and stronger, until it took root in his heart and became his demon for the rest of his life.

One day I will become a person so strong that no one can shake the things I care about... At that time, no one can take away anything from me...

The author has something to say: Maybe many people will say that the small attack in this chapter is weak, but this is the beginning of his growth. Only after experiencing this can he grow up quickly later

ps: In fact, it is understandable for Shi Mu. Homosexuality was legally a mental illness in those days, and they were still a military and political family, so they couldn't bear it.