Deviance of Rebirth

Revisiting the Spring Festival Gala in 90, Shi Wuyu discovered that there were so many familiar faces.Li Yuling and Song Zuying who sang "Love Song of Muye" and "Little Back Basket", Zhao Benshan who performed the skit "Blind Date", and Shi Wu and the most impressive Li Guyi, the old lady who sang "Big Bowl of Tea".But the current Li Guyi is not an old lady, but a woman in her 40s who dresses "fashionably".

Having seen so many things in later generations, from Shi Wu's and the present's point of view, everyone's attire in the current Spring Festival Gala is so rustic.The simple stage, the make-up and clothes full of the atmosphere of the times are not beautiful in the eyes of Shi Wuyu, and even the songs they sing and the small screen they are performing are not necessarily modern. In this way, he also has to admit that the current Spring Festival Gala is the real Spring Festival Gala, a program that is expected by all Chinese people.Unlike later generations, the Spring Festival Gala has become a formality. Everyone born in the 90s knows the Spring Festival Gala, but when they actually watch the Spring Festival Gala, they feel that the Spring Festival Gala is good, but so few.

There were only three people sitting in front of a large color TV that was extravagant compared to others - Shi Wuyu, Ou Yu and Fang Zhiqiang.The lively program on TV is in stark contrast to the indifference in reality.All three watched the exciting program quietly, and no one made any noise.The three of them seem to be focused, but in fact, except for Shi Wu and the other two, they will cast their eyes on him from time to time.

After crying that day, Shi Wuhe pretended to be nonchalant, his cheerful attitude was the same as usual, but his red and swollen eyes could not deceive others.

Seeing Shi Wu's red and swollen eyes, Ou Yu and Fang Zhiqiang didn't ask anything, let him breathe a sigh of relief and at the same time let him have no chance to speak out all the words he had prepared.

One day, no, it was just half a day when Shi Wuyu thought about many, many things.Including what I have thought about and what I have never thought about.But whatever it was, the conclusion he came to was nothing more than those few words—not suitable.Yes, not suitable, no matter how he and Shi Junzuo looked at it, no matter in which aspect, he, or outsiders, never felt that they were suitable and equal.And he also knew that Shi Junzuo had never put himself in an equal position with him. To him, he was like an accessory, an accessory that belonged to him alone, so he had those Only when you act as you like will you feel that you don't need to do anything, as long as you stay at home and wait for him to come back is the only thing you should do, hehehe.

And like this time, doesn't it really mean that's what he thinks? …Seeing how pitiful he was, he decided to stay with him for the new year, but when it was time to stay, he waved away, without any reason, without any explanation, just because he liked it.Simply because he likes it!

Have you considered how I feel?Shi Junzuo.

"Hehe.", staring at the TV, but Shi Wuyu's heart didn't know where to go, and the "hehe" laughter appeared in the eyes of outsiders, for the fun of the Spring Festival Gala. , but the three people present knew that this was not the case.

Ou Yu and Fang Zhiqiang looked at each other worriedly. They were worried about Shi Wuyu in each other's eyes. Since yesterday, they found that Shi Wuyu's attitude had changed. Although their attitude towards them had not changed, they just knew , it’s a feeling—a distinct feeling.

"Xiao Yu, look at that Li Guyi's singing is really good." Ou Yu sighed as he watched Li Guyi on TV.But a discerning person can tell that Ou Yu is looking for something to say. Fortunately, Shi Wuyu didn't see Ou Yu's expression, thinking that Ou Yu was just expressing his opinion to himself, so he also smiled at him. He nodded and said in agreement: "Yes, I also think she sings well. I have heard so many people sing the song Big Bowl of Tea, but I still think she sings the best."

"Ah?" Hearing Shi Wuyu's words, Ou Yu was obviously taken aback, thinking distressedly: Have so many people sung this song?Why don't you have any impression?

"If you like to listen to her singing, there seems to be another song led by her at the end." After thinking about it for a while, Shi Wuyu said not particularly sure.After all, this era has been a long time ago for him, and Shi Wuyu basically doesn't remember many things. He can still remember this Spring Festival Gala program because this is the first time he watched the complete Spring Festival Gala, so this Spring Festival Gala can be in his memory. leave a clearer impression.

"Wow, Xiao and you are so good, how do you know what will be on the show, we all don't know." Ou Yu exclaimed.

"I guessed it." Shi Wuhe came back to his senses when he heard this sentence, and smiled awkwardly.I didn't pay attention to revealing my secrets for a while, but now no one really knows what will happen in the Spring Festival Gala.

Just finished speaking here, Fang Zhiqiang started questioning again.

"Xiao Yu, you..." Under Shi Wuyu's strong request, Fang Zhiqiang began to call him Xiao Yu instead of Young Master Yu. This may be due to the role of the title, or something else, Fang Zhi Qiang felt more and more that he and Shi Wuyu were friends, so Fang Zhiqiang saw Shi Wuyu deliberately not even mentioning Shi Junzuo, and he thought he should do something.As a friend, he originally wanted to persuade him to think about it.After all, in his opinion, these two people have affection for each other, and it would be a pity to break up due to some external reasons, especially when there is a child between the two of them.

But when he opened his mouth, Fang Zhiqiang shut up unconsciously when he saw Shi Wu and his eyes that were still a little red and swollen.With a long sigh, he thought to himself: Let’s pass a few days, it’s the Chinese New Year now, don’t make everyone feel bad, it’s going to be a bad year...

"What's wrong?" Shi Wu raised his eyebrows with a lively expression.But... In Ou Yu's eyes, Shi Wuyu was too active, and looked distorted.As if deliberately using such an attitude to cover up something.

"It's okay, I was just now, I just wanted to ask when are we going to set off firecrackers?" Fang Zhiqiang said, listening to the sound of firecrackers coming from a distance.

It is still half an hour before midnight. In this northern city, many people’s firecrackers are not set off on time in the early morning. Many people will be earlier, because everyone thinks that if their home is early, they will be able to snatch their blessings first. Go to your own home, so that your home will be a blessed family in the coming year.

Of course, there are quite a few people with this idea, so just after 11:[-], many people started to set off firecrackers.

"Well, that's fine. I'll go. While the number of people released is still relatively small, go out earlier to release not so much soot." Shi Wuyu felt that this plan was feasible, so he got up and went to the utility room.

Ou Yu and Fang Zhiqiang watched the people walking towards the utility room and quickly stopped them.

"Wherever you are needed, I'll do it." Fang Zhiqiang left before Shi Wuhe could react.

"You, stop messing around, how can you mess around with such a big belly?" Ou Yu looked at this ignorant person with a headache.

Looking at the silent person, Ou Yu continued, "Hey..., you have to keep a close eye on this in your belly, I still want to be your child's godfather in the future!" After speaking, he stretched out his hand and tried to touch it. Shi Wuyu's belly.

But at this moment, Shi Wuyu shrank back abruptly, covered his stomach with both hands, avoiding Ou Yu's hand stretched towards him.A look of unnaturalness flashed across his eyes.

After Ou Yu lost his hand, he picked up Shi Wu and the melon seed husks that had fallen beside him and put them in the small basin on the table for melon seed husks.Then she smiled at him indifferently, as if what happened just now hadn't happened at all, and an invisible embarrassment was resolved.

Outside

Fang Zhiqiang took out the biggest firecracker, quickly ignited the ignition wire and ran in. The quick action brought in some soot that had been staying outside obediently, and then "crack...crack...crack... La la..." The voices of Duju and firecrackers came in.

Covering his ears, looking at Ou Yu who was also covering his ears and Fang Zhiqiang who put his hands on Ou Yu's ears tightly and ignored him, Shi Wuhe felt a deep sense of loss in his heart, that sense of loss Once again, it dilutes the taste of the year that has become light in his heart.

The loudest roar of "Boom..." seemed to be replaying in my ears, and the strong smell of sulfur scrambled in.

The program on TV hadn't finished yet, and the three of them sat down again, but at this moment, their hearts were no longer here.

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"Ring Ling Ling..."

"Hi, hello! Who am I looking for?", the phone was right next to Ou Yu, and when the phone rang, Ou Yu quickly picked it up, thinking it was Shi Junzuo who was looking for Shi Wuyu, who would have known...

"Xiao Yu, your friend is looking for a girl..." Ou Yu glanced at Shi Wuyu accusingly.

"Thank you."

After receiving the phone from Ou Yu, Shi Wuyu was still wondering who it was that happened to call as soon as 12 o'clock arrived.

"Hey"

"Happy New Year", Su Kong's joyful voice came from the phone.

"Isn't it a surprise? I must be the first to tell you Happy New Year, hahahaha...".

Hearing Su Kong's laughter, Shi Wuhe's eyes suddenly became moist for some reason.Even he didn't know that his tone had changed unknowingly, becoming—choked up.

"Well, I really didn't expect that."

"Xiao Yu? What's the matter with you?" Su Kong asked sharply and cautiously when he heard something was wrong in Shi Wuhe's voice.

"I have a cold, my voice is a bit hoarse, cough cough..." After finishing speaking, Shi Wuyu coughed lightly to show that what he said was true.

"Really?" Su Kong was still dubious when he heard Shi Wuyu say this.

"Well, by the way, happy new year to you too, why did you call me so early? I really didn't expect it."

"Really? I..."

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"Jun Zuo, come here quickly, what are you doing standing in front of the phone?"

Since Shi Junzuo came back this afternoon, Shi's father has always treated him with eyes instead of eyes and nose. If it wasn't because of Shi's mother, Shi Junzuo would probably be scolded by Shi's father on New Year's Eve.

"Got it, come here." With a cold face, Shi Junzuo put down the phone with a bad expression, his heart was heavy like the sky outside, with a thick layer of haze floating.

Why the phone is always disconnected, Shi Wu and... What are you doing?Clenching his hands tightly, the veins on Shi Junzuo's hands were exposed.

作者有话要说：zhan851126扔了一个地雷投掷时间:2014-02-2818:37:21谢谢亲亲的地雷！！如果我记得没错的话，亲亲已经是第三次投雷了，真是太破费了~~~~~~

I'm such a speed scumbag. At the same time, my friend coded 2 chapters and I haven't finished one chapter. I really... I don't want to say it, my face is full of tears! ! QQ