Deviance of Rebirth

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During this period of time at home, Shi Wuhe cultivated well. After many days, he ate and slept, slept and ate.And maybe it's because of the "credit" of grandpa's persuasion.During this period of time, Duan Jianguo has been more polite to Shi Wuyu.Every time they meet, even if they are in a bad mood, they will give him a twitching smile, although he doesn't want it at all.The most important thing is that Duan Jianguo finally did not make a "night visit" similar to the previous few days.

But it wasn't in vain that he recuperated during this time.Observing Shi Wuyu carefully, he knew more clearly that he was not taken seriously by the father and son.

It is actually very simple to see how a person treats himself.If a person just says how he likes himself and loves himself, then it is actually very fake.In real life, those elders usually don't express their love for the younger generation, or they rarely speak out.They are more reflected in the little things in daily life.

No matter whether Shi Wu and Cheng admit it or not.Although he seems to have a faint sense of arrogance and inaccessibility, it is actually just a manifestation of his inferiority complex.Although he didn't show any particular cowardice and autism, he lived in this world with an organ that didn't belong to him, and he didn't dare to have any intimate contact with anyone, so he could only hide in his own place every time. The small world is envious of those who are friends and companions, and get along with others without any grievances.

He has no friends because of his health, so he can only focus on his textbooks, so even though he is younger than others, he still has such good grades.It is the first case in the small town where he lives that one can get into Nanjing University.

Looking at his uncle on weekdays, Shi Wuyu felt faintly uneasy and irritable because of his grandpa's pretentiousness.According to his understanding, his grandfather is not a character who is easy to fool, but a very tolerant person who endures humiliation to achieve his goals.Otherwise, as a half-landlord, he wouldn't be alive ten years later.

Thinking of this, Shi Wu smiled wryly.

Ten years j□j?Before this distaste for being different from Chinese people, the grown-up Shi Wuyu was actually grateful for this incident.Shi Wuyu felt that his grandpa didn't like him since he was a child, even though he didn't show it clearly, even though he was much better than other grandpas who treated their grandchildren "hardly", Shi Wuyu always felt that his grandpa didn't like him my own.

In the past, he always thought that it was because he was not good enough, but now he realized that it was not that he was not good enough, but that he was just a grandson.How can a grandfather who is inherently patriarchal care about the child born to his daughter, especially when the child is still so special, or "incomplete".

Since this period of time, whenever the night is quiet, Shi Wuyu can't help but think: If he was not born in 1974, would he not be able to live to grow up safely?

The period from May 1966 to October 5 was the darkest period in Chinese politics.I don't know how many people have been denounced and killed in the ten years of j□j.Abolishing feudalism and opposing superstition were the most basic creeds during this period.During this period of time, no one dared to believe in superstition and engage in feudal activities.If you do this, it will be a rhythm of being criticized.

As a "rich peasant" who was a half-landlord, Mr. Duan somehow escaped criticism, but he still inevitably married his daughter to a generation of poor peasants.Only in this way can he really catch his breath.

But it didn't take long to catch his breath. When he was told in 1974 that his daughter had given birth to a monster who was neither male nor female, Mr. Duan was shocked. The first thing he did was to block the news.

Society opposes feudal superstition, so intersex people are not monsters, but a scientific existence, and they are only caused by certain scientific reasons.So he can't panic, and he can't say it out loud. If he shows a little panic, it may make people say feudal superstition.So he didn't want people to know about it, and he didn't want to leave a handle on people.So except for my own children and wife, no one else knew the truth that the child of my daughter was an intersex person.And no matter how much old man Duan hated, he couldn't show it at all during that special period, but had to show a kind of love.

After all, didn't the great leader j□j say: "Believe in science and oppose feudal superstition." Therefore, the person who should have been regarded as a monster was safe under the escort of his grandma and grandpa's "escort" I have spent 16 spring, summer, autumn and winter.

Shi Wuyu's head turned round and round, the truth of his thoughts and the truth of the facts were basically the same.The only difference is that he didn't know that there was another doctor who knew about it back then, and this doctor was an old doctor who had studied abroad.He once said that maybe when the child grows up, he can have surgery to correct it.But that requires a lot of money.So this is also an important reason why everyone has a more lenient attitude towards him.

Of course Shi Wuyu didn't know what happened in the past, he thought a lot these days, now he only knows how stupid he was before.What is so obvious is that I just can't see it.Or maybe I don't want to understand it.

"Knock knock knock."

The door was opened immediately after the knock sounded.Now it’s no different than later, in some small places, the elders don’t need the younger generation’s permission to enter the younger generation’s room, they just open the door and come in. This practice of knocking on the door before opening the door can be regarded as very respectful for children.

"Uncle?" Frowning, Shi Wuhe looked at Duan Jianguo, originally he thought it would be his grandfather who came in.But it was his uncle?When did his uncle learn to knock?He is confused.

"Little tree! Are you much better now? Uncle will take you to see the world!" Rubbing his hands, Duan Jianguo said with a hint of flattery in his eyes.

"Uncle, I'm better now, I don't want to go out."Hongmen Banquet?Shi Wuyu expressed that he is not interested at all, why hasn't he seen the real age of 39 years old?Besides, the things of the 90s are really—too backward for him!And...he didn't feel that Duan Jianghui had any kindness towards him at all.

"How can this work? Uncle will take you to the bar to have fun, and it will be a celebration of your admission to university." Duan Jianguo suddenly became anxious. If Xiaoshu didn't go, how would he get him drunk? Then he "persuaded" him to spend the money Give it to yourself for safekeeping temporarily?

"Uncle, I just finished the exam, how do you know I will be admitted to university?".Shi Wuyu asked indifferently.

"Of course I know that my little tree will definitely go to college. Let's celebrate it in advance now!" Duan Jianguo, who was swallowed, waited for a glance at Shi Wuyu before smirking, but his hands moved. Just drag people away.

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"Hurry up, Xiaoshu. Hurry up." After struggling to find a place to park his bicycle, Duan Jianguo grabbed his nephew and walked quickly towards the bar.

At this time, Shi Wuyu was still suffering.Revisiting the bumpy feeling of a bicycle, he only felt strange.

He really completely forgot that in this day and age, the main means of transportation is the bicycle.And in the town where he lived since he was a child, bicycles are still a good show-off, after all, not everyone has them.

Enduring the bumps along the way, after getting down, Shi Wuyu felt that his ass/ass was not his own anymore, and his entire ass/ass was numb.And the strong bumps were a bit irritating to him whose head was just new.So when Duan Jianguo stopped and pulled him away, he didn't feel it at all.

"Uncle, slow down, I'm a little dizzy." Touching his head, Shi Wu said uncomfortably.He was really dizzy, so dizzy that he felt like he had a concussion from sitting on a bicycle.

"Why are you so good at it? Haven't done anything yet? Just dizzy?".Hearing what his nephew said, Duan Jianguo was a little bit wrong. This nephew was much more delicate when he got sick.Even if the quilt is a little dirty, he has to wash it by himself, if it is not... Duan Jianguo is even more depressed when he thinks about it.Why do you have to do these things yourself after your nephew is sick?This is usually done by Mazi and Xiaoshu.

So at this time, he thought of Shi Wuyu.His tone softened a bit, and then he said, "Then let me rub it for you?" As he spoke, he was about to put his hand on his temple.

Stretching out his hand to block it, Shi Wuhe was actually quite puzzled in his heart when he looked at his uncle who was different from usual, but he didn't show it.Taking a deep breath, looking at Duan Jianguo, he said lightly, "No need, just walk slowly. You walked too fast just now."

That's right, this person walked too fast, as if he was afraid that the bar would suddenly disappear.

In fact, it is true to say that there are not many bars now!The better the environment, the less.Although the bar Duan Jianguo chose today is small, the flow of people is particularly large.If you go late, you may not be able to squeeze in.That's why he was so anxious.

To a large extent, he brought his nephew to the bar today because he wanted to go too.After all, it is not easy for him to come to the county center next door!And this bar is a rarity these days.After all, the bar craze only started in Shanghai in early 88.As for the area outside of Shanghai, it has only just developed.

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It is not like the noisy bar of later generations, nor the quiet bar of later generations.People these days are very playful, but it is obvious that these people are simple and simple, which is the characteristic of the times.

A small facade, but some gorgeous decorations.The lights flickering in the night, it can be seen that this is a place that young people yearn for.

And when he walked in, Shi Wuyu was even more surprised by the interior decoration.The decoration of this bar is more inclined to the foreign bars of this period.It doesn't have the earthy feeling of domestic bars.The most important thing is - even now, in Shi Wuyu's view, this bar will be barely noticeable in the future.

"How is it? Is it good enough?" Duan Jianguo looked at Shi Wuyu's face that couldn't hide his surprise, and said with a little pride, as if he opened the store.

"Well, it's pretty good." It's pretty good, maybe because it's not the time yet, there aren't many people here.The whole bar seemed relatively quiet.Only people in twos and threes gathered at the bar drinking wine.

"Of course, this is my choice! Come on, Xiaoshu. Uncle treats you to a drink. You don't have to be polite to him." After speaking, regardless of Shi Wuyu's objections, Duan Jianguo pulled him over forcefully, and called the bartender to give him a drink immediately. My nephew brought a glass of spirits.He had no scruples at all. It was his first time drinking alcohol.