Deviance of Rebirth

To stay or not to stay?

Walking on the school road as if his soul were separated from his body, the beauty of the campus could not enter his head no matter what.

Because his mind has been filled with those two bars.

When he got two bars in the toilet yesterday, he refused to believe it. He tried it again and again, until he used up all the pregnancy tests he bought, and then slipped and fell in the toilet, looking away, alone. Digesting the news that terrified him.

What should I do?In the end how to do?

After living for more than 30 years, he felt that the difficulty of the problem he encountered this time was unbelievably difficult.He likes children, he likes them very much, he likes them very much, that's why he loved the child who was not his so much in his previous life.He longed to have his own child, very longing, very longing, that's why in his previous life he kept silent when he knew his wife was cheating, thinking that he could give the child a complete family and create the illusion that their family was happy.

But why an illusion is called an illusion is because it cannot withstand being touched.It's like a dreamy and wonderful bubble, as long as you touch it with your hand, the bubble will burst.

So no matter how careful he was in his previous life, and how he tried to be perfect for the sake of his child, the result was—the bubble burst.But after the bubble of this representative child burst, he hid his desire for children with indifference.

Eager to have his own blood, but it doesn't mean he accepts that this child came out of his stomach!

Although he also has female organs, he never imagined that he could conceive or have children.

But now this cruel reality is in front of his eyes, and a difficult decision is waiting for him to complete.

When she knew that she was pregnant with this child, Shi Wuhe's first reaction was to remove the monster in her stomach, so that no one would know her secret.

But when he put his hand on his stomach, calmed down, and felt a weak heartbeat in his body besides his own, he knew—it was bad.The pulsation of blood thicker than water made him unable to stop his heart.

But... can I keep him?Can?

"Hey, Xiao Yu, so you are here! Are you interested in picking up your sister Lingling with Sister Su?", walking on the school road leading to the school gate, Su Kong hurried.Because Shen Lingling is coming back today, she has nothing to do today and plans to pick up Shen Lingling's train.

Coincidentally, when Su Kong was about to leave the school gate, he saw Shi Wu and Shenyou who were regarded as his younger brothers approaching.So she shouted excitedly, and even the sideways glances of others could not weaken her volume in the slightest.

"Are you going out? If you don't, can you get out of the way?" The crowded school gate, when students are eating after class, no matter how big it is, it will be regarded as small.And Su Kong, who stood in the middle but didn't move, undoubtedly became a "rock" blocking the way, which was a bit annoying.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Su Kong apologized awkwardly, then walked against the flow of people towards Shi Wuyu.

"Xiao Yu, Xiao Yu, did you hear that? Did you hear that?" The latter sentence, did you hear it, was just a roar, so Shi Wuyu had to hear it.

There was a haze on his face full of preoccupations, and he had just escaped from his own thoughts, and he hadn't fully entered the situation yet, with a look of entanglement and grief.

And it just so happened that what Su Kong saw was the face that was about to end the world.

What's going on here?Su Kong's heart skipped a beat.

"Is Miss Su okay?"

"Uh... to pick up your sister Lingling." After hesitating for a while, Su Kong said truthfully that he originally wanted to find someone to accompany him, so it would be good to have a companion on the road.But... Seeing Shi Wuyu's expression now, Su Kong was even more worried about him.

"Well, Sister Su, be careful, I'm leaving." After the sleepwalking person finished saying be careful, he walked towards the artificial lake in the school lonely.The way he didn't look at the road made Su Kong, who was watching Shi Wuhe behind him, tremble with fear.

After standing still for a few seconds, Su Kong tugged at his hair, but finally took a deep breath - and ran away.

Forget it, I owe you in my previous life.

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"Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu, watch the road!" While speaking, a bicycle hit Shi Wuyu, and Shi Wuyu fell to the ground.

Su Kong was in a hurry and ran over in a hurry.

He lifted up the person on the ground, looked at Shi Wuhe who was on the ground holding his stomach with his hands.Su Kong suddenly became anxious, thinking that the child had hurt his stomach.

"Did Xiaoyu hurt his stomach? Will it hurt now? Sister Su will take you to the infirmary." After speaking, the anxious Su Kong forgot about the perpetrator who hadn't left yet.Under the astonished gaze of the perpetrator next to him, he squatted down and picked up the princess who was on the ground.

"I'm fine, Sister Su, let me down." Not daring to pounce hard, Shi Wuhe saw himself being picked up by a princess, and she was such a quiet looking girl, at that second, his face turned red instantly.

"Don't quarrel, if you quarrel again, I'll throw you down." Su Kong, who turned into a strange woman, completely ignored Shi Wuyu's cry, and looked at the person who was still thumping on him and said he was going to come down, wishing he could grow a few more hands That's good.

"This classmate, your brother should be fine, you don't have to be so nervous." The perpetrator looked at Su Kong with a serious face, and the boy in his arms, and looked at him pleadingly at himself, As if hearing his invisible call for help, he persuaded Su Kong.

"It's none of your business, I haven't settled with you yet! If it weren't for you, my brother would have fallen down?" Looking at the big boy who just spoke with disdain, he was surprised to find that the man turned out to be a famous scholar in the school. stay.

"You bookworm, what are you doing here if you don't read your book?" Su Kong gave him a sideways glance and left.

And the person who was called a nerd was stunned for a while, as if he didn't expect to be called a nerd in person.After all, many people who called him a nerd behind his back would not say that in front of him.

j□j shoulder, glanced discouragedly at the strange girl who was walking away, and stood in a daze looking at her back.

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After fluttering for several times, it still couldn't open, Shi Wu and simply didn't struggle.

"What's wrong with you?" Su Kong rarely put down Shen Lingling, and stroked Shi Wuyu's hair like a big sister.There was deep love and indelible worry in his eyes.

"Didn't you say you were going to pick up Sister Lingling?"

"I'm not going, it's strange that I can leave with peace of mind seeing you." Sighing, Su Kong spoke the truth.

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"I'm sorry.", apologizing habitually, Shi Wu lowered his head.

Su Kong looked at the soft hair of the person in front of him and a cute shallow swirl on the hair, and couldn't help but reach out and rub it.

"What is there to apologize for?"

"I prevented you from going...".

"Xiao Yu, this has nothing to do with you. I decided not to go by myself."

"But……."

Seeing the person who still wanted to argue, Su Kong couldn't help but sigh.This Xiaohe seems to be very confident on the surface, but only those who really know him know that he is actually very inferior.

"No but, Xiao Yu, why are you so inferior?"

"self-abasement?"

"Yes, low self-esteem. Although you look very independent and confident. But I feel that you always have a deep sense of inferiority complex in your heart. Can you tell me why?" Taking a deep breath, Su Kong decided to come be honest.

Because I am different from you!Every single one of you is better than me.At least no one will treat you as a monster, you will have your own lover, your own family, but you have nothing, no matter what you do.

The hidden secret in my heart is something I can't tell in my life.lifetime

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"Susu, do you think there will be men who give birth to children in this world?" Without calling sister, Shi Wu and Su Kong wanted to understand that they are in the same position as her now, they are friends, not Siblings.

Raising his eyebrows, Su Kong who heard the question smiled: "Why not?".

Looking at the person who didn't seem to be joking, Shi Wuyu didn't expect such a result, he was stunned, and after a long time he found his own voice and said: "But, don't you think it's strange?" The tone was astringent With a hint of sarcasm.

"Why is it strange? There is nothing in this world? So its existence naturally has its meaning." Swinging his legs and looking at the sky, Su Kong answered seriously.

"Existence is truth?" Shi Wuyu was confused.

"Yes. And no matter what, since the child has come to this world, the parents have to take responsibility. Even if this mother is a special "mother." Su Kong's eyes were deep, and there was a burst of dazzling light in his eyes of light.

Turning his head, Su Kong looked at Shi Wuyu, and said in a very pious tone: "Do you know why I chose obstetrics and gynecology under so much pressure? I think life is a very sacred thing. So whenever I think that I can safely bring little lives to this world in the future, that kind of satisfaction cannot be measured by other things at all.”

Responsible?sacred?life?

If you love him, shouldn't you give birth to him, and let him live in pain like yourself in the strange eyes of others.

Shi Wuhe, who completely misunderstood other people's intentions, clenched his fists and made a decision in his heart, enduring his heartache!

I'm sorry kid...