Deviance of Rebirth

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Ever since he knew the truth, Shi Wuyu didn't know what kind of attitude he should use to face these two "close" people.

He is angry, he is excited, but the reality tells him that no matter whether he is angry or excited, these are luxury things for him now.

Facing the increasingly weird little aunt, Shi Wuhe could only resist with silence.Doing his own thing silently, silently treating himself as a transparent person, that kind of humble mentality makes him feel that the less people notice him, the better.

He knew he was cowardly, he dared not resist, he dared not speak up.He could only silently downplay his own existence.But what else could he do?Nothing.He can't speak up, can't tell others, because he has no friends, even if he tells others, will others believe it?

When he was alone, he repeatedly asked himself, is it necessary to stay in such a home?But if you don't stay here, where can you go?

I don't have any friends, and my relatives treat me so badly.Thinking of this, Shi Wuyu sighed melancholy, and suddenly felt a feeling of "the world is so big, but there is no place for him".

Sitting at the door, Shi Wuhe looked at the scene of people coming and going outside, feeling a deep sense of envy in his heart.Since they sent their aunt away yesterday, Shi Wuyu has been observing the things outside.

"Hello, is this Shi Wuhe's home?" A man in green postman clothes looked at Shi Wuhe sitting at the door and asked politely.

He also came yesterday, but found that the family was not there, so he returned.When he saw someone again today, he secretly gave a sigh of relief.Looking at the things in my hands, I felt a lot of envy.This thing is the admission notice!Looking at the big "Nanjing University" on it, he didn't know how many times he touched it before sending it off.I kept feeling in my heart that this man named Shi Wuyu is really amazing!This is a college student in the future, and it is such a famous university.This time it is really a glory of the ancestors, how can anyone in this small town pass such a famous university!

"Well, I'm Shi Wuyu, what's the matter?" Shi Wuyu stood up, opened the half-hidden door, and asked politely and unfamiliarly.The immature face was full of confusion.

Looking at the child in front of him, the courier was surprised. This child is underage, right?This is too powerful...!

"Oh, that's right, congratulations, future college students, your notification letter has arrived. You are amazing, this is Nanjing University!", the postman congratulated with a smile on his face, and praised without hesitation.Seeing the dazed expression on the handsome little face of the child in front of him when he heard what he said, he couldn't help reaching out and stroking his hair.

"You are really amazing, you can be admitted to a famous university at such a young age, much better than my son who is incompetent."Originally, he was very proud of his son. With his son's grades, he would definitely be able to go to a junior college.Others are very envious of me!But now that he saw the notice from a famous university, he had to sigh: "I am really short-sighted."

"Work hard!" The courier handed him the things and then left. He turned around before riding his bicycle and gave him an encouraging smile.Then he waved his hand and left.

Seeing the postman walking away, Shi Wuhe realized it.Looking at the very familiar notice in his hand complicatedly, the feeling of ecstatic happiness at the beginning has long been lost in his heart.Some are just a touch of blandness and a little bit of true feeling.

It's different from the envy of everyone in this small town that he can be admitted to a prestigious university.He knew exactly what he was learning.He chose history as his major.The history major of Nanjing University is definitely one of the best in China.Shi Wuyu also applied for this major because he likes history.The admission score for this major is very high, and those who can get in needless to say are those who are good at the college entrance examination.This major has produced many celebrities, so many people go for this fame, but Shi Wu is not.

But when he graduated, he found that it was really difficult to study history.In addition to doing research or being a history teacher, or eating the food of the country.It is more difficult for people who work and study history to get a job than ordinary majors.

In 1990, the cost of studying was actually quite low. At this time, the country only charged a symbolic 200 yuan for higher education tuition fees, but it was in 1996 that the tuition fees really started to increase. After 1996, the tuition fees have been increasing every year.

But this era also has difficulties. In this era, the admission rate of universities is too low, and many people will go to technical secondary schools.So college students are very precious and rare.

Shi Wu caught up with the good times when college tuition fees were low.His four-year university fee from 1990 to 1994 was about 200 per year.And for him, the food cost is less than 100 yuan a month.

But... Thinking of the expenses in the university, Shi Wuyu's eyes dimmed.

In his previous life, he foolishly gave money to Duan Jianguo.The results of it?As Duan Jianguo said, he will pay the tuition fees after he is admitted to university.But?When I got out, I paid 200 yuan for the tuition fee for the freshman year and 300 yuan for my own living expenses, and I haven't given any money since then.

During the four years of university, Shi Wuyu started his part-time job basically from the moment he entered the school.

I am as tired as a cow every day, but what I eat is pickled vegetables and steamed buns.Think twice about eating meat.But now?Shi Wuyu felt that he would not be so stupid anymore. When he came back from his freshman year vacation, his uncle seemed to be afraid that he would take money from him. When he saw him coming back, his whole face changed.

Because of a lot of part-time jobs, he became able to observe people's faces, and it was also because of this that he realized that he was so stupid.Before he came back from his freshman year, he never felt that money was such an important thing, but since that time, he has changed his mind.It turns out that money is really a good thing, it can make a huge difference in people!

Wanting to go to the previous life, looking at the admission notice, Shi Wu and smiled, he has a way to get away from them.That kind of thing, just stay outside and not come back.Since they think so much that they won't come back, let's go by themselves, which is good for everyone.

After making up his mind, Shi Wuhe finally let go of the things that he thought were too important in his previous life.

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at night

Shi Wuyu told them that he was admitted to university.As he expected, everyone's expressions were complicated.

It was a mixture of shock and pride and ambivalence.

"Xiaoshu, you said you were admitted to Nanjing University?" Duan Chunsheng said hesitantly, with a little doubt in his tone.

"Well, that's what I applied for when I applied for volunteering." Holding the job bowl, Shi Wuyu picked up a piece of green vegetables and put them in his mouth.

"Xiao Shu, how could you pass the exam? It's not a fake, is it?" Duan Jianguo yelled loudly, but then he was glared at by Duan Chunsheng.After being stared at, Duan Jianguo sneered, and Shi Shi, however a little annoyed, picked the meat from the dish to eat.

"Little tree, what do you want to do then?"

"I want to go to school." Putting down the chopsticks, he lowered his head and pondered for a while, then Shi Wuhe raised his head with longing in his eyes.Looking at Grandpa Duan's eyes, there was a trace of unspeakable fear and uneasiness and a desire for university.

When Duan Chunsheng saw this look in his eyes, a faint apology welled up in his heart.And looking at the few slices of green vegetables in his grandson's bowl and the meat in his son's bowl, the old man Duan who had been partial to the end also blushed a little, and personally put a piece of braised pork in his bowl.

"Eat, don't always eat vegetables, you look so thin."

Shi Wuhe was very surprised in his heart, but accepted it obediently on the surface.The filial man also gave the old man a piece of meat, the old man nodded and ate it.

There was no more voice at the dinner table. Everyone was eating their own dinner, but each had their own thoughts.

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"Xiaoshu, what do you think?" After dinner, old man Duan brought up the old story again.He looked at the grandson he didn't like with a conflicted expression.

"Grandpa, I like reading very much, and I want to go to study." Hearing Duan Chunsheng's words, Shi Wuyu became anxious, as if he was afraid that he would not let him go, and said hastily.But on closer inspection, what appeared in his eyes was not anxiety but ridicule.

"Xiaoshu, grandpa didn't say he wouldn't let you go, but..."

"Grandpa, didn't my parents give grandma the money, and then grandma saved it and gave it to me in the end? Although I am still young, I don't need you to worry about it. I know you are afraid of me being young and reluctant to bear me, but you don't have to I can't bear it, I'll be fine

of. ", as if suddenly realized, Shi Wuyu said so reluctantly, as if his grandpa was worried about himself because he was too young. He couldn't refute, and he even said that the money given by his grandma was It was saved by my parents for my grandma.

Duan Chunsheng was speechless, and he didn't know what to say.This grandson really looks good on him, who doesn't envy him who knows about this now, there is a college student in his family!Thinking of this and seeing Shi Wuhe's kindness to me before, my heart softened after all...

That's all, that's all!Just give him the money, as long as he can study hard and make himself look good.After reading the book, I will not be filial to myself, then there will be more... .Thinking of this, Duan Chunsheng smiled, looking at his grandson in front of him, thinking that he would graduate immediately!

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Back in the room, Shi Wuhe breathed a sigh of relief, it was really hard to pretend just now, but finally he can leave.

Thinking of the old man's gaze just now, Shi Wuyu felt very funny.Of course he knew what the old man was planning, but would he do what he wanted now?Thinking of how they treated him with his aunt who had already left, Shi Wuyu felt that he would be "disappeared".