Deviance of Rebirth

Rebirth

"This child is seriously injured... Be careful... Take good care of it... It's possible... There's no way...".

In a daze, Shi Wuhe heard a voice that was completely unfamiliar to him.Then he was rudely helped up and poured a large bowl of bitter Chinese medicine.

"What are you doing? Don't you look at it? Look at it, it's all over the place. You don't need to come, go away quickly." The old and eager voice said to Shi Wu And the ear rings.The concern and distress in those words made Shi Wuyu, who was still in a daze, shed tears.

Seeing Shi Wuyu's tears, the old man became more anxious and his voice became louder.

"If you don't want to, I won't force you, just give me a seat." You can tell that the old man is not a very good-tempered person after hearing these words.

"Dad, am I feeding the little tree? Don't get angry, and don't get angry again later." With a nonchalant tone, you can tell how careless he is about what he is doing now.

who is it?

Lying weak all over, he only felt hot and cold all over his body, and his dizzy head couldn't last long at all.He soon fell into a deep sleep involuntarily with doubts, and also missed the unfriendly discussion between the father and son about himself.

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"Little tree, little tree." The old and distressed voice sounded in Shi Wuyu's ear again.

Opening his dry eyes with difficulty, he saw an old man standing beside the bed, looking at him distressedly.

"Grandpa?"

Shi Wu was stunned.

"You child, why do you believe what people say? You even ran to fight with Li Xiaopang." The old man looked at this grandson who was so well-behaved that he looked more like a girl than a boy.How could he have never imagined that he, who has always been weak, would be so bold, dare to fight with the neighbor's chubby and win?

Thinking of this, the old man finally looked at Shi Wuyu with a little unaffected relief.I sighed in my heart: It really is my boy, even if I have "one" more thing than other boys, I am still my boy!With this courage, I have the demeanor of my year.

Shi Wu was stunned.fight?Li Xiaopang?Isn't this 23 years ago?

As a person who is so silent and inferior that he wishes he was the only one in this world, Shi Wuyu's only experience that can be called "brave" is that he fought with Li Xiaopang from the next door when he was 16 years old and not long after the college entrance examination, and he even won.

What happened 23 years ago...the young grandpa who was kind to me...fighted...injured...

Shi Wuhe tentatively opened his hands, and what he saw was a pair of tender hands.No matter how you look at it, the owner of those hands will not be the 39-year-old Shi Wuyu.Especially when he saw a deep glass scratch on his palm, Shi Wuyu was completely stunned, the scratch had obviously been worn away.

No matter how he imagined it, he never thought that such an unreasonable thing would happen to him, let alone... he didn't want to live at all...

His dazed look made the old man standing beside him uncontrollably worried. Looking at the bandages on the child's head, he couldn't help but feel rejoicing in his heart.

fortunately!Fortunately, Lao Li found out quickly, otherwise...

Thinking of seeing his grandson lying motionless on the hospital bed when he went to the hospital, as if blending with the white sheets, he couldn't help but feel lucky.If something happened to my grandson, how should I face my wife!

"Xiaoshu, don't do this next time, you scared grandpa." Duan Chunsheng stretched out his hand to touch his head, but when he saw Shi Wu and the bandage on his head, he took his hand back.Instead, he patted the quilt on his body.

"Dad, don't worry about Xiaoshu, are you okay? Hurry up! Xiaoshu is awake." A man came into the room and said impatiently to Duan Chunsheng who had been nagging.

Shi Wuhe took a closer look, although he looked smaller than the man with a beer belly in his memory, but...he was very sure that this was his little uncle Duan Jianguo.

"Okay, you don't need to rush. Take a good look at your nephew. I'll be back tonight. If I find that Xiaoshu has lost a hair, you will know how it feels."Duan Chunsheng changed his kindness towards Shi Wuyu, and shouted at Duan Jianguo full of air.

Then he turned around and said to Shi Wuyu in a gentle tone: "Xiaoshu, if you have something to do, call your uncle, that's right. If he ignores you, come back and tell me, and I will beat him to death."After saying this, Duan Chunsheng turned his head and glared at his son who was still babbling, before walking out reluctantly.

"Hmph, you little villain, you'll make trouble for us." Duan Jianguo, who was 30 years old and still unmarried, didn't even have that fake smile just now after Mr. Duan left.Directly facing Shi Wuyu on the bed, there was a burst of cynicism.I still blame my sister in my heart.How could such a "monster" be born, and even have the face to send it home, so that parents can raise it for nothing.The most infuriating thing is... I don't know what kind of soup this monster has fed the mother, and the mother left him 5000 yuan before she died.

5000 yuan!Thinking of this, Duan Jianguo's heart aches.The money should have belonged to me, but now it is distributed to this kid, how should I calculate it?Thinking of this, Duan Jianguo, who didn't want to see him in the first place, didn't want to see him even more.But because of his mother's words and other people's eyes, he can't drive him away for the time being.

Glaring at him bitterly, Duan Jianguo didn't care about his injury at all, and went out to meet those cronies on his own.

Seeing Duan Jianguo's white eyes, Shi Wuyu had a sense of reality at this moment. That kind grandpa was so strange that he thought it was an illusion.

hehe!Shi Wuhe stared at the simple ceiling that was only painted with white lime, his eyes were dull.

Why can't I just die?You can't even kill yourself by drinking pesticides.

Shi Wuhe laughed at himself, does this mean that even God doesn't want to accept him?His eyes darkened, and there was a deep melancholy in his eyes that didn't match his current age.

The moment he made up his mind to commit suicide was so easy for him.The severe abdominal pain at the moment of drinking the pesticide gave him a sense of relief.

I thought that my life of failure and mistakes could finally be freed, and I could finally let go of those things that made me miserable.But now...?

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"Little tree, little tree." Just as Shi Wuyu was being tormented in his heart, a little boy's cautious voice came from the window—immature but eager.

Shi Wuyu turned his head and was surprised to see that boy's face was like a palette.There are traces of bruises everywhere.

"What are you doing, don't you know me?" The boy yelled, his attitude was not good.

But when he saw his pale face later, he felt a little guilty, but pretended to be fierce and said: "Why are you looking at me like that. I didn't hit you, Fatty Li did it.".Looking at the man lying on the bed without speaking, with a bandage on his head, the little boy Zhou Da was frightened.The tone became fierce, just to hide the fear in his heart.

"Who are you?" Frowning, looking at the little boy who was struggling to grab the burglar sticks on the window, he had a faint sense of familiarity, but—he really didn't know who he was .

"You really don't know who I am?" Zhou Da's eyes widened, feeling very scared in his heart.

Then, he suddenly looked around like a thief, until he was very sure that there was no one in his house, stepped on the window on the first floor, and then jumped down, making a "bang".

This abrupt approach frightened Shi Wuyu, he knew very well that his room was on the second floor.

But when I listened quietly, I found that there was a slight sound of running behind the landing, and the child yelled loudly while running: "Shi Wuhe has become a fool, fat brother, come quickly!".

Hearing this sentence and the trembling voice, even if Shi Wuyu didn't see his face, he could still imagine his panicked expression in his mind.

This baby is so cute!Shi Wuyu finally showed his first smile since crossing 2 worlds.

But then, his smile faded again.

child?yes!child.Thinking of the child, Shi Wuhe felt hatred in his heart.I foolishly raised other people's children as my sweetheart for so many years, what happened?Everything is purposeful deception.

Stretching out his hand, he looked at the scar on his hand that was scratched by the deep glass.Shi Wuhe cried, crying uncontrollably.He never cried after knowing the truth.He never felt like a woman, even when it came to owning women's things.And as a man he couldn't bring himself to cry.

So after his grandma passed away, Shi Wuyu never cried again, no matter how hard he endured, he never shed a single tear.Because he always remembers that he promised his grandma that he would spend the rest of his life smiling and find a partner who doesn't dislike him.

but now……

I'm sorry, grandma.I'm really sorry, I may have to break my promise, I don't want to find my partner... I don't want to...

Shi Wuhe looked at the void with a wry smile, and apologized to the person who loved him the most and who he loved the most in this old house full of memories.