[The Twilight Saga·Carlyle] Hidden God

Edward has forgotten how he helped Carlisle carry out a series of first aid measures for his little brother. ——All he remembered was Edmund's paler face and Carlisle's desperate expression as if he had been deprived of his soul.

When he silently opened the door to the basement and faced the questioning eyes of his other family members, he suddenly felt sad and about to cry. This was almost the first time he had been a vampire for so many years.

Edward stood in the living room and hesitated for a long time before announcing the bad news to his family members word by word.

"I'm sorry, Carlisle and I tried our best. - Ed he... left."

Esme's eyes widened when she heard the words, and she sat down on the sofa with her hands covering her mouth as if she was exhausted. There was a rapid and painful gasp in her throat; Alice whimpered and turned around, hugging her tightly. Jasper's strong waist; Rosalie suddenly crushed her mobile phone, before throwing away the deformed metal, she quickly ran to the stairs, and smashed open the void in the basement with a "bang". The hidden iron gate.

"It's not April Fool's Day, Edward Cullen!!!"—she wanted to see the boy smile at her, and then turn around and beat Edward hard.

And Emmett, the vampire who always liked to bicker with Edmund, stood there for a few seconds, then suddenly pushed open the French window and ran out.Almost a second later, everyone heard the growl of an irritated bear coming from the open space.

"Come at me if you have the ability!!!"

"Come at me!!!"

"coward!!!"

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"Wait, Rosalie! Don't—" Edward immediately ran after her along the steps, grabbing the blond beauty's arm.

Rosalie ignored the vampire behind her and looked straight at Carlisle in the room. ——A second later, she quickly covered her mouth, gasped and let out a sobbing sound, her mind was almost blank.

The boy who was hugged tightly by Carlisle lay on the vampire's shoulder as if he was in a deep sleep, and the slightly long black hair fell softly on his forehead, which was illuminated by the light. Shows up as a small patch of darker shade at the ends. ——His expression was so serene, as if he would open his eyes and put his arms around Carlisle's neck in the next second to ask him what time it is and when he can eat.

But they all knew it was impossible. —Edmund Cullen has left.

They couldn't hear the boy's breathing and heartbeat, but they could clearly smell the breath of death on each other. ——Edmund's originally fair cheeks had lost the moisture of blood and turned into an unsightly off-white, and his skin was almost transparent by the light above his head.He closed his eyes unconsciously, his right hand was hanging down from Carlisle's knee, gradually losing his body temperature as a human being.

Rosalie and Edward stood quietly at the door of the basement, looking at the handsome "young" blond vampire, suddenly felt an irresistible suffocation (even though they didn't have to breathe), just like the surrounding air At the same time as the boy died, he was also withdrawn from here.

After an unknown amount of time, Carlisle, who was as stiff as a statue, finally moved. ——He slowly stretched out his right hand, held Edmund's blood-stained wrist, and then pulled up the palm that was still warm and gently pressed it against his cheek.

This was a very common action, but at this moment, it was like a silver needle piercing the vampire's heart fiercely.

"Ed, don't sleep." The blond vampire leaned down and put his lips next to the ear of the man in his arms and said clearly and slowly, "...Don't sleep, get up. ——I'll take you to the plane How about Finland? I remember you said before that you really want to see the unique white aurora."

Rosalie and Edward looked at each other, and then looked away.

"... Carlisle," Edward said sadly, "don't you—"

But Carlisle Cullen couldn't hear at all. ——All his current experiences are on his partner, other things, not even the end of the world, can take away his attention.

"Ed, can you wake up?" Carlisle begged softly as if there was no one else around. ——His arm on the boy's shoulder kept shaking, trying to wake up the sleepy guy, "I know you can hear. ——Don't sleep, please don't sleep again!"

Because the fingertips were pulled away, Edmund's hand lost its support. It fell from the blond vampire's cheek, and hit Carlisle's knee with a "slap", causing a lot of echoes.

"Don't treat me like this... You promised me, Ed.——You promised me, Edmund Cullen." Carlisle closed his eyes in pain, and his voice had lost his previous calm, "Please Please... don't leave me alone..."

He had spent more than 300 years waiting for this blue-eyed boy, but the other party had only been with him for 5 years. ——Whether it is the days without him or the days of losing him in the future, it will be far greater than the days of really having him.

Is this God joking with him?

Why must Edmund be taken from him?Why exactly?

Carlisle looked at the other party who always hugged the book and stuck to him because he couldn't resist the charm of the vampire; he watched the other party curl up in the warm quilt because he was afraid of the cold, and at the same time firmly stretched out a small hand tightly Holding his cold fingers; watching the other party jump up from the ground and throwing himself into his arms and kissing his cheek; watching his partner grow from a little boy whose head reached his waist to a proud, handsome lad...

He wanted to see his partner by his side all his life, smiling happily at him, and in the end, he could only watch Edmund lie in his arms and stop breathing. ——The pair of blue [God Hidden] cat eyes that were as brilliant as the Milky Way opened suddenly in the last few seconds of his life, looking at his face quietly, and then he seemed to have lost his power support. The light tube went out like a snap and never came back on.

He suddenly remembered what the boy said in Jinlunga four years ago——

"If one day I die, can you please not forget me?"

[How could it be forgotten?My dear boy, will you tell me how to forget? 】——Carlisle tightened his hand around Edmund's waist, closed his eyes and tried hard to control his emotions.He was almost shaking with grief.

His boy was dead, gone, gone forever, and he barely had the right to cry now. ——It felt as uncomfortable as a can of chili powder stuffed into his eyes and nose, and his heart hurt so badly that he almost tore his whole body apart.But the tears just couldn't fall.Because he is a creature that does not age, dies, beats or bleeds.

He is a vampire.

A unique vampire doctor who has lived for more than 300 years.

But in the end, he couldn't even keep his own boy.

How ironic.

Carlisle lowered his head, no one could see his expression clearly.

They could only see the blond vampire leaning down and put his lips close to the boy's ear, and hear the blond vampire's low, choked voice—

"what should I do?"

【Without you, what should I do? 】

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The heavy rain in Fox was falling, and the bean-sized raindrops kept hitting the branches, the ground and the river in the distance.

The big tree where the third-line squirrel sneaked into Edmund's balcony was inhabited, because of heavy rain and perennial pests, it could not withstand the collapse and fell down. ——So it lost its homeland, so it could only run here pitifully all the way, "crawling for a long distance".

This little squirrel, who was a little dazed by the heavy rain, stood in a relatively dry place on the inner side of the balcony and shook its short fur before looking around.

Then, it saw a blond man lying on the railing.

Carlisle Cullen stood on the balcony of Edmund's room and quietly looked at the forest not far away, seemingly completely unaware of this little "uninvited guest". ——This blond vampire has been standing here for a long time, maybe two days?three days? ——Carlisle felt that he seemed to have lost his memory.

He folded his hands on the wet railing, allowing the rain to fall from the sky and hit him hard, leaving streaks of transparent water stains on that perfect cheek.

He really wanted it to be tears if he could.

The pain after losing his partner made this handsome vampire extremely insensitive to the changes in the surrounding things, and even Edward didn't know when he appeared behind him.

"Carlisle." Edward opened the glass door and walked to his father's side, and glanced at the squirrel that had been scared away by it. "We should go hunting."

"...You guys go." Carlisle replied softly, "I don't want to leave Ed too far."

Edward pursed his lips, showing a sad expression.

"sorry."

"what?"

"If I hadn't brought Bella into this...Ed wouldn't have...I think you should see that tape. It's on—well, sorry! If it wasn't because of Bella—"

"Stop talking, Edward." Carlisle closed his eyes and interrupted Edward's words. ——The silver railing in his palm has been slightly deformed by him, and there was a sharp rubbing sound, "Please stop talking..."

The bronze short-haired vampire immediately shut his mouth and looked at his parents worriedly. ——He could feel Carlisle's feeling at this moment.

Sadness, pain, confusion, regret, self-defeating.He even knew that buried beneath these emotions belonged to the individual outpouring of Carlisle Cullen.

Carlisle thought about leaving with his partner when Edmund died.But this thought only existed for a few minutes, and then he forcibly killed it.

Yes, because Carlisle is the pillar of the entire Karen family, so he can't do such a selfish thing. —he couldn't leave the "children" alone with Esme.Even if they would understand, he wouldn't do it.

"We can convert the basement into a freezer and freeze Ed's body." Edward hesitated for a while before saying, "In this way, he can always be with you. ——To some extent."

Carlisle sighed, wiping the rain off his face with his hand.

"Come on, Carlisle," Edward said, "come hunt with us.—You can't starve yourself to death, and Ed certainly doesn't want to see you like this."

"Ed—would like me to be with him." Carlisle took off his soaked coat and threw it on the ground, "because he knew it would be worse if I didn't.—Go hunting, I Go to the basement."

Edward stood on the balcony with his mouth half-opened watching the blond vampire disappear in front of him, but he still didn't speak in the end.

He watched his grown-up little brother die for saving his partner, and his normally sensible parent nearly went mad with grief. —what could be more painful to him than this?

It's all his fault. ——If he hadn't sent that ridiculous message to Edmund...

The author has something to say: This is today's update~~~

Cough cough, it was supposed to be Friday, but it happened to turn on the computer tonight, so let’s change it hahahaha, although the time is a bit late~~~

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