[The Twilight Saga·Carlyle] Hidden God

Edmund didn't know that this was the first time he had suffered from insomnia. ——Since he "kissed" Carlisle uncontrollably that day, everything about him seemed to have changed.

The boy became afraid to look Carlisle in the eye, afraid to be alone with him, afraid to explain to Rosalie what was going on, and even afraid to go home.

He only remembered staring at Carlisle's face at that time, lamenting that the other person was perfect like an angel, and then he lowered his head and kissed him as if possessed by a demon.

what on earth is it! ! !

Edmund sat on his four-poster bed and tore his hair violently, his mind too cluttered to think. ——He spent the past few days like a walking dead, wandering around the school, wandering around the town, wandering around in the woods, wandering around in his room...

"Asshole...I want to sleep." The boy moaned softly as he buried his head in the dry and warm blanket. "Hiss... my head hurts."

It seemed his body was already protesting from not getting enough rest for so long.

"...Carlisle, why Carlisle." Edmund huddled and murmured, holding his head, "Can't I dream of others?"

Why has Carlisle been the object of his recent dreams [absolutely must disappear]? !Obviously, when I had that kind of dream before, I couldn't see the other person's face clearly at all! ! !

For God's sake, he really doesn't have paternalism! ! !Of course not gay! ! ! ——Otherwise he must have been with Alexander from the very beginning! ! !hateful! ! !Those weird dreams made him dare not sleep at all! ! !

"Even if it's Emmett in the dream!" The boy threw off the quilt abruptly, clenched his fists and said to himself.

The heavy rain outside the window "crashed" and had no intention of stopping.

Edmund pursed his lips, and silently replaced Carlisle with Emmett in his mind——

"Forget it...it's not as good as Carlisle."

The boy, who was frightened by the picture in his mind, lowered his head, angrily tugged at the sheet under him, and finally chose to sneak out of bed and sit by the window to play with the computer.

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With a "squeak", the door of the boy's room was gently pushed open by a long white hand. —Edmund shuddered, and immediately jumped up from the ground.Seems to be planning to jump into bed before the other party sees him.

"Ed, what are you doing? Why aren't you sleeping?" Carlisle frowned as he watched the boy cross the middle of the room and quickly get under the covers. ——But no matter how fast he was, Dr. Karen, who was a vampire, could still see him clearly. "Don't hide, I've seen it all."

"Cough...I just surfed the net for a while...I'm going to sleep now." Edmund stuck out his tongue, and then covered the quilt over his head. "That... you can go out now."

Carlisle was silent for a while before closing the door with the handle, walked into the room and sat next to the boy. ——the latter sniffled, and moved to the other side indistinctly.

"Cough, Carlisle, I'm going to bed, you'd better—"

"Esme asked me if I had a quarrel with you." Carlisle lay on his side next to Edmund, pulled off the quilt covering the boy's head almost effortlessly, and stared at the pair's shining eyes seriously. Eye. "You have hardly spoken to me these days.—Can I know why? You know, I don't want to ask Edward, because I would rather let you tell me yourself."

Edmund's eyes wandered for a moment, but he didn't answer.

"I think I'm innocent, Edmund. - Can you stop rejecting me like this?" Carlisle lowered his head and said softly, almost begging, "Don't be like this..."

"I didn't!" The boy trembled when he heard the words, and replied almost reflexively, "I didn't reject you! You didn't do anything wrong! I'm just... a little... a little rebellious recently?"

"Rebellious." Carlisle repeated, seeming to find the word funny, "I thought you wouldn't have a rebellious period."

"Cough... I should have it."

"You don't need to hide anything from me." The blond vampire said softly, "Especially when I'm still a relevant person. ——No matter what happens, I will understand you."

Edmund turned over and leaned against Carlisle's arm, closing his eyes and snorting. ——The latter immediately stretched out his other hand and pulled the quilt over.

"...I dreamed of you." The boy said in a low voice while grabbing the other party's cuff. —he didn't want anyone other than Carlisle and Edward (although it was out of his control) to know about it, it was a shame.

"Yeah." Carlisle nodded. "You dreamed of me."

"Ahem... I dreamed that we were... kissing." Edmund said dryly, blushing. "Well—in a big bed. And then..."

He couldn't go on. ——But fortunately, the other party clearly understood what he meant, which made him really relieved.

The boy was not sure what Carlisle's attitude would be, because the other party remained silent after hearing what he said, without even a little bit of surprise or embarrassment, as if he just said something normal same thing.

So Edmund could only pretend that he had suddenly taken a fancy to playing with his fingers. ——He was pinching his knuckles while carefully observing Carlisle's reaction.

"I guessed a lot, but I didn't expect you to reject me because of this matter."

"...I said it's not exclusion."

"Ed, have you ever thought about why?" Carlisle said softly.

"Why? Is there a reason for this kind of thing?" Isn't it just a normal physiological reaction?

Carlisle laughed, and raised his hand to caress the reddish pinnae of the other party.

"Your reaction... can you not be so weird?" The boy fended off the vampire's fingers and looked at him with a frown. "Don't ordinary people feel...disgusted after hearing this? You have to hide your obscenity or something..."

"Am I an ordinary person?" Carlisle asked back, raising his left eyebrow.

"Oh, yes. I forgot, you are not an ordinary 'human', you are a vampire." Edmund rubbed his temples. —Damn it, it's starting to hurt again. "Your way of thinking is always different from that of humans."

"It's not that the way of thinking is different, it's just that certain things about humans are less unacceptable to us, whatever it is. So I guess it's not as serious as you think. — At least I It’s not disgusting, or embarrassing.”

"...I don't understand."

"You don't have to understand it." Carlisle pulled away the boy's hand, pressed his fingertips on the other's temple, and rubbed it lightly, "In short, you have to know, in my opinion, this is not at all It's nothing. I won't take it to heart, and I won't alienate you for this reason."

"And what if it happens to Edward?—if he dreams too?"

The vampire paused for a few seconds, then moved his hand away.

"I will also express my understanding," Carlisle said softly.

"Oh... sorry."

"Why are you apologizing?"

"You can accept it, but it doesn't mean I can accept it. ——Although I will become a vampire in the near future, I am still a human being." Edmund said dryly, "I dreamed that I was with my father... … Cough, so I think that if I am not under too much mental stress recently, then I have a psychological problem. In short, I have violated the most basic ethics of modern human beings.”

"Human ethics... yes. But I want to remind you, Ed." Carlisle pulled the boy's cheek and forced him to look into his eyes, "You are not my own."

"Pfft——" Edmund narrowed his eyes, thumped the mattress under him, and burst into tears with laughter.

"what happened?"

"Cough... I was just thinking..." the boy rubbed his eyes and said out of breath with a smile, "Leave aside your time as a human... now you... can you? Uh—I mean... are you okay?"

"Although I am a vampire, I am also a male." Carlisle shook his head helplessly. ——It's a pity that Edmund didn't catch his hint at all. "You are not my own" is not just a phrase.

"Oh—" the boy deliberately elongated the syllable, and stared at Carlisle with an obvious smile. ——He seemed to have put his own problems aside, and at this moment, he wanted to tease the handsome vampire in front of him. "I thought after becoming a vampire I couldn't have children."

Otherwise, the two couples in the family would have been full of children and grandchildren.

"It's true that you can't have children. But it's because of women." Carlisle lay beside Edmund with his eyes closed, inserted his fingers into the boy's hair and rubbed it, "The physiological mechanism of men is not No change."

"Oh... So, if a male vampire and a human female get together, will they have a child? Then after the child is born, will it be a vampire or a human? Or a hybrid species with both properties? "

"You got me." Carlisle thought for a while and then said softly, "It's theoretically possible, but I've never heard of humans and vampires being able to have offspring. Maybe not even the Volturi . . . I have been in their library for more than ten years, but I have not found any records about this at all.”

"I think it may be because you haven't tried it."

"Vampires generally don't like humans." Carlisle explained patiently, "So we won't have relationships with humans."

"...Why don't you like humans?"

"Simply put... would you like a fawn?"

"Cough—I see." Edmund scratched his nose, opened his mouth and yawned. "After all, humans are your food."

"Yes.—Okay, it's time for bed now, boy. Remember, don't think too much." The blond vampire parent put his arms back and prepared to leave.

"and many more."

Carlisle stopped and looked at the boy suspiciously, as if asking what was the matter.

"Cough—are you ... busy tonight?" Edmund stammered. —he suddenly wanted Carlisle to be with him, just as he had been when he was a child.The sight of being able to see each other as soon as he opened his eyes always made him feel very satisfied. It seemed that as long as the vampire was around, even the worst things would be better.

"Not busy." The handsome blond parent replied. ——He could probably guess what the boy was thinking, so he planned to postpone the memoir that he planned to read tonight until tomorrow.Anyway, the future is long. Compared with books, Edmund is the most important.

"Then—you can—well, I mean . . . the bed is big."

Carlisle raised the corner of his mouth and showed a gentle smile that could almost drown people in it.

"It's true... I just happened to be a little tired."

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