[Hokage] Fluorescent lamp

When I opened my eyes I was home again.

I was lying on the sofa in the living room, with my mother's balled coat on the sofa as a pillow, staring up at the empty ceiling.

My dad stood in front of the sofa without even looking at me.He just said something to Anbu who was hiding in the darkness and wearing a mask behind him.

"Hmm. That's right."

I may have missed something in the previous topic, and I basically don't understand what they are saying now.

I blinked.

There was an illusion that nothing actually happened, that I was just sleeping on the sofa and having a dream.

"The charge was trying to take away the next Renzhuli to betray the village, and he was killed on the spot."

My dad's voice was as rigid as ever.

I blinked, tears streaming down my eyes.

The ninja who was hidden in the darkness and couldn't see clearly left quietly. I don't know if it was my illusion. I always felt that his eyes stayed on me for a long time before he left.

What are you looking at, have you ever seen someone cry?

I wiped away my tears and sat up on the sofa.

My dad still had no expression on his face, not surprised.

"When you wake up, go wash and tidy up your face, what does it look like?"

My tears flowed violently, but I found that my mouth was not affected at all.

"I'm not like you. You hanged my mother to death like this. Does the Xiezi family know? Does Grandma Qiandai know?"

He frowned inconspicuously: "I have the right to punish the sinners who defected to the village."

I raised my hand and lifted the cold tea on the coffee table.

After I finished it, I regretted it a little, but it was made by my mother herself, and it is her favorite tea.

"That's your wife. What's wrong with your wife taking her son out to play around? Did you frame up for corruption by spending public funds?"

"She tried to take away Renzhuli to collude with other villages. This is an act of betrayal of Shayin."

"Fuck you, Renjurik, do I agree?"

I'm a little impressed by the word renjurik.

Hui seems to have told me before that Renzhuli is the container that seals the tailed beast.

I'm so full of tears right now.

My dad wanted to stuff me into a container like a monster, so much so that he killed my mom for it.

He frowned.

There has always been no expression, but the rigid robot-like face has gained a little popularity.

He said, "Deng, you are my son."

He said, "Deng, you are obliged to make sacrifices for Shayin."

There was a buzzing sound in my head, as if hundreds of detonating symbols exploded in my head together.

When I realized it, I was unwilling to hold a short knife and was stepped on by my dad.There has never been a flower flower who looks like a ninja dog who has never seen anything like a ninja dog. He rushed up like a wolf and was waved away by my dad. He ignored the injury and groaned threateningly.

I was beaten by my dad for the first time.

But under such circumstances.

Slowly and irresistibly, he took the dagger from my hand and threw it aside, grabbed my collar and pulled me up from the ground.Huahua jumped up again, but in desperation, I canceled the psychic spell that I had never canceled since I summoned it.

The white smoke dissipated, and my dad and I looked at each other.The room was eerily quiet.

My heart hurts, and my tears are falling down from the pain.

I can't tell if it was stepped on by my dad or because of something else.

He was condescending, his tone cold and proud.

"Before the seal of the current Jinchuriki is broken, you are ready to accept Ichio."

My eyes were soaked in water, and his face became blurred.

I thought about it and smiled.

Crying, laughing, and cursing indistinctly.

"Dad, me. Fuck. You. Mom."

He threw me against the wall and smashed my mom's favorite picture on the wall.

This memory ends here.

When I woke up again, I was no longer at home.

I'm in a place like Anbu's headquarters that I've never seen before.Surrounded by a group of fellow ninjas covering their faces, I don't know whether to monitor or protect.

My head hurts, my heart hurts, my back hurts, my neck hurts, and there is no place on my body that doesn't hurt.

In pain, I curled up on the stone platform with no shelter and gasped loudly.

I was in a daze for a while, like Moses sailing the sea, the crowd dispersed, and my dad was late at this time.

"Before becoming Jinjurik, you stop all missions and just stay here. They will watch you, don't go anywhere."

I stare at him.

"Do you think I'll become Sha Yin's nuclear weapon so honestly?"

I couldn't help but laugh out of pain.

"I heard that when Jinchuriki is injured and dying, the tailed beast will be released."

He doesn't speak.

I couldn't stop laughing.

"Can you control the unsealed Izuku? Oh, yes, you don't have the ability to control it, because you still need Jinchuriki."

He still doesn't speak.

Tears flowed from my laughter, curled up on the stone platform and twitched briefly.

"I swear, the first thing I do when I become Jinjuriki is commit suicide."

"Let's, together, go to say hello to my mother? Hahaha, plus your favorite Shayin Village, we will be buried with you."

I don't think it's hard to be looked at by my own son with such resentment and such a curse.

You can tell by looking at his pair of bright and dark eyes.

I struggled ridiculously and sadly in the cold, laughing, crying, and cursing.

He looked away, as if he couldn't bear it, but also as if he disliked it.

I laughed with the smell of rust in my throat, I swallowed a mouthful of bloody saliva, and raised my head.

"I'll go first, Daisha Yin Village, and say hello to my mother."

I slammed my head hard on the smooth and hard stone platform.

There was only a bang, but it wasn't the sound of skulls and stones colliding.

Without the expected pain and darkness, what I bumped into seemed to be a soft object with body heat.

I was stunned.

After a while, the thing I bumped into moved.

"Are you still alive?"

The familiar voice made me feel more moved than ever. It was the first time that I was so grateful for spiritism.I raised my head, and the cold and gentle eyes of the scorpion stared at me without blinking.

Scorpion twitched the corner of his mouth and smiled at me.

"Why, have you been involved in the ninja war? It's so embarrassing."

The figure of the scorpion turned crimson in my eyes.

I don't think I cried, but seeing the flustered eyes of the scorpion, I seemed to cry again.

"Why are you crying, don't cry."

Trembling, I stretched out my hand and grabbed the corner of Scorpion's clothes. Scorpion didn't hide, and I pressed my forehead against his chest in satisfaction.

The cloth was soaked with some liquid and rubbed against my face, damp and warm.

"Scorpion..."

"what."

"Scorpion—"

"Ah."

"The Red Sand Scorpion..."

"...I'm right here."

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Update.

The author is in the exam Shura period.

Yesterday, I even felt like jumping off a building.

Modifications are inconsistent.