Anomalous ability is Doctor Mori
Chapter 82: Chapter 82: The Dream
"So, what about Aji?"
Under the bright artificial light in the room, the azure blue eyes staring straight at him were like a clear sky.
"...Aji too, you like me, don't you?"
Alice is not the type who is good at hiding, on the contrary, most of the time her emotions are quite clear and direct.So at this moment, Osamu Dazai not only clearly saw the strong nostalgia and love, the clear tenderness and dependence, the thick trust and the desire to protect in the azure blue, but also saw the sparkling, with a little coquettish expectation.
She used interrogative sentences, but her tone was completely certain that she might not even be aware of it.
Osamu Dazai's eyelashes trembled slightly.He suddenly felt short of breath.
She didn't remember--of course she didn't.Everything she bet on him now is just a "misunderstanding" and "illusion" caused by the messy memories she just salvaged.
—This is nothing but a false miracle.
Osamu Dazai is very aware of this.
However, he slowly laughed.
—but so what?
The azure blue looking at him is so bright.The pure, hot and bright emotions in her eyes were like the only fire in the darkness in his vision.At this moment, his figure was reflected in the azure blue, as if he was hugged tightly by her warm love from the soul.
——From the sentence of "sister" yesterday, this was originally the result of his induction.
"Of course I like Alice." The young man's beautiful iris curled up, and he suddenly bent down and kissed her gently on the forehead.
This kiss stayed on Alice's hair, without even touching the skin, it was as light as the trembling wings of a butterfly, and it fell apart with one touch.
Alice was taken aback, and blinked reflexively.Then she saw Osamu Dazai standing up straight again showing the kind of soft and lingering smile she saw in the memory fragments, with a clear youthful look.
"favourite."
***
Those iris-colored eyes were shining brightly.Stars fell into the iris-colored lake.
Alice blinked and laughed.
So, she has a childhood friend who is the leader of PortMafia.
——Although this PortMafia does not sound like a good word, after all, Alice has not become mentally retarded, and she still knows what the Mafia means.But it was unexpected and reasonable, this word made her feel very kind instead of arousing the slightest resistance.In this kindness, there is even a sense of security, belonging and pride like a hometown.
——I should also be a member of this PortMafia.
Wow, this guy is kinda hip.
If it was just not afraid before, then Alice's state of mind can be described as confident now.She obediently let the doctors do a checkup, and then listened to the leader report a lot to Balabala Dazai.The doctor's report was dry and full of various medical terms, but Alice basically understood it all.
To put it simply, there is nothing wrong with her brain or body. The current general weakness and amnesia are sequelae caused by previous injuries, but they are not serious.The body can recover as long as it takes more rest, and the memory is the same. Since I can think of Osamu Dazai, it means that it has begun to recover slowly.Therefore, the doctor asked Osamu Dazai not to tell her about her, so as to prevent other people's perspectives and cognition from interfering with her subjective consciousness, which would easily confuse her and delay the time to recover her memory.
In addition, I also hope that she will not use supernatural powers until she recovers, so as to avoid any accidents.
Alice found that she had a high degree of natural affection for the profession of doctors, and deeply felt that professional things should be left to professional people, and patients should be obedient.So I don't think there is anything wrong with what the doctor said.Besides, memory is a very personal thing. It includes not only what you see and hear, but also what you think. There are many things that cannot be fully believed from other people's perspectives.As for the supernatural ability, she doesn't even remember what her own supernatural ability is now, and she couldn't use it even if she wanted to use it.
——Yes, she also understood the word "supernatural power" quite naturally. PortMafia already has a lot of people with different abilities.She also vaguely remembered that the few people who were particularly powerful had a lot to do with her, but she couldn't remember any specific ones.
——Ah, by the way, Aji also has supernatural powers.what do you say that is?Hmm... like a book title...?
Unable to remember for the time being, Alice simply skipped the question.
It was the nervousness of these medical staff that made her look sideways.They seemed to be particularly afraid of Osamu Dazai—the man who scratched her arm quickly wrapped a bandage around her arm after getting Osamu Dazai's consent, and his fingers were trembling while wrapping it. Those who didn't know thought she was What a serious injury.The middle-aged white coat respectfully explaining to Osamu Dazai was not much better, not only did not dare to look directly at Osamu Dazai, but also broke out in a cold sweat while explaining.From Alice's point of view, he could see that his face was almost paler than the white coat he was wearing.
Fortunately, after listening to the report, Osamu Dazai waved them all out of the room, otherwise Alice wondered if they would be too scared to breathe and suffocate themselves to death.
Is Aji that scary?Obviously very gentle...
Alice looked at the smiling young man.As soon as this idea popped up, a hazy picture suddenly appeared in my mind.The black-haired boy, who looked younger than now, was walking in the pitch-black building, his polished black leather shoes stepped on the ochre-red plush carpet, his black windbreaker was draped over his shoulders, and the hem of his clothes swung fiercely in the air with his steps. curve.He obviously looks handsome and thin, but all the five big, three thick black suits, A, B, D, and D who passed by him all had a blurry face that Alice couldn't see clearly, showing a look like a frog being stared at by a snake. gesture of panic.
— Well, he did.
There was a faint soreness in the heart, and Alice suddenly felt helpless and a little funny.
Her expression made Osamu Dazai blink.The black-haired young man asked curiously, "What is Alice thinking?"
"When I thought that Azhi was still a cadre, it was already scary, and when he became the leader—" she said, she was stunned for a moment, "No, how long have I been asleep?"
"It's less than a day." Osamu Dazai's eyes moved slightly, but on the surface he just glanced at his watch naturally, "It's past ten o'clock, strictly speaking, it's less than 12 hours."
Have less than 12 hours?Alice was a little surprised.She couldn't help but looked at the young man in front of her again.The Osamu Dazai in her memory was still at the age of 18, and there was no part of how he became the leader at all.However, the young man in front of her should be over 20 years old no matter what, and her stature is also a bit taller than she remembered.
Of course, that's not the point.Her current memories are scattered, and it is normal for boys to change after a few years of interruption.But if the height is still a welcome change, another point makes her very mindful.
Compared to what she remembered, Osamu Dazai looked too unhealthy now.
"Why are you so thin? Your complexion is not good, and you have dark circles under your eyes." Alice couldn't help frowning as she said.
She's learning to--huh?What are you studying? ——Forget it, in short, no matter what she studies, it is impossible for her to raise her childhood sweetheart boyfriend so haggard.It’s fine if she’s been in a vegetative state on the bed for two or three years, but she’s only slept for less than 12 hours, and her complexion is not good. You can also say that she’s worried about her staying up all night. What’s the matter with being so thin?
If Osamu Dazai in my memory from the age of 11 or 2 to 17 or 8 was only thin, the Osamu Dazai standing in front of her is almost as thin as a piece of paper.It’s okay to stand still in a black suit, but now when I bend over to talk to her, the expensive and sagging fabric sticks to the back, which immediately reveals the frighteningly thin back and shoulders and the excessively narrow waistline Come.When I first recovered my memory, I was so concerned about identifying people, but now that I recognized them, and looking at these traces carefully, Alice immediately became very worried.
There was almost no blood on the lips.Alice subconsciously wanted to reach out and touch his face, and wanted to raise her hand, but found that she had no strength at all, so she could only move her fingertips.
The tentacles were icy cold, and her hand was still in his, and she could see a thin wrist when she followed her gaze.Even if she herself is a good-for-nothing patient now, she can feel that his body temperature is too low.
Her worried expression was too vivid, Osamu Dazai was taken aback, but he curled his mouth in a relaxed tone, "Maybe it's because I've been busy recently? It's just a little thinner, I'm fine."
It's a pity that Alice didn't accept this kind of perfunctory at all: "How can you be fine if you are so thin? Didn't you eat and sleep well?" She found it incredible, but what was stronger than the doubt was the anxiety and heartache that surged up like a tide .The attribute of sickness and weakness is called cute when placed in Two-dimensional, but it will only make people irritable when placed on their own boyfriend.It was as if her heart was being held in one hand, and she felt stuffy and painful, but she was helpless.
What the hell did she do during the time she had no memory of?Brain cramps?How did you raise such a cute boyfriend like this? !
Her heart throbbed violently, Alice closed her eyes reflexively, and then heard Osamu Dazai's startled voice.
"Alice? What's wrong with you?"
"I'm fine." She took a breath, opened her eyes, looked directly at those kite eyes, and suddenly smiled.
"Hug me."
"...Alice?"
"I want to hug Aji, but I don't have the strength right now. So, Aji, come here and give me a hug."
Her lips, with only a little tinge of crimson, bent into gentle curves, and her blue eyes were full of warmth and affection.
She said, exerting a little force on her hand.Osamu Dazai was startled, and followed her force to let go of his hand, bent down, and embraced the girl on the hospital bed.Then, he felt, Alice's trembling hand slowly went up his arm.
She still doesn't have much strength, it's just that such movements are slow and difficult.But even so, she still groped a little bit, as if confirming the shape of his bones and muscles through the clothes, from the arms to the shoulders, gently and carefully touched the back of his neck, and then went up, inserting her fingers his hair.
Her movements were gentle as if she was protecting a baby who couldn't walk yet.
Osamu Dazai thought that he would not be used to such contact—whether it was Alice's hug or the touch of his fragile and deadly neck were very strange feelings to him.But in fact, he only felt a slight but real warmth surge up from the place where her fingertips lightly touched.The temperatures that made him unfamiliar gathered together little by little, and flowed into the heart along the non-existent path.
It was like a small orange candle was lit inside the empty body.
He suddenly understood how carefully her fingers rested on the back of his neck—she touched the outline of the spine that was still clear even through the bandage.
— She was still worried that he was too thin.
She found an abnormality and felt disobedient.However, her first thought was not to doubt the mind of "Dazai Osamu", not to confirm her own safety, but to worry about such meaningless things so purely and truly.And then, after discovering that there was nothing she could do but worry, her reassurance was just as clumsy.
However, because of this.The tranquility and warmth conveyed by the heat and agitation in the arms are becoming more and more real and nostalgic.
This is what Alice means to "Osamu Dazai".
It's not pure love—it's better to say that love is a derivative of this sense of security.For "Osamu Dazai", Alice is the mother, the eldest sister, and the lover.It is his safe haven and safe house, a place where he can let go of all defenses and disguises, and even if he reveals his most vulnerable side, he can be forgiven, allowed, and cared for with thick warmth and tolerance.
Such warmth is too deadly for a coward.
Osamu Dazai curled the corner of his mouth, and then, without any surprise, he heard Alice's very soft and low voice.
"Aji is working hard..."
——Look, even if she doesn't know anything, she can still say what he wants to hear at such a moment.
At an angle that Alice couldn't see, the long eyelashes of the black-haired youth blinked slowly, "Why do you say that?"
"Because I always feel that Azhi didn't become the leader because of it." The hand stroking his hair paused, "Although I don't remember, I think Azhi doesn't have too much ambition and ambition for power and wealth." Desire. So becoming a leader must be because of something 'you have to be a leader to do it'?"
"And it must be very, very difficult to make Azhi so tired, and to push you to this level..."
Very close, the young man took a beat of his breath.In Alice's opinion, such a reaction was enough to prove her guess.
"...Although I don't know why I couldn't take good care of you, and I don't seem to be able to help you." Now that he looks like a weak chicken, it is even more impossible to help. "But if you're tired, Aji can act like a baby to me."
She remembered that he liked to act like a baby.
"Whether it's happy or unhappy, you can tell me."
Also, he was so lonely.
Suddenly, a messy picture flashed in Alice's mind, the frail little boy on the hospital bed, with the palpitating emptiness in his iris eyes.And under the moonlight, the thin figure who flung herself into her arms.
"I will accompany you."
Osamu Dazai's expression was blank for a moment, but when he realized it, he had already tightly hugged Alice in his arms.
"That's really... great."
——Then, just have a sweet dream with me.A sweet and peaceful dream, just you and me.
——Until I destroy it with my own hands.
Under the bright artificial light in the room, the azure blue eyes staring straight at him were like a clear sky.
"...Aji too, you like me, don't you?"
Alice is not the type who is good at hiding, on the contrary, most of the time her emotions are quite clear and direct.So at this moment, Osamu Dazai not only clearly saw the strong nostalgia and love, the clear tenderness and dependence, the thick trust and the desire to protect in the azure blue, but also saw the sparkling, with a little coquettish expectation.
She used interrogative sentences, but her tone was completely certain that she might not even be aware of it.
Osamu Dazai's eyelashes trembled slightly.He suddenly felt short of breath.
She didn't remember--of course she didn't.Everything she bet on him now is just a "misunderstanding" and "illusion" caused by the messy memories she just salvaged.
—This is nothing but a false miracle.
Osamu Dazai is very aware of this.
However, he slowly laughed.
—but so what?
The azure blue looking at him is so bright.The pure, hot and bright emotions in her eyes were like the only fire in the darkness in his vision.At this moment, his figure was reflected in the azure blue, as if he was hugged tightly by her warm love from the soul.
——From the sentence of "sister" yesterday, this was originally the result of his induction.
"Of course I like Alice." The young man's beautiful iris curled up, and he suddenly bent down and kissed her gently on the forehead.
This kiss stayed on Alice's hair, without even touching the skin, it was as light as the trembling wings of a butterfly, and it fell apart with one touch.
Alice was taken aback, and blinked reflexively.Then she saw Osamu Dazai standing up straight again showing the kind of soft and lingering smile she saw in the memory fragments, with a clear youthful look.
"favourite."
***
Those iris-colored eyes were shining brightly.Stars fell into the iris-colored lake.
Alice blinked and laughed.
So, she has a childhood friend who is the leader of PortMafia.
——Although this PortMafia does not sound like a good word, after all, Alice has not become mentally retarded, and she still knows what the Mafia means.But it was unexpected and reasonable, this word made her feel very kind instead of arousing the slightest resistance.In this kindness, there is even a sense of security, belonging and pride like a hometown.
——I should also be a member of this PortMafia.
Wow, this guy is kinda hip.
If it was just not afraid before, then Alice's state of mind can be described as confident now.She obediently let the doctors do a checkup, and then listened to the leader report a lot to Balabala Dazai.The doctor's report was dry and full of various medical terms, but Alice basically understood it all.
To put it simply, there is nothing wrong with her brain or body. The current general weakness and amnesia are sequelae caused by previous injuries, but they are not serious.The body can recover as long as it takes more rest, and the memory is the same. Since I can think of Osamu Dazai, it means that it has begun to recover slowly.Therefore, the doctor asked Osamu Dazai not to tell her about her, so as to prevent other people's perspectives and cognition from interfering with her subjective consciousness, which would easily confuse her and delay the time to recover her memory.
In addition, I also hope that she will not use supernatural powers until she recovers, so as to avoid any accidents.
Alice found that she had a high degree of natural affection for the profession of doctors, and deeply felt that professional things should be left to professional people, and patients should be obedient.So I don't think there is anything wrong with what the doctor said.Besides, memory is a very personal thing. It includes not only what you see and hear, but also what you think. There are many things that cannot be fully believed from other people's perspectives.As for the supernatural ability, she doesn't even remember what her own supernatural ability is now, and she couldn't use it even if she wanted to use it.
——Yes, she also understood the word "supernatural power" quite naturally. PortMafia already has a lot of people with different abilities.She also vaguely remembered that the few people who were particularly powerful had a lot to do with her, but she couldn't remember any specific ones.
——Ah, by the way, Aji also has supernatural powers.what do you say that is?Hmm... like a book title...?
Unable to remember for the time being, Alice simply skipped the question.
It was the nervousness of these medical staff that made her look sideways.They seemed to be particularly afraid of Osamu Dazai—the man who scratched her arm quickly wrapped a bandage around her arm after getting Osamu Dazai's consent, and his fingers were trembling while wrapping it. Those who didn't know thought she was What a serious injury.The middle-aged white coat respectfully explaining to Osamu Dazai was not much better, not only did not dare to look directly at Osamu Dazai, but also broke out in a cold sweat while explaining.From Alice's point of view, he could see that his face was almost paler than the white coat he was wearing.
Fortunately, after listening to the report, Osamu Dazai waved them all out of the room, otherwise Alice wondered if they would be too scared to breathe and suffocate themselves to death.
Is Aji that scary?Obviously very gentle...
Alice looked at the smiling young man.As soon as this idea popped up, a hazy picture suddenly appeared in my mind.The black-haired boy, who looked younger than now, was walking in the pitch-black building, his polished black leather shoes stepped on the ochre-red plush carpet, his black windbreaker was draped over his shoulders, and the hem of his clothes swung fiercely in the air with his steps. curve.He obviously looks handsome and thin, but all the five big, three thick black suits, A, B, D, and D who passed by him all had a blurry face that Alice couldn't see clearly, showing a look like a frog being stared at by a snake. gesture of panic.
— Well, he did.
There was a faint soreness in the heart, and Alice suddenly felt helpless and a little funny.
Her expression made Osamu Dazai blink.The black-haired young man asked curiously, "What is Alice thinking?"
"When I thought that Azhi was still a cadre, it was already scary, and when he became the leader—" she said, she was stunned for a moment, "No, how long have I been asleep?"
"It's less than a day." Osamu Dazai's eyes moved slightly, but on the surface he just glanced at his watch naturally, "It's past ten o'clock, strictly speaking, it's less than 12 hours."
Have less than 12 hours?Alice was a little surprised.She couldn't help but looked at the young man in front of her again.The Osamu Dazai in her memory was still at the age of 18, and there was no part of how he became the leader at all.However, the young man in front of her should be over 20 years old no matter what, and her stature is also a bit taller than she remembered.
Of course, that's not the point.Her current memories are scattered, and it is normal for boys to change after a few years of interruption.But if the height is still a welcome change, another point makes her very mindful.
Compared to what she remembered, Osamu Dazai looked too unhealthy now.
"Why are you so thin? Your complexion is not good, and you have dark circles under your eyes." Alice couldn't help frowning as she said.
She's learning to--huh?What are you studying? ——Forget it, in short, no matter what she studies, it is impossible for her to raise her childhood sweetheart boyfriend so haggard.It’s fine if she’s been in a vegetative state on the bed for two or three years, but she’s only slept for less than 12 hours, and her complexion is not good. You can also say that she’s worried about her staying up all night. What’s the matter with being so thin?
If Osamu Dazai in my memory from the age of 11 or 2 to 17 or 8 was only thin, the Osamu Dazai standing in front of her is almost as thin as a piece of paper.It’s okay to stand still in a black suit, but now when I bend over to talk to her, the expensive and sagging fabric sticks to the back, which immediately reveals the frighteningly thin back and shoulders and the excessively narrow waistline Come.When I first recovered my memory, I was so concerned about identifying people, but now that I recognized them, and looking at these traces carefully, Alice immediately became very worried.
There was almost no blood on the lips.Alice subconsciously wanted to reach out and touch his face, and wanted to raise her hand, but found that she had no strength at all, so she could only move her fingertips.
The tentacles were icy cold, and her hand was still in his, and she could see a thin wrist when she followed her gaze.Even if she herself is a good-for-nothing patient now, she can feel that his body temperature is too low.
Her worried expression was too vivid, Osamu Dazai was taken aback, but he curled his mouth in a relaxed tone, "Maybe it's because I've been busy recently? It's just a little thinner, I'm fine."
It's a pity that Alice didn't accept this kind of perfunctory at all: "How can you be fine if you are so thin? Didn't you eat and sleep well?" She found it incredible, but what was stronger than the doubt was the anxiety and heartache that surged up like a tide .The attribute of sickness and weakness is called cute when placed in Two-dimensional, but it will only make people irritable when placed on their own boyfriend.It was as if her heart was being held in one hand, and she felt stuffy and painful, but she was helpless.
What the hell did she do during the time she had no memory of?Brain cramps?How did you raise such a cute boyfriend like this? !
Her heart throbbed violently, Alice closed her eyes reflexively, and then heard Osamu Dazai's startled voice.
"Alice? What's wrong with you?"
"I'm fine." She took a breath, opened her eyes, looked directly at those kite eyes, and suddenly smiled.
"Hug me."
"...Alice?"
"I want to hug Aji, but I don't have the strength right now. So, Aji, come here and give me a hug."
Her lips, with only a little tinge of crimson, bent into gentle curves, and her blue eyes were full of warmth and affection.
She said, exerting a little force on her hand.Osamu Dazai was startled, and followed her force to let go of his hand, bent down, and embraced the girl on the hospital bed.Then, he felt, Alice's trembling hand slowly went up his arm.
She still doesn't have much strength, it's just that such movements are slow and difficult.But even so, she still groped a little bit, as if confirming the shape of his bones and muscles through the clothes, from the arms to the shoulders, gently and carefully touched the back of his neck, and then went up, inserting her fingers his hair.
Her movements were gentle as if she was protecting a baby who couldn't walk yet.
Osamu Dazai thought that he would not be used to such contact—whether it was Alice's hug or the touch of his fragile and deadly neck were very strange feelings to him.But in fact, he only felt a slight but real warmth surge up from the place where her fingertips lightly touched.The temperatures that made him unfamiliar gathered together little by little, and flowed into the heart along the non-existent path.
It was like a small orange candle was lit inside the empty body.
He suddenly understood how carefully her fingers rested on the back of his neck—she touched the outline of the spine that was still clear even through the bandage.
— She was still worried that he was too thin.
She found an abnormality and felt disobedient.However, her first thought was not to doubt the mind of "Dazai Osamu", not to confirm her own safety, but to worry about such meaningless things so purely and truly.And then, after discovering that there was nothing she could do but worry, her reassurance was just as clumsy.
However, because of this.The tranquility and warmth conveyed by the heat and agitation in the arms are becoming more and more real and nostalgic.
This is what Alice means to "Osamu Dazai".
It's not pure love—it's better to say that love is a derivative of this sense of security.For "Osamu Dazai", Alice is the mother, the eldest sister, and the lover.It is his safe haven and safe house, a place where he can let go of all defenses and disguises, and even if he reveals his most vulnerable side, he can be forgiven, allowed, and cared for with thick warmth and tolerance.
Such warmth is too deadly for a coward.
Osamu Dazai curled the corner of his mouth, and then, without any surprise, he heard Alice's very soft and low voice.
"Aji is working hard..."
——Look, even if she doesn't know anything, she can still say what he wants to hear at such a moment.
At an angle that Alice couldn't see, the long eyelashes of the black-haired youth blinked slowly, "Why do you say that?"
"Because I always feel that Azhi didn't become the leader because of it." The hand stroking his hair paused, "Although I don't remember, I think Azhi doesn't have too much ambition and ambition for power and wealth." Desire. So becoming a leader must be because of something 'you have to be a leader to do it'?"
"And it must be very, very difficult to make Azhi so tired, and to push you to this level..."
Very close, the young man took a beat of his breath.In Alice's opinion, such a reaction was enough to prove her guess.
"...Although I don't know why I couldn't take good care of you, and I don't seem to be able to help you." Now that he looks like a weak chicken, it is even more impossible to help. "But if you're tired, Aji can act like a baby to me."
She remembered that he liked to act like a baby.
"Whether it's happy or unhappy, you can tell me."
Also, he was so lonely.
Suddenly, a messy picture flashed in Alice's mind, the frail little boy on the hospital bed, with the palpitating emptiness in his iris eyes.And under the moonlight, the thin figure who flung herself into her arms.
"I will accompany you."
Osamu Dazai's expression was blank for a moment, but when he realized it, he had already tightly hugged Alice in his arms.
"That's really... great."
——Then, just have a sweet dream with me.A sweet and peaceful dream, just you and me.
——Until I destroy it with my own hands.
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