dust and ash

Lover

Believe it or not, some lovers are themselves secret lovers.

Cough cough, I may be talking about myself, or a person I will mention next, I call him a lover.

Here is a reminder that I am not a good person, nor innocent, and even though I am the one who tells the story, don’t place too high expectations on me.Let's use our conscience to let me finish my account of the first half of my life, and it will not be too late to make a judgment.

Before I met my ex-boyfriend Ji An, I had a brief moment of passion with him.

He is my boss, and I foolishly asked him: "Boss, I want to be promoted, is there any way I can get promoted faster?"

At that time, I was short of money and wanted to go abroad.

His eyes lit up and he said, "You can hug your thigh."

I asked, "How do you hug your thighs?"

He said, "The legs are here, how do you hug them?"

I finally understood what he meant, and thought he was quite interesting, straightforward, direct, and the key person was also good-looking, the kind of uncle with a nice voice.

The next day I went to him again, and I said, "Boss, can you lend me your thigh for a hug?"

I am really short of money. For money, I have to sell myself.If you have a good-looking, provocative, and beloved CEO boss, the key is that he has noticed you, and you will also want to hug his thigh.

So, willingly, why not do it?

Unexpectedly, the boss wanted to play hard to get: "I already have someone in my heart. Although I just broke up with him, my past, present, and future are all about him."

As soon as the boss opened his mouth, he was full of love words, which made me feel so emotional for a while.

I didn't give up, I didn't move forward, I just kept going.

After a week, I met the boss unexpectedly, and after further communication, I found that he is a person who can be trusted for life.

When he hugged me, he said: "Call ten times to my husband, and I will give you a promotion."

He was teasing with a smile, and he was in love with me, at least I thought so, so I called someone else's husband for the first time in my life.

In the next six months, I became the right-hand man of the boss, managing all kinds of opportunities every day, wearing stars and wearing moons.Under the leadership of the two of us, the company has achieved good results.

The only stain is the gossip, saying that my deputy is hugging my thigh.

I admit this, but it is also true that I fell in love with the boss later.I thought that my boss liked me too, and even proposed to go abroad with me for sex.

"Why can't you make our relationship public?" I asked him.

He said that the company had a lot of eyeliners of his ex, they had been dating for four years, and within a month of breaking up, they got entangled with me, which was not good for me.

I understand that it's not good for his reputation.

I continued to be his underground lover.

During this period, I heard people from the company talk about the deeds of the boss and his predecessor.His ex was also his right-hand man, who was discovered by him, and finally announced his love affair to the whole company, and got everyone's blessing.

I heard that this predecessor is not only handsome, but also talented, knowledgeable, and a person with extraordinary temperament.

How could I have thought that one day not long after, his ex would come back suddenly.

He wants to get back with him, no, my wording is wrong, the boss here will definitely correct me, it's that they didn't really break up at all.

It was his predecessor who ran away at the beginning, and it wasn't the first time this happened, but now he came back suddenly, and the two of them naturally got back together.

"I call you husband because you're single, not because I want to be a mistress," I said, spreading my words.

"Honey, don't be angry, I didn't know he would come back."

"Don't call me wife, you already have a wife, you call him wife in front of others, but call me wife in private, what are you doing?"

"Are you indirectly calling me a scumbag?"

"I didn't mean that. You broke up with him and told him you fell in love with me."

"Impossible, he has a bad heart and can't stand stimulation."

I'm really speechless, is it because he has a bad heart and I'm going to give him up?

On the question of who is the mistress, my boss and I have been arguing for more than a month.The boss said that I was the mistress in this relationship. After all, he and his ex had been dating for so many years, and they shared weal and woe with deep affection.

I argued that his ex was the mistress, because they agreed to break up at the beginning, and then I was with him.

He changed his words and said that he didn't break up with me at the beginning, and that he and I were just in love secretly, and no third person knew about it.

His ex finally came to me and confronted me.It was in the office at the time, with more than a dozen pairs of eyes watching.

"I heard that you two had an affair, is it true?" asked his ex.

I have nothing to hide: "Yes, I agree with him."

But the boss said: "Don't listen to him, he slandered me."

"How can I slander you? Didn't you let me hug your thigh?"

"Nonsense, you threatened me and said that if I don't agree, you will tell my wife."

The boss's predecessor was full of suspicion, and pretended to be very relaxed and said, "If you fall in love with someone else, just say it. At worst, I will leave. From now on, we will be strangers, and we will never owe each other."

"His ++ is also worthy of being compared with you," the boss immediately turned his face, and the words he scolded me were terrible, so I didn't type them out.

At this moment, other people in the office were whispering, and the boss felt great pressure, and his forehead kept sweating.

"Jiang Yizhi, I didn't expect you to be such a person with ulterior motives. From now on, get out of the company, I don't want to see you again!" the boss said.

With mixed feelings, I clenched my fists and strode into the elevator.

The mood has not calmed down for a long time, crying is crying, and I know that this relationship cannot be redeemed.

The only thing that made it easier for me was that night I got a text from my boss saying, "I'm sorry for what I said in a hurry today, I hope you can forgive me. I have to say that or he will fight with me long time."

"Did you ever love me?" I asked him.

He replied to me: "I loved it, but now I'm really tired and don't have the energy. Just leave it alone, don't look for me again, and don't bother my wife, okay?"

He was afraid that I would stalk me, or that he would lose all ties with me.Since everyone thinks that I am a mistress who destroys the happiness of other people's families, I have no choice but to fade out of their world and break out of my own world.

It's not easy to forget someone.

I can vividly remember his tone of voice, movements, and demeanor now.

I am not reconciled to that.