babysitter

When Mu Fafa rushed to the hospital, he saw Yin Hua sitting on a chair with dull eyes and Nan Chunsheng frowning. There was blood on Yin Hua's body, which was not too big but could not be ignored.

"How's it going?"

Nan Chunsheng shook his head, "I don't know, I heard that the cut was quite deep."

Mu Fafa thought he didn't know much about biology, so he stopped in time, Yin Hua stared at her toes, lowered her head, Mu Fafa sat next to her, and heard her muttering "what to do... what to do………"

Mu Fafa held her shoulders with both hands, forced her to look at herself, and said every word, "She has arrived at the hospital, the doctor will save her."

Yin Hua's lips trembled, she nodded vigorously, tears fell pitifully, and Mu Fafa saw that there was blood on her hands and face.

"I'll take you back, take a shower and change your clothes before coming back."

Yin Hua shook her head wildly with tears in her eyes, "No, I have to see her well."

"Let her go, she's scared too, stay here." Nan Chunsheng said, Mu Fafa didn't say anything, grabbed the dirty Yin Hua, and let her lean on his shoulder "Don't worry , Zhou Jiaxue is an iron man."

Yin Hua gently, with a crying voice, "No, she is a very timid person, she is very fragile, very kind, very cute..."

Mu Fafa patted her on the shoulder, feeling that her fangirl filter was too heavy.

That night was very long, there were too many doctors running in the hospital, and too many family members crying. Yin Hua leaned on her wooden hair, thinking of Zhou Jiaxue leaning on her shoulder that day, so fragile, so needing protection, Zhou Jiaxue's emotions It seems that I have been unhappy since then.

She attended the class reunion that day, and later came to sleep with herself due to insomnia. Today, she wanted to end her own life.

Why are you pretending nothing happened?

"I'm sorry for her."

Mu Fafa didn't hear clearly, and asked again, "What?"

"I'm sorry for her. She treated me so well, but I didn't help her. I didn't even find out that she committed suicide in time."

Tears fell again.

Mu Fafa chuckled, "Then you should treat her better in the future and don't be cruel to her."

Yin Hua nodded vigorously, um, treat her like hell.

"Senior, does Miss Xiaoxue have a bad relationship with Ms. Lu?"

Nan Chunsheng paused, and replied, "It's not bad, she loves her mother very much, and she will do whatever Ms. Lu says since she was a child."

Yin Hua twisted her fingers, feeling weird.

"Although it's inappropriate to say this about my friend's mother, her mother is really disgusting." Nan Chunsheng looked at the white light tubes in the hospital corridor and said softly.

"Her mother doesn't care about her very much, and basically let Zhou Jiaxue fend for herself. We used to be neighbors, and she was the only one in their house all year round. Her mother came here occasionally, but she didn't stay for long."

Zhou Jiaxue was often left alone when she was a child, so Nan’s mother would invite her to eat at her home to do homework. At that time, Nan Chunsheng hated her, because Zhou Jiaxue was completely a child of someone else’s family. She was obedient, sensible and good at learning, and she looked like a doll .

As for what happened later, Nan Chunsheng knew more or less, but it was not suitable to tell them about it, that period of history was really dark.

While talking, Zhou Jiaxue with a pale face was pushed out of the emergency room, Mu Fafa followed the bed, and Yin Hua stood there listening to the doctor's explanation.

Fortunately, suicide by cutting wrists is an extremely difficult method of suicide, and Zhou Jiaxue was rescued.

When Zhou Jiaxue woke up, she heard a soft voice, "I seem to really like you..."

The voice was so familiar that she couldn't remember who it belonged to. After waking up, a huge pain hit her wrist. She opened her heavy eyelids, and Zhou Jiaxue saw Yin Hua's face in the dim room.

Yin Hua smiled bitterly, reaching out to touch her forehead, Zhou Jiaxue could see her red and swollen eyes that were about to shed tears again.

"You woke up, do you have a headache? Are you dizzy? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Zhou Jiaxue looked at her and shook her head slightly. Yin Hua rubbed her face lightly with her thumb, "Shall we drink some water? Your lips are so dry."

Zhou Jiaxue nodded, Yin Hua got up and filled a small cup with little water, feeding her carefully.

Yin Hua put away her things, put her head on her hands, and looked at her with a smile, without saying a word, with a silly smile.

Ah, it was Yin Hua who said he liked her just now.

Seeing Zhou Jiaxue looking at her, Yin Hua stretched out her hand to hold her right hand, rubbing her fingers lightly, "Sister, the doctor said that you will be discharged from the hospital soon, so I'll make chicken soup for you, okay?"

Zhou Jiaxue wanted to say yes, but she couldn't say it out of the hospital?After leaving the hospital, don't you have to go to Li Xingyue?After leaving the hospital, wouldn't I have to go back to the life I was so hard to get rid of?

At that time, it would be fine if she died. If she died, what others would say and what others expected would have nothing to do with her.

Seeing that she lacked interest and showed no expression, Yin Hua leaned her head on her shoulder and leaned her head on her shoulder, "Sister, tell me if you are unhappy or sad in the future, okay?"

How can I say it, such an unspeakable, unbearable thing.

Yin Hua took her hand and said softly, "I love you so much, don't do this next time, okay?"

Zhou Jiaxue's tears rolled down the corners of her eyes, and she said hoarsely, "I'm not worth it."

Yin Hua raised her head quickly, looked at her face, stretched out her other hand to wipe her tears, but couldn't say anything.

What happened in the end?

The sunlight outside penetrated the beige curtains, and there were only the two of them in the ward. Yin Hua took her hand and said seriously, "Sister, I seem to like you."

Yin Hua didn't wait for a reply, and continued to say softly, "It's not the kind of liking, but the kind of liking that wants to kiss you, wants to make you happy, wants to make you happy, wants to rely on you, last night, I have been I was thinking all night, if you knew someone cared about you, would you still want to die? If you knew someone was very distressed, would you still want to die?"

Yin Hua looked at the bed sheet and spoke so affectionately that Zhou Jiaxue's brain went blank.

Seeing that Zhou Jiaxue was silent, Yin Hua hurriedly let go of Zhou Jiaxue's hand, and added with a forced smile, "I'm sorry, sister, if you feel troubled, please tell me, I will leave."

"I... my sister, I'll get you hot water."

Yin Hua didn't give Zhou Jiaxue time to talk, and trotted out with the hot water bottle.

Zhou Jiaxue looked at the ceiling, not knowing how to react.

can you?If someone loves her very much and cares about her, would she still want to die?

Yes, what has happened is too bad, if you try to save it and fail to save it, you will want to die.

The door of the ward was pushed open, and Zhou Jiaxue followed the sound to see that Li Xingyue was standing in the ward, holding flowers.

"Xiaoxue, I'm sorry, I only found out about this this morning."