Follow the shadow

"But I still don't know who you are." Su Yun said helplessly, groped to support Xu Yang's shoulders and stood up, raised his hand to subconsciously help his glasses but caught nothing, only to realize that I don't know when the glasses have been lost.

He smiled wryly to himself, his disoriented body standing in the wind gave an illusion of weakness.He hasn't experienced this kind of unlucky and embarrassing night for a long time. He remembers that when he was a child, he either walked down the stairs and suddenly stepped on the air and fell down, or was hit by various cars. In addition to being full of bad luck and making people laugh, his own life was really hard. I couldn't help it, but luckily it improved when I met Ning Sheng later.

Later, he secretly browsed through Ning Sheng's collection of books, which said that the most vicious people in the previous life would either die out of their wits or die in the next life. He didn't have the blessing of the former and could only suffer like the latter.

As for the first time he met Xu Yang, it was more than ten years ago. Now that he recalled it because he was young at that time, he couldn't tell much about the process. He only vaguely remembered that he was trapped by a ghost somewhere and couldn't call for help. Yang suddenly appeared and a hero came to save the beauty.But I don't know why he had a particularly bad temper that time, and he almost beat the ghost out of his wits as soon as he made a move.In the end, he said, "My lover got cold because of you tormenting me. Since you are already dead, it doesn't make sense to die again, so let's be completely cold."

Looking at the face that seemed to be smiling but not smiling, Su Yun felt palpitations for no reason.But when he turned to face himself, there was only tenderness in his eyes.He said I want to continue a relationship...

Su Yun waited for a long time without waiting for the next sentence, but Xu Yang seemed to have forgotten about it, and took him home and left.

Counting it now, all he has racked his brains over the years is nothing more than that he and Xu Yang were lovers in his previous life. As for the various things in his previous life, Su Yun didn't know his name at all.

Xu Yang is a person who clearly distinguishes the past from the present. He is very shrewd and will always let people know what he wants to be known.His image of being omnipotent has never been broken during the years that Su Yun has been with him. Sometimes Su Yun feels that Xu Yang is like a seemingly harmless spider that unknowingly takes everything away. Income into your own net for your own disposal.

It would be fine if he didn't say anything, but the strange thing is that Xu Yang never concealed his love for him, and sometimes Su Yun could catch a little apology from the way he looked at her when he was caught off guard. flashed by.

"Then who do you want me to be?" Xu Yang stood beside him to block most of the night wind for him, and his hand that was slightly cooled by the wind brushed his cheek. is on. "Ajun, you have a fever, can I carry you back?"

Su Yun didn't answer, and even took a step back very vigilantly.Xu Yang's hand stroking his cheek was hanging in the air, he looked at his lover calmly, his black pupils lacked the obsidian-like dazzling brilliance. "I'm sorry I can't tell you about your past...I owe you a lot and I can't lose you again...I'm sorry..."

The two stood silently for a long time, the stars in the sky faded with time, and then lightened up quietly in the place where the thin clouds drifted in the distance.Su Yun swayed and squatted down to cover his injured area, his lips were pursed lightly, as if the pain was severe, and finally he had to sit down with a broken pot, and curled up in fear of the cold with his legs hugged.

He said, "Actually, if you really want to get something from me, you can take it away without my consent. I am a useless waste, and you are the only one who treats me as a treasure. "

Su Yun's voice was a little hoarse, like an abandoned kitten, she curled up and tried her best to restrain her trembling body.

He thought he must have lost his mind to lose his temper like a child.Now he is like a fool who only drinks a little wine and goes crazy everywhere, deceiving himself that he can pretend to be like a wolf with a big tail tomorrow.

He couldn't see the other party's sad gaze, Xu Yang embraced him without resistance, the warmth dispelled the chill from his body almost instantly. "I know, so you can only be a person who knows nothing. Ajun, it's time to go home."

As he said that, Xu Yang lowered his head and kissed Su Yun's forehead, watching the person in his arms unconsciously falling asleep, his defenseless body stretched out, revealing various wounds on his body.At this moment, he actually wanted to hide him immediately and let him stay away from the world and only be with himself for the rest of his life, but unfortunately he didn't do that.

There wasn't and there isn't now.

Someone in the woods said quietly, "How does it feel to hold a substitute to make up for regrets?"

Xu Yang didn't even raise his head, as if he didn't care about that person's appearance, "Su Han? He's still alive."

Xu Yang can respect everyone in this world, but not this person.

"Of course, otherwise Shen Hesheng wouldn't have come to look for him." Su Han didn't show up, and seemed a little afraid of Xu Yang.

Xu Yang looked unhappy and asked, "What do you want to do?"

"I just came to inform you that I want to change him back to his original appearance."

"So the twin ghosts that appeared this time are thanks to him?" When Ning Sheng took some time to rush back, Xu Yang was waiting for her with Su Yun in his arms.The talisman paper held between his fingers burned quietly in the wind, but in an instant they had traveled thousands of miles a day.

After returning to the residence, Xu Yang pushed open the door of Su Yun's bedroom with ease, and gently put him on the bed and covered him with a quilt.A faint medicinal smell wafted from the kitchen.Although the two did not communicate directly, they cooperated very well.

I don't know what Xu Yang is doing.Ning Sheng stood by the stove, staring at the medicine pot in a daze, thinking of some trivial things in the past when he lost his mind.

At that time, Emperor Jingping died of illness in the Jing Dynasty, and ordered his eldest son to guard the mausoleum for life, while leaving the youngest son who had not yet reached the crown to succeed to clean up the mess.Many discerning people can see that the Jing Dynasty is about to fall, and Emperor Jingping favors the eldest son so that he will guard the tomb so that he can find a chance to escape in the future.

Of course, it's not surprising that they thought so. It was well known that Emperor Jingping didn't like Guisheng's youngest son.And the youngest son has been raised as the crown prince since he was a child, but it seems to be a living target for the rebels, so there is something to say when the dynasty changes in the future and the new emperor ascends the throne.But it also created the youngest son of Emperor Jingping, the last emperor of the Jing Dynasty, Emperor Jingning's unpredictable character.

The first time she met Emperor Jingning was on the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival. On the surface, King Qi Xiang offered her to Emperor Jingning as Qin Ji, but secretly asked her to add some life-saving things to Emperor Jingning's tea. .

Emperor Jingning didn't know the rhythm, and he seldom heard her complete a piece of music.Sometimes halfway through the play, people have fallen asleep at their desks.It was only later that she realized that the medicine she poured into the tea could easily make people tired, but Emperor Jing Ning seemed to have never noticed it, and drank one cup after another.It wasn't until King Qi Xiang raised his troops and the world was in chaos that Emperor Jingning listened to a piece of her song in its entirety. At that time, they were already married.

Emperor Jingning didn't go to court that day, he was dressed in gray clothes that ordinary people would wear, and sat in the gazebo drinking drugged tea.He didn't know what to think of, and raised the corners of his mouth slightly, smiling very nicely.He said, "King Qi Xiang smashed the city in a short time, what merit can you get?"

Ning Sheng should have expected such a day, but she still trembled and her voice was chaotic.She quickly knelt down, but her regret was greater than her fear.

"What are you afraid of? If you want to die, you will die long ago, and you can save me a few years of royal food." Emperor Jingning didn't look at her, and said to himself, "The king's city will change hands in the future, remember to keep your jewels, Don't let Princess Qi Xiang snatch it." He lowered his head and took a sip of the tea with medicine, as if he had nothing to say, he lowered his head and took another sip.

No matter how long Ning Sheng knelt there that day, he drank as much tea.Usually, the two of them have nothing to say, and now they are even more speechless.

After a long time, Ning Sheng asked, "Your Majesty, since you knew I was coming to kill you, why did you marry me?" Emperor Jing Ning glanced at her, "Because you like me, isn't the best way to hurt someone? Make him fall in love with me?" He closed his eyes tiredly, "Just like my amorous and unlucky mother."

Ning Sheng let him speak for a moment, and then remembered Emperor Jing Ning's daughter, Ruan Shi did the same stupid thing as her, but later that unfortunate woman died, and she was still alive.

Emperor Jingning saw that her body was a little stiff, so he took off his coat and put it on her body, "Although I didn't intend to comfort you, just like the taste of the tea in this cup has changed, if I don't kill you, there will always be something Selfish, but dear queen, sometimes a person simply sticks to the end, maybe there is nothing to lose, but when your heart wavers one day, you may really die."

...

The potion came out of the medicine pot, almost dousing the flames, Ning Sheng suddenly turned off the fire, and skillfully passed the medicine residue and poured the potion into the glass.

She calmed down, took the medicine and knocked on the door of Su Yun's bedroom. Su Yun was already waking up, leaning on the bed and hugging his rabbit.Hearing someone come in, he thanked him softly.

Ning Sheng glanced at the rabbit in his arms, unable to understand why Xu Yang turned back into an animal at this time.In fact, she didn't quite understand Xu Yang many times. He was gentle and gentleman, as if he had done nothing, but nothing was out of his control.In fact, he was far stronger than he appeared on the surface, so it was not so much a deal between them, but a compromise she had to make.She knew that she did not have the ability to compete with the wizard who connected the world. In order to be able to accompany Su Yun, even if she was unwilling, even if she hated this person deeply, she had no choice but to give up.

Put all your thoughts back into your eyes, and lightly lower your eyes so that no one will see them again.She walked over and touched Su Yun's forehead. The fever has subsided, but her face is still a little pale.

"Sister Ning, I want to rest." Su Yun took a sip of the medicine, frowning slightly in bitterness.He drank the medicine in one breath, and had no intention of communicating with Ning Sheng.

Ning Sheng had no choice but to leave, as always, without struggling.

The room became quiet again, even though the room was brightly lit, Su Yun couldn't see anything now.He lay down and put the rabbit next to his face, and the rabbit naturally went over and rubbed against his face.

"You are hurt."

"Ah."

"Does it hurt?"

"Ah."

But you... never give me a chance to hug and comfort you.

The rabbit drooped its ears in frustration, watching the other party's breathing gradually calm down, and then returned to its original state.He knelt beside his lover, looking down at that person.Watching him take a shallow breath, his trembling eyelashes are like ink-colored butterflies, staying here for a while.He is very beautiful, inheriting all the advantages of Ruan Guiren's appearance, but without losing the toughness that a man should have. His thin lips that are slightly blood-colored are tightly pressed, stubborn and fragile.The sleeping person didn't know what he was looking for, and accidentally grabbed the corner of his clothes while groping.

Xu Yang froze, he didn't dare to move, he didn't dare to disturb this moment of dependence.The flame between the fingers fell into the censer under the desk, and the quiet fragrance pushed people into the abyss of deep sleep.

After turning off the light, Xu Yang carefully hugged him into his arms, as if this was all his treasures.Traveling through time and space, from back to the past, the two met for the first time...

Su Yun, I'm here to continue a relationship, and I hope to have your response when I die.

The author has something to say:

Xu Yang: Please give me a hug

Su Yun: (ignore)

Ning Sheng: Please give me a hug

Su Yun: (speaking meaningfully) Sister Ning, who like me who doesn't know when and where he will die, has any right to own you.

Rabbit: Please give me a hug

Su Yun took the initiative to hug her, and the rabbit took the opportunity to kiss the corner of her mouth

Xu Yang & Ning Sheng: ...