Follow the shadow
Chapter 30 Who Will Compromise
When Ning Sheng left, she didn't take too many things with her, but she carefully found out all the gifts that Su Yun had given her.
No one knew what it meant for her to leave without saying goodbye, whether it was a complete abandonment or another betrayal.
A person like her may not be remembered for doing all the bad things in her life.
She is too small, her strength is weak, and her love is humble. The best result is to live a lifetime with an ordinary person, but it is a pity that she chose a dead end for herself.
When Su Yun knew she was leaving, he struggled like crazy to go out to find her, but was locked in the room by Xu Yang.
For some reason, he just felt that Ning Sheng would not come back again, their fate seemed to be severed, like a planned trajectory, suddenly disappeared into the night sky.
Later, Su Yun was imprisoned by Xu Yang for another half a month, and when she woke up completely, she almost forgot about her parents.
Xu Yang has been with him for the past few days, except that his tone has become colder than before.On the other hand, Xu Yang always felt that Su Yun had changed, and his whole body seemed to be covered with an invisible coat, so that he could no longer touch the truth.
This kind of Su Yun often made Xu Yang feel irritated, like a person lost in the desert, but he could only watch the water flow through his fingers.
Back then Xu Yang was punished for withdrawing from the Ten Witches suddenly, but he was not deprived of his godhead, and the gods in the heavenly realm respected him as if he would go back.
It happened that Ning Sheng suddenly appeared and wanted to cooperate with him to revive Su Yun. In order to deceive others, he simply sealed part of his divine power and dressed himself as a modern person to stay in the mortal world.
Now that the truth is revealed, there is no need to hide it, but Su Yun doesn't believe him.
Su Yun didn't say anything, went to the bank to check the deposit and took out all of it.
"What are you doing with so much money?" Seeing Su Yun packing the money, putting on a mask, Xu Yang ignored Xu Yang and went to the roadside to take a taxi.Xu Yang didn't ask any more questions, just followed.
Su Yun had a seal on her body, so if she couldn't escape, she let Xu Yang follow her.
After telling the driver about the famous cemetery on the outskirts of the city, he leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes to meditate.
He is 27 years old this year, and he should have been a mediocre office worker from nine to five.But he wasn't so lucky from the start.
He has seen and killed more ghosts than his own age, and he was born with a different kind but has a happy home.Even though they have become his enemies now, the heart of a woman's benevolence is still powerless to blame them.
He didn't want to know what those two were up to, didn't wonder if he was an orphan who happened to be adopted by them or if he really was their child.He only knows that he had a happy and very dignified childhood. His parents never looked at him differently because of his strange behavior. There is no reason to hate them at all.
But why did such a happy family become like this now?What exactly would he have to pay in exchange for that beautiful illusion?
He deceives himself and others, standing in front of the truth, he still has to dodge every step, even if he walks around it, he will not really step in.
He was reluctant.
I chose two leeward places in the best cemetery in the city. I don't know who the cemetery, which is not even a burial, is to commemorate someone.
Su Yun put the keychain with the family portrait hidden in the cemetery, and the staff helped destroy everything before leaving.
He knelt in front of the tombstone alone, with a dead silence in his calm eyes.
Looking at the name on the tombstone, he thought, why is a sinner alive thousands of years ago?
Without him, all the things after that would not have happened. He doesn't need to live with contradictions, struggle, or be forced to accept.He is a cowardly person, afraid of those bloody things that pop up out of nowhere, afraid that he will not be able to respond to the needs of those who love him, and even more afraid of being a substitute, but he can't even play himself well...
There were sporadic snowflakes in the sky, he put one hand on the tombstone, rubbed the handwriting on it with his fingertips, and lost his mind when he looked at it.
The corner of his forehead touched the cold surface of the tablet, as if he would never wake up again if he closed his eyes.
There is less snow getting into clothes.Su Yun knew who the person standing behind was.He stood up, and fell down with a sway.
He thought that the afterlife might never have been a gift, but a continuation of his punishment, because until today, he still has no freedom.
Xu Yang watched the man fall down suddenly, and quickly helped him up.Su Yun coughed up a mouthful of blood and passed out.
Xu Yang clasped Su Yun's wrist to feel his pulse, and expressed a trace of remorse with a face that rarely showed any expression.
He still thinks this person is too strong, and he thinks his position in the other person's heart is too high.
Worse than anger is depression.He knew what this person hated and hated, but he still pushed him into the quagmire.
Because he doesn't understand love and hate, he treats all the people in this world with a numb heart.
The footsteps were getting closer, Xu Yang said to the visitor, "What are you doing here?"
Su Han ignored him, walked closer, and said to himself, "I'll come and see my brother."
"Why are you making such a fuss?" Xu Yang didn't want to talk nonsense with Su Han.
"Forcing you is also forcing my younger brother to grow up. Although he is reincarnated now, the number of people who want his life has not decreased. If he can't be as strong as before, you can't protect him forever... With his character, if I am neither disabled nor dead, and I will never let you interfere in his life." Su Han saw the distance between the two of them that could never be shortened, so he simply stopped. "The reason why I say this now is simply to exchange a chance with you to be alone with my brother, because I don't have much time..."
"If he had been a waste from the beginning, he wouldn't have been in trouble like now." Xu Yang asked indifferently, "It's called training from a young age. Is it to make him grow or to force him to return to his original appearance? Su Han, don't think of yourself too noble."
"Trash...Xu Shangshu, my brother protected you so well back then, why didn't you learn anything?" Su Han didn't care what Xu Yang thought of him, he just said sarcastically, "In his eyes, you are better than me. The more precious thing in life is just an object in your eyes, it is enough to see, touch, and talk, right?"
Xu Yang's eyes narrowed slightly, and the amber pupils reminded people of tigers preying in the forest.
The cold wind stagnated in the air, and suddenly stabbed at Su Han like a sharp sword.
"Stop!" Two voices sounded at the same time, Su Yun grabbed Xu Yang's wrist with great effort to make him stop.Qi Luo suddenly appeared in front of Su Han, and the light from the black pearl in his hand was like a huge net, enveloping the wind blades together.
Su Yun was slightly taken aback when he saw the visitor clearly.He struggled out of Xu Yang's arms, and cupped his hands to Su Han, "Brother."
"Zicheng." Su Han's voice was extremely gentle, the tone was exactly the same as when he was treating his eyes in the old building.
Su Yun didn't mention what happened last time when Su Han lost consciousness, but said, "Thank you brother for helping me, my eyesight has completely recovered... Although I don't know why Brother Huang hangs around in the world, but since life is good, don't worry about it." What kind of quagmire are you going to get into again?" Su Yun bowed to him, and didn't say any more.
"King Qi Xiang put you in the first place so that he almost didn't enter the list of gods. Now that your memory has recovered, he will definitely take your life to protect himself in the future. You have to be careful. Also, do you still remember that scroll?"
"?" Su Yun frowned, and nodded slightly after thinking for a long time, but she didn't tell the truth that the scroll never existed.
"It is rumored that King Qi Xiang's wife was seriously injured. The genius doctor who healed her said that she must be exchanged with a scroll... Although this kind of thing has no power to turn the sea into a mulberry field, it is terrifyingly tempting. Although I have never seen it with my own eyes, I am afraid Are you afraid of making something out of nothing?" Su Han said, looking at Su Yun with some nostalgia.It's a pity that the spirit doesn't allow him to stay longer, Su Han sighed softly, and said, "Zicheng take care." A void formed behind him, and walked in alone.
Qi Luo put away the black pearl after he watched people leave safely, and said, "Your Majesty, it's hard to tell the enemy from ourselves in this world. Instead of being trapped by emotions, the Tao might as well learn that the six elements are all empty." After he finished speaking, his figure disappeared into the original land.
The two came and went without a trace, it was like a dream.Su Yun looked at the direction where Qi Luo was standing, and asked, "Who is he?"
"Qi Luo, the younger brother of King Qi Yue who died early, Qi Luo." Xu Yang said.
"Qi Luo?"
Now it is difficult to find Qi Luo's records in any history book. No one would have thought that there would be so many twists and turns in a child who died early before he was eight years old.
Su Yun frowned, "Qi Luo... The Qi family is clearly a mortal, so did he really come from the Qi family?"
"...Probably not an illegitimate child. It is said that the reason for Qi Luo's early death is that there is a catastrophe in his fate. If he fails, he will become a god, and if he fails, he will die."
When the two walked out of the cemetery, Su Yun was silent all the way until they returned to the residence and said, "Xu Yang, there are so many truths and falsehoods in the world that I can't tell them apart, but I'm not so stupid that I'm not so stupid as to be concealed by others. .”
He closed the door of his room casually, and the voice blocked by the door was muffled, "I can love you or hate you, and I can be possessed by you, but you and I will eventually be as dusty as possible."
Xu Yang replied.Su Yun went to the window and opened it, letting the cold wind blow in.
The traffic in this city extends in all directions, and the tall buildings restrict people's sight.Even though he was in a high place, he was still deeply trapped in the maze, unable to escape and unable to see the end.
There may be light overhead, but the winter light is not warm.There may be stars at night, but the direction they guide is the blind corner of the maze.He leaned out, and the cold wind slapped his face, which hurt bitterly.
The door of the room was pushed open abruptly, and Xu Yang grabbed his waist and pulled him back, "What are you doing?" Xu Yang's voice trembled a little, and his heart, which had been torn apart from the scorching hot exterior, unexpectedly felt these things. fear.
Su Yun said lightly, "It's nothing, Xu Qingke, don't you think your appearance like a fried chicken loses your image as a witch?"
Xu Yang pushed Su Yun on the chair and looked at him angrily, "Do you want to jump from here?"
"I said I didn't believe you? For you now, don't say that I jumped off a building and fell to my death, you can drown yourself even if you swallow your saliva."
"Su Zicheng!"
The angrier Xu Yang was, the calmer Su Yun became, and his dull eyes seemed to have predicted his own outcome.
"You're wrong. I'm not just Su Zicheng, I'm also Su Yun who has lived in the 21st century for more than 20 years. I won't and it's impossible for me to keep you like a dog."
Xu Yang shook his hand and slapped him.
The teeth broke the corner of the mouth, and blood flowed down the corner of the mouth.Su Yun covered his face and closed his eyes lightly, he smiled silently.
This is very good, everyone is not perfect, joys and sorrows, joys and sorrows, joys and sorrows.Even Xu Yang, who has been deprived of his feelings, cannot escape this law.
It is also because of this that his love and hatred for Emperor Jingning made Su Yun more destined to be just a worthless... trash.
A mouthful of blood gushed out of his throat, and Su Yun frowned and swallowed it forcefully.
He smiled and asked, "Actually, the curse I put on you has not disappeared, right...so you still don't have... love and hate..."
The body suddenly fell forward and was held in Xu Yang's arms.Xu Yang looked at him with complicated eyes, and said bitterly, "What are you doing so proudly... as if you did all this just to get revenge on me..."
The author has something to say:
Xu Yang: Let's stop fighting, okay?
Su Yun: No (`^?)ノ
Xu Yang: why
Su Yun: If I don't fight with you, I will fight with Qi Yue. I can't beat Qi Yue, so I choose, nest, inside, horizontal!
No one knew what it meant for her to leave without saying goodbye, whether it was a complete abandonment or another betrayal.
A person like her may not be remembered for doing all the bad things in her life.
She is too small, her strength is weak, and her love is humble. The best result is to live a lifetime with an ordinary person, but it is a pity that she chose a dead end for herself.
When Su Yun knew she was leaving, he struggled like crazy to go out to find her, but was locked in the room by Xu Yang.
For some reason, he just felt that Ning Sheng would not come back again, their fate seemed to be severed, like a planned trajectory, suddenly disappeared into the night sky.
Later, Su Yun was imprisoned by Xu Yang for another half a month, and when she woke up completely, she almost forgot about her parents.
Xu Yang has been with him for the past few days, except that his tone has become colder than before.On the other hand, Xu Yang always felt that Su Yun had changed, and his whole body seemed to be covered with an invisible coat, so that he could no longer touch the truth.
This kind of Su Yun often made Xu Yang feel irritated, like a person lost in the desert, but he could only watch the water flow through his fingers.
Back then Xu Yang was punished for withdrawing from the Ten Witches suddenly, but he was not deprived of his godhead, and the gods in the heavenly realm respected him as if he would go back.
It happened that Ning Sheng suddenly appeared and wanted to cooperate with him to revive Su Yun. In order to deceive others, he simply sealed part of his divine power and dressed himself as a modern person to stay in the mortal world.
Now that the truth is revealed, there is no need to hide it, but Su Yun doesn't believe him.
Su Yun didn't say anything, went to the bank to check the deposit and took out all of it.
"What are you doing with so much money?" Seeing Su Yun packing the money, putting on a mask, Xu Yang ignored Xu Yang and went to the roadside to take a taxi.Xu Yang didn't ask any more questions, just followed.
Su Yun had a seal on her body, so if she couldn't escape, she let Xu Yang follow her.
After telling the driver about the famous cemetery on the outskirts of the city, he leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes to meditate.
He is 27 years old this year, and he should have been a mediocre office worker from nine to five.But he wasn't so lucky from the start.
He has seen and killed more ghosts than his own age, and he was born with a different kind but has a happy home.Even though they have become his enemies now, the heart of a woman's benevolence is still powerless to blame them.
He didn't want to know what those two were up to, didn't wonder if he was an orphan who happened to be adopted by them or if he really was their child.He only knows that he had a happy and very dignified childhood. His parents never looked at him differently because of his strange behavior. There is no reason to hate them at all.
But why did such a happy family become like this now?What exactly would he have to pay in exchange for that beautiful illusion?
He deceives himself and others, standing in front of the truth, he still has to dodge every step, even if he walks around it, he will not really step in.
He was reluctant.
I chose two leeward places in the best cemetery in the city. I don't know who the cemetery, which is not even a burial, is to commemorate someone.
Su Yun put the keychain with the family portrait hidden in the cemetery, and the staff helped destroy everything before leaving.
He knelt in front of the tombstone alone, with a dead silence in his calm eyes.
Looking at the name on the tombstone, he thought, why is a sinner alive thousands of years ago?
Without him, all the things after that would not have happened. He doesn't need to live with contradictions, struggle, or be forced to accept.He is a cowardly person, afraid of those bloody things that pop up out of nowhere, afraid that he will not be able to respond to the needs of those who love him, and even more afraid of being a substitute, but he can't even play himself well...
There were sporadic snowflakes in the sky, he put one hand on the tombstone, rubbed the handwriting on it with his fingertips, and lost his mind when he looked at it.
The corner of his forehead touched the cold surface of the tablet, as if he would never wake up again if he closed his eyes.
There is less snow getting into clothes.Su Yun knew who the person standing behind was.He stood up, and fell down with a sway.
He thought that the afterlife might never have been a gift, but a continuation of his punishment, because until today, he still has no freedom.
Xu Yang watched the man fall down suddenly, and quickly helped him up.Su Yun coughed up a mouthful of blood and passed out.
Xu Yang clasped Su Yun's wrist to feel his pulse, and expressed a trace of remorse with a face that rarely showed any expression.
He still thinks this person is too strong, and he thinks his position in the other person's heart is too high.
Worse than anger is depression.He knew what this person hated and hated, but he still pushed him into the quagmire.
Because he doesn't understand love and hate, he treats all the people in this world with a numb heart.
The footsteps were getting closer, Xu Yang said to the visitor, "What are you doing here?"
Su Han ignored him, walked closer, and said to himself, "I'll come and see my brother."
"Why are you making such a fuss?" Xu Yang didn't want to talk nonsense with Su Han.
"Forcing you is also forcing my younger brother to grow up. Although he is reincarnated now, the number of people who want his life has not decreased. If he can't be as strong as before, you can't protect him forever... With his character, if I am neither disabled nor dead, and I will never let you interfere in his life." Su Han saw the distance between the two of them that could never be shortened, so he simply stopped. "The reason why I say this now is simply to exchange a chance with you to be alone with my brother, because I don't have much time..."
"If he had been a waste from the beginning, he wouldn't have been in trouble like now." Xu Yang asked indifferently, "It's called training from a young age. Is it to make him grow or to force him to return to his original appearance? Su Han, don't think of yourself too noble."
"Trash...Xu Shangshu, my brother protected you so well back then, why didn't you learn anything?" Su Han didn't care what Xu Yang thought of him, he just said sarcastically, "In his eyes, you are better than me. The more precious thing in life is just an object in your eyes, it is enough to see, touch, and talk, right?"
Xu Yang's eyes narrowed slightly, and the amber pupils reminded people of tigers preying in the forest.
The cold wind stagnated in the air, and suddenly stabbed at Su Han like a sharp sword.
"Stop!" Two voices sounded at the same time, Su Yun grabbed Xu Yang's wrist with great effort to make him stop.Qi Luo suddenly appeared in front of Su Han, and the light from the black pearl in his hand was like a huge net, enveloping the wind blades together.
Su Yun was slightly taken aback when he saw the visitor clearly.He struggled out of Xu Yang's arms, and cupped his hands to Su Han, "Brother."
"Zicheng." Su Han's voice was extremely gentle, the tone was exactly the same as when he was treating his eyes in the old building.
Su Yun didn't mention what happened last time when Su Han lost consciousness, but said, "Thank you brother for helping me, my eyesight has completely recovered... Although I don't know why Brother Huang hangs around in the world, but since life is good, don't worry about it." What kind of quagmire are you going to get into again?" Su Yun bowed to him, and didn't say any more.
"King Qi Xiang put you in the first place so that he almost didn't enter the list of gods. Now that your memory has recovered, he will definitely take your life to protect himself in the future. You have to be careful. Also, do you still remember that scroll?"
"?" Su Yun frowned, and nodded slightly after thinking for a long time, but she didn't tell the truth that the scroll never existed.
"It is rumored that King Qi Xiang's wife was seriously injured. The genius doctor who healed her said that she must be exchanged with a scroll... Although this kind of thing has no power to turn the sea into a mulberry field, it is terrifyingly tempting. Although I have never seen it with my own eyes, I am afraid Are you afraid of making something out of nothing?" Su Han said, looking at Su Yun with some nostalgia.It's a pity that the spirit doesn't allow him to stay longer, Su Han sighed softly, and said, "Zicheng take care." A void formed behind him, and walked in alone.
Qi Luo put away the black pearl after he watched people leave safely, and said, "Your Majesty, it's hard to tell the enemy from ourselves in this world. Instead of being trapped by emotions, the Tao might as well learn that the six elements are all empty." After he finished speaking, his figure disappeared into the original land.
The two came and went without a trace, it was like a dream.Su Yun looked at the direction where Qi Luo was standing, and asked, "Who is he?"
"Qi Luo, the younger brother of King Qi Yue who died early, Qi Luo." Xu Yang said.
"Qi Luo?"
Now it is difficult to find Qi Luo's records in any history book. No one would have thought that there would be so many twists and turns in a child who died early before he was eight years old.
Su Yun frowned, "Qi Luo... The Qi family is clearly a mortal, so did he really come from the Qi family?"
"...Probably not an illegitimate child. It is said that the reason for Qi Luo's early death is that there is a catastrophe in his fate. If he fails, he will become a god, and if he fails, he will die."
When the two walked out of the cemetery, Su Yun was silent all the way until they returned to the residence and said, "Xu Yang, there are so many truths and falsehoods in the world that I can't tell them apart, but I'm not so stupid that I'm not so stupid as to be concealed by others. .”
He closed the door of his room casually, and the voice blocked by the door was muffled, "I can love you or hate you, and I can be possessed by you, but you and I will eventually be as dusty as possible."
Xu Yang replied.Su Yun went to the window and opened it, letting the cold wind blow in.
The traffic in this city extends in all directions, and the tall buildings restrict people's sight.Even though he was in a high place, he was still deeply trapped in the maze, unable to escape and unable to see the end.
There may be light overhead, but the winter light is not warm.There may be stars at night, but the direction they guide is the blind corner of the maze.He leaned out, and the cold wind slapped his face, which hurt bitterly.
The door of the room was pushed open abruptly, and Xu Yang grabbed his waist and pulled him back, "What are you doing?" Xu Yang's voice trembled a little, and his heart, which had been torn apart from the scorching hot exterior, unexpectedly felt these things. fear.
Su Yun said lightly, "It's nothing, Xu Qingke, don't you think your appearance like a fried chicken loses your image as a witch?"
Xu Yang pushed Su Yun on the chair and looked at him angrily, "Do you want to jump from here?"
"I said I didn't believe you? For you now, don't say that I jumped off a building and fell to my death, you can drown yourself even if you swallow your saliva."
"Su Zicheng!"
The angrier Xu Yang was, the calmer Su Yun became, and his dull eyes seemed to have predicted his own outcome.
"You're wrong. I'm not just Su Zicheng, I'm also Su Yun who has lived in the 21st century for more than 20 years. I won't and it's impossible for me to keep you like a dog."
Xu Yang shook his hand and slapped him.
The teeth broke the corner of the mouth, and blood flowed down the corner of the mouth.Su Yun covered his face and closed his eyes lightly, he smiled silently.
This is very good, everyone is not perfect, joys and sorrows, joys and sorrows, joys and sorrows.Even Xu Yang, who has been deprived of his feelings, cannot escape this law.
It is also because of this that his love and hatred for Emperor Jingning made Su Yun more destined to be just a worthless... trash.
A mouthful of blood gushed out of his throat, and Su Yun frowned and swallowed it forcefully.
He smiled and asked, "Actually, the curse I put on you has not disappeared, right...so you still don't have... love and hate..."
The body suddenly fell forward and was held in Xu Yang's arms.Xu Yang looked at him with complicated eyes, and said bitterly, "What are you doing so proudly... as if you did all this just to get revenge on me..."
The author has something to say:
Xu Yang: Let's stop fighting, okay?
Su Yun: No (`^?)ノ
Xu Yang: why
Su Yun: If I don't fight with you, I will fight with Qi Yue. I can't beat Qi Yue, so I choose, nest, inside, horizontal!
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