Follow the shadow

They didn't go anywhere to play in the end, because Xu Yang spent a lot of mana to become an ignorant silly rabbit. He only ate and slept every day. When he woke up, he would bite everywhere to find food. After a few days, he became a fat rabbit. pig.

But for Su Yun, it was not bad. This situation just avoided the embarrassment when his memory just recovered.

That day Su Yun went back to the hotel alone and fell asleep, ignoring when Ning Sheng came back.Ning Sheng didn't take the initiative to look for him either, but waited for him at Su Yun's door early the next morning with a bag of bought breakfast.

"Your Majesty." Seeing Su Yun open the door, Ning Sheng whispered, "I'll buy it for you..." The door was closed heavily in front of him again, Su Yun walked to the bed with a gloomy expression, his lowered eyes really couldn't guess What are you thinking.

He looked at the rabbit who was still sleeping soundly on the bed, forming a magic circle under his feet and was about to leave, but was blocked by an invisible barrier.

Su Yun knelt down on the ground in embarrassment, looking at the rabbit with gloomy eyes.The torment he had suffered after his memory recovered made him even more resentful of everything now. If his mind really fails one day, maybe Xu Yang will kill him too.

It's a pity that Su Yun's mana has been reduced now, and the knife technique that used to kill people like cutting melons is not very sharp.I don't know who would win if the two of them really fought.

It was useless to think too much, he went over and pinched the rabbit's tail, seeing the man subconsciously shrank to the side, he went to play with his ears again.The rabbit woke up, and stretched out his short front paws to drive away the annoying fingers on the top of his head, but was gently pinched by Su Yun.

Su Yun is now far less withdrawn than before, and his style of doing things will not be as perverted as before. Except for his sharp mouth and warm heart, he is really not like Emperor Jingning.

He thought, these people have spent a long time tossing and tossing, and what they got back in the end is such a four-faced man, which is pitiful enough.

After playing with the rabbit in his arms for a while, Su Yun called Ning Sheng. The sound insulation in the room was not good at all. He heard Ning Sheng's cell phone ringing in the corridor.

"His Majesty…"

"Do you know what curse Xu Qingke cast on me?" At this time, the rabbit is probably not conscious. When he wakes up, he will play with his fingers, and when he is sleepy, he will go to sleep again. The little one looks cute instead. .

Su Yun didn't bother to guard against him, so she hugged him like that.

Ning Sheng thought for a while, and said, "It's a kind of contract. The two parties to the contract can't live together but can die together. The free mana of the person agreed will be restricted by the contractor, but at the same time... the contractor is equivalent to handing over his own life." The other party's hands." Ning Sheng's mouth was bitter, but there was only jealousy in his heart.

In fact, there are many things in this world that she can't fight for, because she is too weak, even Ning Sheng's life can't help Su Yun's sadness.

"This kind of contract is time-consuming and labor-intensive, and it cannot be completed overnight, so it is difficult to cancel."

"Hiss..." Su Yun took a breath, and rescued the finger bitten by the rabbit from his mouth.There was a knock on the door outside, and Su Yun raised her voice and said to the outside, "It's okay, let the rabbit bite. Go back and change clothes, it's time for dinner."

Ning Sheng left quietly, Su Yun looked at the rabbit who looked at him innocently with some headaches, and nodded his head with his finger, "If you have the ability, you will be like this for the rest of your life."

The rabbit couldn't understand what he was saying, and happily hugged Su Yun's hand with its little paws.Seeing Su Yun felt helpless for a while.

Su Yun thought, maybe it's good to let Xu Yang remain so ignorant, he can't escape, and that person can't get it.

In November, the days near the end of the year are always advancing day by day in the cold wind. There are not many yellow leaves left on the branches, and the fallen leaves are swept away layer by layer.The wind blew by inadvertently, and the dead leaves fell all over the ground again.

Su Yun put the rabbit into her pocket and walked side by side with Ning Sheng.

The prices in this small town are not high, but there are many special snacks.Just walk around on the road and buy something to fill your stomach.

Ning Sheng was very quiet along the way, his thin and tall shadow followed the people around him, but he didn't dare to get too close.The injury she suffered in the old building made her walk a little crooked, but she held on so that no one could see what was going on.

Su Yun found a moderately priced restaurant and asked Ning Sheng to order first, and left alone without explaining where she was going, and came back with a medicine bag in her hand.

The dishes on the table were almost served, Ning Sheng sat alone with her head bowed, her expression only changed the moment Su Yun came in, she thought Su Yun would not come back.

Su Yun locked the door and put the bag on the chair beside Ning Sheng.

"where?"

"Your Majesty!" Seeing Su Yun kneeling beside her on one knee, Ning Sheng couldn't help saying, "Why does Your Majesty do this for me?"

"The last medicine is nothing, it's like picking up a cheap sister." Su Yun took off her shoes, rolled up her trousers, and several roughly treated wounds on her fair calf came into view.He skillfully wiped the wound with a cotton swab dipped in iodine, and poured the powder on it.

From time to time, Ning Sheng's hair would brush against Su Yun's cheek, but the other party didn't seem to know it.

Ning Sheng looked at his side face, Su Yun wiped her wound seriously, her long eyelashes covered her pupils but still made people feel that he was calm.

He didn't hate anyone as he said at all, even after experiencing thousands of tortures, he would still cover up his inner thoughts and treat each other calmly.

"Your Majesty...I regret that I didn't rescue you back then...I'll eat." With just one look, Ning Sheng didn't dare to say any more, she was afraid that if she said one more word, Su Yun would turn around and leave.

After Su Yun helped her tidy up her clothes, she lowered her eyes and packed the things at hand.Although his memory seal has been unlocked, he still has a hazy feeling about the memories of the past."If I had to choose a woman as a partner I probably wouldn't choose you, not just because you tried to kill me," he said.

Su Yun turned a blind eye to Ning Sheng's red eyes. "Of course there are many people who want to kill me in this world, and in the end I did die at the hands of someone I love deeply...I am not a person who does not love someone because I hate someone. But Ning Sheng, as Jing Ning Emperor's life is too lonely, although you have a comfortable warmth, but your strength is too small."

Ning Sheng lowered her head slowly, like a swan who had been proud all her life, finally had to lower her head and restrain herself, facing the fact that no one appreciated her.

"I understand...Your Majesty, what about me now? Haven't I made any progress?" Ning Sheng raised his hand to wipe away the tears that fell down.

"Yes, if Emperor Jingning met you now, I don't know if he would be tempted, but Su Yun, who is alive now, still likes Xu Yang very meanly."

The dishes were cold, and the warm yellow light shone down. It was deserted, and could not illuminate the blind corners of the room, nor could it illuminate the darkness outside the window throughout the night.

Ning Sheng lost his temper and shed tears again and again, but finally couldn't bear to say goodbye and leave first.

Su Yun looked at the empty room, closed the door gently, fiddled with the phone with some self-mockery, looked at herself with a sick face behind the black screen, with a mocking smile on her lips.

Everything he said was true, although it would make him look very low, but it was from the heart.

He knows that he is hopeless, he was hopeless thousands of years ago, he can have everything, but he only thinks about the person he likes in his heart, or he can have nothing, and then he still only thinks about the person in his heart .

He may be too unfeeling to be too passionate towards a person.

But so what?Can he regret it?Will he dodge?He simply won't.

Su Yun opened a bottle of wine for herself, raised her head and took a sip.The hot liquid poured into his throat, staining his cheeks with a blush.

He doesn't know how to drink at all, and he never appreciates drunk people, but he wants to prove his pain at this time in a way that ordinary people would do.

Even if it does nothing.

He just wants to be a normal person and live a normal life, but he is not normal. If he likes that person, he can't make himself normal... Su Yun thought about it, but he didn't know what he was thinking.

He was a little dizzy, and his hand holding the wine bottle slipped a little.He didn't know what he was sad about, and his heart ached slightly, as if to prove to him that this time he was sincere, truly sad, and truly at a loss.

True and false, false and true, he is a dead duck with a stubborn mouth, and even he himself has long been unable to see his own heart clearly.

Su Yun thought, he was killed by the person he loved, and watched the girl he liked forced to grow up, his country is long gone, and no one knows the soldiers who died for him.

But now, seeing the person who loves him approaching carefully and offering his sincerity, he was casually discarded.Putting aside the lingering hatred, there were two words clearly written on that shameful heart - unworthy.

He doesn't deserve to live and live a good life. If the person who sat in that position was King Qi Xiang from the beginning, no one would die in the battlefield, and no one would shed tears in the lonely city.

And he, in fact, is nothing at all, and has no ability at all.He should die, atone for his sins, and be completely out of his wits.

It's just that some people still think that he was a little bit better when his brain was cramped, so he is so unwilling to let go...

He raised his glass and drank again, and the hand holding the glass was held by someone.

At some point, Xu Yang became sober and regained his human form.

Xu Yang clasped his wrist with one hand and pinched his chin with the other to force him to look up at him.Those once sharp and ruthless eyes were soaked in water mist, as if they had suffered all kinds of grievances and couldn't hold on any longer.

"you're drunk."

"Ah."

"Stop drinking."

"Ah."

Pulling the wine bottle out of Su Yun's hand, Xu Yang touched his cheek, "Do you regret this to Ning Sheng?"

Su Yun blinked lightly, his paralyzed nerves were no longer bright, making him look much more sluggish.

Xu Yang sighed, bent over to wrap the scarf around him, put on his clothes, and even just carried him on his back in order not to make people chew his tongue, and walked towards the hotel.

On the street, few vehicles speed by.The person on the back was quiet all the way, and the light weight seemed to be carried away by the wind at any time.

Xu Yang's neck was slightly cold, and tears rolled down his neck.He couldn't help but stop.

Putting down the person who was carrying him, the person still had tears in his eyes, looking at him sad and vulnerable.

Xu Yang seemed to have a stick in his throat, thinking of the pot of wine, only bitterness remained in his mouth.

Xu Yang thought, is it really wrong for me to resurrect you?

He couldn't find the answer, and no one could give it.He thought he was really selfish, selfishly broke off an eagle's wings, just to keep him by his side.

If the eagle hated him, maybe he would feel more at ease, but the eagle didn't, and was even willing to watch his wings gradually weaken and eventually lose the instinct to fly.

He didn't want to hide it anymore, he embraced Su Yun, hugged him tightly, and kissed uncontrollably.Su Yun panted in pain, struggled, and fell into a deep swamp, without seeing the light again.

Su Yun didn't know what was going to greet him afterwards. He was clearly standing on the ground, but he still seemed to be falling continuously.

The tearful eyes are confused and painful, looking at the intertwined branches above the head, like an indestructible net, enclosing the sky.And he is also doomed to never recover.

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I... caught a cold again (T_T)