as long as you love

Hua Qi rummaged through everything Xiao Qianqian showed him, and then searched for it on his own, from post bars to forums, from novels to movies.

He took two days off in the single dormitory on the pretext of being sick, until Xiao Qianqian was instructed by the teacher to visit him, and said in surprise:

"Hua Qi, aren't you...have you been watching these two days?"

A table full of DVDs, novels, and even an original English version of "The Well of Loneliness" in the corner, I don't know where to find it.

"How did you come?"

"You haven't come to class for two days. The teacher and classmates are very worried about you, so I volunteered to visit you. I didn't expect to see this..."

Xiao Qianqian couldn't find a suitable word to describe it for a while, so she simply sat down, "What's the matter with you?"

Xiao Qianqian and Hua Qi made friends in the first half of the semester of junior high school.Her best friend Tian Yi has always liked Hua Qi, and many people in the class know that a few boys who like Tian Yi or dislike Hua Qi form a gang to secretly find Hua Qi unhappy.

Hua Qi didn't know if he was stupid or really didn't like their little tricks. He just accepted it and never responded. The boys went too far. One day Hua Qi went out and dumped all the things in his bag on the ground.

A diary-like thing slipped out of the bag. A boy's eyes lit up, he picked it up, opened it and began to read: "The weather was cloudy on April 2011, 4. It has been half a year since I left home. I really want to..."

Before he finished reading, the boy was kicked and fell to the ground, and the diary fell to the side.

Xiao Qianqian stood handsomely behind the boy, picked up the dropped diary, and closed it.With contempt and indignation:

"Zhao Mingyu, do you know what personal privacy is?"

"What's none of your business?! Are you sick..." The boy named Zhao Mingyu patted his buttocks and stood up with an expression of half annoyance and half fear.

——"What are you doing!!?"

Before the matter reached a fever pitch, Hua Qi, the person involved, came back.

Everyone has never seen Hua Qi so nervous and lively, rushing in and snatching the diary from Xiao Qianqian's hand, the restrained anger and the anger on the verge of explosion flashed colorfully in that white and rosy face Pass.

It seems to be stepped on the reverse scale...

Everyone was terrified by Hua Qi's appearance. Those who returned to their seats returned to their seats, and those who were watching also looked away, and the boys hurriedly dispersed.

"Hua...Hua Qi, don't get me wrong, I'm helping you..."

Xiao Qianqian was left standing there alone, and her eloquence was cut off at once, fearing that Hua Qi might misunderstand something, she didn't know where to put her hands.

"I saw it." Hua Qi gradually calmed down, squatted down and began to pick up the books that fell on the ground, and said softly, "Thank you."

Xiao Qianqian suddenly felt embarrassed, and she also squatted down to help him pick up things.

"You're welcome, I just can't stand those boys bullying others."

Hua Qi laughed out loud, his delicate face suddenly softened under the sun, he elongated his tone, and his voice range was melodious and thought-provoking:

"——by what force?"

With a simple sentence, Xiao Qianqian sensed a burst of nobility and deep confidence in his family from his teasing tone.

"Uh... this..." Suddenly I ran out of words.

She suddenly remembered that, because of curiosity about the good-looking transfer students, the gossip people even did research on the cars that pick up and drop off Hua Qi every weekend.

After a month of follow-up visits, they calculated that there were a total of five cars that had picked up and dropped off Hua Qi, and the lowest-grade BMW was a 38 yuan BMW. No matter how expensive the brand was, many people had never seen it before. People revealed that the total price of the five cars was no less than tens of millions.

Speaking of Qian Shi, it seems that the one in front of him is more worthy of his name.

Xiao Qianqian is not the kind of person who would humble herself in front of the rich and powerful, so she also smiled, and imitated the online routine in a playful way:

"So, you are really rich? Then, make a friend?"

…………

The two really became friends, and it was still the special type. Xiao Qianqian frankly got financial help from Hua Qi, and Hua Qi needed Xiao Qianqian to help him adapt to junior high school life in China in all aspects.

It can also be regarded as complementary personalities, and they hit it off.

Returning to reality, Hua Qi leaned back on the seat, raised his hand across his forehead, and half covered his closed eyes:

"Qianqian, what would you do if I told you I was gay?"

"You...what do you mean?" Xiao Qianqian was stunned, wondering if this kid had been led into a corner by him?Then I have committed a great sin.

"I like my brother." Hua Qi said softly, as if saying that today's weather is really hot, but he felt his heart that had been severely strangled take a deep breath.

Finally figured it out, finally dared to face it.

"Are you serious?! Are you...could you make a mistake...I think you are just relying too much on your brother."

Xiao Qianqian was still in astonishment, even though she was a senior rotten girl, it didn't mean she wouldn't be surprised to have such a friend around her.After all, there is still a certain gap between the Internet and reality.

"What do you think..." Hua Qi glanced at the books and videos on the table and asked, "After these two days, will I still be unable to tell the difference between dependence and liking?"

"..." Xiao Qianqian was blocked for a moment.

The atmosphere was silent for a long time.

Xiao Qianqian suddenly slapped Hua Qi on the shoulder vigorously: "Good buddy!!"

Hua Qi was taken aback, his hands dropped from his forehead, and he looked at Xiao Qianqian in surprise: "What's wrong?"

"You were the first to tell me when you came out, I'm so touched!!!" Xiao Qianqian looked moved to tears by the revolutionary friendship.

"........."

"Tell me, when did it start?" Xiao Qianqian sat on Hua Qi's single bed, as if preparing for a long talk.

"You..." I wanted to ask you so I accepted it, but Hua Qi thought of Xiao Qianqian's rotten girl attributes, and felt relieved: "Probably... from seeing him and teaching me The teacher starts kissing."

"I thought that was disgusting, and then I threw up in the bathroom. I felt betrayed, and it was a double betrayal by two of my favorite people. I started to hate that teacher, and I started to distance myself from him. But then I found out, Being away from him didn't make me feel any better, on the contrary, thinking about him made me miserable."

"I began to recall, recalling every little thing he got along with me since I was a child—he rubbed my hair and called me 'Qiqi', he held me in his arms and told me stories, his tone was gentle He said he would protect me for the rest of his life. His hands, his temperature, and his embrace all made me miss him crazily in the days of separation."

Hua Qi closed his eyes, and his body began to tremble slightly: "But every weekend - if we can see each other, there are always other people around him, Yue Ling, Du Ze, Pei Jue, they always surround him Around, he can't see me, or rather, he doesn't care about me as much as I care about him, and he doesn't even know my thoughts, I... I am in pain, Qianqian, I am in pain... .”

Hua Qi put his hands on his knees, lowered his head, his whole body convulsed.

"Hua Qi..."

It was rare for Xiao Qianqian to no longer have a playful smile. She got up, bent down and hugged Hua Qi.

Hua Qi followed her strength and leaned against her shoulder, tears streaming down her cheeks, the expression on her face was so fragile that it couldn't be touched.

Xiao Qianqian patted the young man's thin back lightly, feeling distressed with all her heart, but she didn't know how to comfort her.

"Then...what are you going to do?" After Hua Qi calmed down, Xiao Qianqian asked cautiously.

"I do not know."

Hua Qi was fascinated by a postcard with blue sky and white clouds pasted on the table. The expression on his face was as peaceful as Jehovah's favorite angel. It was hard to imagine that he was crying bitterly just a second ago.

"Why don't you try confessing directly?" Xiao Qianqian's soul of a corrupt girl burned up, and she began to imagine beautiful pictures.

"My brother, I dare not take the risk."

"Can he not want you as a younger brother?" Xiao Qianqian still didn't believe it.

"He'll...hate me, and it's worse for me than my death."

Hua Qi's blunt words broke the picture that Xiao Qianqian had just made up in her head, and made her vent all over the place.

"Forget it, forget it, I won't give you random ideas. Just don't forget that I will support you no matter what, come on, I am optimistic about you!" Xiao Qianqian patted the boy on the shoulder carelessly.

Hua Qi forced a smile, and Xiao Qianqian felt that watching him laugh was more uncomfortable than watching him cry... She always had a premonition that this young man would have something to make her feel bad in the future.