as long as you love

"Qiqi..." Huayuru's expression became very sad, and even Nan Jing in the front row couldn't help but look over.

Huayuru's younger brother, the adopted younger brother, had a great influence on him.

Nan Jing felt very uncomfortable.

"I'm sorry..." The person on the other end of the phone said suddenly, as if feeling the emotion of Huayu Confucianism.

Hua Qi's cheeks were thin and red, and he was slightly hot.He rubbed the space between his brows and leaned against the platform in front of him.

"I'm sorry..." He clenched the phone tightly, buried his head under the crook of his arm, looked at the blanket under the car, and fell silent for a while, his voice lowered, with a swaying weakness:

"I just miss you so much..."

I also don't want to be so self-willed, act like a spoiled child, lose my temper for no reason...

I just, miss you so much.

No more tears, but the teardrops gathered into small ones and trembled on the eyelashes.

I miss you very much, miss your warm embrace, miss your handsome profile, miss your gentle voice, and miss your gentle face.

How about you come back?

Are you by my side?

……

Countless questions swirled in my heart, ready to come out.It's a pity that I couldn't ask a word.

I knew in my heart that it was capricious, vexatious, and unconventional.

What can I do.What else can I do?

I thought I had grown up, but in fact, faced with the same predicament, I was still helpless.Without you by my side, everything around is like an abyss.

Struggling, trying to save himself, but getting deeper and deeper step by step.

Pain, hesitation, confusion.The invisible shackles cover the head, but they are more powerful than tangible objects.

Can crush a person even more.

Has lost strength, has been exhausted.

"That's it..." he said dryly.

Without waiting for an answer, he hung up the phone.

What else could he answer.

Given the established facts, no amount of consolation seems powerless.

It is impossible for the family to let him come back, and it is impossible for Hua Qi to go to find him. F said it was a school, but it was actually a cage. He was locked here, unable to move, and could only be at his disposal.

The phone slowly slipped from between his fingers.Jiang Dou on the side was startled, and he reached out to catch it reflexively, and glanced at Hua Qi who was lying on the platform.Jiang Dou sighed, put the phone in the storage box in the middle, and started the car again.

//

"Hey, you just skipped the military training, you're so cool." Zhou Jie joked as he looked at his roommate, whom he hadn't seen for a week.

Hua Qi tidied up the things on the table, and glanced at him: "You can try it too."

"I dare not. If I want to escape the military training, my dad will have to break my legs."

Hua Qi imagined that scene, and felt a little envious.

What does it feel like to be chased and beaten by your parents?He has never experienced it.Not to mention that Hua Xianjie and Sun Ru are not the kind of unreasonable people who beat their children at will. They have never said a single harsh word to him since they were young, and they have never been harsh or oppressive.

This would have looked fine.But when he understood his identity, and then compared the difference between himself and his elder brother's childhood experience, the difference became obvious.

Hua Qi restrained himself from thinking that this difference was due to the difference in closeness, but this kind of thought still popped up one after another, and it made him very sad when he thought about it.

Can't get over the hurdle in my heart.

"Speaking of which, you missed a lot of things." Zhou Jie was sitting on the swivel chair, holding a book and reading, kicking his left foot back and forth. Thank you for taking the seat next to me, my future tablemate."

Hua Qi turned around and looked at him with a smile: "Thank you."

Zhou Jie's eyelids twitched twice, and he said solemnly, "You're welcome."

Hua Qi saw the clothes on the bed, "This is it?"

"I bought the summer school uniform for you. There are two sets in total. You will be with it for the next three years, and you can cherish it."

"..." Hua Qi was speechless for a while. He took out the clothes from the transparent bag. It was a light blue short-sleeved pair and dark blue trousers.The size was reported because the student's basic situation was checked before, and it was also his size.

Emmm...it's okay.Domestic school uniforms are pretty good.Hua Qi comforted herself silently.

Actually...it's okay.Hua Qi looked at himself in the dressing mirror - tall and thin, with a light blue T-shirt and dark trousers, with a youthful student air.

Very clean and very comfortable.

Already a freshman.Hua Qi thought.

To adjust the state well.he told himself.

After the lunch break, it's time for class in the afternoon.The classrooms had been reassigned, and Zhou Jie led Hua Qi to the classroom of Class 7, Senior One, causing a commotion as usual.

Curious, eyed, worried, ridiculed, jealous.

Hua Qi followed Zhou Jie to his seat, following those emotional gazes.

This is the fourth row of seats by the window, and the view is not bad. You can look out of the window on the left, you can look at the blackboard in the middle, and you can see the small movements of most people in the class on the right.

Hua Qi identified the day's class schedule on the blackboard and took out the book for the first class.

physics.

He's actually pretty good at science.If he is not dyslexic, he can answer the test papers with good grades.It's a pity...he can only rely on listening to the lectures, listening to the teacher all the time, trying to understand and remember the knowledge points in it, otherwise he may spend a hundred times more energy on learning later.

Today is also the first day of class for the physics teacher. His surname is Lu. He is a short man in his 40s with a square face and big round glasses.Hua Qi liked him very much.

After a brief introduction and pleasantries, Lao Lu directly cut to the point and began to talk about the acoustic part at the beginning of the physics book.

This part is fairly simple, Hua Qi has been listening with his head propped up.The pen of Xueba next to him kept moving, and by the time the get out of class was over, he had already memorized two pages.

Zhou Jie was surprised to see the empty desk besides an unopened physics book, "You didn't attend the class?"

"Listen."

"Where are the notes?"

"Here." Hua Qi pointed to his head.

Zhou Jie stared at him for a while, then gave him a thumbs up: "Qiang—"

Hua Qi scratched his cheek with his index finger, accepting this not-so-deserving compliment.

The class time passed quickly, and it was the weekend in a blink of an eye.It is worth mentioning that F only has one day off a week and can go home.There is no class on Saturday, but you must study in the classroom. You can leave after the afternoon self-study, but you must come back before the self-study on Sunday night.

There is a strict check-in system in F, and students who do not comply with the regulations and have no excuses will be criticized in a circular.

A good student is generally very face-saving, and reporting him is more uncomfortable than beating him.

So the system in F is implemented very thoroughly.

For Hua Qi, there is actually no difference between Saturday and Sunday.There was nothing in particular that required him to go home or go off-campus.So his choice is to stay in school on Sunday.

There are many students from other places in F, so Sunday is also an excellent Parents' Day. Parents flock to the only open day of the week to see their children, bring something and so on.So this day can be regarded as a different kind of lively day in F.

Hua Qi walked on the campus, seeing the flow of people coming and going with suitcases and big bags, he didn't feel much.

No one will come to see him.he knows.

So I'm not interested.

It is better to go to the classroom for self-study.

He stuffed his earphones, put his hand in his trouser pocket, and walked all the way into the classroom.He found that Zhou Jie was also sitting in the back seat by the window.

"Yo." He greeted.

The other party ignored it.The nib of the pen scratches and pulls on the straw paper.

Estimated to be too involved.

He pulled the stool away, sat down on the seat himself, and pulled out a book from the drawer.Chinese textbooks.

He wasn't actually watching, the audio of the textbook Xiao Qianqian helped him find was playing in the earphones.He wanted to recognize each word face to face, and see if this could improve his reading progress.

With the aid of hearing, it was a little easier, and the veils of those glyphs were removed, and they appeared one by one.Quite short.But if he can memorize it efficiently, the reading speed will be much faster next time.

Practice makes perfect.

Unbreakable truth.

Liberal arts such as Chinese and political history can be learned in this way.For other subjects, he is still trying to find a way.Perhaps relying on classroom listening is also a good choice.

The group of doctors he went to for the reason for the decline in reading ability.Pulled out a bunch of reasons.He almost took his brain for a CT slice observation.But what a doctor said surprised him.

The other party did not look for the reason in terms of bodily functions like others did, but only said four words:

Heart disease is difficult to cure.

He was quite convinced.

But if it is really a heart disease, how to go to the doctor, how to cure it.Obviously it is also a part of my body, but why is it always making trouble for myself.

Hua Qi sighed.

With a bang, Zhou Jie's tilted chair next door fell back to the ground.

"I'll go—" Zhou Jie patted his chest in shock and looked at him: "When did you come——you scared me to death."

"..."

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Continue Tuesday.The old rules, or double numbers. =ovo=