as long as you love

To the south is an apartment building with a gray roof and white walls. Hua Qi hesitated for a moment, but still took a step towards that side.

I thought there would be no one at this point, but when I opened the door, I saw a person sitting at the desk.

Both were taken aback.

"You didn't go to self-study?" Hua Qi asked.

Zhou Jie came back to his senses, and said with a smile, "Why don't you let me take a break this weekend?" He looked at him again, "What are you?"

"Come and pack something. If there are no accidents... I will go abroad in August."

"It's fast enough."

"Not too soon, I've been preparing since February."

Zhou Jie looked at him seriously: "Congratulations."

"Thank you."

"Then will you come back later?" Zhou Jie sat back at the desk, twirling the pen with his fingertips, and asked casually.

"Probably... I won't go back," Hua Qi said here, stopped packing his things, turned his head to look at Zhou Jie, and said in a rare teasing tone: "Are you feeling reluctant to part with me?" Feeling a little shameless.

Unexpectedly, the other party actually continued this sentence:

"Of course, I'm very reluctant." The boy turned his back to Hua Qi, with a joking tone in his daily life.

Hua Qi also smiled and continued to pack his things.

After picking and picking diaries and books, there is actually nothing to take with me. The rest are some daily necessities. I have them at home, and I won’t lack them when I get there.

Coming back is mainly to say goodbye to the place where I have lived for almost a year.

"Aren't you going to take the exam soon?" Hua Qi packed up his things, only a schoolbag and a large bag full of books and sundries. He sat down on the bed, and a small part of his slender body sank into the limp on the mat.

"That's right," Zhou Jie put on his pair of gold-rimmed glasses again, looking quiet and elegant, with the temperament of a schoolmaster.When Hua Qi was talking to him, he was buried on the shore writing something, and there was a hint of sternness towards Hua Qi's exposed side face.

I feel a little sad in my heart, after all, I am also my deskmate and roommate who have been together for nearly a year.

"Brother Jie, I'm leaving." Hua Qi picked up the thing and moved it outside.

There was no response from that end.Hua Qi knew how much concentration this person was immersed in studying, so he sighed and continued to walk outside.

The boy at the desk is not actually studying.He was fascinated by the strokes on the straw paper.

The strokes full of smoke and clouds are all one word: Qi.

"Snapped".He put the pen on the table.

"Hua Qi."

Hua Qi had already reached the door, and when he heard the shout, he turned around in surprise.

Zhou Jie had already stood up, walked a few steps towards him, stood on the corridor of the entrance, slightly spread his arms, with a bright smile on his face:

"Just leave like this, give me a goodbye hug?"

The sun hit from behind the boy, casting a warm halo.This scene is so similar to when we first met.

"My name is Zhou Jie, I will take care of you in the future, new roommate."

"Of course, I'm so loyal by nature."

"Sorry to scare you. I just heard...you crying?"

......

Time really flies.

Hua Qi put down her things, walked up to her with a smile, and hugged her: "Bye, Brother Jie."

The other party didn't speak, and the hand holding Hua Qi was a little tight. Hua Qi stayed for a while, but saw no movement from the other party. He struggled slightly, but he couldn't get out.

The atmosphere froze, and when the two figures overlapped and were about to solidify into a statue, Zhou Jie suddenly spoke, in a soft tone:

"Do you know why I suddenly ignored you before?"

"??"

"Because I found out..." The voice of the last half of the sentence was so low that the thin air flow reached Hua Qi's ears shallowly like crackling fireworks:

"--I like you."

Before the complex biochemical reaction in Hua Qi's mind was over, the other party had already let go of the hug, smiled and mentioned his things, "Let's go, I'll take you out."

Hua Qi was in a trance for a while, then came back to his senses, and hurried a few steps to follow.

This is the first time I received a same-sex confession. I didn't expect it to be from that person, but... Zhou Jie.

Subtle strangeness.And a little more, apology and gratitude.

The Hua family's car was parked downstairs on Cherry Blossom Avenue. Hua Qi stood in front of the car door, took the things, put them in the car, and then got out again, looking at Zhou Jie with empty hands.

Zhou Jie wasn't too embarrassed, and smiled cheerfully: "Then I'll go back."

"Brother Jie," Hua Qi called to stop him, "I've been taking care of you for more than half a year."

The bangs on Zhou Jie's forehead seemed to be raised: "Don't come to these fake people, and don't forget me when you leave, just call me more."

Hua Qi smiled: "I'm afraid you'd be obsessed with studying and wouldn't accept it."

"Hmph, others may not be sure. I will definitely take the one at the same table." Zhou Jie patted him, "Let's go, don't miss this, you are out of the sea of ​​suffering, live a good life, boy."

Hua Qi was amused by his pretentious old-fashioned appearance, and said with a smile, "Come on, too."

Zhou Jie narrowed his eyes slightly, the expression on his face seemed to lose some tension for a moment, and said in a low tone, "Let's go."

Hua Qi really left.

Those who stayed in place tightened their hanging hands, let them go, and then tightened them again.After several repetitions, he finally turned his gaze away from the direction the car was traveling in.

The place in the heart seems to be empty, and it seems to let go of something.

This farewell confession.He has been brewing for a long time, but also considered a temporary idea.

The reason why I say this is because many of the heartfelt words I thought before were not uttered, and when I came to the end, I felt that a simple "I like you" is enough.

How many people keep this sentence in their hearts and never say it out.

But he said it.Because I didn't expect that I would not be able to face my heart directly in the end.

He's already, well, brave.

Well, it definitely counts.

Back at the desk, half of the previous topic was written, and the strokes were broken there, when I heard the person's footsteps and keys outside the door.

Zhou Jie smiled foolishly. After laughing, he seized the previous train of thought in his mind, picked up his pen and continued to write.

——— Zhou Jie’s end——

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I feel sorry for Brother Jie for a second~_~≧﹏≦