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When Niu Gulu saw Hongli walking in, his face was full of anger, and after a turn in his heart, he knew why he was unhappy.She waved her hand and said with a smile: "Don't worry too much, you Ama don't like that kid Hongrui."

"What about Honghui? Ama is very fond of elder brother." Hongli said angrily.

"What's the matter, Ama has to call the two of them? Eldest brother is fine, what is Hongrui? Just because he was born after Fujin?" Hongli bit his lip, his face was full of jealousy, "Just because This, do I have to be crushed by him forever?"

The muscles on Niu Gulu's face twitched violently, she naturally cared about this question, she looked at Hongli, and said softly: "Hongli, you have to understand that your Ama is a person who does great things, even if you Not a legitimate son, but your future, E Niang believes, will definitely not be worse than Hongrui. Besides, you also know in your heart that Fujin is not very favored, and Hongrui is not favored by you, Ama. There is also a elder brother Honghui whose status is higher than him, if I really want Erniang to say, Hongrui's threat to you is not as good as that of Honghui, nor that of Hongzhou."

"I'm not as good as Big Brother, and I understand it myself, but Hong Zhou is not good at anything, so how could Er Niang care about Hong Zhou so much?" Hong Li was puzzled.To be honest, except for one Honghui, Hongli has never looked down on other people.Hongrui is a bit taller than him in status, but Yinzhen can't help not liking Hongrui.Furthermore, Hongpan's identity is a little bit higher than Hongli's. Unfortunately, Hongpan has no skills, so Hongli naturally doesn't take him seriously.

It is reasonable to say that the favored Nian clan is already Chu Fujin, and his status is higher than Niu Gulu's, but her child is still too young, so there is no way to compete with him for the time being.

After all the calculations, the biggest trouble is Honghui. Honghui has already married his wife, the daughter of the Xilin Jueluo family. The Nala family and the Xilinjueluo family supported it. To be honest, every time Hongli thought of this, he felt cold in his heart.

Fortunately, Niu Gulushi has always been very confident, and even Hongli thinks this is not a problem, just like Niu Gulushi said, no matter how good the elder brother is, if his life is not good, everything will be useless.

When Hongli heard this, his heart skipped a beat, but he also relaxed.It has been like this since ancient times, if you want to ascend to a high position and have power, you have to give up some things.Besides, there is not much brotherhood between him and Honghui, the two are almost ten years apart, and they rarely get along, talking about feelings is simply a joke.

"Hong Zhou is not easy, Hong Li." Niu Gulu smiled meaningfully, and said, "Hong Zhou is not the best in everything he does, but he hasn't left you too far, has he? He is also very indulgent, although it is not as good as his love for you, Hongli, you also understand that the feelings in the royal family are never seen on the surface. You have to see the inside, your Ama mentioned you When we were together, Hong Zhou was often mentioned, and they got along more like father and son."

Geng Shi was too cautious, she often failed to catch Geng Shi's tricks, and they knew each other's origins well, if it was really urgent, who could be sure that the other party would not come to the rescue?

Anyway, if Niu Gulu was forced to have no way out, she would take a few to be buried with her.Such as Gunn, such as Nian.In recent years, Youtan has not been favored, and the son she gave birth to is not liked by Yinzhen, Niu Gulu still doesn't feel at ease with her.But she didn't care as much as before, and sometimes she couldn't help thinking, could Utan just be tossed out by her?After all, if Nala hadn't been poisoned to death by himself back then, Youtan would not have become Yinzhen's Fujin, would he?

After all, is there still not much to be tossed about?A time traveler is likely to change history, not to mention that there are many time travelers now!The most obvious thing is that fourth master had a lot more sons, and more of them survived.Every time Niu Gulushi saw those children who should have died or were born by another woman, or children that could not have existed, she would feel that the world was really shaken up.

"What Er Niang means..." Hongli frowned, and asked with some uncertainty: "Ama actually loves Hongzhou more, does she treat Hongzhou as a son?"

If so, Hong Zhou is really a threat.

Niu Gulu also felt that the Geng family was more of a threat. As for the Nian family, ha, unless she could persuade Nian Gengyao to let go of everything, Yinzhen would take the Nian family one day. What could the Nian family do then? Woolen cloth?

But Nianshi is quite favored, and her son Yinzhen is also quite fond of it, which is really a problem.

"Hong Zhou is not top-notch, but he is quite lively. He never competes to perform in front of your ama like you. Your ama thinks that although he can't do anything big, he is still a filial and sensible child. Geng Another person who can pretend, and the two of them joined forces to make you happy, so it's not incomprehensible that you are partial to him."

"Er Niang also told you that you shouldn't stand out too much. But you can't remember." Naturally, Niu Gulu also wanted his son to be well, so he kept telling him to be more cautious and low-key. Li has always been arrogant, how could he hide his intelligence?

Besides, blindly hiding is not enough, but I can see that Yinzhen's sons are almost invisible.

If Hongli really covered it up, it's hard to say whether Yinzhen could see him.

Niu Gulushi and Hongli also found it difficult.Compared with others, Yinzhen treated Hongli a lot better. Firstly, Hongli performed well, and his clever son was always liked by others. Secondly, Yinzhen felt that Hongli would not be too deep-minded. You must know that he is a patriotic Many people watched Niu Gulu and Hongli, and Yinzhen could see everything they did.

Niu Gulu was worried that Hong Zhou would be favored more than Hong Li, but in fact he was not.Geng has been doing very well. The son she taught is just like her, cautious and cautious, neither too prominent nor completely covered up. Hong Zhou is filial and sensible, lively but not reckless, knows how to show weakness and act like a baby. In fact, this is the case While Yinzhen likes Hong Zhou, he is also more wary of Geng and Hong Zhou.

Niu Gulushi was right, the feelings of the royal family can't just be seen on the surface.

"Emiang, if I am the same as Hong Zhou, what Ama sees is not me." Hongli showed a trace of indignation on his face, and his eyes were full of dissatisfaction, and said: "Ama sees the most elder brother, Emiang, What's the use of me even if I'm good?"

Niu Gulu gave him a sideways look, and said, "When is it now, is it necessary to start worrying about this so early? Your ama is still young, and there are more important things now. Starting from this year, your ama's temper It won't be too good, if you don't want to get angry, it's better not to cause any trouble. Otherwise, Emiang won't know if your Ama will take his anger on you."

Although Hongli was puzzled, he also knew that Niu Gulu had his own channel to get some news, and his mother would not hurt him. Thinking of this, Hongli calmed down and said, "I know, Er mother."

On the other side, Geng is also persuading Hongzhou, Hongzhou is not stupid, and although he is jealous that Honghui and Hongrui can go to the study to meet Yinzhen, he will not think that Hongrui is nobler than himself because of this.

"You must have something to do, Ama. As for why you called Hongrui, I'm afraid it's to test him." Geng analyzed slowly, and said: "The most incomprehensible thing in this family is Fujin. My sixth elder brother Hongrui, to be honest, I can’t see through it either. I have to admit that Fujin’s beauty is unmatched, but she is not a brainless person. Niu Yulu, I, and later Nian, we But they have been probing her for several years, but unfortunately they found nothing. I don't know how many methods were used behind the scenes. Unfortunately, she didn't do anything, but nothing could hurt her. Such a person is more popular than anything else. Surprised, I think it is because of this that you, Ama, will avoid it? Such a beauty, which man can not love after seeing it? As for Brother Hongrui, Hong Zhou, what do you think of him? "

"Emiang has observed carefully, he doesn't like you, Ama, but he is more like you than anyone else. No matter why you didn't like him before, Hongrui will probably like you the most in the future I like it. There is no one who would not like a son who is similar to himself, and you Ama will not reject this unfathomable son. Especially after you Ama got what he wanted most, brother Hongrui, I'm afraid it will fly from the sky."

"Of course, who knows why he is not favored now? Maybe it's just a cover used by you, Ama, to protect him. It's not like there are such examples in the royal family."

"Not everyone is the same as that one. If you love something, you have to make a fuss. In the end, it all comes down to nothing. Why bother?"

Hong Zhou looked at the sneering Geng, frowned and said, "Emiang, if Ama is protecting Hongrui, then it won't matter what we do. In terms of status, we are all inferior to Hongrui. of."

"Status is not the most important thing." Geng also knew that there were so many sons in Yinzhen, and there were quite a few Manchu sons, and there would definitely be more in the future. She looked at Hongzhou and knew in her heart that if there were no accidents, Hongzhou There is no chance.

Geng gritted his teeth in secret. If it was the same as history, it would not be too much to push Hong Zhou to that position, but the problem is, the wings of these butterflies have already created a big storm.

She likes Yinzhen, but now she is not the most special person.There are three of the same people in Siye's mansion, oh, by the way, there is something wrong with that Wu Ya family, and Fujin can't see through it, so almost all of Siye's mansions are not normal people.

"Ama pays attention to status." Hong Zhou felt helpless, he never thought that he was inferior to any elder brother in the family, but unfortunately, his background was not as good as too many people.

Honghui and Hongrui are the sons of the legitimate sons, with detached status, Hongpan is the son of Li Fang Fujin, Hongyi and Honghui are the sons of Nian Fang Fujin, Hongli is the son of Niu Gulu, and Hongpei is the son of Wu Ya , Among these people, which one of these identities is not better than Hong Zhou?

Even if Honghui and Hongrui are not what Yinzhen values, Hongzhou actually has no chance.

Both Geng Shi and Hong Zhou could see this point clearly, so they suffered more than anyone else.

Niu Gulu has always regarded Geng as an opponent, and she has been jealous of Hong Zhou cultivated by Geng, but she has forgotten that Hong Zhou has the biggest fatal injury, and that is his background.

No elder brother is a fool, so Yinzhen will never have to be Hong Zhou.

Geng naturally knew that Yinzhen valued his family background. If not, he would not have chosen Hongli in history.You must know that Hong Zhou is not too bad, but Hong Li's shortcomings are very obvious.

"It's useless to say this now, Hong Zhou, as long as you are filial to your Ama, he won't treat you badly in the future." Geng only, can comfort Hong Zhou like this.

Hong Zhou looked at Geng, and asked, "Just like Er Niang? I just hope that Ama will value you more? Er Niang is very smart, isn't Ama's favorite Nian Er Niang? Well, yes Now, Niu Colu's Erniang is also very favored. Although Wuya's Erniang is not as favored as Erniang, she is the favorite of Erniang. Erniang is too quiet in this house. Does it mean that as long as Amador likes you a little, Erniang thinks that's enough?"

Er Niang has always wanted him to do better, not to be conspicuous, like Er Niang, not to be guarded by the people in the house, but Niu Colu and Nian will not be quiet because of Er Niang You won't be staring here.

Geng's eyes were sore, he looked away, and said softly: "It's not that Er Niang will never grow up. Reality can easily wear away everything, and Er Niang no longer makes such extravagant demands. If you, Ama, come, Er Niang Mother is naturally happy. If you, Ama, don't come, Erniang will also live. When you can never get what you want..."

"I understand, Er Niang." Just like him, what Amma wanted in his heart was that seat, and Er Niang's performance made him understand that Amma would succeed in the end.He himself has been working hard, hoping that one day Ama can see that he is better than everyone else, more trustworthy, and even...

"Hong Zhou, you have to know that there are always some things in the world that we want very much, but we can't get them no matter what. Whether it's a person or a thing or a word or a look, no matter what it is, we can only recognize it."

What if I don't recognize it?Can't ask for it, can't ask for it!

Things that can never be obtained are always so beautiful and so hard to let go.

Can't get it, it's lost.

After Hongrui and Honghui separated, they came to Youtan. Although Honghui hinted that he should not rely too much on his mother, not always be inseparable from his mother, and not worry about his mother, Hongrui knew in his heart that he would never let him go.

After walking into the courtyard, the maids, women, eunuchs and eunuchs saluted after seeing him, and Nanny Yan was even more worried. She only smiled when she saw him coming. Hongrui understood that Nanny Yan must have known Zhen called to go, worried that something would happen to him.

"Sixth elder brother, come in quickly, Fujin has been waiting." Yan Yan hurriedly said inwardly: "Sixth elder brother is here." Then she turned her head and smiled lovingly at him.

Hongrui walked in, a sincere smile appeared on Youtan's face, she waved to Hongrui, and said, "Come to Erniang, I have to take a good look, your Ama didn't hit you, did you?"

Hongrui walked up to Youtan obediently, let her soft fingers caress his face, his stern face stretched slightly, and he replied with a smile: "What did Er Niang say? How could Ama do anything?" Hitting someone? Thinking about it, Ama is too boring, so she called me and my eldest brother to chat. Ordinary conversations that are useless at all, except for exchanging feelings, are of no use at all.”

Youtan pinched his cheeks, stared at him with puffed cheeks, and said, "Since it's all right, why didn't you write me a letter? I thought you, Ama, really wanted to kill you...he started from yesterday Yin and Yang are weird, but at this time he called you over again, how can I rest assured?"

Hongrui laughed, but his heart softened, and the brows were brought out, his whole face looked extremely soft.

"Honghui is here, what can he do? Besides, I can protect myself, and he can't hurt me. Er Niang, you taught me by hand. Why, you have no confidence in yourself, and you are so disrespectful to me. confidence?"

"Besides, isn't it easy for Er Niang to know what happened?"

Youtan put down his hands and said with a smile: "It's very easy, but I haven't done this kind of thing for a long time."

"I can't do it for me." Hongrui sighed, and said with a sad face: "Er Niang is still worried about me, she is just playing tricks on people. If you are really worried, wouldn't it be better for you to go with me, what a pity Mother doesn't even want to take a look, how could she be willing to follow me and protect me?"

"Can't you protect yourself?" Youtan stretched out his hand and patted him lightly, and said angrily, "There are so few good things on you? Although I am worried, Er Niang, I can't stay by your side all the time. You have to grow up and have to learn to face these on your own."

"Besides, I'm right here at the mansion. If anything happens, I'll be able to save you in time."

"Didn't Er Niang say before that I was born to accompany you? Why are you talking back now?" Hongrui frowned slightly, but he never planned to leave.

"Besides, I don't think I need to grow up and face things alone. If I really want to say, I'm older than you, my mother."

"Baby Hongrui, you are my son now. If you are really older than me, Erniang has no ability to give birth to you." Youtan covered his mouth and smiled, his eyes were bright and charming, shining with gentle light, " As a mother, I always wish to give the best to my children. Hongrui, Er Niang is not so generous, but Er Niang can give you the greatest freedom, what you want to do, Er Niang is up to you. "

Hongrui was silent.

"Besides, when you grow up in a few years, you will always marry a wife. After marrying a wife, you will naturally have children, and you will worry more and more. They will accompany you for the rest of your life, and you will not be alone. If at the end you get tired of Yes, Er Niang naturally welcomes you."

"In that case, where does Erniang want to go?" Hongrui frowned and asked her, "What I want, Erniang has always known. The mortal world, love entanglement, this is not what I want. So Talking about a wife or a child can never hold back my footsteps, let alone affect me. Wherever Er Niang wants to go, I can accompany you. "