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"It's not brother...that's not what we're talking about..." Li Shengli saw his brother lead the topic in an incomprehensible direction, and quickly pulled back, "Don't you think it's all suppressed now?..."

"You still think it's pretty good?" Quan Zhilong looked at his favorite child firmly with shining eyes, "Do you know what kind of life I lived alone on the island?..." Some people Once you get used to the existence of some things, you can never live without them. Like air and water, they become the necessities of life.

It must have been what the child said, huh, in fact, it was just the opposite.

Li Shengli suddenly became speechless, and he was not doing well. Missing is homework that he does all the time, but these are nothing compared to that person. He is always more sensitive than his brother, and even a little emotion will be infinitely magnified. elder brother.

What can he say, what else can he say, you have to get used to this kind of life, the days when you can't see him, the days when you don't have any messages, the days when you can't even make phone calls or write letters.

Two years, three years, or longer, what will it look like by then?

Will it change?Will the heart change?Will feelings change?

In fact, the entanglement in Li Shengli's heart was no less than that of Quan Zhilong.

On the one hand, he selfishly hoped from the bottom of his heart that his brother would not be able to live without him, and that no amount of restraint would be enough; on the other hand, he rationally hoped that that person would have a good life even without him by his side, so that he could get through that The long years.

Why is it always difficult to have both?

Why do you experience so much in life?

Why do lovers separate?

Why are there so many unanswered questions?

What is the right way to do it?

In the end, he didn't say anything, just embraced the man in his arms.

His brother didn't refuse, and let his children hold him tighter and tighter.

"I know what you're thinking, I know what you're thinking... I'm not as fragile as you think... So many years, so many things, I've come here... I'm not so easily defeated... I will do what I have to do I won't cause trouble for everyone..."

Li Shengli felt as if a thorn had been pricked in his heart. He didn't mean to blame anyone, but just felt sorry for him.

"I've met Li Zhuyan a few times. The rumors you made are not true at all. There should be some photos. Those who were in restaurants and those who went out to play together. I'm the best at this kind of thing. Oh, huh...that's really a smart sister, such an embarrassing acquaintance, and she can advance and retreat smoothly..."

Is he smart or pretty? Li Shengli still doesn't want his brother to praise others even though he is involved in the scandal.

"But it's still not enough to be a girlfriend... My brother probably won't get married anymore... At the age of 35, can I still have children?...Where will you be in Shengli?"

Li Shengli's heart, which had just relaxed, tightened again.

"I'm by your side, what are you thinking bro..."

"Do you live next door, or together?"

"Brother, what about you?... Do you think it's next door, or together?"

"I want to live by the sea, where you can see the sea from the bed... There are Shengli, IYE and Jiahu in the house, huh... a daughter and a son are just right... The house should be white, no need It is very big, two floors are enough, there are many windows with a view... I write songs when I feel like it, lie down when I am tired, and do nothing... I usually walk the dog by the beach, in the yard Planting flowers, painting in a glass house full of sunlight... how beautiful it is, like a dream."

The picture is so beautiful, I have the urge to cry.

"It will happen, it will definitely... I also like the white house by the sea..."

"Victory will feel boring, so what can we do with so many businesses?..."

Perhaps thinking of some interesting picture, Quan Zhilong couldn't help laughing.

So facing the sea, the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming.

"It's enough to have you, it's enough for me to have you, brother... Do you know why I like Gatsby?... That person is me, I tried my best, from being unknown to being full of flowers, I only want to For the never-ending green light at the end of Long Island...that is you, bro, it is you, only you, my first and last dream."

Li Shengli finally said it, those words buried deep in his heart, his heart beat so fast, he almost forgot to breathe.

"I will leave the light on..."

"Then our dream is very close...so, it will all come true, it will definitely..."

Li Shengli was still a little dizzy when the cool lips kissed him.

In the sea of ​​thousands of people, in the long river of time, the person you love happens to love you too. He is in your dream and you in his future. Is there anything luckier than this?

Later, they left very late, the waiting room was locked, and no one answered the phone. The manager could only wait next door with a wry smile.

The next day was the rehearsal day, and the eyes of two people became gluey again, while the others continued to pretend that they didn't know anything.

After the performance started, the small world of those two people was still full of pink bubbles.

I don't know if it's because of his hairstyle, but many fans feel that Quan Zhilong has become gentler. Even if he is standing quietly by himself, there is still a smile on his mouth and affection in his eyes.

Maybe it's because I've completely relaxed, the sense of relief that I've gone through so many difficulties and obstacles, and finally come to the end.Finally, there is no need to force yourself to be strong, so the hard shell can be removed, and there is nothing to guard against.

Before the opening of the last New Year's Eve concert in Seoul, Quan Zhilong stood alone in the center of the stage. As far as he could see, there were empty seats in the huge stadium.

In a short time, this place will be filled up, laying out the most beautiful Crown Sea.

He seemed to see himself on stage for the first time, hearing applause for the first time, getting affirmation for the first time when he won a big award, everywhere was the immature self, the young and frivolous self, the one who never thought of himself after falling down. Painful, bumped to the point of bleeding, or the self who kept rushing forward.

It was very quiet here, and he seemed to hear the sound of time flowing.

It was very noisy here again, the screams were continuous and deafening.

I really don't have any regrets, all the hard work has paid off, and all the dreams have come true.

He turned around and saw his child waiting for him there.

He walked towards Li Shengli step by step, where there was his white house, a yard with flowers and a living room full of sunshine.

It's time to let go of that heavy crown and scepter, and embrace your own life.