the furthest distance

In the end, Li Shengli didn't take a dip in the hot spring with his brother. He took a quick shower and solved himself.

When they came out, they just helped his brother wash his face and remove makeup. The two put on bathrobes and went back to the bedroom. Li Shengli dried his brother's hair again.

Quan Zhilong tidied up, like a peacock put away its gorgeous tail feathers, his flamboyant momentum and seductive charm have all been restrained, he has thrown away all unnecessary decorations, and he has also taken off his solid defenses. He drooped his head Sitting in the middle of the big bed, with my arms around my knees, like a child who has done something wrong.

Li Shengli sighed softly, climbed onto the bed, and hugged his brother from behind, "Brother, what's wrong with you? Would you like to tell me?"

Quan Zhilong froze, broke away from Victory's embrace, came to the other side of the bed, and continued to sit with his head bowed.

Li Shengli felt a sense of fatigue. He came from South Korea and hadn't rested for almost a whole day.

He had no choice but to get out of bed and turn off the light, so he could sleep for a while.

He randomly grabbed something that he didn't know what it was and covered his body, and the originally beautifully decorated and flashy bed was already a mess.

In the darkness, he felt someone approaching, about an arm's length away, the person stopped.

He opened his eyes, and in the hazy moonlight, he saw his brother curled up beside him, pretending to sleep with his eyes closed.

That is his brother, such a strong and proud brother Zhilong, the brother who is the best at everything, GD who seems to never be defeated.Li Shengli couldn't help being heartbroken, this person lived too hard.

As if feeling the gaze of others, Quan Zhilong opened his eyes, even though he was full of tiredness, there were still stars hidden in those eyes, which would shine. "Couldn't Victor also fall asleep?"

Li Shengli shook his head. He was really tired, but he couldn't fall asleep when he lay on the bed.

He pulled the covering over his body and wrapped his brother in it.

"Victory, do you blame me?"

"Not now."

"Is that weird?"

"Of course, I'm not a saint."

"Why didn't you feel weird after that?"

"I'm stupid."

"Hehe, smart people will pretend to be stupid."

"What else can I do besides pretending to be stupid? Say I still love you?"

Quan Zhilong trembled visibly to the naked eye, and lowered his eyes.

Li Shengli didn't let him go, "Brother, look at me, look into my eyes...do you still like me? Don't hide, I finally mustered up the courage to say...after tonight, now , may never be able to speak again..."

This is Li Shengli's intuition that he can't tell where it came from. If he can't keep his brother today, then this person will go to a far away place, a place where no one can find or go. , he will lose him forever.

Quan Zhilong lowered his head and remained silent.

The joy that surged from the bottom of his heart instantly engulfed him, but when the tide receded, reason still prevailed.

"I like it." He said to himself in his heart.

But facing the victory, he could only remain silent.

The silence lasted for a long time, and the temperature in the room dropped little by little until it reached freezing point.

Li Shengli sighed in his heart, is it still not enough?Already knew this would happen.

He turned over and sat up, and fished his brother over as well.

He turned the man's face, forcing him to look directly into his eyes.

"Then tell me, what's wrong with you? What happened, you wouldn't come to this kind of place. "

Quan Zhilong looked at his child in surprise, he really grew up, my victory, you want to use my guilt to get the answer you want.

What a good strategy, you know I can't say no to you a second time.

"Maybe it's depression."

"Eh?" Quan Zhilong's understatement did not satisfy Li Shengli, he wanted to know more.

Quan Zhilong paused for a moment, but continued.

"Well... I haven't been with a woman for a long time... It seems that there is no way to get pleasure through ordinary methods... It seems that I have lost interest in that kind of thing."

He closed his eyes, not daring to look at Victory's face anymore, afraid of seeing surprise, panic, or pity.

"Only pain can turn me on and make me feel alive... I'm addicted to 'pain and pleasure'."

He bit his lower lip and intermittently stated his ulterior secrets, his face was hot and hot with shame, and even the roots of his ears were red.

"How do you feel?"

"It's very bad. When I'm sober, I regret it to death... But I can't help but want to..."

Li Shengli suddenly exerted force, pressed his brother hard on the bed, and bit his cold lips hard.

Quan Zhilong didn't have a trace of resistance, lying there powerlessly, like a dilapidated doll that was discarded, indulging his children to do anything to him.

Li Shengli kissed very carefully, became more and more gentle, and more and more devoted. He couldn't help but hurt his brother.

Finally, he had to stop, and the lack of response from the other party made him feel that he was kissing a beautiful puppet, not a real person.

"I couldn't help trying again and again... It's like a tattoo, I want to get another tattoo after I get one, I'm obsessed with the fine, continuous tingling sensation..."

Quan Zhilong covered his eyes with his hands, and his voice gradually choked up, "I'm scared... I've not only lost interest in sex, I've also lost interest in food, I've also lost interest in sleep...I've lost interest in the whole world Lost interest in..."

"All that can be obtained, I have obtained it all, no more;

Those who can't get it are destined not to get it, and there is no hope in this life... Why do I need to live? "

"Sometimes, I even wonder, am I still alive? ... Or am I dead at all? ..."

"Shengli, what's wrong with me?...I don't know, I really don't know...Am I crazy?"

"No bro, you're not crazy, you're just too tired..."

"Victory...help me, I'm about to sink..." Quan Zhilong quietly raised his hand and reached out to his child, "I don't want to be alone anymore... When I'm alone, I don't want to wake up... "

"Brother, you are not alone, I will accompany you..."

"And you, will you accompany me?"

"Yes, I will always be with you..."

Li Shengli gently held those cold hands.

Quan Zhilong asked in a murmur, repeating the same question over and over again.

Li Shengli repeated his promise over and over again.

But in fact, they all know that even if they repeat it a thousand or ten thousand times, the promises that cannot be fulfilled will not be fulfilled after all.