If love is obsession

"Eat something, you'll be hungry if you don't eat." Shi Yu squatted beside Shi Xi at the Sifang dining table and begged in a low voice, holding Shi Xi's clothes in his hands like a child acting like a spoiled child.

"Shi Yu, let me go." Shi Xi replied weakly, leaning on the chair.

Today is the second day after she was brought here by Shi Yu, and also the second day after her nightmare started. For the past two days, Shi Yu has locked her in this house and guarded her every step of the way, as long as she shows a little The thought of leaving Shi Yu would hug her like crazy and keep saying how much he loves her.

And Shi Yu's eyes flashed with madness, he put his arms around Shi Xi's waist and buried his head inside, and said in a muffled voice: "No, you are mine, you can only stay here."

"Shi Yu, don't make trouble anymore, think about how worried our parents are when both of us are missing." Shi Xi carefully avoided Shi Yu's minefield, and turned the matter over to his family, hoping that Shi Yu could think about it. Pass.

"No, they won't, the only thing they worry about is you." Shi Yu's voice carried a little madness, his sharp teeth bit the soft flesh of Shi Xi's waist through his clothes, and blood slipped into the wound into Shi Yu's mouth.

"Shi Yu, let go." Shi Xi was in pain, but she was tied to the chair, and even the chair was firmly fixed on the ground and could not be moved.

Shi Yu obediently let go of his mouth, and gently licked the wound that was still bleeding through the thin shirt with the tip of his tongue.

"Shi Yu, do you know that you are acting like a lunatic right now?" Shi Xi gritted his teeth.

"Yes, I know." Shi Yu stood up, turned to Shi Xi, pressed Shi Xi's shoulder and growled, "I'm just a lunatic, a lunatic who struggled in the abyss to see hope but was cut off from it."

"Shi Xi, I have loved you for six years, a full six years, why did you personally cut off this hope after giving me this hope, do you know how cruel it is to me?"

Tears slid out of the eye sockets, drop by drop forming a circle of faint water stains on Shi Xi's legs, which was warm but quickly cooled down.

cruel?Shi Xi didn't understand why Shi Yu used this word. Could it be that taking care of her sister was cruel to her?

"Shi Xi, do you know? I have envied you since I was a child, envied you for being praised by everyone, and envied you for being able to smile so happily in the sun. I envy you, envy you, why would they take the same exam with full marks? You go out and play, give you everything you want, and me, they don't even bother to look at me. Why, they are all their daughters, why should I be treated like this?"

Facing Shi Xi, Shi Yu finally expressed his unwillingness for so many years.When she was very young, she naively thought that Qin Yuan would ignore her when she was not good enough, so she tried her best to do everything best.

My sister got full marks in the exam, and she must also get full marks in the exam. If my sister got an award, she would get the same award, but no matter how well she did, Shi Qin Yuan would never look at her, and even if Shi Xi did something wrong When the time comes, Qin Yuan will put down everything and stay with Shi Xi.

At that time, she was not reconciled, she went to ask Shi Qin Yuan, but what she got was a beating from Shi Qin Yuan and a cold sentence that you will never compare to her.

The world collapsed in an instant, but at that moment Shi Xi appeared in front of her, Shi Xi would protect her, coax her with a smile, play with her, rub her head and call her Yu'er affectionately .

"Sister, I'm not reconciled." Shi Yu sat on Shi Xi's lap and held Shi Xi's head against her shoulder: "But why did you come to my side? Wouldn't it be better to ignore me and wait for me to die?" Okay? Why come to me and give me this glimmer of hope, tell me."

Shi Yu's spirit was almost half-broken, and Shi Xi's shoulders were soaked with tears, and his words cut Shi Xi's heart like a knife.

She never knew that her sister hid so much pain in her heart. In her memory, Shi Yu had always been indifferent, no matter what kind of good grades she got, she always had an expression of "it should be like this", just Even when she praised her, she just smiled and passed away.Isn't it because she doesn't care about her grades, but she has been neglected and numb?

"Yu'er..." There are a lot of things I want to say, but all of them are blocked in my throat. I don't know what to say or how to make this child happy.

"Don't talk." Shi Yu hugged Shi Xi even tighter, his voice trembling and sounded very weak: "You shouldn't have saved me, you shouldn't have saved me six years ago, I know what they want. "

In the kidnapping six years ago, those people wanted her body and then used drugs to control her, making her willing to be their vent. She was ready to commit suicide, but Shi Xi came at that time.Wearing a white windbreaker, she appeared in front of her to drive away those people, then picked up her beaten self, who had no ability to resist, and went back to the small house with only the two of them.

From that moment on, the smell of Shi Xi's body was firmly locked in her mind, and even the person with Shi Xi had been firmly remembered in her heart.

Envy, no more.Jealousy, no more.All that is left is the deep love and the irresistible approach. She likes the way Shi Xi caresses her head and calls her Yu'er, and likes to see Shi Xi's doting smile when he has no choice but to treat her.She wants to live, she wants to stand upright in the sun and tell Shi Xi that she loves her.

But all this is impossible, Shi Xi fell in love with Li Yan and married Li Yan, she knew that the path she took was wrong, so she chose to let go, and it was enough to see Shi Xi happy.

But why force her? She just wanted to watch Shi Xi quietly from a distance, but in the following car accidents, the killers all expressed that those people hated her. They wanted to kill herself, because He fell in love with Shi Xi so they wanted to kill her.

"Shi Xi, I love you." Shi Yu put his lips on Shi Xi's neck and murmured, "I love you so much that I can't extricate myself, even though I know you will never be able to accept such a twisted relationship, but I really love you." I don't want to leave you."

Feeling the weak but powerful ups and downs of the carotid artery, Shi Yu had an urge to kill Shi Xi. If she killed Shi Xi, she would not want to leave her. Could it be that as long as she did that, she would be able to live forever? Own Shi Xi.

But, it can't, this person is Shi Xi, the person she loves the most, she loves this person's tenderness, loves this person's smiling and calling her name.

"Hiss..." Shi Xi took a light breath.

Shi Yu buried her neck and bit the piece of flesh, gnawing on it with little force, as if venting but also reluctant.

"Yu'er, let's go back. We still have family, I still have a husband, we can't stay here forever." Shi Xi whispered her decision, she knew it would be cruel to Shi Yu, but she Not wanting Shi Yu to live in the shadow left by Shi Qinyuan for the rest of her life, she wanted to take Shi Yu out.

"Then don't stay here, I can take you wherever you want." Shi Yu's voice was hoarse and nasal.

If she doesn't leave, she will never leave Shi Xi for the rest of her life, even if she uses this method to imprison her by her side.

"Shi Yu, don't be so childish, please, I have to..." Shi Xi frowned and said, but his mouth was blocked by another piece of softness before he could finish speaking.

Shi Yu's lips were very cold and dry, the two pieces were soft and tightly pressed together, Shi Yu carefully stretched out the tip of his tongue and licked Shi Xi's lips over and over again, depicting the most beautiful shape in the world.

People are always greedy, Shi Yu's tongue slipped in along the crack of his lips, and gently pressed against the clenched teeth.

But just when Shi Yu was about to pry open her confinement teeth and enter another world she dreamed of, Shi Xi suddenly turned her head and escaped from her kiss.

"Shi Yu, don't go too far." Shi Xi's voice no longer had a trace of warmth, as cold as the former Shi Qin Yuan.

"Heh." Shi Yu lowered his head and laughed, got up and left Shi Xi, put a light kiss on her face and left.

As soon as he went out, Shi Yu slid against the wall and sat on the ground as if he had lost all his strength. With trembling hands, he took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, lit it, and put it in his mouth.

Sure enough, I still don't want her to see her current appearance. What will happen to her if she knows that she has finally stepped into the abyss that she worked so hard to save her?