residual injury

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Two years passed quickly, as if I just stood on the roof of the hospital and watched the sunset twice, and got rained twice.

The small orange tree outside the hospital had already borne fruit twice. In the first year, it only borne two. One was picked into the soil, and the other was picked by Su Shiqing. The new fruit was so sour that Su Shiqing's eyes were sour. In the second year, Su Shiqing followed the teaching in the book to prune the orange trees, and the fruit produced was quite a lot, but they were still sour.

Standing by the orange tree, Su Shiqing remembered Jian Mingyuan's words again: People are like planting trees, they need to be pruned and the bad ones removed, in order to grow more luxuriantly.

After Jian Feng left, Jian Mingyuan looked for Su Shiqing, and he felt sorry for Su Shiqing, so he told Su Shiqing what he had said.

Su Shiqing thought that he would never see Jian Feng again, and he thought that if he saw Jian Feng again, he would be able to greet him calmly.

But that was just what he thought.

Recently, Jian Feng frequently appeared in the hospital, the road under his house, and the road from the hospital to his house. Su Shiqing felt very irritable, like a wound that had scabbed over and started to itch again. Scratch and become inflamed, followed by bleeding.

Just like now, Jian Feng sat on the ground, pulled up his trouser legs, pointed to the tattoo on his leg and said, "Do you remember this?"

There, there should have been a long scar, but now the scar is covered by a tattoo, and an electrocardiogram fluctuating line that matches the scar.

"This is the frequency of my heartbeat when I fell in love with you." Jian Feng pointed to the ECG fluctuating line tattoo on his leg and said.

Su Shiqing met Jian Feng's eyes, there was no moon in Jian Feng's eyes, only Su Shiqing.

"I don't remember, please let me go."

"How can you not remember, the wound here is stitched up by you, and the tattoo on it is the heartbeat frequency when I loved you, how can you not remember..."

Jian Feng stood in the wind, looked at his back, and ate the mooncakes, feeling that his mouth was bitter. It was obvious that Su Shiqing had said that mooncakes were very sweet.

In the evening, Su Shiqing suffered from insomnia again, and remembered the time when he and Jian Feng had just broken up. Two years had passed, and thinking back was like yesterday.

It rained heavily that day, and he lost consciousness due to leg pain, but he could still feel Jian Feng's tears dripping on his face. It was very hot, and Su Shiqing was so hot that he burst into tears.

But he knew that he couldn't stand Jian Feng's tossing. When all the love was ground into powder, even an ordinary light breath could blow it away without strong wind and waves.

I have been with Jian Feng for more than a year, and the days of quarreling are more than the time of loving each other. No matter how powerful the love is, it cannot sustain frequent quarrels. Su Shiqing was 25 years old, and Jian Feng was 22 years old when they were together. After a year, it ended tragically. Now Su Shiqing is 28 and Jian Feng is 25, which is exactly the age when Su Shiqing met him. Destiny likes to draw circles, but Su Shiqing doesn't want to have anything to do with Jian Feng anymore.

They met in the ward. At that time, Su Shiqing had already given up. Facing Jian Feng's tears and regret, he only asked one question: "When you hurt me, didn't you feel anything?"

Jian Feng just cried.

Su Shiqing touched his head finally, and sighed: "You should learn to grow up, and don't come to me again in the future. I wish you peace and health."

During that time, Su Shiqing worked desperately, as if everything around him had nothing to do with him. He was like a spinning top, unable to stop.

Jian Feng went home, and Jian Mingyuan's health was getting worse and worse. When he was young, he worked too hard, either staying up late or socializing with all his might. In the past two years, he was not comfortable anywhere, with three highs, rheumatism, and bone hyperplasia. The business was slowly handed over to Jian Feng, and Jian Feng learned quickly. He knew that he had to grow up and take on the responsibility of being a son.

Wu Fengzhi is still the same. While growing flowers and grass with his wife, he goes shopping with his old sisters for maintenance.

Seeing his son come back, Wu Fengzhi pulled him and asked things: "Son, you haven't been back for two years, are you still used to it?"

Jian Feng helped his mother pick beans: "I'm not used to it in my hometown."

"That's right, have you looked for Su Shiqing in the past two days?"

As soon as Jian Feng came back, he mentioned to his parents that he wanted to get Su Shiqing back, but he didn't hide it from them at first: "Well, I did, but he doesn't want to see me."

"Son, be more patient. A broken heart is not easy to mend. Mom supports you!"

Jian Mingyuan cut the flower branches, listened to the chat between the two mothers and sons, held up the reading glasses and asked Jian Feng: "How is the preparation in your shop?"

When Su Shiqing was hospitalized two years ago, Jian Feng secretly visited him many times. The last time he asked Jian Feng calmly, do you know what breaking up means?

Jian Feng was crying and begging him to forgive, Su Shiqing shook his head and said: "There is no reason not to forgive, I don't hate you, and I never regret being with you, it's just that we are not suitable, Jian Feng, I can't always Indulge you, I also have my bottom line, I am also a human being, I will be hurt, I will be hurt, there is no human who is not afraid of pain."

In the hundreds of days and nights that followed, Jian Feng could still recall the look in his eyes when he said this, which was as calm as a puddle of stagnant water. At that time, Jian Feng was willing to believe that Su Shiqing really wanted to break up with him.

After breaking up, Jian Feng, in order to divert attention and train himself better, signed a contract with CG's driver development plan and became a formally signed professional driver. He went to Germany with his coach to prepare for the Asian BAJA competition. He signed a contract in a hurry and joined the team. It was only later that I found out that there was a clause in the signing documents: To ensure the safety of the team members, each team member can only return to China once a year, and the passports and other items will be kept by the person in charge.

It's too late to see clearly, this trip will last for two years.

In the past two years, he participated in countless competitions, big and small, and finally won the championship in the middle of this year. Just as the contract expired, Jian Feng returned to China with the trophy. After returning to China, he received invitations from dozens of clubs. Jian Feng rejected them one by one. Started an outdoor goods store.

Jian Feng replied to his father: "It went well. It opened in the past two days and hired two shop assistants to help take care of it."

Two years ago, Jian Feng felt that the most important thing in life was to have fun and have fun, but now Jian Feng only wants an ordinary life, which is in his memory and echoed countless times in his dreams. There is Su Shiqing, there is a vegetable market, there are movies, there are musicals, there are flowers, food, and Su Shiqing's gentleness.

The next day, Jian Feng got up at [-] o'clock to cook breakfast, and Su Shiqing liked chicken porridge and fried dumplings, and went out at [-]:[-] with an insulated box.

Su Shiqing didn't sleep well the night before, so he took a bottle of milk and went out. As soon as he opened the door, he saw Jian Feng squatting at the door.

He didn't know how long he stayed at the door, but when he saw Su Shiqing immediately stood up, he fell back because of numbness in his feet.

Jian Feng protected the thermos in his arms, raised his head and smiled and said, "Ah Shi, I brought you breakfast, I have already learned how to cook, and I know what you taught me."

Su Shiqing locked the door and nodded politely to him: "Stay aside, don't block the aisle."

Jian Feng hurriedly got up and chased after him: "Ah Shi, I sent it to you specially, so you can try it, okay?"

Su Shiqing walked into the elevator without stopping, followed by Jian Feng, and followed all the way downstairs, attracting the attention of passers-by. Su Shiqing paused, took the insulation box, and turned to the small garden, where there was a food bowl for stray cats and dogs , Su Shiqing poured the porridge and fried dumplings into the bowl under Jian Feng's sad eyes, and then walked away.

He didn't look at Jian Feng the whole time.

Jian Feng squatted on the spot clutching his heart, touched the candy in his pocket, took out a plug and put it in his mouth.

Not sweet, not sweet at all, why are the candies not sweet now?