Salted Lemon Seven

Xia Xingyan always stubbornly believes that there is only a cold war between him and Luo Ning, but it has only lasted a little longer.His strange sense of self came to a head when the two met again.

It's not that he didn't care about Luo Ning at all, he arranged for someone to watch and protect him, and even flew to country D by himself.At that time, Xia Xingyan just stood far behind the flower bed outside Luo's house and took a look.He waited half the night until Luo Ning got off a strange boy's car.

Under the dim moonlight, Luo Ning's side face looked soft and fragile, like a butterfly just about to fly.

Xia Xingyan really wanted to catch him, but until the end, he still didn't do anything.

He saw the Shiba Inu they raised together bark a few times in his direction.Luo Ning also looked in the direction, but soon he returned home with a Shiba Inu in his arms.

Xia Xingyan watched his figure completely disappear from sight, turned and left.

He said a lot of nasty things to Luo Ning, intentional or unintentional, all kinds of things, maybe he can't remember them all.

A deep love that was never noticed, a careless hurt.

After he exhausted enough time, he realized that in his heart, Luo Ning had already changed from a fun toy to the most important person.

Xia Xingyan used to feel that he was very busy and had no time for Luo Ning.But when he wanted to spend enough time to make up for Luo Ning, that person didn't want anything anymore.

So he flipped through the comics drawn by Luo Ning, looking at the familiar scenes and characters that appeared in the comics.Xia Xingyan thought that this was the love that Luo Ning yearned for and wanted, so he imitated clumsily, imitating the unaccustomed tenderness and intimacy.

But Luo Ning can still tell at a glance that they are so familiar with each other, even if they haven't seen each other for many years, they still understand what is real and what is acting.

Just like Luo Ning lied to him that he had come out completely, Xia Xingyan saw through it at a glance, it was just a charming lie of Luo Ning's self-deception.

During the few hours of being in the game that time, Xia Xingyan was not in a panic, but became more sober.He suddenly saw the shadow of the person he hated the most in himself.

That paranoid to unscrupulous, his father who thinks highly of himself.

For the first time, Xia Xingyan had thoughts of self-loathing.So he also went to see a psychiatrist for medical treatment, but with little success.

Between him and Luo Ning, it seemed that there was only the last road left.

As long as Luo Ning stays by her side, everything will be fine.

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Luo Ning quietly huddled in his arms, pressing her forehead against Xia Xingyan's heart, slowly feeling its beating.

Xia Xingyan finished the story in very short words. He said these stories about himself in the most flat tone, as if he was an outsider.

It was the first time Luo Ning knew these things about Xia Xingyan.He used to only know that Xia Xingyan was good-looking, had good grades, and worked very hard to earn money by himself.He thought he was the one who knew Xia Xingyan the best, but it turned out that this was not the case.

Xia Xingyan's eyes have always been hiding secrets, the former Luo Ning would really like to know, because he loves him so much.

But now, when Xia Xingyan revealed all his secrets and past events, Luo Ning's first reaction was to feel heavy and scared.He was afraid of himself and soft-hearted.

Because liking him is tiring, getting to know him is tiring, and being nice to him is tiring.

Luo Ning didn't want to be expected by him anymore, let alone soften her heart.

Luo Ning pursed her lips, and finally stretched out her hand to push Xia Xingyan's shoulder, and said in a low voice, "It's getting late, I want to sleep."

Xia Xingyan suddenly grabbed his right hand, and slowly pressed his palm to his cheek, looking at Luo Ning with heavy eyes: "Don't you believe it?"

Luo Ning was silent for a while, and finally said slowly: "I believe it."

"You've never been too lazy to lie." Luo Ning lowered her eyes, her tone was hesitant to speak.

He has never bothered to tell nice lies or white lies, and it is Xia Xingyan's style to stab a straight knife with sarcastic remarks.So naturally he would not use his past scars to make up lies to deceive Luo Ning.

Xia Xingyan didn't seem to understand what he meant, and continued to whisper, "Why don't you look at me?"

Luo Ning withdrew her hand from his grasp, and looked at him with a frown: "Then what do you want me to do, forgive you immediately after hearing your story, or drop everything and get back together with you?"

Xia Xingyan frowned slightly, and subconsciously retorted: "That's not what I meant."

"Yes, you are very bitter, and I really want to shed tears for you." Luo Ning pursed her lips and interrupted him loudly.There was a slight luster in those clear and lingling eyes, and it could be seen that he was having a hard time enduring it, "But I am also working hard. Every day after we are together, you speak sarcasticly to me, I also work hard."

"You say that I am the most important person to you, and you also love me, but the person who hurts me the most is you. If this is what you call deep love, then I would rather not have it."

Luo Ning took a deep breath and tried to maintain a steady tone: "I was afraid of being rejected by you before, and I told you 'I have a bad heart, if you want to reject me, can you be gentler', but What about you, have you ever been gentle to me? Xia Xingyan, do you understand that if you want someone to treat you well, you have to give him enough love."

"After all, there are not many fools like me before in this world." Luo Ning looked at Xia Xingyan's silent eyes and his slightly frowning brows. He knew that Xia Xingyan didn't understand, but he just felt happy.

"I'm really going to sleep." Luo Ning rolled up the quilt, and issued the eviction order flatly, "You won't forget, I'm still a patient, can you let me live safely for two more days?"

Xia Xingyan suddenly hugged Luo Ning's body, and pressed his throat against the back of his neck. The syllables slipped through his Adam's apple and trembled slightly.

"sorry."

"Ningning," Xia Xingyan repeated in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

Luo Ning just closed his eyes tiredly, rolled the quilt lightly with his fingers, and his voice was as cold as usual: "Enough, I don't want to hear it anymore."

Xia Xingyan fell asleep on the sofa all night, and when he woke up the next day, his back would inevitably hurt, but he was good at hiding it, so he didn't say anything.

Luo Ning will stay in the hospital for observation for a few days, but he has to leave.Xia Xingyan called another assistant and two bodyguards over.

During the hospitalization, Luo Xiao and An Ge came here twice and brought some Luo Ning's favorite food.It took a long time to get in with the bodyguard arranged by Xia Xingyan at the door, because Luo Ning lost his temper.

Luo Xiao looked Luo Ning up, down, left, and right, making sure that she hadn't lost weight and that there were no messy scars on her body, and then resisted the urge to curse Xia Xingyan.

Luo Ning carefully ate the small wontons with a spoon, and gently blew air on the soup, as if afraid of being scalded.

"Brother, when are you going to Dad's side?"

Luo Xiao thought for a while and said, "Don't worry, at least you have to wait for your heart transplant operation to succeed."

Luo Ning slowly swallowed the small wontons in her mouth, obediently said, "Well, I can wait for some, I don't know when I will get news. In fact, the doctor also said that as long as the illness is no longer If it gets worse, it can gradually get better. It doesn't have to be a heart change."

"Okay, okay." Luo Xiao suddenly raised her voice angrily, "Can you stay by his side? It's not because of him, how could you have a heart attack?"

An Ge frowned, and bumped Luo Xiao's shoulder with his elbow, "Why are you so loud, don't scare Ning Ning."

Luo Ning didn't feel burdened, she was still eating her favorite snacks non-stop.Amber's beautiful eyes rolled, and she asked again: "Isn't Aunt An retired? Are you two staying at home with Aunt An now?"

"How can it be, your brother and his company's business is not over yet. As for me, the hospital is still spinning." An Ge thoughtfully opened the snack bowl in front of him, "My mother can't stay at home all the time. , has already made a plan to go with her sister group to all the well-known scenic spots in China that I wanted to visit but failed to visit before."

Luo Ning gave a soft ah, then smiled and said, "That's good. She's so free and easy."

An Ge blinked, looked at Luo Xiao's calmed face, turned to look at Luo Ning, and asked softly: "Then what about you and Xia Xingyan, are you okay? He hasn't made you angry anymore, right?"

Luo Ning's hand holding the chopsticks paused, a slightly forced smile appeared on his face: "He and I, that's it."

Luo Xiao frowned when she heard the words, then sighed slowly again, raised her hand and rubbed her younger brother's head, messing up Luo Ning's soft and fluffy short dark flaxen hair.

"I'm still worried. If we're not in the country anymore and the matter between you and Xia Xingyan is not resolved, what if..." Luo Xiao frowned tightly, as if realizing that her wording was wrong, she cleared up again. He cleared his throat, "Anyway, I'm afraid he treats you badly. Besides, what you two are getting is just to drive ducks to the shelves. If you really can't do it, just sue him for divorce."

"Brother," Luo Ning swallowed another juicy and delicious thin-skinned steamed bun, propped her cheek with her hand, and smiled softly on the corner of her lips, "Are you worried that I will do something stupid?"

Luo Xiao seemed to want to say something sticky and touching, but felt a little embarrassed, and finally said dryly: "You told me on the phone before that we are safe so you can do what you want to do with peace of mind. Startle me, okay?"

"I'm not so fragile." Luo Ning suddenly interrupted his brother's words, "Even if there was once, it won't be now."

"Why should I hurt myself because of other people, and I have to ask a doctor for depression because of other people's stupid things to cause trouble for each of you." Luo Ning lowered her eyes and slowly relaxed her shoulders, "I won't do it again In this way, I should live a good life, better than him, better than anyone else. "

An Ge looked at Luo Ning with some distress: "It's good that you can think so."

Emotions are always cut and messed up.As for the outsiders, they can only see the flowers through the fog.

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