Salted Lemon Seven

Luo Ning sat in the living room with a very flat expression on his face, as if he was an outsider who stayed out of the matter.He didn't move the black tea and snacks prepared in front of him.A few unread messages vibrated on the phone from time to time, and Luo Ning didn't want to click on them.Presumably it was a question from Luo Xiao...

Luo Ning also understood that her clumsy lies would not be able to deceive Luo Xiao for long, and Luo Xiao would not give up if her brother was not allowed to see some direct proof.

It wasn't until the assistant and the nanny packed his luggage that Luo Ning slowly went upstairs.

His luggage was packed properly and placed in the master bedroom on the third floor.Luo Ning found his own small study room, and found his and Xia Xingyan's marriage certificate from inside.

After Luo Ning took the photo of the marriage certificate to Luo Xiao, those shocking news finally stopped.

After a long time, Luo Xiao replied.

[Did you tell your father about the marriage? 】

Luo Ning replied slowly: [Say it. 】

After a long time, Luo Xiao replied again.

[Xiao Ning, as long as you feel good about yourself, I will support you unconditionally. 】

Luo Ning paused slightly with her fingertips pressing on the screen, hesitated for a long time but still did not reply.

Xia Xingyan didn't come back until very late, but Luo Ning was still up at that time.After taking a shower, he changed into a clean nightgown hanging in the closet, and sat in front of the computer to draw pictures, which lasted for several hours.

There was also a popular sweet drama playing on the tablet on the desk, Luo Ning didn't watch it much, just listened to it to adjust his mood.

Once Luo Ning entered her own small world, she would become very focused, so focused that she didn't even notice when Xia Xingyan walked behind her.

The draft he was drawing in his hand was only short of some small details. Luo Ning looked at the alarm clock and stopped working when he saw that it was getting late.

Suddenly Xia Xingyan reached out and covered Luo Ning's left hand, his fingertips were slightly hot.

Luo Ning froze for a moment, but quickly realized that she was too lazy to resist.

"How did you take off the ring?"

Xia Xingyan's pleasant scent of perfume enveloped the tip of Luo Ning's nose, making his tone even more flat.

Luo Ning turned her face to glance at her left hand, and slowly withdrew it.

"It's inconvenient to draw." Luo Ning casually made up an excuse.

"You're not left-handed." Xia Xingyan actually chose to expose his lie without hesitation.

Luo Ning picked up the iPad on the table expressionlessly, turned around and looked up at Xia Xingyan, and said softly, "But it's very troublesome."

The expression on Xia Xingyan's face didn't change, he just raised his eyebrows slightly, and said in a slightly heavier tone, "Don't take it off casually in the future."

Luo Ning hugged the iPad in her arms, and waited silently for Xia Xingyan for a while, and finally turned her face away angrily, and said in a muffled voice, "Okay."

After she finished speaking, she didn't even look at Xia Xingyan, and walked around him.

When Xia Xingyan returned to the bedroom after taking a shower, he was only wearing a nightgown, and the ends of his jet-black hair were slightly wet, and they were extremely short.

Luo Ning slept on the side with the quilt rolled up, obviously the double bed was very big, but he just leaned against the bed.

Xia Xingyan turned off the headlights in the bedroom, only turned on the warm bedside lamp, lifted the quilt and got into bed.With a quick grab, he pushed Luo Ning back into his arms.

Of course Luo Ning didn't fall asleep. When he pulled her over, her body shrank slightly, but she calmed down soon.

"I will arrange an assistant to accompany you to the hospital for an examination." Xia Xingyan slowly hugged him, put his lips against Luo Ning's fair neck, and said in a surprisingly gentle tone, "Don't worry about your heart."

Luo Ning's blood type is the rare type B Rh-negative blood, commonly known as panda blood. Finding a suitable heart donor is like looking for a needle in a haystack.Although his current condition of heart failure is not serious, no one can tell whether his condition is getting worse and worse, and it has deteriorated to the point where there is no choice.

Luo Ning scratched the velvet sheet under her body with her fingertips, and suddenly laughed softly, the smile disappeared in a flash, and the corners of her eyes and brows turned cold.

"So what if the heart-changing is successful." Luo Ning blinked, her eyelashes trembling slightly, "What's the point of living 20 or 30 years longer?"

"Maybe there will be more advanced treatment methods in the future." Xia Xingyan buried his head in Luo Ning's neck, gently sniffing the smell of the person in his arms, perhaps because he is used to drinking a cup of hot milk before going to bed, Luo Ning There is always a faint milky fragrance on my body, which smells very good.

Luo Ning turned her face to the side, and said in a calm tone, "I just don't think it's interesting to live like this."

Xia Xingyan paused slightly, pressed Luo Ning's shoulder forcefully and turned him over, hugging him face to face.

Luo Ning's clear and lingering eyes just looked at Xia Xingyan like this, Xia Xingyan's pretty face was reflected in his pupils, but what disappeared in his eyes was what Xia Xingyan wanted to see most.

"Xia Xingyan," Luo Ning said suddenly, and at the same time reached out to touch Xia Xingyan's side face, her voice was a little floating, "What is the reason why you are doing this now? Have you really thought about it?"

Xia Xingyan pressed Luo Ning's hand, all the emotions in his heart were hidden in his dark and narrow eyes, he looked at Luo Ning's familiar pretty face, lowered his eyes slightly, but did not speak.

Luo Ning laughed slowly when she heard the words, but the smile didn't reach her eyes.

"Is everything you do now really because you like me?" Luo Ning slowly withdrew her hand, and even her tone became very indifferent, "The reason why you keep me around is only because you want to As before, I just treat you wholeheartedly and foolishly. Isn't it?"

"From before to now, you only like yourself at all." Luo Ning looked straight at Xia Xingyan's examining eyes without fear, but smiled more naturally, "You don't understand how to like someone at all, how to To love others, how to cherish other people's love for you."

Xia Xingyan suddenly leaned over and kissed Luo Ning's pale lips.

A very light, very light kiss, tasted lightly.

"But I only have you."

Luo Ning pursed her lower lip, and instead asked an irrelevant question: "Then do you think I'm treating you well now?"

Xia Xingyan remained silent.

Luo Ning smiled bitterly, more like asking and answering: "I can't treat you any better. Because I can't do it anymore."

After he finished speaking, he turned his face sideways and stopped speaking, and an awkward silence gradually spread between the two of them.

After a long time, Xia Xingyan grabbed the sheet on one side and kissed it without saying a word.

Luckily, Luo Ning closed her eyes, no matter how sucked-sucked she was biting her lips, she was unwilling to open them again.

Until Xia Xingyan's kiss gradually spread from the ear to the position below the collarbone, the bathrobe belt was also slowly loosened.

Luo Ning slowly opened her eyes, her eyelashes were uncontrollably wet, but not from tears.He was still a little unwilling and resistant at first, because of the blankness of the past few years, he had a dull fear of making love.

Xia Xingyan pressed his wrists against both sides, and his tone was flat but with a little tenderness: "We are already married."

Luo Ning was startled, and then slowly relaxed his body. He turned his face away wearily, revealing his slender neck and fair chest.

Luo Ning only felt that she was a fish rolling in the waves, drifting with the tide with pleasure.When the love was strong, Luo Ning suddenly spoke out. There was some panting in the sweet and soft voice, but the tone was imperceptibly indifferent.

"cover."

Xia Xingyan was stunned for a moment, then turned his face and kissed the corner of Luo Ning's lips, and said softly, "I haven't found anyone else."

Luo Ning tried her best to restrain the expression on her face, and resisted pushing Xia Xingyan's chest, her face turned sideways like a lonely and difficult kitten.

"Then don't do it."

Xia Xingyan lowered his eyes, and then slowly took out a dozen condoms from the bedside table.

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The author has something to say: -----------------

Xia Xingyan made an appointment for psychotherapy.It's just that the effect of this treatment is not great, and he is too guarded. Even though the treatment room cares, understands, respects and supports him, he always avoids talking about the key parts.

The therapist finally prescribed some medicine conservatively.The course and time of psychotherapy were formulated and arranged, and finally the doctor gave a suggestion.

Those past events that are unspeakable to strangers, if you can find the closest and most important person to confide in, maybe you can achieve a different physical therapy effect.

Xia Xingyan finished listening expressionlessly, neither saying yes nor refuting, even the doctor couldn't figure out what was going on in his heart.

This kind of life gradually becomes dull.It was so plain that even the scarred and broken heart gradually stopped messing around.

This was Luo Ning's initial thought, but he felt that Xia Xingyan gradually became weird.

It's not that it's a sudden change in personality, nor is it that it's the kind of weirdness that turns into a weirdo.Luo Ning just felt that some of the things he did recently didn't fit his original personality, and didn't seem like things he would do.

Occasionally they go to have a candle light dinner at night.

It is usually the place Xia Xingyan chooses, a quiet high-end restaurant, or a club with high-end services that are hidden and high-end.

Luo Ning didn't have any ideas, so she ate whatever was delicious, and it was best not to say a word when eating, so as not to quarrel or feel uncomfortable.

Until Xia Xingyan suddenly took out two tickets to the aquarium and made a reservation for Luo Ning on Saturday.

Luo Ning looked at the ticket in his hand, but did not accept it for a long time.

"Why did you buy this?" Luo Ning lowered her eyes, but there was no emotion in her tone.

"I didn't finish it properly last time." Xia Xingyan took his hand and put the ticket in his palm. "This time I will accompany you to read it again."

Luo Ning slowly squeezed his palm tightly, the ticket in his hand made him feel a little uncomfortable, but in the end he still didn't say anything, just slowly replied: "Okay."

But there are always some things, once you miss the state of mind at that time, you will never get back the feeling at that time.Obviously nothing has changed, but it feels like everything has changed.

Things are not people.

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