Salted Lemon Seven

Xia Xingyan was not in a good mood today, and Luo Ning could tell, but he just didn't want to be patient anymore, he just felt that if he didn't speak up, he would really die.

Xia Xingyan didn't say a word, just reached out and took Luo Ning's phone, blocked that senior, and deleted the two videos at the same time.

"I'll take care of this matter." Xia Xingyan's tone was not very good, showing a strong sense of impatience.Maybe it's because the appointed time is approaching, maybe it's something else.

Luo Ning didn't understand why Xia Xingyan was impatient, and he didn't understand why Xia Xingyan said that he was making trouble for no reason. He looked straight into Xia Xingyan's eyes, and his out-of-focus eyes seemed to have nowhere to fall.

"So what if you delete the video, so what if you go to find the person who took the video." Those amber beautiful eyes gradually lost their clear light, leaving only languid disappointment, "Aren't those words your own?" Did you say that, or do you want to blame alcohol for all of this. Didn't it occur to you to give me an explanation?"

"Then what do you want to hear?" Xia Xingyan asked.

"What do I want to hear?" Luo Ning looked at Xia Xingyan incredulously, and her crying became more and more intense, "What do you mean because it's fun? What do you take me for? What do you take my love for you for?"

The expression on Xia Xingyan's face became more and more indifferent: "literally."

Luo Ning seemed to have thought of something, her expression suddenly became embarrassing, and her voice was filled with bitterness: "It doesn't matter whether it's a toy or a pet that comes and goes, anyway, you never regarded me as a lover Look at it. Is my hard work these years so ridiculous in your eyes?"

"Why do you treat me like this, just because I like you?"

Xia Xingyan didn't want to say bad things at first, but when Luo Ning questioned him suddenly, his difficult temper came back.His voice was so calm that it was almost indifferent: "I begged you to like me?"

Luo Ning opened her eyes wide in disbelief, and murmured, "What did you say..."

"I didn't beg you to like me, I didn't beg you to get into A University, and I didn't beg you to sleep with me."

Xia Xingyan has always known that what to say hurts the most.

Big tears fell from the sockets of his eyes, his heart ached and hurt, his eyelashes were wet, Luo Ning found that he could not see Xia Xingyan's figure clearly.He found himself at a loss for words.

Can't respond, can't breathe, can't struggle.

"Stop making trouble for no reason, I'll take care of it." Xia Xingyan closed his eyes, finally dropped this sentence, picked up his backpack and went out the door.

Luo Ning froze in place, taking a deep look at Xia Xingyan's back.

Only then did he realize that the light had disappeared.

——Those spots of light named after you gradually dissipated and slowly melted into a speck of dust in the universe.

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The lights were off, and the room was pitch black.Luo Ning curled up, lying on the cold floor, letting the hungry fish balls circle around him and wag his tail.

He just lay there, tireless and emotionless.

Everything in the past turned into fine blades, slowly pulling at his bloody heart.

Luo Ning felt that in the past five years, his life was like a joke.

The courage to go forward is all because of the amazing time. He used to be so grotesque and unafraid of the future, never bumping into the south wall and not looking back, holding a sincere heart with longing, firmly believing that as long as he works hard, one day, the one he likes That person will see him and will like himself as much as he likes him.

Luo Ning always knew that he liked Xia Xingyan more than Xia Xingyan liked him.But he didn't mind, he always felt that he was kind to Xia Xingyan, that person would always feel it.In this relationship, he didn't dare to lose his temper, dare not take on Joe, and every time there was a small conflict, he would subdue himself and put it down by himself-looking for peace.

It wasn't until today that he realized that he had no place in Xia Xingyan's heart.Maybe after so many years, Xia Xingyan liked him a little bit, but it was only a little bit.

The sky was dimly bright, the curtains in the living room were not drawn properly, and the sunlight could not wait to see through the glass door.

Luo Ning slowly sat up while propping up her half-numbed body.Yu Wan, who was tired from all the fuss, had already been lying beside him, sleeping very soundly.

Luo Ning stared at the little Shiba Inu's round head in a daze, and pulled the corners of his mouth hard.Tears fell without warning, Luo Ning raised her hand and touched Yu Wan's head.The little Shiba Inu woke up with a whine, and looked obediently at Luo Ning with wet eyes.

Luo Ning added dog food for it, changed the clean water, and slowly sat by the side watching the fish balls gobble it up.

He was silent, quiet like a lifeless dummy.It wasn't until the bowl of dog food slowly bottomed out that Luo Ning picked up her phone and called Luo Xiao.

Because of the time difference, Luo Xiao seemed to be woken up by Luo Ning, her tone was full of sleepiness.

"Little Ning? Why did you call so early?"

"Brother," Luo Ning's voice was very hoarse. He was tired from not sleeping all night and he had a cold. He was not very energetic. "I think, I agreed to what happened between you and Dad last time."

"Ah?" Luo Xiao sat up sleepily with her messy hair on her head, and didn't remember anything for a while.

Luo Ning really didn't have much strength, and slowly fell asleep on the floor: "I agreed to suspend school and go abroad for medical treatment."

Luo Xiao arranged for the housekeeper and the driver to pick up the luggage.

But Luo Ning didn't want to take anything with him, he was so dizzy and burned so badly that he only packed his computer and fish balls.There are so many memories left in this apartment that even breathing feels heavy.

Before leaving, Luo Ning seemed to remember something.He took out the keys from his bag, and put the key from Xia Xingyan's house on the coffee table.

It was only when I went downstairs that I realized that it was raining. Luo Ning held the fish ball in her arms with a blank face. On the way home, he passed out in the back seat. Uncle Wang was so anxious that he turned around and went to the nearest hospital.

Luo Xiao caught the earliest plane back.He has too many things to deal with, Luo Ning school matters, arrangements for studying abroad, and foreign hospital matters also need to be connected with his father.

He pushed open the door of the ward, and saw his younger brother lying on the bed with a pale face, completely weak.

Luo Xiao frowned, stretched out her hand to touch Luo Ning's hot forehead, and met a pair of clear eyes the next moment.Only then did he realize that Luo Ning was not asleep.

"Brother." Even the voice was soft and hoarse.

Luo Xiao was so distressed that she couldn't speak: "How did you make yourself like this? Why did you suddenly agree to go abroad? Did that kid bully you? You are so sick, why didn't he accompany you in the hospital?"

Luo Ning twitched the corner of her mouth helplessly, and said softly, "Brother, you have a lot of questions."

Luo Xiao seemed to have seen something, and didn't continue to ask.

Luo Ning was fine, and was discharged from the hospital after the drip.

His brother is really fast in doing things. The matter of university A's suspension of school was quickly settled, and Luo's father, who was connected to the school in country D, also contacted him.And it was also agreed that Luo Ning could get medical treatment before going to school, after all, she had to go to the language class for another quarter.

During the week he left, Xia Xingyan never came to look for him, nor did he send him any messages.

Luo Ning thought to herself mockingly, Xia Xingyan has always been like this, no matter whether they quarrel or not, they are always waiting for Luo Ning to contact him, and waiting for Luo Ning to give in.

But this time, he didn't want to soften his heart any more.

Luo Ning, as a recovering from serious illness, had no self-control to open all the sparkling wine in the refrigerator. Although the alcohol content was very low, the taste was no different from the drink, but he was just drunk.

Luo Xiao looked at the wine jars on the table and was furious, but seeing her brother's distraught appearance, she couldn't bear to say anything serious.He pulled out the chair and sat beside Luo Ning, reaching out to rub his brother's hair.

"Did you quarrel with that kid?" Luo Xiao's palms were big and warm, and she snorted her younger brother's head, but her hands were very gentle, "What happened? Did he bully you? If he really did something, I'm sorry I won't let him go about your business."

Luo Ning grabbed his brother's hand and shook his head slowly.

"He... didn't actually do anything."

"It's just that he doesn't like me." Luo Ning laughed at herself, and her bitterness gradually spread.

Luo Xiao frowned and asked, "Ning Ning, did you misunderstand something? How is it possible? If he didn't like you, how could he have been with you for so many years."

The smile on Luo Ning's face became more ridiculous and bitter.

"Because only if you don't like it, you will say those hurtful things unscrupulously."

"Because I don't like it, so I don't care about my feelings."

"Just because I don't like it..." Luo Ning's heart was sour and his voice was broken, "So no matter how much I pay, he can pretend not to see it."

"What can we prove by being together? Maybe he's just used to the feeling of me chasing him. I'm used to following him so humblely, liking him so wholeheartedly, no matter how I am abused, I can't bear to leave him... I really So cheap."

Luo Xiao suddenly reached out and pulled Luo Ning into her arms, pressing his head on her shoulder.

He understands that saying anything at this time seems superfluous and cumbersome, it is better to provide Luo Ning with a solid shoulder, so that he can vent and cry wantonly.

"Cry out." Luo Xiao pressed the back of her brother's head with her backhand and rubbed it twice, "Just forget about him after crying, okay?"

Luo Ning nestled in his arms and wept uncontrollably, as if she wanted to shed all the tears of grievance.

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The procedure was done very quickly, and within a week, the itinerary of the plane had also been confirmed.

Before boarding the plane, Luo Ning sent a message to break up with Xia Xingyan.

"Actually, you don't like me at all."

"In the future, you can be with whoever you like."

"I don't want to like you anymore."

"Let's break up."

After a long wait, Luo Ning only received one sentence.

--"up to you."

He smiled and deleted all Xia Xingyan's contact information.

Luo Ning changed WeChat to QQ, and with Luo Xiao's help, even cleared all social account records.

He doesn't need those pasts anymore.

The author says:

Fish balls follow the lemon (*/ω＼*)

【Minor Repair】