pretending to be graceful

Zhang Wei, by sitting close, had the opportunity to look at Bai Yue's ring finger as calmly as possible.

The ring is not there, there are traces, but very shallow, as if it has not been worn for a long time.

Wei Lianfeng's ambiguous story about Bai Yue's marriage seemed to be a little clearer.

Zhang Wei knows that the relationship between them is far from enough to ask these words, but he is such a smart person, there is no need to ask many things.Family discord, that's what it is.But a person like Bai Yue can't escape, it's beyond Gu Shuiqing's imagination.

But emotional matters... who knows how to make it right.Zhang Wei always thought that he thought better than Gu Shuiqing, but only then did he realize that Gu Shuiqing had put his ignorance and irrationality on the bright side, and Zhang Wei himself was the one who indulged in fantasy .

Seeing that this elementary school boy who had been continuing the topic was a little distracted, Bai Yue couldn't help but feel strange and uncomfortable.Among other things, he has been very good at attracting people's attention these years - after all, he is the one who eats this bowl of food. .Coupled with this environment, it ignited some of the competitive thoughts in him when he was young...

"What are you thinking about?" Zhang Wei was woken up by a snap of his fingers. Just as he regained his composure, he met Bai Yue's smiling face—not the usual kind of gentleness, but a tiny starlight in his eyes—like a flashback. Arrived, those times that Zhang Wei did not touch.

He is unwilling.

Zhang Wei thought for a while, and said, "It's okay, I remembered a friend. I called him on the way here, and I just remembered something, and I think I can tell him a few words."

Bai Yue laughed: "Why do I think it's so strange that you use the word 'entrust'?"

Zhang Wei raised his eyebrows: "What's the matter? Do you think I'm unreliable?"

Bai Yue didn't deny it.A person like Zhang Wei looks like a child from a good family. He has not graduated yet and has not yet entered the society. With a little innocence that he doesn’t know how to describe, he helps people solve problems.

"Then tell me, what's the matter?" As soon as he uttered these words, Bai Yue realized that he had crossed the line--I had a bit of fun today, and I was able to chat with an interesting elementary school boy, but I couldn't keep him. The distance between people - this is really rare for Bai Yue.

But this is what Zhang Wei waited for.He shook the cup in his hand, holding it triumphantly: "Emotional problems." This is true, he directly set the object as Gu Shuiqing.

Sure enough, Bai Yue's smile froze, and his emotions were not as high as before: "How old are you, what are you talking about about feelings?"

Zhang Wei frowned, dissatisfied: "Hey, brother, you are a little older than me, right? I am 22 and graduated this year, okay? Why do I feel that you always treat me like a child..."

"The oldest of my students is 19 years old, not a few years younger than you." Bai Yue laughed.I was a little uncomfortable at first, but I couldn't think about it because of Zhang Wei's nonsense.To be honest, his students are all high school students, a group of people who really don't like others saying that they are young, Bai Yue has to admit it.But in fact, in his eyes, these are a group of very simple children.As for Zhang Wei, in fact, the gap is not that big.

Zhang Wei didn't know if he understood what Bai Yue didn't say, so he fell silent.

Seeing that he was silent, Bai Yue felt a little regretful: Why did you mention this?It's not that he doesn't understand the thinking of people of this age group, wouldn't it be fine if he followed Zhang Weiying and said a few words.

Zhang Wei lowered his head and sneered unconsciously.This has been played.Sure enough, Gu Shuiqing is better at this kind of character creation, and there was a problem with his own setting at the beginning.But... approaching a teacher, what role can be more suitable than "student"?But he forgot at the beginning that it would be difficult if he was positioned as a student first and then changed.

Zhang Wei couldn't help it, so he could only suppress the sourness, and continued with his previous thoughts: "Then you listen first, and see if what I, a 'child', makes sense."

Bai Yue nodded.Zhang Wei slowed down for a while, which really made him breathe a sigh of relief.

"My friend is usually very smart, but I don't know why, but he's always a little silly when it comes to emotions." Well, I seized the opportunity to complain fiercely, "He is a person who doesn't want to wrong himself. But he The definition of "grievance" may be different from that of ordinary people - he chooses the one that he thinks can be less wronged among many kinds of grievances. For example, his family has found him a very suitable girlfriend now. "Three points are true and seven points are false, Zhang Wei began to make up, "This person is good in everything, and there is nothing inappropriate to get along with him, but I just don't like it. In other words, it is not a type of person. Both are fine people on their own, but it's not the same thing as living with a partner."

"Then, he still has someone he likes, but his family is not very satisfied with that person. There is indeed a big gap in all aspects. When you look at it at first glance, you think it's weird for these two people to be together. And there is almost no one around to support him."

"So, now that he has reached the age of starting a family and starting a business, his family urged him to get married. He finally decided to choose the person prepared by the family and live in peace and stability."

"Where's that person?" Bai Yue interjected.Looking at his expression, Zhang Wei knew that his guess was almost right.

"That person may have a similar view to him. I can't say that I like him, but I think he is a good marriage partner-this is my guess. When you are old, everything is suitable. Instead of being nagged by your family, you have to ask everyone. After explaining for a long time, it is better to find someone who at least looks good. But I think, this is not okay."

Bai Yue asked almost at the same time: "Why?"

"Because I don't love you." Zhang Wei replied as a matter of course.This is also what he thinks.

Bai Yue's smile was a bit bitter: "But you have to know, as a social person, sometimes..."

"Why do you care so much? Why does 'love' have to be sacrificed for 'other people's approval'?" Zhang Wei also replied quickly, without giving Bai Yue a chance to refute, "Others are satisfied, but is there any?" People come to ask me if I am satisfied? I accept it not because I am satisfied, but because it is not unacceptable—what kind of logic is this? Love is a kind of ability, and this ability is limited and will be worn out. If you don’t love at the best age, or even spend a marriage at this age, what are you asking for? When you want to love, you have no capital or courage, and you will regret your original decision.”

Zhang Wei was indeed emotional - he hadn't thought of it before.He thought of Gu Shuiqing, who had nothing to do with this story but was similar, and couldn't control himself, adding an ending sublimation to this bloody story: "I am his friend, and I don't want him to regret it in the future."

Bai Yue stared blankly at this young man full of fearlessness and courage. Two similar stories were intertwined. He asked himself uncontrollably: Why, I didn't have such a friend at that time...Why, I didn't know you earlier.

==

Gu Shuiqing, the protagonist who Zhang Wei has arranged arbitrarily for a long time, would never have thought of what happened at the party Zhang Wei invited him to - he was quietly copying books.

It's still a fairly new hobby.

Although Yuzhen is a town that retains many old habits, Gu Shuiqing has been studying abroad and living a modern life, so he doesn't accept many things in the town.If you want to say when exactly—probably he started looking for books for Hua Yong.

He walked in his grandfather's study room and searched for it. Besides the two books for Hua Yong, he also randomly picked one for himself and took it away.At that time, he didn't know why he took it away, but when he went to country D and Zhang Wei was not there, he accidentally found this book, and felt an inexplicable kindness, and his heart was at peace.

Gu Shuiqing has never practiced with a soft brush, so it is hard to describe in words.But anyway, he didn't care, not to mention that no one knew about his new hobby, so he naturally wrote it down slowly.

I don't write much every day, but it gradually becomes a habit, and I feel that something is missing if I don't write.

At seven o'clock in the evening, Gu Shui rubbed his wrist lightly, and put down his pen.The pen holder touched the key on the table, it was not stable, and rolled off the inkstone.Gu Shuiqing had to put it down again, looked at the key, thought for a while and realized that it was left by Zhang Wei when he left.

Zhang Wei’s idea is that Gu Shuiqing was sent back by Hua Yong yesterday, neither time nor mentality support him to leave Gu’s house to find a place to live; but today, without all kinds of pressure, he must not be able to stay at home. For those who are not used to it, according to the previous habits, Gu Shuiqing is going to go to him.

But Gu Shuiqing lightly put down the pen, then tidied up the table and arranged the decorations - in the end, he didn't touch the key.

All right, he went downstairs to find something to eat.At that time, the dinner at home was over. Of course, everyone knew that he would not participate in the dinner, and there would be no one waiting for him.Even when he walked into the kitchen, the aunt was startled when she saw him - she thought Gu Shuiqing had left long ago.After all, he never greeted everyone when he left, and he was used to coming and going without a trace.

The aunt cooked a bowl of noodles for him impromptu, and said that she didn't understand Gu Shuiqing's eating habits, and hoped he didn't mind.Gu Shui smiled lightly and didn't reply, but Auntie was quite uncomfortable.In this family, the eldest young master has the mildest temper, but he just can't get along and is careful everywhere.

Gu Shuiqing went upstairs with the noodle bowl in his hands, but actually he didn't care what the food tasted like at all.He can be fine when he is fine, but it is really not a necessary requirement, he needs to be able to fill his stomach—hey, did Hua Yong say that his cooking is delicious?

Gu Shuiqing's thoughts circled in a big circle, from the gossip news about foreign politicians from the people around her, and then back to this bowl of noodles, in fact, he didn't distract himself from anything.

After finishing dinner as if he had completed a task, he turned on the computer and opened the irregularly updated analysis post, and found that the author had not updated it, but posted a new text:

"Actually, I have known for a long time that it is meaningless to analyze and analyze. It is just to find a psychological comfort and sustenance for myself, and anesthetize myself 'in fact, I am still very rational'. But all of this is first based on the premise of distance—when there is no distance. , in fact we can reopen the discussion.”

Gu Shui smiled lightly, and read these short lines countless times.Refresh casually, only to see that this text has disappeared.He clicked into the author's homepage and found that it was really gone.

Gu Shui lightly put down the computer, leaned on the bed and closed his eyes.

So what he hates most is not distance, nor does he think that distance will kill feelings.What he was afraid of was the lack of distance.

The phone rang.SMS alert tone.

This new number was bought by Zhang Wei, and he has not told anyone since he just returned to China.Zhang Wei will definitely send him a WeChat message when he has something to do... So, who this person is is ready to be revealed.

Zhang Wei, a rambling bastard, just gives him ideas and messes around because he has no emotional experience and is too busy.

He touched the phone, lazily opened his eyes:

"Don't hide, you're not tired and I'm tired. Don't reply, don't worry about me, I won't be very annoying. I really don't want to see it, put in the blocking number. Don't let me know. Hua Yong."

The author has something to say:

I actually changed continuously? ?

Try to do it tomorrow.