pretending to be graceful

Gu Shuiqing is usually not an impatient person.

Zhang Wei told him that something happened now, and he would wait.Usually, they don't take the initiative to call to ask if the other party's business is over.

But this time Zhang Wei just didn't answer the phone for an hour, but Gu Shuiqing couldn't wait any longer—he was very irritable, he was very disturbed, and he wanted to find someone to share his emotions with.I don't know what happened, but I was in a bad mood all of a sudden.

Emotions that have been suppressed for a year tend to explode at this time.What is the cause?Is it something written by that amazing author?Gu Shuiqing thought, this person wrote out many things that he didn't dare to think deeply, which made Gu Shuiqing think too much.

In addition, Zhang Wei's different approach from the past also made him very disturbed: Why did Zhang Wei go to Zhong Qu?Although they had a good relationship before, Zhang Wei didn't have much contact with his past friends after going abroad, so he didn't stay a few days longer to find him at school.

Did something happen to Zhang Wei?

Gu Shuiqing thought it over and came to no conclusion, and felt that it was meaningless to think about it alone, so he might as well make another one.

"Is it over? What happened to you? Why did you go to Zhong Qu?"

"It's nothing, but I haven't seen you for a long time. Come to him for dinner when I think about it." Zhang Wei leaned back on the sofa seat and answered casually.But Hua Yong, who was facing him, couldn't calm down at all, he was in a state of absence from the moment he scanned the name on the screen.

The first time Hua Yong heard Zhang Wei's name called Gu Shuiqing, Hua Yong was just shocked, but now he has a buffer, when he hears about this person again, he is choked up with all kinds of thoughts, just looking at Zhang Wei casually chatted with him.

It's been a year.

Before meeting Gu Shuiqing, he was still an idler who was injured by his friends and suspected that he had dropped out of school and traveled around at home.

After meeting Gu Shuiqing, he felt more and more that those pretending to be indifferent were a kind of self-defeating.Gu Shuiqing's leisurely way of doing things made him settle down a lot.

Before Gu Shuiqing left, Hua Yong was still struggling with his sour feelings, thinking that there would be more time in the future, and he would always find the best opportunity to speak out.

After Gu Shuiqing left, Hua Yong realized that there was a deviation in his understanding of Gu Shuiqing, and something he didn't understand must have happened.

We got along for less than a month, and there were not even any details worth recalling, but he really couldn't forget the year.

Hua Yong is a person who doesn't have a strong purpose in doing things. He is often said to be hot in 3 minutes, and the same is true emotionally.It is a kind of beauty that he does not ask for any result, but recalls those pitiful things.

He always thought that was all there was to it, and that was enough.Sooner or later, Gu Shuiqing will transform into a kind of spiritual sustenance for him, beyond the ordinary definition of friendship or love.This is actually what Hua Yong is used to doing.

But the appearance of Zhang Wei made everything different.

Hua Yong suddenly realized that he had always been doing his best to obey the destiny.But he did it according to the fate, how about doing his best?Zhang Wei can find him, so why can't he find Gu Shuiqing?He knew that Gu Shuiqing was Gu Changming's son, knew where the Gu family was, and even knew Gu Shuiqing's younger sister—but he didn't do anything.

Hua Yong clearly discovered that he was timid.

Zhang Wei and Gu Shuiqing chatted across the ocean, talking about recent domestic affairs, talking about the people he met when he returned to his alma mater, but they couldn't get to the "business" after a while—but Mr. Hua forgot, and Gu Shuiqing looked for him. Zhang Wei's "business" has nothing to do with him.

"I see. So your line is stable?" Gu Shuiqing was not surprised at Zhang Wei's ability to handle affairs.How should I put it, Gu Shuiqing and Zhang Wei are relatively indifferent people, which makes them the rare best friends of each other.But in other things it's too different.

Gu Shuiqing didn't pay attention to anything, and she was afraid of paying attention to herself, so she just went with the situation and went beyond the acceptable range.Zhang Wei is quite utilitarian, he does not get up early without profit, and does things in an orderly and full of purpose.

Gu Shuiqing used to think that it would be easier to live like herself, but more successful to live like Zhang Wei.

But the facts have proved that Zhang Weicheng's success is still uncertain, but he can't relax.

"It's not a problem to be stable, the key is where I'm going after I come back. I'm sure I can get into the senior's place, but I prefer to keep this relationship as a backup, that is, as a relationship, you understand? Zhang Wei's eyes flickered a few times, and he didn't avoid Hua Yong when he said this.

No matter what Hua Yong said, he was also a smart person, and since he had met Zhang Wei and Wei Lianfeng having dinner together before, he could almost understand what the two were talking about in just a few words.He thought, Zhang Wei is the same age as him, and although he is one level older than him, his life experience is not much richer.Why does the other party seem so mature?

"Of course I know. You will not be so stupid when you are restrained when you work under an acquaintance and even make strange remarks." Gu Shui said lightly, "Then when are you going to come back?" This is actually him the goal of.He's been a little uneasy lately.

On the other end of the phone, Zhang Wei showed a smile that Gu Shuiqing couldn't see, stroking the coffee cup: "No hurry, I'm going to take a look again. This time I asked Zhong Qu to remind me, since there are so many aspects to go back to China You can get in touch with each other, there are many people and multiple paths. Anyway, the affairs over there are handled similarly, and when the focus turns back later, it will be more important at home.”

On the other hand, Hua Yong could see Zhang Wei's meaningful smile, and almost broke out in a cold sweat: Why did this person suddenly become gloomy?

Gu Shui was silent for a moment, and when he spoke again, his tone was relaxed, but when he listened carefully, he was a little cautious and at a loss for what to do: "That's just right, I'll be on vacation soon, and I'll just go back to China. I haven't seen Xiaosi since college. Besides... ...I also want to talk to my dad about the future."

Zhang Wei rolled his eyes indistinctly, and was almost laughed at by this anger: Gu Shuisi didn't think about it in the college entrance examination, Gu Changming asked him so many times and didn't talk to him, and he didn't say anything when he didn't suffer anywhere. ?

"It's okay, anyway, you haven't come back for so long, and Xiaosi misses you a lot." Zhang Wei added these words casually, but Gu Shuiqing didn't doubt it.I don't know if this person thinks that the current Gu Shuisi has such feelings, or if he doesn't pay attention to what he is saying.

Zhang Wei looked up, Hua Yong's eyes were straight anyway.He smiled helplessly, and explained a few more words, it was agreed that Gu Shuiqing would come back during the Christmas vacation.

Putting down the phone, Hua Yong, who hadn't had a chance to talk to him from the beginning to the end, became even more excited: "Is he really going to come back?" For what reason, Hua Yong doesn't care, since he can see each other, everything is easy to talk about.

Zhang Wei was convinced.

"Let me ask you, what's the matter with you being so light to Gu Shui." Although Zhang Wei got what he wanted from Hua Yong's words, he was still willing to make a final confirmation.

Hua Yong is open-minded, and this thought has been in his mind for more than a year, and he can't figure it out for no reason: "I like him." Yes, it's that simple.Not a substitute, not a brotherhood, not a confidant — none of that was enough.

He just likes Gu Shuiqing.I like his carelessness of not paying attention to everything, his thoroughness in analyzing things and people, his slight smile when he has a flash of inspiration, the moment when his brows are slightly furrowed and then he shows his face... I even like his never saying a word Leaving, the kind of indifference that can cut everything lightly.

Hua Yong suspects that he is mentally ill.

Zhang Wei said: "Okay then." Then he took a sip of the cold coffee.

Hua Yong was really stunned this time.

It's not difficult for him to accept the fact that he likes a man, but it's difficult for someone to understand—Hua Yong has high demands on himself, but he doesn't expect the same from others.

But Zhang Wei's attitude towards this matter is, okay, I know.

Hua Yong: "Is this your reaction?"

Zhang Wei found it funny: "Why don't you still persuade me? I'm not your parents... Oh, this matter has nothing to do with your parents. I'm not homophobic, so why be nervous."

If he is homophobic, as one of the very few people who knows Gu Shuiqing's sexual orientation, where can he be friends with him.

Hua Yong suddenly had the urge to cry.Think about it, his best friend doesn't care, and Gu Shuiqing's best friend also doesn't mind, so there is less resistance!

...Wait, something is not right.

The real master doesn't even know, what's the use of friends not being homophobic.

Seeing that Hua Yong hesitated to speak, Zhang Wei blocked him first: "Don't come to me for this kind of thing, I won't go to thunder. Anyway, man, I came back for you. The specific solution can only depend on you gone."

Mr. Hua was shocked.He felt that Zhang Wei's expression was a little strange when he mentioned that he couldn't go back, and it was really not an illusion.So... Zhang Wei acquiesced in pursuing Gu Shuiqing?Well, Zhang Wei does not need permission for this matter, but with the help of this friend Gu Shuiqing, many things are much more convenient.For example——

"Exchange contact information? If there is anything, I will tell you." Zhang Wei took the initiative to speak.Hua Yong was arranged step by step by Zhang Wei without knowing how things had progressed to this point, which felt unreal.

"Why?" Hua Yong asked.

There was a fleeting smile on the corner of Zhang Wei's lips: If it was Gu Shuiqing, he would probably be content to accept it at this time, and ignore everything else.But Huayong is not, Huayong must ask clearly.

So he does it.

Zhang Wei knocked on the table twice, thought for a moment, and finally answered him: "Because Gu Shuiqing...the mouth is soft but the heart is hard, as if he has no heart."

The words seemed to be unfinished, but Hua Yong miraculously grasped Zhang Wei's meaning: he is a person who spends too much sincerity, maybe he can.

Zhang Wei didn't want Hua Yong to know too much about Gu Shuiqing from himself.He created all the opportunities he could create, and he was powerless to do the rest.Gu Shuiqing is a person, he has reached his bottom line so far.

Zhang Wei thought for a while, then called Gu Shuisi again.

"Brother Zhang Wei?" The speed of answering the phone was just right, not too fast for him to be unprepared, and not too long for him to wait—it was the style of the Gu brothers and sisters.Over the past year, Gu Shuisi has been developing more and more in the direction of her brother.

Zhang Wei and Gu Shuisi are not very familiar, but as a good friend's sister, he also takes care of her all the time.Knowing that to this girl, it is good to say something directly: "Your brother may come back soon."

Gu Shuisi was a little surprised: "Why did he come back?"

Zhang Wei was really hard to say, so he could only briefly explain: "He came back to see you, you know."

Gu Shuisi had no doubts about the strange words: "I understand."

Zhang Wei felt really embarrassed.

When Gu Shui walked away lightly, Gu Shuisi felt something was wrong, and everything that happened later confirmed her guess.She never asked, but took this opportunity to say to Zhang Wei: "My brother, he...is because of Hua Yong."

Zhang Wei is not surprised by Gu Shuisi's vigilance.He felt that Gu Shuisi knew even more.

"Oh." Wordless is a kind of default, "I see. Thank you for telling me."

Zhang Wei asked her again if she had anything going on recently, and ended the conversation very peacefully.He couldn't remember what Gu Shuisi was like before.Hope to get better in the future.

Walking in the campus, Zhang Wei felt a little novelty in the completely different atmosphere from abroad.He didn't care whether to go back or stay, Hua Yong helped him make the decision, so he had to think about what to do when he stayed.

Just as he was thinking, a familiar figure suddenly appeared in front of him.

Zhang Wei has an excellent memory, and this person is very special and impressive——

Bai Yue.