pretending to be graceful

Bai Yue lived to be almost thirty, dare not say anything else, never relaxed professionally, and tried his best to make the lectures better--the lectures are easy to understand, but it is a bit difficult, the most important thing is The kind that can make students feel that the class is interesting and entertaining.Bai Yue is considered lucky, he thinks he has reached this level a little bit.

At the end of the class, Bai Yue took out his mobile phone to look at it, and first saw the news of the little girl Song Jiaying who couldn't come because of illness: "Xiaobai!! Cry and cry! I have a fever today and my mother won't let me come!"

Bai Yue smiled helplessly, and typed a reply: "If you're sick, you should rest well. What are you doing in class? What if it's serious?"

Naturally, the little girl didn't listen to persuasion, and simply complained to her family again. Bai Yue calmly comforted her for a long time before she finally calmed down.

Bai Yue looked at the chat records again and shook his head, packed his things and went out.As soon as he got in the car, the WeChat notification sounded again. This time it was Tang Lu who often brought him delicious food. "Xiaobai, what's wrong with you? Are you in a bad mood?"

Alas, this girl is really careful.Bai Yue thought about it, but really didn't know how to reply.He didn't really want to say that he was fine - after all, he was really in a bad mood, but it was really impossible for him to confide in his students.

Bai Yue pondered for a long time and still didn't come up with an answer, but Tang Lu's message came again: "I'll bring you a cake next week! If you have something to say, you have to talk about it. The male god's business is my business!"

He couldn't help laughing, and there was a tinge of warmth in his chest—the temperature wasn't that high, but it was enough to make people feel better—it's just that although this quick relief is timely, it's not a long-term solution after all.

Bai Yue didn't know from which day his life began to deviate, to a place beyond his control.He twirled the wedding ring on his left ring finger.It may have started from the day he put on this ring—it seemed that the ring was not only on his hand, but also on his body, which inexplicably restrained his every move—Bai Yue was not a A person who has particularly high requirements for freedom, but now this kind of restraint really makes him breathless.

Bai Yue thought, where is the end?Is it not enough to survive until now?

He has studied history for so many years, and has been a teacher for so many years. He has really seen too many strange things and ugly children, and he can make many of these people give him the title of "male god"——Bai Yue thought he was already very calm, but when facing his family... Bai Yue could only say that he was irritable.

But what does he want?Bai Yue was a little suspicious again.

He sat in this position at a young age, Tao Li is dissatisfied with the world and has filled many places, there are people from various fields, there is no shortage of fame and fortune, and he has a family praised by others-he seems to be dissatisfied.

But Bai Yue vaguely felt that this was wrong.

It seems that following the rules every day and living a life envied by others is different from what he imagined.Going to class, working, going home, facing my wife... There are inexplicable pressures.Like what?It's like two people who don't know each other very well live together on a routine basis.

They may be very good people, excellent in their own fields, and have their own ideas in life-but the problem is also here.Don't give in, just insist, then what?This is not life, or in other words, this is not the life Bai Yue wants.

But he probably didn't think so a few years ago.What did you think then?Love is not necessary, but life is important, and it is good to live a peaceful and normal life in the eyes of the general public.So he and his wife lived an inexplicable but like-minded life.

Some people always say that people's union is always because of love at the beginning, but after a long time, they find that life is more important.But Bai Yue might be an outlier. A person who didn't even want a love before marriage is now starting to think about it. Will such a life be boring?

I live like this every day, walking and dealing with it.

tortured.

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I hope I can resume updating the word count as soon as possible_(:_」∠)_I’m too tired and have no time_(:_」∠)_

Continue tomorrow.