pretending to be graceful

Mr. Hua seldom showed his drunken behavior in front of everyone, and he even deliberately controlled himself to speak less and make fewer mistakes, so no one except Lu Anke realized that something was wrong with him.

Hua Yong was slapped twice by him, and he didn't even fight back in the past, so he looked at him with a displeased face, and motioned him to "sell it if you have something to say".All of a sudden, he changed from a giggling young man to a high-cold one.

Seeing this, Lu Anke could only sigh heavily: "Don't say I didn't tell you clearly, Mr. Hua, don't regret it when you sober up."

"What is there to regret?" Hua Yong raised his eyebrows impatiently, with a rare bit of childishness - the habit of losing his temper when he is in a bad mood has returned.Mr. Hua prides himself on being mature, and he has been full of philosophy of life since he was young, and he lives a smooth life. Such directness is completely rare.

Lu Anke was surprised: "Hey, you understand what I said. Why didn't you react at all just now. And you know you can't drink well and still drink?"

Hua Yong: "Didn't you say that drinking some wine can ease your bad mood? I have a well-founded practice, so don't force me here." At this moment, when this foolishness came up, Lu Anke didn't like it. Want to care about him.However, for Mr. Hua's sake, Lu Anke still tried to calmly talk to him: "What's the matter with you, please tell me clearly. You see that your wine taste is so good, no one else knows that you are drinking crazy now, tell me Forget it, won’t it be uncomfortable for others to hear your stinging words?”

"Who is the other person? Is there anyone else here?" Hua Yong rubbed his temples and stopped drinking.

Lu Anke convinced him: "Be sober and serious. You brought my little brother here, and suddenly he was alone like this for no reason? What do you think?"

Lu Anke directly believed that this matter was definitely due to Hua Yong's insanity, and had nothing to do with Gu Shuiqing's half a dime—and after Hua Yong mobilized a very small number of brain cells to think—it seemed to be the case.

So he buried himself in the sofa even more irritatedly: "You say, what am I? I don't count anything, so how can I ask others to think that I am important? And then I still want others to follow my lead. Mind wandering? Isn’t this crazy? What is it?”

Lu Anke breathed a sigh of relief, but suddenly tightened again, and waved to Fu Fu who had been observing the movement here, and Fu Fu came over quietly: "What's wrong?"

Lu Anke just started to ask, with a dignified expression: "Mr. Hua, what do you want from Gu Shuiqing?"

Fu Fu glared at him, but Lu Anke signaled to be calm.

Hua Yong pulled the corner of his mouth, and laughed at himself: "Just now I told him the truth, let him open his heart to face the world... It's boring, I just said it casually. Then he didn't care about it as expected... …But the question is, am I particularly happy at that time?"

"I remember I told you guys that I hoped that he could get in touch with more people. It was a beautiful idea. You guys stopped me at the time, right? But when it really happened After the implementation, I found out that it doesn't seem to be the case. I don't like him to get along well with others, because it makes me not special.. So I was very happy when he told me to let me not bother. Oh , although he added someone else's WeChat today, he didn't take it seriously."

Lu Anke almost covered his mouth—speaking clearly does not prove that he is fine!Talking nonsense regardless of time and place!Fortunately, the music was loud enough that the three uninformed people nearby did not respond.

Hua Yong stared straight at the ceiling: "I found out for the first time that I'm actually quite stingy. But that's not how friends are treated. If I think so, how should I face him? I keep saying it's for his own good, but in the end Going to stop him? I don’t know if you’ve watched an episode of Conan, where a case happened because of being too possessive as a friend... God, how could I do this.”

Hua Yong had deep doubts about himself: Yes, the things he thought about hadn't happened yet, and he didn't stop him, but he already thought so.Wouldn't it be bad if it happened one day?

Lu Anke and Fu Fu looked at each other for a while, really tired: "I said Mr. Hua, do you have too many demands on moral standards? Anyone can have bad ideas, you just don't want them to develop. Is it? Someone who has no selfishness is a saint, but fortunately you are not." At this time, Lu Anke finally understood what disease Hua Yong was suffering from—this person is too good at introspection, and he still has a degree when he is awake. plunged into deep self-condemnation.Infinitely magnify the bad places, and put too much psychological pressure on yourself.

"Hey, let me tell you, Mr. Hua, aren't you just competing with yourself? And then your solution is to treat people coldly and ignore people?" Lu Anke was helpless, and...he and Fu Fu's terrible idea might come true.

Hua Yong frowned: "Did I deal with it coldly?"

Fu Fu couldn't help it: "Oh, you just wait until tomorrow and regret it to death."

Gu Shui pretended to answer the phone and left. Ten minutes later, Zhang Wei's call came again, and this time he really had something to do: "Say, what's going on? Didn't I just leave? "

Gu Shuiqing didn't stop the taxi.He has a good sense of direction, and there are familiar buildings nearby, so he just turned around on the street based on his feeling: "I found myself quite stupid."

"Well, yes." Zhang Wei was merciless.

This sentence... This tone is too familiar, so familiar that Gu Shuiqing's indestructible barrier membrane is showing signs of tearing open.He felt a sudden discomfort in his throat—or why his voice was a little hoarse: "Look, I don't care if you say that."

"What happened to you?"

Gu Shuiqing grabbed the phone tightly: "I seem to take myself too seriously. Others are always arrogant, and I am making trouble unreasonably because of my liking. I never thought about it before, so it turns out that liking someone is like this .”

If he had had such an experience, he would not have been so careless and agreed to Hua Yong's approach - the fact proved that he could not be calm at all, could not bear Hua Yong being nice to him, and could not bear Hua Yong being different from what he thought .

Zhang Wei doesn't know how to comfort people, so he can only ask: "So?"

"I don't think I can procrastinate and indulge myself. I thought I could let go of being friends with him, and it was a wonderful experience after thinking about it; now I know that if I let go, there will be no bottom line, and it is impossible to accept Stop. I'm going to stop the loss in time." When Gu Shuiqing sent a text message to Zhang Wei, he had already planned all this.

"That's it? Are you going back first?" Zhang Wei thought that he might have to refund the ticket and rebook.

Gu Shui smiled softly: "No, it's not that serious at all. Besides, if I leave like this, I will run away, and I don't want it. We have to settle everything before we talk about it. We can't be good friends, but in the end He's an acquaintance. It's not good for him to leave like this."

This is Gu Shuiqing who Zhang Wei is familiar with.But it wasn't the recent Gu Shuiqing - the one after meeting Hua Yong.What happened to make this person change in a short period of time? "You haven't explained clearly what happened. You just made your own decision, which is unfair to him."

"Where is there so much fairness? Didn't you say that I am an egoist? Now I feel that I may be hurt, so that's it. Now... a simple sentence from him can easily affect my emotions Do you know? It's terrible." Gu Shuiqing didn't do any useless work.

Zhang Wei didn't want to worry about it anymore: "Then you can do whatever you want. But I said it before, I know you as a person, you can't simply withdraw. You can't take it back."

"Not being able to take it back objectively is two different things from not wanting to take it back subjectively." Gu Shui said lightly, "As long as I'm sure what I want to do, at least I can look like I've done it. That's enough."

Lu Anke should really paste the three big characters "crow's mouth" on his forehead to remind people close to him to pay attention to covering his mouth if something goes wrong——Hua Yong took a nap, after seven o'clock in the evening When he woke up, he found that he had been transported home, and Lu Anke was making tea in the living room.

Then this guy really came true.

"What did you say? Did I really do that?" Hua Yong yelled, "And what did I say? You didn't add oil and vinegar, did you? I said such a petty thing??"

"Yes." Lu Anke looked sad.But Hua Yong clearly saw the schadenfreude in his eyes.

God, what should I do.

The author has something to say:

There are a lot of things to do today, and I don’t have enough words to write, so let’s do this first.

Continue tomorrow.