Scarlet Spirit Eye

Death Prediction Twelve

While one sentence extinguished Feng Kai'an's arrogance, it also surprised Han Wei.

Feng Kai'an wanted to speak up to refute, but he was afraid that Jiang Siyan would recklessly reveal the secrets that the Feng family had hidden for many years in public, so he could only hum and endure it unwillingly.

Seeing that Feng Kai'an shut up and achieved his goal, Jiang Siyan stopped talking and said to Han Wei: "Let's go."

Han Wei: "Okay."

The two went out the gate, and the hotel staff had already driven Han Wei's car to the gate.Han Wei took the key, sat in the driver's seat, and drove Jiang Siyan away.

The car drove a few hundred meters out of Tengyun Hotel, and Han Wei asked, "Where do you want to go?"

Jiang Siyan looked out the window, "I don't know. Can you open the window for a while, I want to blow some air and clear my mind."

Han Wei pressed the window control button and lowered the window.The cold winter wind immediately hits the face, making people feel the chill instantly.

In December in Haicheng, the temperature dropped to around zero at night.Soon the whole car turned into an ice cellar.After a while, the car stopped slowly.Jiang Siyan looked around and found that he was on the edge of Qingyang River.

"Why are you here?" Jiang Siyan asked.

"Bring you here to relax. Get out of the car." After speaking, Han Wei drove the door and walked out.

Jiang Siyan followed Han Wei to a place by the river, surrounded by overgrown weeds and a bit desolate, while rows of high-rise buildings stood on the other side of the river.

"When I'm in a bad mood, I'll stop here for a while. Let the wind blow and take a look at the scenery, and soon my troubles will disappear," Han Wei said.

The two stood side by side, looking in the same direction, bearing the merciless blow of the river wind.

After an unknown amount of time, Jiang Siyan said, "Is there anything you want to ask me?"

Han Wei turned his head and saw the sadness on Jiang Siyan's face: "Don't force it, you don't have to say it if you don't want to."

Jiang Siyan remained silent.

Han Wei expressed his understanding, he has always been reluctant to force, everyone has some unspeakable secrets, why bother to pierce each other's wounds to find out.

Excessive curiosity will only be a sharp weapon to hurt others, Han Wei does not want to be that sharp knife to break the scars of his friends.

"Do you want to hear what I want to say?" Jiang Siyan asked suddenly.

"You talk and I listen."

"Let's get back in the car, it's a bit cold in here. My story may be long."

"it is good."

When the two returned to the car, Han Wei started the engine and turned on the heater, which quickly dispelled the cold air from their bodies.

Jiang Siyan lowered his head helplessly, for a moment he didn't know how to say, "Sorry."

Han Wei: "It's okay."

Jiang Siyan sorted out his emotions, and said again: "Do you think I'm a strange person?"

Han Wei didn't know how to answer.

Jiang Siyan smiled bitterly: "Just tell the truth."

Han Wei compared a little finger: "A little bit."

Jiang Siyan: "Which point?"

Han Wei replied truthfully: "I live in a good house, but the quality of life is not high. With your income, you should not be able to afford your current residence. Your eating habits and your behavior make me feel strange." And your understanding of KS is even more surprising to me. You know many brands that rich people don’t know. You can even accurately describe the meaning of paintings that ordinary people can’t understand. In addition, you just talked to Feng Kai’an It’s unavoidable to make people think too much. In my eyes, you seem simple but are actually very complicated, like a combination of contradictions.”

Jiang Siyan nodded, accepting Han Wei's evaluation, "Maybe, but after you hear my story, maybe you can understand why I am like this."

Han Wei: "All ears."

Jiang Siyan: "I think you can probably guess my relationship with the Feng family. Feng Kai'an and I are half brothers."

Han Wei nodded, vaguely guessing the relationship between the two from Jiang Siyan's warning to Feng Kai'an just now.

Jiang Siyan continued: "Feng Ying's chairman, Feng Bowen, is my biological father, but I never called him father, because he refused, so I always call him Mr. Feng, and my mother is a bartender The two had a romantic affair overnight. When I was very young, my mother sent me back to the Feng family for money, which was equivalent to selling me, and she never showed up since then. After that, I lived in I entered the Feng family, but I am an illegitimate child, a stain on Feng Bowen, a shady existence, so the Feng family has never acknowledged my identity."

"Then where do you live? Why haven't I seen you?" Han Wei had visited Feng's house several times when he was a child, but he had never met Jiang Siyan.

Jiang Siyan: "I live in the big house of the Feng family, but I live in the basement. The room is very small. There is a single bed, a study table, and only a very small skylight. Only one hour of sunlight can shine in every day. In my house. Because my identity is not recognized, I am naturally not allowed to show my face in public. Every time someone comes to my house, I have to go back to my small room and I am not allowed to come out. I will not be released until everyone has left."

"Then what do you eat?"

"What do you eat? Sometimes if you don't give it, you will be hungry."

"Is it related to you not eating bun skin and egg yolk?"

Jiang Siyan nodded: "When I was young, Feng Kaili and Feng Kai'an would ask the nanny to give me food that they didn't like. They didn't like bun skins, egg yolks, green peppers, and carrots, so these I put it all in my meal. I don’t like it either, but I can’t help it. If I don’t eat it, I won’t eat it, so I’ll be hungry. Probably because I’ve eaten too much, so now I don’t want to eat these things at all. Felt nauseous."

Han Wei's heart twitched: "Then where are you going to school?"

Jiang Siyan: "That's okay. Feng Bowen asked me to go to school. He is probably afraid that if my identity is exposed one day, an illiterate son will make him lose face! It's just that my siblings and I read It has to be a different school."

"How do you go to school?" Han Wei remembered that there was no means of transportation near the Feng family mansion.

"I have to go out very early every day, walk two kilometers, and then take an hour's bus ride until I reach high school. I live on campus. Except for the winter and summer vacations when the school is closed, I won't go back to Feng's house." Jiang Siyan said plainly He talked about his past as if it was someone else's business.

"Then what will your parents do?"

"I was very obedient when I was a child. I didn't dare to cause trouble for fear of being invited by the parents. At the parent meeting, basically no one came, unless the teacher strongly asked, and the blog post would send his driver to listen to it. It's ironic, I belong to him The best student among the children. I remember the first time I got the first grade in the exam, he actually used me as an example to educate Feng Kai'an and Feng Kaili." After Jiang Siyan finished speaking, he felt funny.

Han Wei: "I want to motivate them!"

Jiang Siyan: "Yes, but my fate was very miserable. I only had green peppers and carrots for a whole week. I never dared to take the first place in the exam. Every time I took the exam, I made sure that my score was in the middle. It was during the college entrance examination that I showed my true strength. I did very well in the exam, among the top few in the school."

Han Wei was puzzled: "Since your grades are so good, why did you apply for the archeology major?"

Jiang Siyan: "I was changed by someone. I originally applied for finance at Haida University, but they changed it to an archaeology major in an ordinary university by their siblings. In order to humiliate me, I was also afraid that one day I would take their position."

"and after?"

"Later, I went to school. At worst, I will take the postgraduate entrance examination later. I don't want to go through another year of high school, and I want to break away from the Feng family as soon as possible. After graduating from high school, I became an adult, so I negotiated a condition with Feng Bowen. From then on I Never went back."

"What conditions?"

"He gave me an apartment and a car. It doesn't matter how big or small he is. He just needs to give me a place to live. From then on, I will never owe each other, and I will never interact with each other. The Feng family has nothing to do with me, and I don't want any property. I will not say who I am, he can still retain his perfect image of a good man, husband and father."

If Jiang Siyan hadn't said these things himself, Han Wei would never have believed that the Uncle Feng he respected since childhood was such a duplicity person.

"He agreed?" Han Wei asked.

Jiang Siyan nodded: "Yeah. He may have found out his conscience, so he bought me the house I live in now, and gave me a big Benz. It was just a few days after driving, and an accident happened, and the car was scrapped. I have never driven a car again. I never thought that the secret I had kept for many years would still be exposed from my mouth today, except for the Feng family and my missing mother, you are the only one who knows my identity." Jiang Siyan sarcastically Said.

Han Wei looked at Jiang Siyan distressedly. He knew that Jiang Siyan still had a lot to say.Han Wei finally understood why Jiang Siyan swallowed his anger and chose to escape when he was reprimanded.He who once depended on others must have suffered inhuman abuse. His resistance will only increase his punishment. Only by forbearance and silence can he avoid being hurt.In the long run, Jiang Siyan believed that this was the best way to survive, so he carried it through to the end, which is why his character became so distorted.

"Is this the past that Feng Kai'an wanted to talk about?" Han Wei knew it wasn't, but he still asked. He wanted to know more, and he wanted to know what pain Jiang Siyan had experienced.

"No. It's another matter." Jiang Siyan said, "I was invited as a parent once in high school."

"why?"

"Because I fell in love early."

"Puppy love is normal. How many people have never had puppy love?"

"But I have a puppy love with a boy."

Han Wei was stunned for a moment, he knew what Jiang Siyan liked, but he didn't expect it so early.

"Are you scared?" Jiang Siyan asked with a smile.

"Kindly. So your business was discovered?"

Jiang Siyan: "Yes, it was exposed in the second year of high school, and the whole school knows about it. The parents of the other party came to the school and said that I seduced his son, and then insisted on seeing my parents. Later, Feng Bowen's driver took care of it."

Han Wei asked concerned: "Are you afraid?"

Jiang Siyan was taken aback: "What?"

Han Wei asked again: "After being exposed, are you afraid?"

Back then, Jiang Siyan was just a teenager, his sex/orientation was exposed, and he was approached by the parents of the other party. How would he deal with such a situation when he was helpless, and how did he survive those gloomy days.

Jiang Siyan showed a bitter expression and said, "Be afraid! Everyone treats me as a monster and wants to stay away from me."

Han Wei: "Where's that boy?"

Jiang Siyan: "Transferred school."

Han Wei: "Haven't I seen you again?"

Jiang Siyan shook his head: "No. He cried in front of his parents and said that he would never associate with me again. He cried so hard that I was embarrassed, so I was unilaterally dumped. Because of this Feng Bowen beat me up because of that, and it was from that day on that I made up my mind to leave the Feng family." Before, he just had this idea, but he didn't make up his mind, and it wasn't until this happened that he strengthened his belief in leaving.Since he can't change his liking in this life, he can only leave.

"You didn't transfer school?"

"No."

"It was like this until graduation. Fortunately, I met a noble person."

"My lord?" Han Wei was puzzled.

"My high school head teacher, Lao Liu, is the one I asked him to read the text messages last time. He encouraged me all the time, and he told me that I am not a monster, but I am a little different from others. He said that there are no people who are exactly the same in this world. , so it's not me who has a problem, but those who can't accept that others are different."

"Yes, you are not wrong." Han Wei comforted, "It's not your fault, it's the world that is wrong."

Jiang Siyan smiled lightly: "Yeah, I don't think I'm wrong now, I'm just different from you, that's all. Meeting Lao Liu is the luckiest thing in my life, because I walked by him through that difficult time. I never knew what it was like to be a father, but the way Lao Liu took care of me made me seem to know what it was."

Han Wei's heart ached like a twist, his eyes turned red and his nose was slightly sore.It's no wonder that Jiang Siyan called someone his father when he was drunk. He was not playing a drunken madness but a true desire in his heart.He obviously has a father, but it is no different from not having a father. He never called the word "father" in his childhood. He should be very envious when he sees other children calling "father". He really wants to have a father.

"Later, I went to college, and no one cared about me. I heard that my ex-boyfriend had a girlfriend, so I started to let myself go. At that time, my life can be described as a mess. I used the car accident compensation money to run amok, I have done everything, and I was bumped into by Feng Kai'an several times. I am a rotten person, and this is what Feng Kai'an wants to tell you about my past." Jiang Siyan confessed.

Han Wei was puzzled: "Since you don't want him to tell me, why do you still tell me?"

Jiang Siyan: "Because he will tell it one day, instead of letting you learn it from him, it's better for me to tell it myself."

"Then what changed you? Made you change your ways?"

"Correction?" Jiang Siyan smiled, "I just know how to cherish myself and know that I can't go on like this, and at that time my eyes saw more and more ghosts, and they asked me for help, and I was driven to the shelves Be a good person. It's hard to be a good person these days."

Jiang Siyan described his absurd and depraved past lightly, which was a past that even he himself did not want to recall.He had never told others like today, he didn't want to be sympathized with, and he was even more afraid of being despised, but now he easily told Han Wei, perhaps the voice from the bottom of his heart told him that the people in front of him could be trusted.

Listening to Jiang Siyan's narration, Han Wei's heart throbbed with pain.Jiang Siyan said it lightly, but Han Wei knew it was very difficult.If possible, he really wanted to meet Jiang Siyan earlier and help him get rid of that painful period.

After a long time, Han Wei calmed down and asked, "Can I ask you one last question?"

Jiang Siyan nodded: "You ask."

Han Wei: "I'm a little curious about how you found out that you like boys? Have you never liked girls before?"

Jiang Siyan: "I've never liked it, the first time I fell in love with a boy."

Han Wei: "Is that your puppy love?"

Jiang Siyan shook his head: "That's not true, he is not worthy. He was bent by me."

Han Wei: "The charm is not small."

"Isn't that true? Everyone knows that I'm good-looking." Jiang Siyan felt that Han Wei's mood had become depressed because of his story, so he pretended to be a joke in order to ease the atmosphere.

Han Wei smiled: "Can you be more narcissistic?"

Jiang Siyan smiled and said, "It's really possible."

Han Wei rolled his eyes, but at least Jiang Siyan smiled.After going through so many things, it is not easy for Jiang Siyan to be where he is today.

"Who is that person?" Han Wei asked.

Jiang Siyan smiled sweetly, his eyes were full of tenderness, he shook his head and said, "It's a secret. You can't say this."

This is his little secret, the most precious existence in his heart, the boy in his memory can only belong to himself.He is unwilling to share the only beauty in this life with others, and no one is qualified to spy on and covet the short but warm sunshine in his life.

The author has something to say: Jiang Siyan: My sunshine can only belong to me.

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