God's Grace

Listening to her words, Xia Xiwei smiled more and more happily, she said: "Yeah, so you think the same way."

"Actually, I'm asking you this because I've been thinking about something. After we quarreled that day, your sister once came to talk to me. She told me that people should know why they live, otherwise there is no meaning to life." It doesn't make sense."

"After hearing her words, I have been thinking about why I have lived for so many years? What did I pursue in my life? What is the meaning of my life? Then I discovered that before I met you, My life turned out to be just for the sake of living, and it’s sad to be lonely and meaningless without anything to pursue even though I’m alive.”

"I naturally thought of you later, because after I met you, every day I spent was so fulfilling and happy. Although we had escaped, feared, and misunderstood, we were miraculously together after all. As you said, it turns out that loving and being loved is so touching and joyful, as if because of you, life becomes meaningful."

"Perhaps this is exactly what your sister wants me to think. It's just that I thought it was true at the beginning. I wanted to tell you all this, but I hesitated for a long time, and I didn't dare to speak to you. At that time I thought I was being shy, but then I realized, no, the reason why I hesitated was because it was wrong!"

"I used to think that kind of thinking was right, so I wanted to occupy you, and I was afraid that I would lose you, because if I lost you, it seemed that even life would lose meaning, so I became more and more afraid, and even wanted to marry you, thinking that you It's mine forever, life has meaning as long as you're mine forever, it doesn't matter if I give my life for you or anything."

"But then, Sasha, I saw it. When our souls were together, I saw your memory. Before you woke up, I had a dream on your chest. I also saw your fight. At that time I gradually understood your thoughts and feelings."

"It turns out that's not like that. It's not because you are willing to give your life or anything to love you, but to be able to protect you and fight for you is to really love you. It's not because you have you or anyone's life. Meaningful, but the life that loves you and is loved by you is the most meaningful!"

She laughed and yelled these words, trembling with excitement, a dozen birds in the forest were startled by her echoing voice, and flew to the vast blue sky.

Medusa buried her flushed face on her shoulder, and said in a low voice: "Okay, now that you know it, then don't do things that don't cherish your own life like before, and don't treat me any more. If you can meet me again in the next life, we must live together, fight together, and protect this love forever!"

After hearing Medusa's words, Xia Xiwei was stunned suddenly, and gradually stopped, panting slightly, thinking about something.

She looked at the surrounding mountains and forests, and the forest road under her feet, as if she suddenly realized something.

At this time, they happened to be at a fork, and the trail that stretched up from the bottom of the mountain split into two left and right forks, extending to both sides of the mountain.

In the past, no matter whether Xia Xiwei followed the path taught by her master to the left and continued to go up, or did not follow the original path and walked to the right and then went up, she would inexplicably circle around the mountain and come back. of this fork.

In the middle of the bifurcation intersection on the left and right sides, there is a steep slope directly upward, and the slope is densely covered with thorns and boulders, which cannot be crossed directly.

When Medusa uttered the last sentence just now, the words "life" and "battle" in the words made Xia Xiwei suddenly recall the memory of her childhood. When the master took her to walk this mountain road for the first time, Some things I said to myself.

At that time, the master took her when she was young, stood at the fork in the road, and said to her: "I have taught you how to walk the last section of the road just now. Another way to go is to reach Fanxinyuan."

Ye Yilan pointed to the ramp above and said: "If you cut off the thorns and boulders on this ramp, you can still reach Fanxinyuan, and the distance will be much shorter than other roads, Xiwei, you Would you like to go this way?"

When she was young, she was a little confused: "Of course not. There are other ways to go, so why do you have to take such a dangerous way? It doesn't matter if you take a little detour."

Ye Yilan smiled: "Indeed, people always choose the simple and convenient way to go. Avoiding the road covered by thorns and boulders is the avoidance, or escape, of people's survival instinct, even if they sometimes know that they may walk through thorns and boulders. Boulder-covered roads may gain something more, also because of the instinct of self-preservation and reluctance to get hurt."

"Maybe it is the fear of being hurt by thorns, or the fear of failing to climb over the boulder, just like this road in front of you. People always avoid many things on the road of life, but life is a battle. Only when you have been hurt, Only those who have experienced the taste of failure will truly grow, and the more failures experienced and endured, the stronger the heart will become, and then they will be fearless and invincible."

"Time goes by, life alternates, and human souls go through one cycle after another. Each cycle requires a new understanding of the world and a new search for the meaning of life. It seems a miracle that no matter what happened in the past and present, some souls can always be in the hands of billions of people. In the sea, in the long or short life time, I find the most precious person or thing again and again, devote myself to it, never run away from it, and dare to face any thorns and boulders, no matter how much I suffer. Injuries and failures are not spared."

Ye Yilan praised sincerely: "This is sharper than thorns, harder than boulders, the most wonderful and great meaning of life for human beings!"

At that time, the young Xia Xiwei didn't quite understand what the master said, so she just pretended to understand and asked: "Then master, what is the meaning of life?"

The master smiled and touched her head: "You are too young now, don't think about it for now, one day, you will find the meaning of your life."

She was really too young that year, because she couldn't understand the master's words, she forgot about it after a while, and when she went up and down the mountain, she didn't think about walking the road full of thorns and boulders.

Before leaving home last night, Grandpa said to her: "Your master is not only a practitioner, but also a real wise man. Think more about what he taught you."

Maybe Grandpa just said it unintentionally, but after being reminded by Medusa's words just now, she looked at the Jingshi slope in front of her, and finally remembered what her master said.

"So that's how it is." Xia Xiwei said to herself, "Master, you didn't want to test me, but you wanted me to prove myself."

She squatted down slightly, put Medusa down, turned around and said to her firmly: "Medusa, come fight with me!"

"En!" Medusa's eyes flashed brightly, and she nodded excitedly.

Xia Xiwei smiled, took Medusa's hand, and walked up the ramp.

They gritted their teeth and reluctantly pushed away the sharp thorns. The sharp thorns pierced their hands, cut their clothes and skin, but they were not afraid, holding hands with each other, and the two pushed aside the heavy thorns together. Brambles, going up the ramp with difficulty.

Xia Xiwei stared straight ahead, and shouted hoarsely: "Medusa! I love you! I have the same dream as you!"

"I want the feeling of loving you to remain in my heart forever, I want this bond of loving and being loved to last forever, I want to live happily with you all the time, so I want to become stronger , no matter in terms of strength, heart, or belief, I will become extremely powerful! Protect the meaning of our lives forever!"

The little heart in her chest was beating strongly and violently. She tore open the thorns in front of her vigorously, as if as long as she held her hand, all the pain would disappear without a trace, and the strength of body and mind would never be exhausted. .

As if sensing the excitement in her heart, the Rain Listening Sword hanging on her chest also became hot and trembling. Xia Xiwei took off the Rain Listening Sword, and saw the golden light shining in it, accompanied by the joyous howl of the sword, the black mysterious The Yi Xiaojian suddenly enlarged to more than one meter long in her hand, as if breaking some kind of seal, the body of the enlarged black sword became black and bright like a mirror, and the sharp edge of the sword was completely exposed.

Xia Xiwei waved the sword in her hand, chopping the thorns in front of her. Medusa smiled and looked at Xia Xiwei who was slashing through the thorns and thorns in front of her. She knew that it was her battle now, and what she had to do was hold her hand tightly , let her feel her own existence, and let her know that she will fight with her forever.

She took her hand and moved forward step by step. The long sword in her hand, which gradually turned black and golden, cut off countless thorns. Gorgeous and beautiful flowers bloomed on the thorns. In the howling wind, petals fluttered. Behind her, she cut through the thorns all the way and came to a huge rock on the ramp.

"Bang——" She slashed at the boulder blocking the road with a sword. Amidst the huge vibration, the stone chips flew and the boulder shook. She slashed the boulder in front of her with one sword after another, and shouted in the golden light:

"I want to cut down all the thorns in the way of you and me, smash all the boulders in the way, protect the most important love in our lives, and fight fearlessly for the future of you and me! If anyone wants to be you Obstacles on the road of my life, want to hurt you and me, even if it is a god, I will kill you to see!!!"

"Boom!" With a loud noise, the boulder was shattered, followed by a fuzzy tremor in the surrounding void, and the sky and the earth spun in front of his eyes, making him dizzy and blurred. When the vision became clear again, the surrounding scenery had changed drastically.

Overhead is the blue sky, surrounded by a flat and open land surrounded by giant trees. Behind the green brick courtyard wall in front of you, you can see the tile roof cornices of the pavilions in the courtyard. A handsome man in simple black clothes smiled lightly Standing under the courtyard gate of black wood and black tiles.

Xia Xiwei turned her head back, smiled brightly at Medusa behind her, and finally, because of lack of energy, her body crooked and passed out...

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