God's Grace

A week ago, in the student council room——

When the other members of the student union had left and only Michelle and Xia Xiwei were left in the student union room, Michelle put down her work, sat next to Xia Xiwei, and asked with concern: "Student Xia, what have you been doing lately?" Are you feeling unwell?"

Michelle was a little surprised what happened to Xia Xiwei recently.

Since the beginning of this semester, Xia Xiwei has always seemed a little absent-minded.

When working in the student union, Xia Xiwei, who never made mistakes in the past, actually made several mistakes that shouldn't have happened in a row. Although none of them were serious, it still surprised the students in the student union.

Michelle was also keenly aware that Xia Xiwei always seemed to be thinking about other things when she was working.

Xia Xiwei was slightly taken aback when she heard Michelle's question, then raised her head and said with a smile: "No, why did the president ask such a question?"

Michelle sighed slightly, and took out a piece of paper from the documents Xia Xiwei was sorting out: "This is the report card of the third grade, and you are mixed up in the list of the second grade."

Xia Xiwei apologized embarrassingly: "Uh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'll rearrange it right away."

Michelle shook her head and said with concern: "It's okay, you don't need to apologize, but since the beginning of school, you always seem to be out of shape when you are working? Are you feeling unwell? Do you need to take a break?"

Xia Xiwei blushed a little, looked at the document in her hand and whispered: "No, it's just because...uh——"

"Huh? Because of what?" Michelle blinked her eyes when she saw Xia Xiwei squeaked and didn't answer. Looking at Xia Xiwei's expression, she stretched her chin and tilted her head to start thinking.

After a while, Michelle suddenly realized.

She looked at Xia Xiwei, covered her mouth and smiled, "I see, you probably have someone you like, right?"

Xia Xiwei looked at her in astonishment: "You...why do you say that?"

Michelle chuckled twice, and said: "Sure enough, I hit the spot! You may not have noticed it yourself. Since the beginning of this semester, especially in the last two days, you will always be in a daze when you are working, as if always You were thinking about something else, so you made a lot of small mistakes. I thought about it carefully just now. When you are in a trance, you sometimes smile or frown unconsciously. Looking at your expression just now, it is simply typical. The young girl Huaichun looks like that!~”

Xia Xiwei blushed: "No, nothing! Don't talk nonsense."

Michelle stood up suddenly, walked to the wall, took down the small mirror hanging on the wall, pointed the mirror at Xia Xiwei, and said with a smile: "Look at how red your face is now? The perverted classmate Xia actually showed such an expression, do you think I still feel like I'm talking nonsense?"

Xia Xiwei opened her mouth, touched her face, and bowed her head in silence.

Michelle hung the mirror back on the wall, and stopped teasing her, but said seriously: "Although the school has a rule against puppy love, I'm not such a rigid person, and I won't interfere with your relationship." As for private matters, no third person will know about today's conversation, but I hope you can adjust your state as soon as possible, after all, you will officially assume the position of vice president soon."

Xia Xiwei nodded: "I see, President, thank you."

Michelle smiled and leaned down to poke Xia Xiwei's face: "You're welcome, girl, if you have any questions about love, you can come and ask me, after all, the president is your senior!~ "

Xia Xiwei blushed and avoided Michelle's finger: "It's not a problem for the president, I, I'm going to the bathroom!"

Then Xia Xiwei ran away, leaving Michelle alone in the student union looking out the window and sighing: "Hey, youth is so beautiful..."

……

In fact, Xia Xiwei has never been in love before. She always felt that she was too young and it was too early to think about these things, so she never thought about love.

Although because of her pretty looks, she received many love letters from boys when she was in school, and was also confessed by bold boys, but Xia Xiwei always felt a little like a child playing house, so she never cared about it, and never Thinking about who to date.

It's just that the conversation with Michelle woke up Xia Xiwei, and made her have to seriously think about her feelings for Medusa. Is it a good friend or... something else?

It seems that as long as I leave her for a while, when I can't see her, my mind is full of her face and figure, no matter what I do, I can't calm down.

At first, Xia Xiwei thought that she was just worried about whether Medusa would cause trouble again, but later she realized that it seemed to be more than that...

On the surface, she and Medusa were still getting along as usual, but whenever she was alone with Medusa, it always made Xia Xiwei flustered.

Seeing her looking at him with clear eyes, smiling and acting like a baby to him innocently and cutely, my mind was in a trance for a while.

Seeing her white and delicate skin, I wanted to touch and caress her with my fingertips.

Seeing her weak and petite body, I really want to hug her...

The night after the conversation with Michele, Medusa invited her to go home and do homework together.

Medusa might have been too tired in physical education class that day, and fell asleep lying on the table while writing her homework.

Xia Xiwei looked at the peacefully sleeping girl in front of her, thinking about the conversation with Michelle yesterday and the little things after meeting Medusa in her heart, she couldn't help feeling confused.

Then, like a ghost, she stretched out her fingers to caress her face, and bent down to kiss those two petal-like pink lips.

It's just that her drooping hair fell on Medusa's face, causing Medusa in her sleep to frown and sniff her nose, and let out a vague dream, which woke Xia Xiwei up.

Then Xia Xiwei was frightened by herself, she ran away in a hurry without waking Medusa up.

After returning to her home, Xia Xiwei couldn't help realizing with a little horror——

Could it be that I... actually really fell in love with a girl?

When she realized that her sexuality was actually the same as her gender, Xia Xiwei's heart almost collapsed at first.

She felt as if her inner world had been destroyed and recreated.

She didn't know how to face her feelings.

Because of childhood adventures and growing up in a family of great aristocrats, Xia Xiwei, who is extremely intelligent, is far more mature than her peers. This has also caused her to be adored by her peers at school and in the family. It is too high to be easily approached.

So Xia Xiwei has never had any friends who can be called best friends, and she can't think of anyone to discuss with when encountering this kind of thing.

You don't have to ask the master, do you?Do not make jokes……

Although Michelle said that she could ask her, but the one she likes is a girl... No, no, no, no matter what, Xia Xiwei couldn't open her mouth about this kind of thing.

So Xia Xiwei can only think by herself, and she is a very rational type. No matter what happens, she will always make a perfect plan first, think through all possible difficulties in advance, and what the final result will be.

Well, after serious thinking, she admitted that she really fell in love with Medusa. Well, she finally found out that she is a crook. From then on, she entered Lily as deep as the sea, and started to unswervingly engage in Ji Ji! ~

It's just that the key issue is not this. Xia Xiwei is not someone who treats feelings as a trifle. She thinks about many far-reaching issues.

How likely is she to be with Medusa?How far can two people go if they are really together?How many difficulties will you encounter in the future?Worldly vision?What does your family think?Who is attacking and who is receiving? ...

Wait, the last one entered by mistake!

But the most important question is, what is Medusa's feelings for her?

Maybe Medusa is indeed very dependent on her, she regards her as a very important person, maybe she likes her... But what kind of love does she have for herself?

Maybe it's just because I was the first person Medusa met after she was reborn as a human, and I gave her a lot of help, so it's just that I have some kind of fledgling effect on me now?

Maybe it's just her being self-indulgent.

Xia Xiwei, who has no experience in love, thinks more and more, and the more she thinks, the more chaotic she becomes.

After she was afraid to tell Medusa her feelings, she found that it was all just her own wishful thinking...

Out of human's instinctive fear of the unknown, she began to avoid Medusa subconsciously, avoiding eye contact, physical contact, being alone with her, and so on.

She didn't even realize that she was doing this at first, and when she realized it, she wondered if she was escaping, or was she afraid of something?

Just like just now, Medusa called and asked her to go shopping and buy clothes together, but she actually said that she was going to buy underwear...

When Xia Xiwei heard the word "underwear/clothes", vivid images could not help appearing in her mind...

That delicate body like a weak willow is wearing a three-point underwear/underwear, the bare/exposed skin is white and delicate and glowing, the smooth and slender thighs, the slender waist that is grasped gracefully, clutching it like the jade fingers of an orchid still hugging a lute With exquisite and small breasts, she looked at her with delicate and charming eyes with a pink face, and her pink and tender lips like rose petals whispered her name...

Xia Xiwei felt a rush of blood rushing straight to her brain, and almost flew away.

Perhaps because of guilt, after ten seconds of deep thinking, Xia Xiwei finally recited the Supreme Heavenly Venerable three times silently, restrained herself with great perseverance, found a vague reason, and rejected Medusa's invitation.Because she felt that if she really accompanied Medusa to buy underwear, if she really saw a similar scene, something big would happen!

After hanging up the phone, Xia Xiwei felt a little regretful again.

Of course, it's not that she regrets not accepting the invitation... She just thought that she was too prevaricated just now, and coupled with her recent poor performance, she really didn't know what Medusa would think with her sensitive temperament.

Xia Xiwei became upset again, and all kinds of problems that she had thought about these days came to her mind one after another.

Just thinking about it, my mind seems to go to a strange place again...

It would be great if it was pink with lace...

Ha ha ha ha ha……

What the hell was I thinking!

Xia Xiwei couldn't help shaking her head, sighed deeply, then closed her eyes and focused her attention, put her hands together, and was about to recite the "Tao Te Ching" to calm her mind: "Tao can be said, very Tao. Name can be named, very famous. The nameless world beginning……"

In the past, whenever she encountered troubles, as long as she recited a few Taoist classics such as the "Tao Te Ching", she could always calm down her restless mood quickly.

But today seems to be something very bad...

When she recited Chapter 5: "Between the heaven and the earth, it's still emptiness but not yielding, movement but not emptiness... If you make a mistake, you will know more when you move, and if you don't, you should move and... move and he/ Mom/moved and what?!"

"Move, move... move, move, move, move, move, move... Bah, bah, bah!"

Xia Xiwei stared blankly at the floor in front of her. She actually forgot the Tao Te Ching that she had memorized in the past?

Has her heart become such a mess?

Could this be the so-called... heart demon?

Perhaps, when we meet again tomorrow, it is really time to find a chance to have a good talk with Medusa.

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