Chestnuts are ripe

At the end of the teacher appreciation banquet, a few Northeast masters in the class thought that the beer was not exciting enough, so they asked someone to serve two cases of wine.As soon as the red wine was opened, the number of people standing on the court was reduced by half. Even Lu Yanyi, who boasted that he could drink like a cow, passed out drunk on his seat after several rounds of toasting, crying and laughing.

It wasn't until the end of the show that most of the girls who were still awake and a small number of boys who were sitting behind walked out of the box one by one.

Compared to those completely drunk people who were so drunk that they passed out and were carried away by their roommates, Chen Fang seemed very sober.Even walking is still a straight line, not crooked at all, and there is even room to help the people on the side.

The squad leader stopped the car to send away another batch of drunks, looked back at Chen Fang who was still standing aside, and asked, "Are you okay?"

Chen Fang's reaction was slower than usual, but his thoughts were very clear when he answered, "It's okay, it's okay. I'll wait for you to get in the car."

The squad leader carefully looked at the person in front of him, and saw that his cheeks were slightly red from drinking, and his expression was as calm as usual, without any change, but she was still worried, and she would drink Chenfang wine tonight. There are quite a few people here, even though he is sober now, what if the stamina of the wine picks up?She stared at Chen Fang, and said suddenly: "How much is fifty times five?"

Chen Fang was taken aback, he didn't expect her to ask such an ancient prehistoric joke, he was a little speechless: "This joke is too old..."

"Quickly answer me! Tell me how much it is? Otherwise, I won't let you go back alone!" The squad leader's eyes were burning, and he obviously didn't mean to be joking.

"Two hundred and five, okay?"

"Okay!" The squad leader finally smiled, and saw his roommates stop a taxi from a distance, and he was greeting him, then turned his head to look at the big boy in front of him whose eyelashes are so good that people can't take his eyes off , the reluctance and regret about graduation in my heart was slowly filled with contentment and luck in the end.

She looked up at Chen Fang and said with a smile, "Take your graduation certificate and degree certificate, don't get lost on the road, the school won't reissue them."

"it is good."

I don't know if it was because of the imminent parting, but the squad leader felt that Chen Fang was particularly talkative tonight.

Although he is very humble and polite to others on weekdays, but I don't know if it is a habit, he always subconsciously keeps a proper distance from other people, which will never cause misunderstanding.

For four years, he has been like this to everyone, gentle but unapproachable.

She sat in the taxi, looked at the person on the side of the road who waved goodbye to them by the window, and secretly sighed in her heart, I don't know what kind of girlfriend such a person would find...

All the people are gone.

Chen Fang stood where he was, and the noise and excitement around him all night finally returned to quietness. He was not used to it for a while.The whole world suddenly became quiet, and he seemed to be the only one left in the huge city.

In fact, I have been, and have always been, alone, so why not get used to it?

He walked forward step by step, watching the road in front of him change between bright and dark with the distance from the street lights.

He actually drank a lot tonight.

But he wasn't drunk.

At the very least, he still remembers the first time he yelled at her so loudly when he was on the phone with Jiaojiao by the window.

Jiaojiao should not calm down, right?

Actually, it's not her fault.

"After all, she is still young, she has experienced this kind of thing, and she has emotions, so don't blame her." Chen Fang whispered to himself, as if trying to convince himself, "It's me, I didn't be a good brother , I should, should care about her more. Well, I didn't do it well. "

Standing in place, Chen Fang took out his mobile phone, repeatedly confirmed that the person who opened the chat box was Jiaojiao, and then slowly typed the three words "I'm sorry." on the keyboard, and clicked send.

When he raised his eyes, blurred dots of light overlapped in his eyes, slowly turning into the signboard of a convenience store. He suddenly felt a little thirsty, and for some reason, the taste of chocolate milk came to mind.

The chocolate milk he liked very much when he was in high school.

He still remembers that every morning at that time, his mother would get up early, pour milk for him into the white porcelain beaker at home, and heat it up.When he gets dressed, he can drink the fragrant and sweet chocolate milk as soon as he comes out.

Chen Fang didn't know why he suddenly remembered such a thing, and he even remembered the white porcelain cup that his mother handed over, and the shallow scar on the hollow of the tiger's mouth in his right hand.

Suddenly leaving the dark environment, the lights in the convenience store were a bit dazzling.Chen Fang walked slowly to the freezer, and kept thinking about the past in his head, which made him stand in front of the freezer unconsciously for a while.When he finally moved his eyes slowly and found the familiar head of Huahuaniu in the corner, before he had time to reach out, a little boy picked up the last bag of chocolate milk before him, and ran back to the cashier very excitedly: "Mom Mom! Look, there are really some left! It's the last bag!"

"Really? Then our Dabao can drink it tomorrow morning!"

The wish was fulfilled, the little boy's laughing voice was extraordinarily innocent, and the tone of his speech was full of publicity and happiness.

Chen Fang couldn't help feeling sour, and turned around to pick out other chocolate milks left on the container. The cheapest one was three yuan more expensive than Huahuaniu.

He stared at the strange brand carefully, and for some reason, suddenly there was an obsession in his heart that he must drink chocolate milk today, so he picked it up and went to the cashier to pay without hesitation.

After paying the payment, he went back to the dark side of the road, broke off the straw, shook his hands a few times before inserting it into the opening, and took a sharp sip with the straw in his mouth.

The cold liquid slid down the throat with a sweet and greasy aroma of chocolate, and fell all the way into the abdomen with a freezing chill - completely different from the taste in memory.

It's so hard to drink.

The phone suddenly rang.

He slowly fumbled it out and unlocked it.

The three-word apology was issued in exchange for a crisp "I don't need it" from the other party.

Chen Fang suddenly felt very tired.

He didn't want to go on like this anymore.

The stale breath stuck in his throat all day is still struggling desperately, delusional to resist those emotions that are eager to roll out.He leaned against the street lamp and slowly squatted down, burying his face in his arms, as if he could escape for a short time and not have to face those bad things anymore.

The superficial drunkenness made Chen Fang think of his mother, and then of his father.

He thought of every Spring Festival, when his family sat at the table and ate hot pot lively.Jiaojiao would laugh and grab the fish balls in his bowl, and his mother would patiently peel the shrimp for the three of them, dip them in the prepared sauce and stuff them into their mouths one by one.The father, who is not good at words, will pretend to be casual at this time, and ask him or his mother who is better at cooking.

The playful memories seem to be still yesterday, but this year's Spring Festival, only he and Jiaojiao were in a strange rented room, silent to each other.

No one can put on a forced smile, and everyone is afraid that tears will fall into the bowl when they open their mouths, stiff and silent, and a year has passed.

Over the past few days, the tense nerves suddenly loosened after being soaked in alcohol.Those small emotions that are usually restrained and concealed in front of people are suddenly magnified infinitely at this moment, overwhelming, full of grievances.

From now on, all the Spring Festivals in his life will be like this year.

A dull and uninteresting life.

The exposed back of his hand felt a little cold, he raised his eyes slightly, and looked at the small ice crystals that slowly melted a circle of water marks on the back of his hand, it was snowing again...

Chen Fang's eyes were full of tiredness and confusion. He blinked and saw a figure trotting towards him from a distance.When the figure gradually enlarged, the shattered spots of light between the eyes slowly condensed into a familiar appearance,

Until the figure squatted down in front of his eyes, showing a pair of tightly wrinkled eyebrows, Chen Fang was still a little confused. He felt that he must be drunk and hallucinating, otherwise, how could a big boss like him Appearing on this icy roadside in the middle of the night?

The exposed and cold fingers were suddenly wrapped in a warm palm. Chen Fang's unresponsive nerves were finally awakened by the temperature in his hand that did not belong to him. What did you say?

Seeing his blank look, Xue Lin was a little worried.Although he could smell the alcohol coming from the other party because he got closer, and knew that he was probably just drunk and didn't react so quickly, he still reached out and touched the other party's forehead worriedly to make sure if he had a fever.

He didn't receive a reply from Chen Fang when he drove off from get off work, and he was disheartened all the way. He just felt that he had been making progress happily and triumphantly before.

Watching the small ice crystals gradually pounce on the windshield, Xue Lin looked at the snow-white particles floating in front of him, and thought of the scene when he put gloves on for Chen Fang in the middle of the night on Valentine's Day.He even remembered how the blush on Chen Fang's cheeks crept up to the tips of his ears bit by bit.

At that time, Chen Fang did not refuse, a pair of pretty little deer eyes were full of exciting light.

Everything is so logical, what went wrong?

He was puzzled, but when he turned his head slightly, he saw a figure huddled by the side of the road.

At first he thought it was someone who came out to socialize but was drunk, but when he saw the pair of bare, white but slender fingers, he slammed on the brakes, opened the car door and ran back To the one who has been thinking about it all day.

Chen Fang watched him raise his hand, his drunken consciousness was slow and dull, he didn't avoid it, and let the palm touch his forehead.When he raised his hand, a pleasant scent of pine forest rippling away, without any explanation, it got into the tip of his nose which had long been unconscious from the cold.He wrapped the stiff fingers in his palm and slowly warmed them up. The strength of the gentle kneading made him suddenly realize that the person in front of him was not his imagination.

It's really Xue Lin.

The loose consciousness seemed to finally have the strength to condense again, but it was still soaked in the seven-point drunkenness. He looked up at the person in front of him, blinked his eyes, and blurted out his name before he had time to think.

"Xue Lin." The ending sound rose, and the drunken voice whispered.

Xue Lin's frowning eyebrows slightly loosened when he heard him call out his name for the first time, and he responded softly: "I'm here."

Chen Fang's brows and eyes were watery, and emotions rushed to his mouth. After opening his mouth repeatedly, he still couldn't help it. After repeated deliberation, he made a small request that he thought should not be too much.

"Can you, give me a hug."

Poor and wronged.