After one heart to the Tao, it is all the Shura field

Those familiar eyes stared at him gently, with deep and complicated emotions in them, and a faint trace of expectation, he had never seen such emotions in this person's eyes.

He felt that he knew this person well, he seemed gentle and generous, he was a model of the noble family, but in fact his heart was as stubborn as a rock, and he couldn't hold anyone. He was stupid and couldn't find out before, but now that he thought about it, he was punished many times by his father. In fact, they are all avoidable, but he deliberately made him go in the wrong direction.

Words like 'apology' and 'forgive' don't suit him.

Besides, he has really learned to give up.

Yan Jin has been watching him, not letting go of any expression on his face, and naturally saw his momentary stupefaction, followed by endless indifference and relief, the previous care and admiration disappeared.

Even if you do it all over again, what you lost seems to be irretrievable.

Yan Jin's eyes dimmed, he opened his hand, but finally clenched it tightly, and dropped it to his side.

Yan Lin stared at the bamboo leaves in front of him, and was slightly lost in thought: "It doesn't matter if you don't forgive me. Besides, as I said, I don't want to fight for the Haoran Immortal Mansion. Since my brother has worked hard for two lifetimes, you should take care of him now." It’s good, just guard it well.”

As he said that, he turned his head and looked deeply at the person behind him. His eyes were full of lush green bamboos, leaving him alone in dark blue.

Yan Jin stood where he was, his eyes were suppressing the pain, he smiled, with a hint of bitterness: "...Okay, as long as it is what you expect, brother will agree to you. But..."

"Don't keep your brother out, I just hope you are well, we can be like before...do you understand?"

He took a step forward, the smile on his jade-like gentle face was still there, but he seemed a little out of control, his voice was very similar to the way he hugged himself in his arms when he was a child, talking softly.

"My brother promises you" "Don't isolate my brother"

The loneliness in his tone made Yan Lin's heart tense up suddenly.

He fixed his eyes and bit the tip of his tongue. He couldn't be soft-hearted and be deceived by him. He is a liar who is good at acting. Isn't it enough to suffer!

He didn't know how many times he said this sentence to himself, why did he struggle and hesitate every time!

Recalling the bits and pieces between them in my mind, everything in the past appeared before my eyes.

Yan Lin closed his eyes for a moment, then opened them, his eyes regained his indifference, and he said: "If all mistakes can be exposed so easily, then how beautiful this world would be, and how could there be so many hateful ghosts? .”

He looked at Yan Jin, his heart skipped a beat, and suddenly he didn't want to worry about anything anymore, the matter has come to this point, is there anything left to talk about!

He clenched the Floating Scroll around his waist, walked up to him, looked at him with burning eyes, deep in his eyes were emotions as strong as ink: "I promise to forget the past, don't care, this is already the biggest concession I can make! You I will never know how painful and desperate it is to be abandoned by my dearest and dearest brother, and to be ignored and died! This makes me hate more than other naked betrayals!"

Yan Jin's pupils trembled, and his face suddenly turned pale.

"You told me not to be isolated, go back to the past, don't you think it's too much for me?"

He staggered back a step, as if embarrassed, but also as if he was overwhelmed.

Yan Lin let go at once, feeling agitated, his chest heaving slightly, watching the loss and pain on his face, a trace of revenge rose in his heart!

He finally said it out, since he was reborn, every time they met, his mentality was different, whether he pretended to be stupid, changed, or made up his mind to give up this person... He always maintained the final bottom line, I don't want to talk about it.

He wanted to keep a bit of face for himself and give his dear brother a bit of face.

But it doesn't seem to work, the scar has been hurting, only when it is uncovered and the pus and blood inside are squeezed out, maybe the tormenting pain can be stopped.

The hands beside Yan Jin curled up a few times, as if he wanted to raise them, his throat tightened, because he knew that no matter what he said, it would be so pale and weak.

Even an apology has become an offense.

Brother was wrong.

I have fallen into a demon barrier, you should hate me.

It doesn't matter if you dislike it or hate it, just don't stay too far away from me, I'm afraid that when you turn around, you will disappear again.

Don't worry, brother will guard you, use this life to guard you, and will never let go.

He clenched his hands, raised his head, and looked at Yan Lin with a bleak smile: "It's okay, my brother will accept your hatred, so don't be angry, and don't be unhappy... okay..."

Yan Lin's eyes turned red instantly.

He forced himself to look away.

But one side glanced over his waist, and saw the small bamboo sword, the emerald green surface was smooth and lustrous, without small thorns or edges, obviously it was often held in the hand and cared for carefully.

For a moment, the anger in my heart became even more aggrieved.

He is like this, obviously he is very angry, he can always break his indifference and persistence in a subtle place.

As if he really loves you.

Yan Lin pursed his lips, not wanting to make himself weak, so he suppressed his tone: "You should take care of yourself..."

The breeze brought a few scents of green bamboo, and the hair was slightly raised, blowing away the embarrassment and silence between the two.

With the clear song of the kingfisher next to his ears, Yan Lin tried hard to shake off the irritability in his heart, he glanced at the person in front of him from the corner of his eye, his handsome face was pained and absent-minded.

Anyway, everything was clear, so he simply asked one more thing.

He considered his tone: "... There is one more thing I want to ask today."

Yan Jin raised his head suddenly, was stunned for a second, then smiled slightly, and looked at him expectantly, as if his conversation at this time was a redemption and an opportunity.

Yan Lin turned his head a little uncomfortably, and said in a sullen tone, "In the first life, did I disappear for two years when I was in the early stage of Golden Core?"

Yan Jin didn't seem to expect him to ask such a question, his expression missed a beat, and his eyes fell on his face: "You...do you remember everything..."

If he hadn't thought of it, he would never have asked such a question, because only he and his father knew about it back then, and in this life, he should be the only one who knew about it.

Asking now, it can only be that he remembered what happened in those two years.

Yan Lin didn't make a sound, just looked at him.

Although he has a memory, he still has a sense of luck. What if it is just a dream that seems real?Therefore, he needed real confirmation that he had really disappeared for two years.

After a while, Yan Jin nodded.

Because he has decided not to lie to him anymore, so there can't be a single lie.

"That's right, you did go out for two years. At that time, because Lin Yanzhi was angry with your father, you ran to the Treasure Pavilion alone to search, and quietly disappeared with a small number of treasures."

As he said that, he suddenly paused, his distant and quiet eyes seemed to remember something, and there was a slight mocking smile on the corner of his mouth, but the smile was not as good as his eyes: "Originally, Daddy wanted to chase you back in person, but I said You are an adult, you should have a good experience, otherwise when will you know how to grow up."

"Although Daddy didn't like me at the time, he also knew that as the direct son of the three great immortal sects, what I said was true. I don't have any ability. It will be difficult for you to gain a foothold in the future, not to mention that you have so many magic weapons for protection. It should be no problem to save your life."

"So, Dad let you go."

"In the end you stayed away for two years. One day, you came back suddenly, with the same mentality and expression as usual. We asked you, but you answered that you didn't know, as if you had no memory of those two years at all, or you never left Like Haoran Immortal Mansion..."

"We checked your body at the time, and there was nothing except for some injuries, no Gu, and no traces of any spells... You simply lost your memory."

"But think about it, since you are fine, we didn't track down what happened in those two years."

Yan Lin lowered his eyes, suppressing the dark light in his eyes.

He who has lost his memory has been staying in Haoran Immortal Mansion, guarding his own small world, indifferent to everything outside, and Shi Yuan did not come to him in the future, which means that he is the same as himself and has no memory .

If not, he might have come to look for him a long time ago, just like in this life.