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You Yingxi wasn't brushing up questions, but was actually in the hospital.

Yanyan is sick.

Jiang Wanzi's time to go home is not fixed. You Yingxi only saw the lights on in the opposite villa a few times. It looked like nine o'clock or ten o'clock. She had just returned from the studio.Most of the time, she may stay in the hotel on the other side of the studio. For a while, she was too busy and took Yanyan to the hotel. These days she returned to Yanjing, Yanyan stayed at home, and someone came to feed her regularly.

You Yingxi would go to see it when she was free, and she went a lot. You Zhuangchen also asked if she liked cats, yes? She didn’t want to have one, and then remembered that Yu Shurong was allergic to cats and dogs. Saying it was meaningless, so I had to laugh? Laugh or give up.

That night, You Yingxi finished a five-three set and was about to go to the bathroom to wash up when she suddenly remembered that she had asked Jiang Yang for his autograph for the first album of the men's group, and wanted to wait for Tao Huanhuan's birthday as an adult gift Yes, Jiang Yang put it at Jiang Wanzi's place when he was finishing up.

Tao Huanhuan entered school one year late, and her birthday is next month.Jiang City was still a little cold in the spring night, You Yingxi took a school uniform jacket from the stool and put it on, then went downstairs and went to the opposite side.

Open the door and turn on the light, and the smoky cat nest is next to the TV, but? Generally, there are cats everywhere in the house, but the cat nest does not.

Several times when You Yingxi came in, she would be suddenly attacked by Yanyan who was curled up on the sofa. A swift figure flashed in the corner of her vision, and the little guy jumped up. When she lightly touched her shoulder and meowed Already nestled into a fuzzy ball at her feet.

Jiang Wanzi's cat doesn't have any of her tags on it.Yanyan likes to be popular and is very lively.

So much so that when You Yingxi walked in, she knew at a glance that Yanyan must be sick, and she was not like her usual self.

The signature of Jiang Yang, the registrar on the coffee table, is still different from the handwriting of elementary school students today. It is obviously an old stock, with a price but no market.You Yingxi forgot to take it, wrapped the wilted cigarettes in a cat bag, and left.

Uncle Li is usually in charge of her family's trips, and her parents' car is also parked in the garage, but? She is not an adult and cannot drive, so it is not easy to ask Uncle Li to come over to see her off at such a late hour.

The supper culture in Jiang City is not so strong. The outside of the community in the middle of the night is not deserted, nor is it noisy. People in April have to wait for a long time for the bus.You Yingxi had checked the pet hospital a long time ago, the driver fixed the seat, and under the urging of the little girl, he increased his horsepower and risked speeding, cutting the estimated navigation time by more than half.

When sending people to the hospital gate, the inertia of the brakes was very high. You Yingxi's forehead was touched by the front seat, and he didn't care to rub it. He was in a hurry to pay, and almost added a zero.

The driver laughed straight away: "Hey, don't be so anxious, this little thing is still screaming, it's a big deal to raise another one."

What responded to him was You Yingxi's forceful closing of the door.The little girl's legs are straight and long, and her steps are fast. The gray and white plaid pajama trousers fly up, revealing a bare and thin ankle. She walks up the steps with a pair of sandals. Straight into the hospital, I don't know which school's school uniform jacket was blown bulging by the wind.

The significance of this cat to her seems to be engraved in this back that was too frightened to care about its beauty.

Maybe it’s because there are a lot of people raising cats and dogs now, but before Min Younian, she was still asking her mother to ask for it? Her mother scolded you for raising pigs, and there were quite a lot of people waiting for treatment in the hospital late at night.You Yingxi was discouraged all of a sudden, so she had to sit on the waiting chair and light the paw of the cigarette through the cat bag, thinking in her heart that you must not? It's something.

She came running wildly, panting, with a strange outfit and a red mark on her forehead, she looked a little embarrassed, which attracted greetings from the people next to her.This is an aunt who has raised cats for many years. She is so experienced that she can roughly judge that it is not a serious problem based on the symptoms of Yanyan. Let her not worry.

You Yingxi nodded: "Thank you, Auntie."

Seeing that she couldn't let go of her tightly frowned brows, Auntie smiled and said, "It was the same way when I raised a cat for the first time, just get used to it."

"Ah, it's not mine, it's...a friend's."

"That must be a very good friend, and it's worth your trip."

The girl's gaze was fixed on the blue-and-white Ying short, which was not energetic, as if she saw someone through it, her eyes lit up instantly, her smile was deep, and two dimples were sunken in the corners of her mouth: "Well, very good, very good friend."

By the time it was time to smoke, it was already very late, and Yu Shurong called to ask where You Yingxi had been while he was undergoing an inspection.

Yu Shurong's work and rest habits are very strict, and she won't answer the phone after nine o'clock in the evening. When You Yingxi went out, she obviously had a rest, because she didn't drink much water at night and rarely woke up at night. How could she know? She went out?

He couldn't have entered her room to tuck her in the quilt.

You Yingxi thought it was funny, and didn't even think of an excuse, so she told the truth.

Yu Shurong's voice immediately turned cold, it's none of your business what other people's cats are, you don't have to go to school tomorrow if you go to the hospital so late... Cursing and cursing, You Yingxi coughed twice.

Yu Shurong: "What's wrong with you?"

"Throat is a little itchy, maybe I have caught a cold."

Yu Shurong's compassion for her was very strange. She didn't feel bad when she was venting her as a sandbag before, but now she felt sorry for her for no reason. She asked, "Which hospital are you in?" You Yingxi didn't come back to her senses for a long time .

When she saw her mother's car at the entrance of the hospital, she froze.

When Yu Shurong walked towards her, You Yingxi thought she was going to slap her, remembering what she promised Jiang Wanzi last time, she took two steps back.

Unexpectedly, Yu Shurong just wanted to zip up her school uniform for her, and when she picked up her daughter, she was slightly scratched. She also seemed to feel that such intimacy was awkward between them, so she didn't force it, and let go.

Once the car door is closed, the two of them coexist in the cramped interior space of the car. When the car window is closed again, all sounds in the quiet atmosphere are amplified, but there is no sound.Such silence is not considered embarrassing, it is the customary way for the mother and daughter to get along.

The daughter sitting in the passenger seat was either looking at the cat or out the window, but she never looked at Yu Shurong.

Yu Shurong is not like this, she is also afraid, afraid that if she looks at this child, such scarred eyes will hurt her.

Because blood is thicker than water, the mother's conscience still remains, but it is rarely revealed on the surface.The part that wants to cherish will always be wrapped and swallowed by huge resentment, which makes Yu Shurong often yell at You Yingxi, "Why don't you die".

In fact, it is insincere.Yu Shurong would quietly go downstairs and enter her room almost every night. She had the habit of kicking the quilt since she was a child. Yu Shurong would tuck her quilt up for her, and would sit by her bed for a while. As long as she moved slightly, Yu Shurong immediately will go.

This kind of maternal love is invisible and short-lived.

Yu Shurong subconsciously knew that You Yinuan's death back then was an accident, and if she had to settle it, the root cause might still be her.You Yinuan has been pushed very hard by her since she was a child. The [-]% excellent You Yinuan has achieved it, and she has given all her freedom, so she wants to leave her sister in the vast world and let the wind howl by.

That's why he spoils You Yingxi so much, and why he rushed to attend his sister's graduation ceremony in the pouring rain and got into a car accident.

No matter from which angle you look at it, You Yingxi's birth was not so pure. It contained the freedom that You Yinuan couldn't ask for, and mixed with the cracks in the broken marriage that Yu Shurong wanted to heal. You Zhuangchen also thought about it? This family may be more worthy of its name.

Until that day, You Yinan died, and everything returned to the original point.

You Yingxi became dispensable, and when she was remembered again, it was Yu Shurong who wanted to take the blame, lest she be crucified on the pillar that killed You Yinuan.At the same time, she also wants someone who can continue her dream.

So when she found that You Yingxi was not in the room, Yu Shurong was so panicked that she even forgot where to put her mobile phone.

At that moment, she didn't know what she was worried about.

Part of it was because she was afraid that the pot would be gone, part was because she was afraid that she would wake up from her dream, and part... When Yu Shurong came to the hospital gate and saw You Yingxi, the child's frail figure made her feel so frail. Dazed.

Yu Shurong was so used to You Yingxi's submissiveness and indestructibility that she almost forgot that she was actually only 17 years old.Over the years, the world has been impermanent, the warmth and harmony have been derailed, and the great pain that even adults can be crushed, how did she bear it?

"Your sister left when she was 17 years old."

Yu Shurong's hand holding the steering wheel was shaking, and her voice was unstable.

She didn't even hold back just now, and grabbed You Yingxi's hand abruptly before getting into the car, rolling up her sleeves on both sides to examine carefully.

It might be because of the mutual understanding between mother and daughter. Seeing Yu Shurong's skillful reaction, You Yingxi even thought that she might have thought of cutting her wrists too.

You Yingxi didn't wait for Yu Shurong to finish reading, and awkwardly avoided her mother's complicated eyes, opened the car door with a cat bag and a pile of medicine, got in, and said something cool: "Don't think about it, I am smug, and death is not such a way to die."

But she wanted to jump off a building before, so the appearance of her death might not be very good.

The scenery on the side of the road is receding, and the 17-year-old is running forward, but I don't know if this kind of life can be called advancing.

You Yingxi leaned against the car window and shrank herself into a corner where she didn't want to be touched by Yu Shurong: "Next time you want to vent your anger on me, just be gentle with me. I want to live."

To? In the past, she might have said, "I won't die. I won't owe you any more when I get admitted to the Academy of Fine Arts and come first in culture." But somehow, she felt more and more that she didn't Whoever you owe, even if you say you owe it, you don't owe each other.

There seems to be some inexplicable difference between not dying and wanting to live.

Because she was not in the mood, she was physically and mentally exhausted after a busy night, so that when she received Jiang Wanzi's WeChat message, You Yingxi couldn't even muster up the energy to reply, and she also lied to her about Yanyan's illness.It is very important for her brother to get married, and she cannot be distracted.

You Yingxi thought that she would take good care of Yanyan.

There are many stars in the sky, one after another, and it may be a sunny day tomorrow.

You Yingxi looked at the starry sky outside the window, and the scene of her eating supper by the riverside when she finished her career appeared in front of her eyes.

There are a series of food stalls, and the crew hired one of them.

There was a strong wind by the river, and the smoke from the barbecue floated in the same direction. The smell of the lamb kidney that Chu Xu ordered was in his nose, as well as the strong chili and cumin smell that aroused the taste buds.

You Yingxi and Jiang Wanzi stayed away from the group of yelling people, sitting by the river, looking at the boats passing by on the river, and the stretch of illuminated homes across the river bridge.

The skewers were placed between the two of them, and the one next to Jiang Wanzi had drunk half a bottle of beer. She was really a heavy drinker, and just now she was blowing the bottle with someone, drinking the camera assistant to the ground.

You Yingxi took a sip of the chilled milk beer, it was sweet and had almost no alcohol taste.She was going to drink just now, and Chu Xu encouraged her, but Jiang Wanzi looked at her with a look of "try it", and was persuaded.

The last time I was in the bar, I think it was just because she was in a bad mood to indulge her.

The distance between milk beer and beer is like the distance between her and Jiang Wanzi.

Sometimes she thinks it's not very far away, and sometimes she thinks it's not too far away, at least she knows what Jiang Wanzi is worried about.

"My birthday is at the end of the year, in December."

"That birthday."

Jiang Wanzi's curly hair was blown up by the wind, her face blurred: "Well, I know."

what do you know?Know the literal meaning, or know the hint?

You Yingxi squeezed the milk beer, and the aluminum can made a crisp sound at her fingertips.There is a thin fog on the surface of the river, and Jiang Wanzi is also like fog, she can't see through it, and sometimes she feels a little liking, but it's hard to be sure because she is so close.

So she didn't dare to point it out for a long time, and was annoyed because she fell into such a helpless passivity. At this moment, she could only tilt her head and said timidly, "Jiang Wanzi, you don't seem to be as good as the rumors say." bold."

He does all kinds of bad things and plays with people's hearts.

Why not play with her?

The woman whose cheeks were a little flushed from the alcohol raised her neck, and stars as dense as a chessboard fell into her eyes.

Jiang Wanzi thought about it for a while, her love in the past was surging, and she was very straightforward when she showed her heart, and she walked mercilessly.From the beginning to the end, the drumbeats are rising, just like her life is worthy of the envy of all people surrounded by flowers, it is difficult for her to bow her head to others, and it is easy to get what she wants.

Only this time, looking forward and backward, being timid, totally unlike her style.

Jiang Wanzi didn't answer the question that You Yingxi mustered up her courage. She looked at the sky, her jaw line just passing the neon-flashing clock tower in the distance.

It's like this when you don't dare to look at each other.

Anyway, the star is also her.

The author has something to say: Climb up, no rankings for two consecutive weeks, and it happens to be May Day, when the traffic is relatively large, sigh.Please fill in the comments if you have time, if not, forget it, bow down.After reading the archived manuscript, we have been together for the past two weeks, and the first volume should end in May.Red envelopes are issued on May [-]st~ The list of Bawang tickets is still coming back to make up, and it is not easy to operate on mobile phones.